CHAPTER XII

But although what one may call the natural freemasonry of the children of

light had come in to protect Catharine from any touch of that greedy

credulity which had fastened on Barron; though she and Rose and Hugh

Flaxman were at one in their contemptuous repudiation of Barron's reading

of the story, the story itself, so far as it concerned Alice Puttenham

and Hester, found in all their minds but little resistance.

"It may--it may be true," said Catharine gently. "If so--what she has

gone through! Poor, poor thing!"

And as she spoke--her thin fingers clasped on her black dress, the

nun-like veil falling about her shoulders, her aspect had the frank

simplicity of those who for their Lord's sake have faced the ugly things

of life.

"What a shame--what an outrage--that any of us here should know a word

about it!" cried Rose, her small foot beating on the floor, the hot

colour in her cheek. "How shall we ever be able to face her to-night?"

Flaxman started.

"Miss Puttenham is coming to-night?"

"Certainly. She comes with Mary--who was to pick her up--after dinner."

Flaxman patrolled the room a little, in meditation. Finally he stopped

before his wife.

"You must realize, darling, that we may be all walking on the edge of a

volcano to-night."

"If only Henry Barron were!--and I might be behind to give the last

little _chiquenade_!" cried Rose.

Flaxman devoutly echoed the wish.

"But the point is--are there any more of these letters out? If so, we may

hear of others to-night. Then--what to do? Do I make straight for

Meynell?"

They pondered it.

"Impossible to leave Meynell in ignorance," said Flaxman--"if the thing

spreads Meynell of course would be perfectly justified--in his ward's

interests--in denying the whole matter absolutely, true or no. But can

he?--with Barron in reserve--using the Sabin woman's tale for his own

purposes?"

Catharine's face, a little sternly set, showed the obscure conflict

behind.

"He cannot say what is false," she said stiffly. "But he can refuse to

answer."

Flaxman looked at her with an expression as confident as her own.

"To protect a woman, my dear Catharine--a man may say anything in the

world--almost."

Catharine made no reply, but her quiet face showed she did not agree with

him.

"That child Hester!" Rose emerged suddenly from a mental voyage

of recollection and conjecture. "Now one understands why Lady

Fox-Wilton--stupid woman!--has never seemed to care a rap for her. It

must indeed be annoying to have to mother a child so much handsomer than

your own."

"I think I am very sorry for Sir Ralph Fox-Wilton," said Catharine, after

a moment.

Rose assented.

"Yes!--just an ordinary dull, pig-headed country gentleman confronted

with a situation that only occurs in plays to which you don't demean

yourself by going!--and obliged to tell and act a string of lies, when

lies happen to be just one of the vices you're not inclined to! And then

afterward you find yourself let in for living years and years with a bad

conscience--hating the cuckoo-child, too, more and more as it grows up.

Yes!--I am quite sorry for Sir Ralph!"

"By the way!"--Flaxman looked up--"Do you know I am sure that I saw

Miss Fox-Wilton--with Philip Meryon--in Hewlett's spinney this morning. I

came back from Markborough by a path I had never discovered before--and

there, sure enough, they were. They heard me on the path, I think, and

vanished most effectively. The wood is very thick. But I am sure it was

they--though they were some distance from me."

Rose exclaimed.

"Naughty, _naughty_ child: She has been absolutely forbidden to see

him, the whole Fox-Wilton family have made themselves into gaolers and

spies--and she just outwits them all! Poor Alice Puttenham hovers about

her--trying to distract and amuse her--and has no more influence than a

fly. And as for the Rector, it would be absurd, if it weren't enraging!

Look at all there is on his shoulders just now--the way people appeal to

him from all over England to come and speak--or consult--or organize--(I

don't want to be controversial, Catharine, darling!--but there it is).

And he can't make up his mind to leave Upcote for twenty-four hours till

this girl is safely off the scene! He means to take her to Paris himself

on Monday. I only hope he has found a proper sort of Gorgon to leave her

with!"

Flaxman could not but reflect that the whole relation of Meynell to his

ward might well give openings to such a scoundrel like the writer of the

anonymous letters, who was certainly acquainted with local affairs. But

he did not express this feeling aloud. Meanwhile Catharine, who showed an

interest in Hester which surprised both him and Rose, began to question

him on the subject of Philip Meryon. Meryon's mother, it seemed, had been

an intimate friend of one of Flaxman's sisters, Lady Helen Varley, and

Flaxman was well acquainted with the young man's most unsatisfactory

record. He drew a picture of the gradual degeneracy of the handsome lad

who had been the hope and delight of his warm-hearted, excitable mother;

of her deepening disappointment and premature death.

"Helen kept up with him for a time, for his mother's sake, but unluckily

he has put himself beyond the pale now, one way and another. It is too

disastrous about this pretty child! What on earth does she see in him?"

"Simply a means of escaping from her home," said Rose--"the situation

working out! But who knows whether he hasn't got a wife already? Nobody

should trust this young man farther than they can see him."

"It musn't--it can't be allowed!" said Catharine, with energy. And, as

she spoke, she seemed to feel again the soft bloom of Hester's young

cheek against her own, just as when she had drawn the girl to her, in

that instinctive caress. The deep maternity in Catharine had never yet

found scope enough in the love of one child.

Then, with a still keener sense of the various difficulties rising along

Meynell's path, Flaxman and Rose returned to the anxious discussion of

Barron's move and how to meet it. Catharine listened, saying little; and

it was presently settled that Flaxman should himself call on Dawes, the

colliery manager, that afternoon, and should write strongly to Barron,

putting on paper the overwhelming arguments, both practical and ethical,

in favour of silence--always supposing there were no further

developments.

"Tell me"--said Rose presently, when Flaxman had left the sisters

alone--"Mary of course knows nothing of that letter?"

Catharine flushed.

"How could she?" She looked almost haughtily at her sister.

Rose murmured an excuse. "Would it be possible to keep all knowledge from

Mary that there _was_ a scandal--of some sort--in circulation, if the

thing developed?"

Catharine, holding her head high, thought it would not only be possible,

but imperative.

Rose glanced at her uncertainly. Catharine was the only person of whom

she had ever been afraid. But at last she took the plunge.

"Catharine!--don't be angry with me--but I think Mary is interested in

Richard Meynell."

"Why should I be angry?" said Catharine. She had coloured a little, but

she was perfectly composed. With her gray hair, and her plain widow's

dress, she threw her sister's charming mondanity into bright relief. But

beauty--loftily understood--lay with Catharine.

"It _is_ ill luck--his opinions!" cried Rose, laying her hand upon her

sister's.

"Opinions are not 'luck,'" said Catharine, with a rather cold smile.

"You mean we are responsible for them? Perhaps we are, if we are

responsible for anything--which I sometimes doubt. But you like

him--personally?" The tone was almost pleading.

"I think he is a good man."

"And if--if--they do fall in love--what are we all to do?"

Rose looked half whimsically--half entreatingly at her sister.

"Wait till the case arises," said Catharine, rather sharply. "And please

don't interfere. You are too fond of match-making, Rose!"

"I am--I just ache to be at it, all the time. But I wouldn't do anything

that would be a grief to you."

Catharine was silent a moment. Then she said in a tone that went to the

listener's heart:

"Whatever happened--will be God's will."

She sat motionless, her eyes drooped, her features a little drawn and

pale; her thoughts--Rose knew it--in the past.

* * * * *

Flaxman came back from his interview with Dawes, reporting that nothing

could have been in better taste or feeling than Dawes's view of the

matter. As far as the Rector was concerned--and he had told Mr. Barron

so--the story was ridiculous, the mere blunder of a crazy woman; and, for

the rest, what had they to do in Upcote with ferreting into other

people's private affairs? He had locked up the letter in case it might

some time be necessary to hand it to the police, and didn't intend

himself to say a word to anybody. If the thing went any further, why of

course the Rector must be informed. Otherwise silence was best. He had

given a piece of his mind to Mr. Barron and "didn't want to be mixed up

in any such business." "As far as I'm concerned, Mr. Flaxman, I'm

fighting for the Church and her Creeds--I'm not out for backbiting!"

"Nice man!"--said Rose, with enthusiasm--"Why didn't I ask him to-night!"

"But"--resumed Flaxman--"he warned me that if any letter of the kind got

into the hands of a certain Miss Nairn in the village there might be

trouble."

"Miss Nairn?--Miss Nairn?" The sisters looked at each other. "Oh, I

know--the lady in black we saw in church the day the revolution began--a

strange little shrivelled spinster-thing who lives in that house by the

post-office. She quarrelled mortally with the Rector last year, because

she ill-treated a little servant girl of hers, and the Rector

remonstrated."

"Well, she's one of the 'aggrieved.'"

"They seem to be an odd crew! There's the old sea-captain that lives in

that queer house with the single yew tree and the boarded-up window on

the edge of the Heath. He's one of them. He used to come to church about

once a quarter and wrote the Rector interminable letters on the meaning

of Ezekiel. Then there's the publican--East--who nearly lost his license

last year--he always put it down to the Rector and vowed he'd be even

with him. I must say, the church in Upcote seems rather put to it for

defenders!"

"In Upcote," corrected Flaxman. "That's because of Meynell's personal

hold. Plenty of 'em--quite immaculate--elsewhere. However, Dawes is a

perfectly decent, honest man, and grieved to the heart by the Rector's

performances."

Catharine had waited silently to hear this remark, and then went away to

write a letter.

"Poor darling! Will she go and call on Dawes--for sympathy?" said

Flaxman, mischievously to his wife as the door closed.

"Sympathy?" Rose's face grew soft. "It's much as it was with Robert. It

ought to be so simple--and it is so mixed! Nature of course _ought_ to

have endowed all unbelievers with the proper horns and tail. And there

they go--stealing your heart away!--and your daughter's."

The Flaxmans and Catharine--who spent the day with her sister, before the

evening party--were more and more conscious of oppression as the hours

went on; as though some moral thunder hung in the air.

Flaxman asked himself again and again--"Ought I to go to Meynell at

once?" and could not satisfy himself with any answer; while he, his

wife, and his sister-in-law, being persons of delicacy, were all

ashamed of finding themselves the possessors, against their will, of

facts--supposing they were facts--to which they had no right. Meynell's

ignorance--Alice Puttenham's ignorance--of their knowledge, tormented

their consciences. And it added to their discomfort that they shared

their knowledge with such a person as Henry Barron. However, there was no

help for it.

A mild autumn day drew to its close, with a lingering gold in the west

and a rising moon. The charming old house, with its faded furniture, and

its out-at-elbows charm, was lit up softly, with lamps that made a dim

but friendly shining in its wide spaces. It had never belonged to rich

people, but always to people of taste. It boasted no Gainsboroughs or

Romneys; but there were lesser men of the date, possessed of pretty

talents of their own, painters and pastellists, who had tried their hands

on the family, of whom they had probably been the personal friends. The

originals of the portraits on the walls were known neither to history nor

scandal; but their good, modest faces, their brave red or blue coats,

their white gowns, and drooping feathers looked winningly out from the

soft shadows of the rooms. At Maudeley, Rose wore her simplest dresses,

and was astonished at the lightness of the household expenses. The house

indeed had never known display, or any other luxury than space; and to

live in it was to accept its tradition.

The week-enders arrived at tea-time; Mr. Norham with a secretary and a

valet, much preoccupied, and chewing the fag-end of certain Cabinet

deliberations in the morning; Flaxman's charming sister, Lady Helen

Varley, and her husband; his elder brother, Lord Wanless, unmarried, an

expert on armour, slightly eccentric, but still, in the eyes of all

intriguing mothers, and to his own annoyance, more than desirable as a

husband owing to the Wanless collieries and a few other trifles of the

same kind; the Bishop of Markborough; Canon France and his sister; a

young poet whose very delicate muse had lodged itself oddly in the frame

of an athlete; a high official in the Local Government Board, Mr.

Spearman, whom Rose regarded with distrust as likely to lead Hugh into

too much talk about workhouses; Lady Helen's two girls just out, as

dainty and well-dressed, as gayly and innocently sure of themselves

and their place in life as the "classes" at their best know how to

produce; and two or three youths, bound for Oxford by the end of

the week, samples, these last, of a somewhat new type in that old

University--combining the dash, family, and insolence of the old "tuft"

or Bullingdon man, with an amazing aptitude for the classics, rare indeed

among the "tufts" of old. Two out of the three had captured almost every

distinction that Oxford offers; and all three had been either gated for

lengthy periods or "sent down," or otherwise trounced by an angry

college, puzzled by the queer connection between Irelands and Hertfords

on the one hand and tipsy frolics on the other.

Meynell appeared for dinner--somewhat late. It was only with great

difficulty that the Flaxmans had prevailed on him to come, for the

purpose of meeting Mr. Norham. But the party within the church which,

foreseeing a Modernist defeat in the church courts, was appealing to

Parliament to take action, was strengthening every week; Meynell's

Saturday articles in the _Modernist_, the paper founded by the Reformers'

League, were already providing these parliamentarians with a policy and

inspiration; and if the Movement were to go on swelling during the

winter, the government might have to take very serious cognizance of it

during the spring. Mr. Norham therefore had expressed a wish for some

conversation with the Modernist leader, who happened to be Rector of

Upcote; and Meynell, who had by now cut himself adrift from all social

engagements, had with difficulty saved an evening.

As far as Norham was concerned Meynell would have greatly preferred to

take the Home Secretary for a Sunday walk on the Chase; but he had begun

to love the Flaxmans, and could not make up his mind to say No to them.

Moreover, was it not more than probable that he would meet at Maudeley

"one simple girl," of whom he did not dare in these strenuous days to let

himself think too much?

* * * * *

So that Rose, as she surveyed her dinner table, could feel that she was

maintaining the wide social traditions of England, by the mingling of as

many contraries as possible. But the oil and vinegar were after all

cunningly mixed, and the dinner went well. The Bishop was separated from

Meynell by the length of the table, and Norham was carefully protected

from Mr. Spearman, in his eyes a prince of bores, who was always

bothering the Home Office.

The Bishop, who was seated beside Rose at one end of the table, noticed

the black patch on Meynell's temple, and inquired its origin. Rose gave

him a graphic account both of the accident and the riot. The Bishop

raised his eyebrows.

"How does he contrive to live the two lives?" he said in a tone slightly

acid. "If he continues to lead this Movement, he will have to give up

fighting mobs and running up and down mines."

"What is going to happen to the Movement?" Rose asked him, with her most

sympathetic smile. Socially and in her own house she was divinely all

things to all men. But the Bishop was rather suspicious of her.

"What can happen to it but defeat? The only other alternative is the

break-up of the Church. And for that, thank God, they are not strong

enough."

"And no compromise is possible?"

"None. In three months Meynell and all his friends will have ceased to

belong to the English Church. It is very lamentable. I am particularly

sorry for Meynell himself--who is one of the best of men."

Rose felt her colour rising. She longed to ask--"But supposing _England_

has something to say?--suppose she chooses to transform her National

Church? Hasn't she the right and the power?"

But her instincts as hostess stifled her pugnacity. And the little Bishop

looked so worn and fragile that she had no heart for anything but

cossetting him. At the same time she noticed--as she had done before on

other occasions--the curious absence of any ferocity, any smell of

brimstone, in the air! How different from Robert's day! Then the

presumption underlying all controversy was of an offended authority

ranged against an apologetic rebellion. A tone of moral condemnation on

the one side, a touch of casuistry on the other, confused the issues. And

now--behind and around the combatants--the clash of equal hosts!--over

ground strewn with dead assumptions. The conflict might be no less

strenuous; nay! from a series of isolated struggles it had developed into

a world-wide battle; but the bitterness between man and man was less.

Yes!--for the nobler spirits--the leaders and generals of each army. But

what of the rank and file? And at the thought of Barron she laughed at

herself for supposing that religious rancour and religious slander had

died out of the world!

"Can we have some talk somewhere?" said Norham languidly, in Meynell's

ear, as the gentlemen left the dining-room.

"I think Mrs. Flaxman will have arranged something," said Meynell, with a

smile--detecting the weariness of the political Atlas.

And indeed Rose had all her dispositions made. They found her in the

drawing-room, amid a bevy of bright gowns and comely faces, illumined by

the cheerful light of a big wood fire--a circle of shimmering stuffs and

gems, the blaze sparkling on the pointed slippers, the white necks and

glossy hair of the girls, and on the diamonds of their mothers.

But Rose, the centre of the circle, sprang up at once, at sight of her

two _gros bonnets_.

"The green drawing-room!" she murmured in Meynell's ear, and tripped on

before them, while the incoming crowd of gentlemen, mingling with the

ladies, served to mask the movement.

Not, however, before the Bishop had perceived the withdrawal of the

politician and the heretic. He saw that Canon France, who followed him,

had also an eye to the retreating figures.

"I trust we too shall have our audience." said the Bishop, ironically.

Canon France shrugged his shoulders, smiling.

Then his small shrewd eyes scanned the Bishop intently. Nothing in that

delicate face beyond the sentiments proper to the situation?--the public

situation? As to the personal emotion involved, that, the Canon knew, was

for the time almost exhausted. The Bishop had suffered much during the

preceding months--in his affections, his fatherly feeling toward his

clergy, in his sense of the affront offered to Christ's seamless vesture

of the Church. But now, France thought, pain had been largely deadened by

the mere dramatic interest of the prospect ahead, by the anodyne of an

immense correspondence, and of a vast increase in the business of the

day, caused by the various actions pending.

Nothing else--new and disturbing--in the Bishop's mind? He moved on,

chatting and jesting with the young girls who gathered round him. He was

evidently a favourite with them, and with all nice women. Finally he sank

into an armchair beside Lady Helen Varley, exchanging Mrs. Flaxman's

cossetting for hers. His small figure was almost lost in the armchair.

The firelight danced on his slender stockinged legs, on his episcopal

shoe buckles, on the cross which adorned his episcopal breast, and then

on the gleaming snow of his hair, above his blue eyes with their slight

unearthliness, so large and flower-like in his small white face. He

seemed very much at ease--throwing off all burdens.

No!--the Slander which had begun to fly through the diocese, like an

arrow by night, had not yet touched the Bishop.

Nor Meynell himself?

Yet France was certain that Barron had not been idle, that he had not

let it drop. "I advised him to let it drop"--he said uneasily to

himself--"that was all I could do."

Then he looked round him, at the faces of the women present. He scarcely

knew any of them. Was she among them--the lady of Barron's tale? He

thought of the story as he might have thought of the plot of a novel.

When medieval charters were not to be had, it made an interesting subject

of speculation. And Barron could not have confided it to any one in the

diocese, so discreet--so absolutely discreet--as he.

* * * * *

"I gather this Movement of yours is rapidly becoming formidable?" said

Norham to his companion.

He spoke with the affectation of interest that all politicians in office

must learn. But there was no heart in it, and Meynell wondered why the

great man had desired to speak with him at all.

He replied that the growth of the Movement was certainly a startling

fact.

"It is now clear that we must ultimately go to Parliament. The immediate

result in the Church courts is of course not in doubt. But our hope lies

in such demonstrations in the country as may induce Parliament"--he

paused, laying a quiet emphasis on each word--"to reconsider--and

resettle--the conditions of membership and office in the English Church."

"Good heavens!" cried Norham, throwing up his hand--"What a prospect! If

that business once gets into the House of Commons, it'll have everything

else out."

"Yes. It's big enough to ask for time--and take it."

Norham suppressed a slight yawn as he turned in his chair.

"The House of Commons, alas!--never shows to advantage in an

ecclesiastical debate. You'd think it was in the condition of Sydney

Smith with a cold--not sure whether there were nine Articles and

Thirty-Nine Muses--or the other way on!"

Meynell looked at the Secretary of State in silence--his eyes twinkling.

He had heard from various friends of this touch of insolence in Norham.

He awaited its disappearance.

Edward Norham was a man still young; under forty indeed, though marked

prematurely by hard work and hard fighting. His black hair had receded on

the temples, and was obviously thinning on the crown of the head; he wore

spectacles, and his shoulders had taken the stoop of office work. But the

eyes behind the spectacles lost nothing that they desired to see; and the

general impression was one of bull-dog strength, which could be

impertinent and aggressive, and could also masque itself in a good humour

and charm by no means insincere. In his political career, he was on the

eve of great things; and he would owe them mainly to a power of work,

supreme even in these hard-driven days. This power of work enabled him to

glean in many fields, and keep his eye on many chances that his

colleagues perforce neglected. The Modernist Movement was one of these

chances. For years he had foreseen great changes ahead in the relations

of Church and State, and this group of men seemed to be forcing the pace.

Suddenly, as his eyes perused the strong humanity of the face beside him,

Norham changed his manner. He sat up and put down the paper-knife he had

been teasing. As he did so there was a little crash at his elbow and

something rolled on the floor.

"What's that?"

"No harm done," said Meynell, stooping--"one of our host's Greek coins.

What a beauty!" He picked up the little case and the coin which had

rolled out of it--a gold coin of Velia, with a head of Athene--one of

the great prizes of the collector.

Norham took it with eagerness. He was a Cambridge man, and a fine

scholar, and such things delighted him.

"I didn't know Flaxman cared for these things."

"He inherited them," said Meynell, pointing to the open cabinet on the

table. "But he loves them too. Mrs. Flaxman always has them put out on

great occasions. It seems to me they ought to have a watcher! They

are quite priceless, I believe. Such things are soon lost."

"Oh!--they are safe enough here," said Norham, returning the coin to its

place, with another loving look at it. Then, with an effort, he pulled

himself together, and with great rapidity began to question his

companion as to the details and progress of the Movement. All the facts

up to date, the number of Reformers enrolled since the foundation of the

League, the League's finances, the astonishing growth of its petition to

Parliament, the progress of the Movement in the Universities, among the

ardent and intellectual youth of the day, its spread from week to week

among the clergy: these things came out steadily and clearly in Meynell's

replies.

"The League was started in July--it is now October. We have fifty

thousand enrolled members, all communicants in Modernist churches.

Meetings and demonstrations are being arranged at this moment all over

England; and in January or February there will be a formal inauguration

of the new Liturgy in Dunchester Cathedral."

"Heavens!" said Norham, dropping all signs of languor. "Dunchester will

venture it?"

Meynell made a sign of assent.

"It is of course possible that the episcopal proceedings against the

Bishop, which, as you see, have just begun, may have been brought to a

close, and that the Cathedral may be no longer at our disposal, but--"

"The Dean, surely, has power to close it!"

"The Dean has come over to us, and the majority of the Canons."

Norham threw back his head with a laugh of amazement.

"The first time in history that a Dean has been of the same opinion as

his Bishop! Upon my word, the government has been badly informed or I

have not kept up. I had no idea--simply no idea--that things had gone so

far. Markborough of course gives us very different accounts--he and the

Bishops acting with him."

"A great deal is going on which our Bishop here is quite unaware of."

"You can substantiate what you have been saying?"

"I will send you papers to-morrow morning. But of course"--added Meynell,

after a pause--"a great many of us will be out of our berths, in a few

months, temporarily at least. It will rest with Parliament whether we

remain so!"

"The Non-Jurors of the twentieth century!" murmured Norham, with a

half-sceptical intonation.

"Ah, but this _is_ the twentieth century!"--said Meynell smiling. "And in

our belief the _dénouement_ will be different."

"What will you do--you clergy--when you are deprived?"

"In the first place, it will take a long time to deprive us--and so long

as there are any of us left in our livings, each will come to the help of

the other."

"But you yourself?"

"I have already made arrangements for a big barn in the village"--said

Meynell, smiling--"a great tithe-barn of the fifteenth century, a

magnificent old place, with a forest of wooden arches, and a vault like a

church. The village will worship there for a while. We shall make it

beautiful!"

Norham was silent for a moment. He was stupefied by the energy, the

passion of religious hope in the face beside him. Then the critical

temper in him conquered his emotion, and he said, not without sarcasm:

"This is all very surprising--very interesting--but what are the _ideas_

behind you? A thing like this cannot live without ideas--and I confess I

have always thought the ideas of Liberal Christianity a rather beggarly

set-out--excuse the phrase!"

"There is nothing to excuse!--the phrase fits. 'A reduced

Christianity'--as opposed to a 'full Christianity'--that is the

description lately given, I think, by a divinity professor. I don't

quarrel with it at all. Who can care for a 'reduced' anything! But a

_transformed_ Christianity--that is another matter."

"Why 'Christianity' at all?"

Meynell looked at him in a smiling silence. He--the man of religion--was

unwilling in these surroundings to play the prophet, to plunge into the

central stream of argument. But Norham, the outsider and dilettante, was

conscious of a kindled mind.

"That is the question to which it always seems to me there is no

answer," he said easily, leaning back in his chair. "You think you

can take what you like of a great historical religion and leave the

rest--that you can fall back on its pre-suppositions and build it anew.

But the pre-suppositions themselves are all crumbling. 'God,'--'soul,'

'free-will,' 'immortality'--even human identity--is there one of the old

fundamental notions that still stands, unchallenged? What are we in the

eyes of modern psychology--but a world of automata--dancing to stimuli

from outside? What has become of conscience--of the moral law--of Kant's

imperative--in the minds of writers like these?"

He pointed to two recent novels lying on the table, both of them

brilliant glorifications of sordid forms of adultery.

Meynell's look fired.

"Ah!--but let us distinguish. _We_ are not anarchists--as those men are.

Our claim is precisely that we are, and desire to remain, a part of a

_Society_--a definite community with definite laws--of a National

Church--of the nation, that is, in its spiritual aspect. The question for

which we are campaigning is as to the terms of membership in that

society. But terms and conditions there must always be. The 'wild living

intellect of man' must accept conditions in the Church, as _we_ conceive

it, no less than in the Church as Newman conceived it."

Norham shrugged his shoulders.

"Then why all this bother?"

"Because the conditions must be adjusted from time to time! Otherwise the

church suffers and souls are lost--wantonly, without reason. But there is

no church--no religion--without some venture, some leap of faith! If you

can't make any leap at all--any venture--then you remain outside--and you

think yourself, perhaps, entitled to run amuck--as these men do!" He

pointed to the books. "But _we_ make the venture!--_we_ accept the great

hypothesis--of faith."

The sound of voices came dimly to them from the farther rooms. Norham

pointed toward them.

"What difference then between you--and your Bishop?"

"Simply that in his case--as _we_ say--the hypothesis of faith is

weighted with a vast mass of stubborn matter that it was never meant to

carry--bad history, bad criticism, an out-grown philosophy. To make

it carry it--in our belief--you have to fly in the face of that gradual

education of the world--education of the mind, education of the

conscience--which is the chief mark of God in the world. But the

hypothesis of Faith, itself, remains--take it at its lowest--as rational,

as defensible, as legitimate as any other!"

"What do you mean by it? God--conscience--responsibility?"

"Those are the big words!" said Meynell, smiling--"and of course the true

ones. But what the saint means by it, I suppose, in the first instance,

is that there is in man something mysterious, superhuman--a Life in

life--which can be indefinitely strengthened, enlightened, purified, till

it reveal to him the secret of the world, till it 'toss him' to the

'breast' of God!--or again, can be weakened, lost, destroyed, till he

relapses into the animal. Believe it, we say! Live by it!--make the

venture. _Verificatur vivendo_!"

* * * * *

Again the conversation paused. From the distance once more came the merry

clamour of the farther drawing-room. A din of young folk, chaffing and

teasing each other--a girl's defiant voice above it--outbursts of

laughter. Norham, who had in him a touch of dramatic imagination, enjoyed

the contrast between the gay crowd in the distance and this quiet room

where he sat face to face with a visionary--surely altogether remote from

the marrying, money-making, sensuous world. Yet after all the League was

a big, practical, organized fact.

"What you have expressed--very finely, if I may say so--is of course the

mystical creed," he replied at last, with suave politeness. "But why call

it Christianity?"

As he spoke, he was conscious of a certain pride in himself. He felt

complacently that he understood Meynell and appreciated him; and that

hardly any of his colleagues would, or could have done so.

"Why call it Christianity?" he repeated.

"Because Christianity _is_ this creed!--'embodied in a tale.' And mankind

must have tales and symbols."

"And the life of Christ is your symbol?"

"More!--it is our Sacrament--the supreme Sacrament--to which all other

symbols of the same kind lead--in which they are summed up."

"And that is _why you_ make so much of the Eucharist?"

"It is--to us--just as full of mystical meaning, just as much the

meeting-place of God and man, as to the Catholic--Roman or Anglican."

"Strange that there should be so many of you!" said Norham, after a

moment, with an incredulous smile.

"Yes--that has been the discovery of the last six months. But we might

all have guessed it. The fuel has been long laid--now comes the kindling,

and the blaze!"

There was a pause. Then Norham said abruptly--

"Now what is it you want of Parliament?"

The two men plunged into a discussion, in which the politician became

presently aware that the parish priest, the visionary, possessed a

surprising amount of practical and statesman-like ability.

* * * * *

Meanwhile--a room or two away--in the great bare drawing-room, with

its faded tapestries, and its warm mixture of lamplight and firelight,

the evening guests had been arriving. Rose stood at the door of the

drawing-room, receiving, her husband beside her, Catharine a little way

behind.

"Oh!" cried Rose suddenly, under her breath, only heard by Hugh--a little

sound of perturbation.

Outside, in the hall, hardly lit at intervals by oil-lamps, a group could

be seen advancing; in front Alice Puttenham and Mary, and behind, the

Fox-Wilton party, Hester's golden head and challenging gait drawing all

_eyes_ as she passed along.

But it was on Alice Puttenham that Rose's gaze was fixed. She came

dreamily forward; and Rose saw her marked out, by the lovely oval of the

face, its whiteness, its melancholy, from all the moving shapes around

her. She wore a dress of black gauze over white; a little scarf of old

lace lay on her shoulders; her still abundant hair was rolled back from

her high brow and sad eyes. She looked very small and childish--as frail

as thistledown.

And behind her, Hester's stormy beauty! Rose gave a little gulp. Then she

found herself pressing a cold hand, and was conscious of sudden relief.

Miss Puttenham's shy composure was unchanged. She could not have looked

so--she could not surely have confronted such a gathering of neighbours

and strangers, if--

No, no! The Slander--Rose, in her turn, saw it under an image, as though

a dark night-bird hovered over Upcote--had not yet descended on this

gentle head. With eager kindness, Hugh came forward--and Catharine. They

found her a place by the fire, where presently the glow seemed to make

its way to her pale cheeks, and she sat silent and amused, watching the

triumph of Hester.

For Hester was no sooner in the room than, resenting perhaps the

decidedly cool reception that Mrs. Flaxman had given her, she at once set

to work to extinguish all the other young women there. And she had very

soon succeeded. The Oxford youths, Lord Wanless, the sons of two or three

neighbouring squires, they were all presently gathered about her, as

thick as bees on honeycomb, recognizing in her instantly one of those

beings endowed from their cradle with a double portion of sex-magic, who

leave such a wild track behind them in the world.

By her chair stood poor Stephen Barron, absorbed in her every look and

tone. Occasionally she threw him a word--Rose thought for pure mischief;

and his whole face would light up.

In the centre of the circle round Hester stood one of the Oxford lads, a

magnificent fellow, radiating health and gayety, who was trying to wear

her down in one of the word-games of the day. They fought hard and

breathlessly, everybody listening partly for the amusement of the game,

partly for the pleasure of watching the good looks of the young creatures

playing it. At last the man turned on his heel with a cry of victory.

"Beaten!--beaten!--by a hair. But you're wonderful, Miss Fox-Wilton. I

never found anybody near so good as you at it before, except a man I met

once at Newmarket--Philip Meryon--do you know him? Never saw a fellow so

good at games. But an awfully queer fish!"

It seemed to the morbid sensitiveness of Rose that there was an

instantaneous and a thrilling silence. Hester tossed her head; her

colour, after the first start, ebbed away; she grew pale.

"Yes, I do know him. Why is he a queer fish? You only say that because he

beat you!"

The young man gave a half-laugh, and looked at his friends. Then he

changed the subject. But Hester got up impatiently from her seat, and

would not play any more. Rose caught the sudden intentness with which

Alice Puttenham's eyes pursued her.

Stephen Barron came to the help of his hostess, and started more games.

Rose was grateful to him--and quite intolerably sorry for him.

"But why was I obliged to shake hands with the other brother?" she

thought rebelliously, as she watched the disagreeable face of Maurice

Barron, who had been standing in the circle not far from Hester. He had a

look of bad company which displeased her; and she resented what seemed to

her an inclination to stare at the pretty women--especially at Hester,

and Miss Puttenham. Heavens!--if that odious father had betrayed anything

to such a son! Surely, surely it was inconceivable!

The party was beginning to thin when Meynell, impatient to be quit of his

Cabinet Minister that he might find Mary Elsmere before it was too late,

hurried from the green drawing-room, in the wake of Mr. Norham, and

stumbled against a young man, who in the very imperfect illumination had

not perceived the second figure behind the Home Secretary.

"Hullo!" said Meynell brusquely, stepping back. "How do you do? Is

Stephen here?"

Maurice Barron answered in the affirmative--and added, as though from the

need to say something, no matter what:

"I hear there are some coins to be seen in there?"

"There are."

Meynell passed on, his countenance showing a sternness, a contempt

even, that was rare with him. He and Norham passed through the next

drawing-room, and met various acquaintances at the farther door. Maurice

Barron stood watching them. The persons invading the room had come

intending to see the coins. But meeting the Home Secretary they turned

back with him, and Meynell followed them, eager to disengage himself from

them. At the door some impulse made him turn and look back. He saw

Maurice Barron disappearing into the green drawing-room.

* * * * *

The night was soft and warm. Catharine and Mary had come prepared to walk

home, Catharine eagerly resuming, now that her health allowed it, the

Spartan habits of their normal life. Flaxman was drawn by the beauty of

the moonlight and the park to offer to escort them to the lower lodge.

Hester declared that she too would walk, and carelessly accepted

Stephen's escort. Meynell stepped out from the house with them, and in

the natural sequence of things he found himself with Mary.

Flaxman and Catharine, who led the way, hardly spoke to each other. They

walked, pensive and depressed. Each knew what the other was thinking of,

and each felt that nothing was to be gained for the moment by any fresh

talk about it. Just behind them they could hear Hester laughing and

sparring with Stephen; and when Catharine looked back she could see

Meynell and Mary far away, in the distance of the avenue they were

following.

* * * * *

The great lime-trees on either side threw long shadows on grass covered

with the fresh fallen leaf, which gleamed, a pale orange, through the

dusk. The sky was dappled with white cloud, and the lime-boughs overhead

broke it into patterns of delight. The sharp scent of the fallen leaves

was in the air; and the night for all its mildness prophesied winter.

Meynell seemed to himself to be moving on enchanted ground, beneath

enchanted trees. The tension of his long talk with Norham, the cares of

his leadership--the voices of a natural ambition, dropped away. Mary in a

blue cloak, a white scarf wound about her head, summed up for him the

pure beauty of nature and the night. For the first time he did not

attempt to check the thrill in his veins; he began to hope. It was

impossible to ignore the change in Mrs. Elsmere's attitude toward him. He

had no idea what had caused it; but he felt it. And he realized also that

through unseen and inexplicable gradations Mary had come mysteriously

near to him. He dared not have spoken a word of love to her; but such

feeling as theirs, however restrained, penetrates speech and gesture, and

irresistibly makes all things new.

They spoke of the most trivial matters, and hardly noticed what they

said. He all the time was thinking: "Beyond this tumult there will be

rest some day--then I may speak. We could live hardly and simply--neither

of us wants luxury. But _now_ it would be unjust--it would bring too

great a burden on her--and her poor mother. I must wait! But we shall see

each other--we shall understand each other!"

Meanwhile she, on her side, would perhaps have given the world to share

the struggle from which he debarred her.

Nevertheless, for both, it was an hour of happiness and hope.

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