CHAPTER XIII.

GIDEON WOLF AND HIS MOTHER BEGIN THE NEW YEAR TOGETHER.

Before we knew where we were, the last day of the old year was upon us.

Time is a thief he is forever stealing upon us, and robbing us of sunny

moments. He ripens to destroy. Joy vanishes, but sorrow remains. Never,

never, though I live to a hundred, shall I forget that last clay of the

old year.

For four days the snow had fallen without cessation--heavy, thick,

blinding snow. There was no telling when it would leave off. The

streets were a foot deep, and people coming in from the surrounding

country related dismal stories of the state of the land. Depend upon it

that those who had no occasion to leave their houses were glad enough

to shut out the snow and the wind, and sit by their firesides, drinking

hot spiced wine. It had been a custom with me at different times of

the year, especially on New-year's night, for every person in my house

to assemble a little before midnight, for the purpose of drinking more

than one steaming glass of wine of Anna's making. That was not the only

good cheer in which we indulged and it happened sometimes that friends

were with us to help us eat the splendid dishes which Anna cooked for

us. This year Anna and I were alone. The day had not been particularly

joyous, but although no guests sat at my table I did not allow the old

year to go out unrecognized. Exactly as the clock struck eleven my

faithful old house-keeper made her appearance, carrying a jug of hot

wine, the fragrant steam of which was really delightful.

"I thought I would come a little earlier than usual," said Anna, "in

case you might be lonely."

"You did right, Anna," I said.

I filled her glass and mine, and then we shook hands, and drank

the toast, "May we all be alive at the birth of another year, in

contentment and health!" Then Anna, upon my invitation, sat on the

opposite side of the fire, and we disposed ourselves for a chat.

"This is the quietest New Year we have ever spent," I said. "Just

before you came in, Anna, I was feeling very melancholy."

"It does no harm, a little melancholy," said Anna, "though this is a

week in which happiness should reign. For my part, always at this time

I keep thinking of the poor and pitying them, and wishing I could do a

great deal for them."

It is only just to the memory of my old Anna to say that she was one of

the kindest souls in existence. She was forever giving away--so much so

that it was impossible for her to save money--and she never spoke of

her charities. It was seldom that she could not see to the bottom of

her purse.

We spoke of many things--of the storm raging without, of Katrine

Loebeg, of Gideon Wolf, of Miser Pretzel--and wondered how they were

spending the evening. Then Anna related to me a pitiful story of one

New-year's night, long ago in the past, when she was a child living

with her mother, who was very poor. How that they had no home, and were

walking through the cold snow in grief and darkness, when they saw

lights in the windows of a farm-house. How they crept to the windows,

and how, although fierce dogs were chained up they did not even bark

at Anna and her mother. How they peeped through the windows, and saw

all the family so happy that Anna began to sob. How her sobs reached

the ears of those within, and how the master came out, and after a few

questions took them into his house, where they were fed and warmed and

made happy. She had nearly come to the end of her story, which she

related with wonderful animation, when I held up my hand.

"I thought I heard a sound at the street door," I said.

We listened in silence, but heard nothing, and I told Anna to proceed.

Her story was just finished as I held up my hand again.

"I must be haunted," I said; "when I don't listen, I hear sounds like

moans; when I listen, I hear nothing. I cannot rest till I satisfy

myself."

I went to the street door and opened it, and the snow and the howling

wind beat in upon me and almost blinded me. I called out loudly many

times, and receiving no answer, nor seeing anything, was about to close

the door, when Anna, who had followed me, gave a great scream, and

darting past me fell upon her knees. I looked down, and beheld her busy

about the form of a woman lying in the snow. I stooped to assist her;

and we carried the insensible woman into my room, and laid her before

the fire.

"Poor thing, poor thing!" said Anna, rubbing the woman's hands and

limbs. "Ah, what a state she is in! God help us, I fear she is frozen

to death."

As she spoke these words I recognized the woman.

"It is Louisa Wolf," I said, pityingly, "Gideon Wolf's mother, for whom

you made some soup on the day she came to ask me to take her son as

my apprentice. No wonder that you do not recognize her; she is sadly,

sadly altered. She has come--I divine it to spend the New Year with her

son, whom she has not seen since he was a lad. For Heaven's sake, let

us do all we can to revive her!"

Anna hurried away to light the fire and get the bed ready in the room

Gideon used to occupy. Before she returned, the warmth and the hot wine

I succeeded in making the poor creature drink--and I have no doubt the

mother's love which had sustained her in her weary journey--restored

Louisa Wolf to consciousness. She opened her eyes and they fell upon

me. Ah, what a state of poverty she was in! Her clothes were in rags,

her boots were worn off her feet, her face was pinched with cold and

hunger and suffering. My heart bled for her. Recognizing me, she pushed

me feebly from her with exclamations of horror, and struggled to her

feet.

"My son!" she cried, in a terrible voice; so hoarse was it, so charged

with overwrought agony, that it was scarcely human. "My son!"

"Rest yourself first," I said, compassionately; it was evident she did

not know that Gideon had left my employment; "rest yourself, and take

some food. Then we will talk."

"I want no rest," she cried, "nor will I eat in your house! It would

choke me. Give me back my son you shall no longer keep him from me!

I have walked fifty miles through the snow to see him, hoping to be

here two days ago; but the cruel snow kept me back. Oh, my God, what I

have suffered! My son--my son--give me my son! Do you hear me? Give me

my son! Gideon, Gideon!" she screamed. "Your old mother is here! Come

to me, for God's sake come to me!" Her screams brought Anna into the

room. "Ah," cried Louisa Wolf, running to Anna, and putting her hands

convulsively upon her; "you are a woman; you have a human heart beating

in your breast--not like that monster there--"

"Stop!" exclaimed Anna; "you are crazy--you don't know what you are

saying. Master Fink is a good and just man, and any one who says

otherwise cannot be in her right senses."

"Anna," I said, sadly, "do not waste time in defending me. We stand in

the presence of a sorrow so overwhelming that all other considerations

are as nought in my eyes. I forgive Louisa Wolf for any words she may

speak against me. The great Lord of all, who rules the storm and the

tempest without--not fiercer is it, Anna, than the storm which racks

and tears this poor woman's soul--has seen my actions, and will judge

me." Anna came to my side and kissed my hand; it was a simple action,

but it comforted me. "Louisa Wolf," I said, "your son is not here."

"Where, then, can he be?" she moaned, and she looked about the room

really as though she were bereft of reason. "Merciful God! Do not tell

me he is dead!"

"He lives," I said, "but I know nothing more of him than that. He left

my house four months ago, and from that day we have spoken no word to

each other."

"Four months ago!" she muttered. "That must be about the time you came

to our old village. Why did he not tell me--why did not you? You are

speaking the truth, Gustave Fink? Swear it, by your mother's spirit!"

"I am speaking the truth, Louisa Wolf," I said; "I swear to it by the

memory of my mother!"

"Then I have no business here," she said, bewildered and dazed. "I came

to this house to find him to press him in my arms--to embrace him, and

receive his kisses! Oh, my dear one, my baby boy, where art thou? Tell

me, you two--my enemies--tell me where I shall find my son."

"He lives in the Temple," I said, "a mile from this spot. That is all I

know, and all I can tell you."

"In the Temple," she murmured, "a mile from this spot. God give me

strength to get there! The Temple! A sacred place. I hear the holy

music! My dear one, my dear one!" She raised her hands, mid there was

a look of ecstasy on her face. Suddenly she recovered herself, and

shuddering at the sight of me, said, "May I never again be afflicted

with the sight of your face, Gustave Fink! The Temple--the Temple!" And

she staggered to the door.

"You will never dream of going there to-night!" I cried; and Anna stood

in her way.

"No," she said, "I will not dream of going--I will go. No mortal

power shall stop me. The Temple! Do you not hear the music? Ah, how

sweet--how sweet!"

"Think a moment," I said, hurriedly; "listen to the storm. It increases

in fierceness. There is not a soul in the streets."

"God is there," she answered, "and all his holy angels. You cannot

prevent me from going--they will not permit you. I am coming, Gideon,

I am coming, my dear one! Thou and I will spend the New Year together.

The storm is singing, to guide me to thee!"

"Give me my cloak, Anna," I said; "I will go with Louisa Wolf;

otherwise she will perish in the snow."

"I will accompany you, Master Fink," said Anna; "I will not leave you

to-night."

In a moment my cloak was on my shoulders, and my fur cap on my head.

Anna, also, was as quickly equipped. She would have wrapped a thick

shawl round Louisa Wolf, but the kindly service was rejected, and the

shawl fell to the ground. I picked it up and carried it on my arm.

We went out into the storm. So thick was the falling snow that I could

scarcely see a yard before me. It swirled into our faces, and the

sharp wind cut us bitterly. But Louisa Wolf did not feel it. A look of

rapture was in her eyes, and on her lips an ecstatic smile.

"Dear angels, lead me!" she whispered, as she stepped from my house.

Not a light was to be seen, not a human being but ourselves was abroad;

our feet sank into the snow more than ankle deep, and we heard no sound

but the raging wind. Moving as we did, noiselessly along, the moaning

and the sobbing of the storm seemed, as it were, to be dissociated from

us, and even amid these tempestuous evidences we were engulfed in an

awful white silence. We were like three spirits moving through dead

streets.

The difficulties in our way were so great that we made but slow

progress. Louisa Wolf refused all offers of assistance; she would not

touch our hands. Surely some superhuman power must have sustained her

through the terrible fatigue she had endured. We were more than an

hour reaching the Temple, and if Anna spoke to me, or I to her, it was

in a whisper. Only once did we stop--when the distant church bells

proclaimed the birth of a New Year.

Sweet and solemn they pealed upon the air, conveying their pregnant

message which all do not take to heart--the message of the cradle and

the grave.

"A Happy New Year to you, master," said Anna.

"And to you, Anna," I replied.

"The bells of the New Year!" murmured Louisa, Wolf. "God bless my

beloved son, and make his life honored and happy!"

At length we were within a hundred yards of Miser Pretzel's residence,

and then a singular impression stole upon me. There appeared to be an

unusual movement in the air, a tremulous pulsing, as it were. I cannot

more clearly define it; the impression was more spiritual than real.

But it was prophetic of what followed.

We entered the narrow streets of the Temple; we traversed the tortuous

thoroughfare in which Gideon Wolf resided; we stopped before the house,

immediately opposite the house of Miser Pretzel.

High up in the air, the beam which kept these houses from falling upon

each other in deadly embrace was indicated by a thick band of snow,

stretching from garret window to garret window.

"Your son lives here," I said to Louisa Wolf.

"Here!" she sighed. "Yes, yes, I see the lights, I hear the angels'

music. Hush! my dear one's voice is among them. Gideon, Gideon my

darling, I am waiting for thee!"

She slid from my supporting arms, which she had not now the power to

thrust from her--indeed she was not conscious that they were around

her--and sank upon the white steps of the door which, open, would have

led her to her son's chamber. Her back was towards this door, her face

towards the house occupied by Pretzel.

"Her strength is spent," I said to Anna.

As I uttered these words the upper window of Pretzel's house,

immediately above the snow-clad beam, was thrust violently open, and a

man issued therefrom, and sliding cautiously upon the wooden support,

embraced it with his arms and legs. At the same moment a glare of light

made itself visible in the room from which he emerged. I grasped Anna's

arm, and her eyes followed the direction of mine. Entranced, we watched

the man winding his way, inch by inch, along the beam, to the opposite

window, which gave light to the room in which Gideon Wolf slept. So

perilous was this enterprise that we held our breaths in very fear; we

stood like stone, transfixed.

The glare in the room the man had left grew stronger and stronger, and

like a great dark snake the man, whose body was stretched lengthways

upon the beam, slid slowly onward till he reached Gideon Wolf's window.

Then, with one hand cautiously raised, he strove to open this window;

but he strove in vain. The window was fast, and no effort of his could

move it. He could use but one hand; the beam was slippery with snow

and ice-flakes, bits of which, dislodged by his movements, fell at

our feet. His other arm and hand embraced the beam, to save himself

from falling to certain death. One glance did I give at Louisa Wolf. A

transport of rapture was on her face; she made a movement as though she

were pressing a baby to her breast.

"See," whispered Anna, pointing upward, and she clung to me, trembling

in every limb, "he is turning back."

Yes, foiled in his endeavors to open the window, the man, by a

wonderful exercise of strength, twisted himself round, and was now

sliding towards the room he had left. His progress was slower and more

laborious; his exertions had well-nigh exhausted him.

"He will be killed--he will be killed!" gasped Anna. "He will fall, and

die here at our feet! Help--help!"

"Do not cry out," I said, and with my hand on her mouth I prevented her

screams from being heard.

"We cannot help him before he reaches Pretzel's window. If you rouse

Louisa Wolf to consciousness she will go mad. Do you not see who it is

up there?"

"No," she replied, "my eyes are too weak."

"Anna, it is Gideon Wolf himself."

Yes, it was he and no other, and as I gazed at his snake-like figure I

marvelled to myself what kind of devil's work he had been engaged in.

It was something villainous and unholy of that I was inwardly convinced.

By this time he had reached the open window of Miser Pretzel's house;

but as he placed his hand upon the sill, and raised his head almost to

the level of his hand, a tremendous volume of flame burst upon him and

compelled him to shrink swiftly down upon the snow-clad beam.

"My God!" I cried, "the man is lost! The house is on fire! Anna, look

after Louisa Wolf. Katrine Katrine! Pretzel--Pretzel! Come quickly, or

you will be burned to death!"

And I beat with my fists upon Pretzel's door, and kicked at the panels

with all my strength.

In less time than I take to tell it, the entire upper portion of Miser

Pretzel's house was one mass of flame; cries and shouts rent the air;

doors were flung open; half-naked people rushed out of their houses

screaming women and children ran this way and that. But Miser Pretzel's

house remained fast closed, and Louisa Wolf lay motionless in the snow,

with her head in old Anna's lap. Strong men hacked at Pretzel's door

with knives and axes, while Gideon Wolf, clinging to the snow-clad

beam, cast frantic glances around--above, below, on every side--and

screamed to us to save him. We could not hear his words, the uproar

was so great, but we saw by his gestures that he was making agonized

appeals to us. Ah, ah! They had broken in Pretzel's door, and reckless

men rushed into the house to save the miser and Katrine Loebeg.

"Keep back, Master Fink," they cried, "we can do the work better than

you." It was easy for me to obey them, for I was fascinated by Gideon

Wolf's deadly peril. His struggles to retain his hold grew fainter and

fainter. In his agony and terror and weakness his body slipped from

the beam, and he hung in mid-air, sixty feet above us, supported only

by one arm. In this violent movement his clothes became disarranged,

and from his loosened pockets fell a great number of gold pieces.

Yes, into the snow, like dead birds overweighted by sin, descended

the bright golden shower, and the people threw themselves upon the

ground, and tore frantically into the thick white carpet to gather it.

Simultaneously with this new feature of the awful scene, men issued

from Pretzel's house, bearing two bodies, the miser's and Katrine's.

They brought them close to me, exclaiming,

"There has been murder done!"

They pointed to wounds in the breast of Miser Pretzel, from which

the blood was still flowing, proving that the dark deed had been but

recently committed. But Katrine was safe in my arms--I felt her warm

breath upon my face--her bosom heaved--her eyes opened. She gave one

upward glance, and beheld the suspended form of Gideon Wolf gradually

but surely slipping from life to death.

"Murderer!" she screamed.

Ah, my God! Never shall I forget that scream. It was the knell of love

and hope and faith and happiness. It rings in my ears now. It reached

Gideon Wolf's in the last moments of his life, and he knew that his

crime was discovered. With a wild shriek his arm slid from the beam,

and he fell through the air upon the stones, forcing a shower of

bloodstained snow into the faces of those who stood near his crushed

and mangled form.

"Look, Master Fink, look!" said Anna, pulling at my cloak.

I knelt by the side of my old sweetheart, Louisa Wagner. I pillowed her

head upon my breast.

"Listen," she murmured, "the angels are still singing. How sweet--how

beautiful! The door of the Temple is open. The lights are there, and

I see my boy--my angel baby-boy. Gideon, my dear one, I have come to

spend the New Year with thee! Ah, he is in my arms I am happy, I am

happy! All my pain has gone. How dim the lights are growing in the

Temple! That is because you are not there, my dear one. We will never

part again, darling! Closer--closer--closer!"

And with her lips upon my lips she died.

* * * * * *

You guess, do you not, that Katrine Loebeg, the young woman with the

silver hair, is my house-keeper now?

THE END.

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