MASTER FINK HAS AN INTERVIEW WITH THE WOMAN HE LOVED.
An hour past noon I stood before Louisa Wolf's hovel. It was nothing
more; it would have been mockery to call it a cottage.
I looked in at the window it was almost bare of furniture, and I
recognized that whoever inhabited it must have a hard fight to keep
body and soul together. And in the room was an old, old woman--none
other than Louisa Wolf.
She was but forty-five, but she looked seventy when she opened the door
to my knock.
She fell back when she saw me, as though she had received a mortal
wound. I hurried forward to support her, but she thrust me fiercely
off, and retreated a step or two. I entered without invitation, and
surveyed with wonder and compassion the miserable apartment. When,
after this melancholy survey, I looked at Louisa Wolf, I was astonished
to observe that a dark frown had settled on her face, and that she
was regarding me with aversion. I had not long to wait before I was
enlightened as to the cause of this unwelcome and unexpected reception.
"What do you do here?" she muttered. "What do you do here?"
"I have made a long journey," I said, "especially to see you."
"How have I deserved so great an honor," she asked, her eyes flashing
scorn at me, "from one so powerful and rich? You have something to say
to me--of course you have, else why should you have troubled yourself
to come to me? Is what you have to say about a man or a woman, Gustave
Fink?"
"It is about your son Gideon," I replied.
"About my dear son Gideon," she cried "I guessed as much, I guessed as
much! It is for evil you are here--you are capable of nothing else.
Have you come to complain of my boy? Have you come to set a mother
against her son? Well done, well done, Gustave Fink! Have you come to
tell me that Gideon ought to work twenty hours a day for you instead
of eighteen, and that he does not pay his debt to you quick enough to
satisfy your grasping soul? How is it possible, when you starve him,
when you cheat him, when you rob him of his rest? Is that the way to
treat the man who has slaved for you, who has worked his fingers to the
bone for you, who has made you rich, and who brings all the custom to
your shop? Yon would have been in the gutter had it not been for the
exertions of my noble boy, who found out too late that he was bound to
a monster without a heart. Did you think I was ignorant of your wicked
doings? Evil actions such as yours cannot be forever hidden. Go, go, or
I shall strike you!"
And indeed she raised her feeble hand to put her threat into execution.
I comprehended instantly the lying and backbiting that had been going
on, and the kind of character that villain Gideon had been giving me
all the time he had eaten my bread and been sheltered under my roof.
This was the return he had made for my kindness and consideration.
Where could that young man have got his secret and wicked mind from?
Not from his mother, whose heart had been always open to tender
impressions, and who, the moment she saw me, could not help speaking
frankly. It was the father who had bestowed upon his son the curse of
his venomous nature. Heavens! What some parents have to answer for!
There must have been a time in the world when human creatures were
suckled at the teats of treacherous animals.
How could I be angry with the unfortunate woman? I pitied her--from
my heart I pitied her. What a fate was hers! First the father, then
the son. She was born to be deceived. She put her trust in rocks that
wounded her body and brought anguish to her soul. In what way was it
all to end?
My mission was useless, I saw that clearly enough, and I was almost
tempted to exclaim, "Never again will I attempt to do good to any
living creature!" I had been animated by the best intentions, and they
were turned as poisonous arrows against me. After what I had heard I
was convinced that Louisa Wolf would put a wrong construction upon
every word I uttered concerning her son. Her mother's love was too
strong a shield for me to hope to produce any good effect upon it in my
desire to assist her. Perhaps it was as well; it was labor saved. Her
son's nature was too bad to be altered for the better; it was rotten to
the core.
But I was desirous to ascertain the full extent of his
misrepresentations.
"You know, then," I said, "how much your son is indebted to me."
My amazement was great when she mentioned a sum it would have taken him
twenty years to repay.
"Oh, I know, I know!" she cried, in terrible agitation, invoking, by
the movement of her hands, Heaven's imprecations on my head. "You have
set it all down against him, every florin, and added devil's interest,
so as to make him your slave for life. From the first week he became
your apprentice you brought him in your debt, and you continued to do
so day after day, week after week, till his time was out. He could
not leave you as he wished to do, because you had in your false books
page upon page of figures, which you told him he must clear off. You
threatened him with prison if he left in your debt. You would like me
to believe that it is not true--you would like me to believe that you
are an honorable, good man, and that my son is a thief; but, Gustave
Fink, you can no longer deceive me. There was a time--but it is past
I have been warned against you. My son has told me--yes, he has told
me in his letters that one day you would seek me out, and endeavor
to make me believe that he is worse than you are yourself. You can
save the lies; keep them to use on some other poor woman. Where is
Heaven's justice that such men as you prosper, while honest, upright
men are made to suffer? Gideon might dispute the debt--he might take
you before the judges, and say, 'My master is a rogue his accounts are
false; he makes me largely in debt to him because he does not wish me
to leave his service.' Of what use would it be? A poor man against a
rich man--we know what that comes to in law. And you have made people
think you are so good. Kind Master Fink! Benevolent Master Fink! That
is how they speak of you--those who are not acquainted with your real
character. You would have had _me_ believe it by sending me money from
time to time, and putting down twice the sum in your books against
Gideon. You have done yourself no good; every florin you have sent me
I have sent back to my poor boy yes, every florin. I have wanted bread
over and over again, but I have fasted for days rather than spend the
smallest coin of your money upon myself. It was my son's money you
were sending me, not your own. But your punishment is coming. Gideon
is your slave; he will not be so much longer. He will be free soon,
and then he will expose you, and will let me live with him. He will be
rich one day, mark my words, and you will have to stand aside and bow
to him. And I shall be with him--it will break your heart to see him
and his loving mother together at last, you who have tried your hardest
to keep us apart. Every year I have hoped to go to him, but you have
compelled him to put me off. 'Not this year,' he has been obliged to
write, 'not this year, but next. Master Fink will not hear of it yet
awhile, and he has so got me in his power that I dare not offend him by
asking you to come.' And then again, when another year went by, 'Master
Fink swears he will discharge me if you come, and will imprison me for
the money he says I owe him.' And again and again and again the same.
What could my poor boy do when you had set your heart upon separating
us? So it has gone on all these weary years, and I have never kissed
my boy's bright face since the unhappy day he left me to become your
apprentice. What wicked thing had I done in my life that I should be
so bitterly punished? What evil fortune led me to your door to beg you
to rob me of my son? Better that I had dropped down dead on the road,
for then Gideon would have remained among friends." Tears streamed
from her eyes; her face was convulsed with grief. "What pleasure," she
continued, wringing her hands and swaying to and fro, "do you think I
have in this world except him, my boy, my baby that I suckled at my
breast? What do I care for in the world but him? Has my life been so
full of joy that you should bring a deeper misery into it than any
I have suffered? You are my son's enemy and mine--oh, I have known
it long! You were my enemy when I was a girl, and you used to speak
against Steven because I chose him instead of you."
I had listened in profound sorrow and indignation to the outpourings
of her grief, but for the life of me I could not remain silent at this
accusation.
"Louisa Wolf," I said, "I never spoke against your husband. What I
thought I thought, but I never openly uttered one word against Steven
Wolf. You were free to choose, and you chose. With all my heart I wish
that your choice had brought you greater happiness."
When I saw her eyes wandering mournfully round her cheerless apartment
I was angry with myself for having spoken. It would have been more
generous by far to have held my tongue.
"Ah," she said, shuddering, "this is part of your revenge--this is
why you come here--to exult and rejoice over my misery! Years ago you
resolved in your heart that you would one day be revenged upon me for
refusing you and accepting another man. Well, you have your revenge!
Look at my home--you see the whole of it. There is no other room. Here
is my bed--a little straw on the bare boards. Here is the cupboard
in which I keep my food when I have any. Take your fill, take your
fill--you are well revenged. Look at my face--look at my hands--see
what I have come to, and rejoice!" She struck her breast despairingly.
Into my eyes the warm tears gushed, but she could not see them, for she
was blinded by her own. "Gustave Fink, I once held you in my heart--I
did, although I accepted Steven even then I held you in my heart.
Not guiltily, no, not guiltily, but as a sister might a brother whom
she could love and honor. I thought of you as a pure-minded, noble,
generous man, and I looked up to you as the best I had ever known.
Now, in my heart you have destroyed that image, and I regard you as a
monster. Yes, you are there still, but as my enemy and my son's enemy.
You have poisoned my life--your revenge has reached as far as that.
From the day upon which conviction entered my mind that you were not
worthy of my esteem, I had nothing but the memory of my son to comfort
me. You would rob me of him, but you shall not--you shall not, I say!
God will prevent you, and will smite you with a terrible but just
punishment for your cruelty to a poor and suffering woman!"
Of what use to attempt to undeceive her? It would have been but adding
torture to torture. But was it not infamous that one's good intentions
should have been frustrated, and one's kindness turned to gall, by the
machinations of a knave? Still, I did say, out of simple justice to
myself,
"Believe it or not, as you will, Louisa Wolf, my only motive in coming
here was to endeavor to do you and your son a kindness."
"I do not believe it," said the poor creature, vehemently "your actions
give your words the lie! Answer me this, if you can. Did you seek me
out to tell me that Gideon had done his duty by you, that he was a
faithful, willing, honest servant, and that you are satisfied with him,
and grateful to him for the great services he has rendered you? Did
you come here to give me pleasure or sorrow? You are silent--you dare
not speak no, Gustave Fink, you dare not! God once smote a liar dead,
and you fear he would smite you the same. Now, hear me. Before this
year is out I will see my son, or die! Nothing shall prevent me nothing
but death! If he cannot come to me I will go to him, and give him a
mother's blessing--I will, as there is a Judge in heaven by whom you
shall one day be condemned!"
Well, I left her; it was the best mercy I could show her.
As I turned my back upon the miserable hovel I was conscious that a
spiritual sweetness had departed from my life, and that a human link of
love was snapped which could never again be made whole. Now that I had
lost the esteem of the woman whose laugh was the cheeriest, whose eyes
the brightest, whose face the sunniest in my remembrance, I felt how
precious it had been to me, and how, in its unrecognized influence, it
had often helped to soften my judgment and my temper when things were
not going exactly right with me.
Thus it happened that twice in my life had I received a terrible wound
at the hands of a good and virtuous woman whom I had honorably loved.
It was fortunate that at least two or three days were to elapse between
my interview with Louisa Wolf and my coming face to face again with
her treacherous son. Had I seen him immediately after the interview I
might have conducted myself in an unbecoming manner, and it would have
been good neither for him nor me. I had time on my homeward journey to
reason with myself. "Shall I make myself unhappy," I thought, "shall
I fret myself to a shadow because I have been maligned? Shall I allow
such a rascal as Gideon Wolf to entirely destroy my peace and repose?
That would, indeed, be giving him an advantage over me. Let me rather
bear this stroke with equanimity, and be thankful that there are still
some honest men left in the world." But it was poor comfort, and it
needed all my philosophy to calm the turbulence of my feelings. So
startling were the revelations! To think that all the money I had sent
to his mother during the last ten years, to soften her lot, should have
found its way into Gideon Wolf's pocket! And for him never to have
given me the slightest cause for suspicion that this cunning game was
being systematically carried on! It was a bit of trickery worthy of his
friend Pretzel. The pair of knaves! It was well for him--yes, it was
well for him that I did not meet him when I left his mother's cottage.
I should have been tempted to break every bone in his body.
The latter part of the journey was by no means so enjoyable as the
first. The familiar scenes and signs which had afforded me so much
pleasure on my outward journey presented themselves in quite a
different aspect. They appeared to have grown suddenly much older,
to have become faded. What had happened to them? Had they, also, met
with a bitter disappointment that they should so swiftly have lost the
greater part of their beauty? The innkeeper's wife was scolding her
baby, who was crying and kicking like a little demon; the woman herself
was very plain-looking, and there was a sour expression on her face;
the orchards were dusty, the ducks seemed discontented, as though they
had eaten something which disagreed with them, the brooks and streams
were not so bright, the pigeons flew with heavy wings, the children
were listless in their movements, the hedges had lost their fragrance,
the fir-trees on the heights bent sadly towards me. Thus do we gain and
convey impressions according to our moods. A joyous heart can see the
sun behind the clouds, and there is gladness in the brightest day. Yes,
yes--a cheerful and contented spirit is man's best possession.