CHAPTER XIII

For days he went about in a state of irritating uncertainty. What

should be his next step? There was no good reason for seeking further

speech with the Viscount for the present. Obviously the alternative

was to contrive to meet her on her way to or from the office, but this

method was distasteful to him, savored too much of lying in wait for

her, stalking her, as might a roué bent on philanderous enterprise. On

the other hand, his conscience troubled him. Here it was possible, even

likely that this girl might hold the key to his story, might give him

the starting point which he needed. He owed loyalty to his paper. He

felt that he was caught in a dilemma from which he might not extricate

himself entirely honorably.

One morning, at the Foreign Office, young Kikuchi dropped a chance

remark that his father had gone to Odawara for a few days. The idea

struck Kent that here lay the way out. Fate seemed deliberately to have

thrown the solution in his way, so he might see her without resorting

to slinking contrivances. He looked at his watch. It was half-past

eleven; this was Saturday and quite likely she would leave at noon. He

hurried to her office. She was evidently about to leave.

"I am sorry. The Viscount has gone to the country." He thought he

detected a hint of mischief in her eyes. Did she suspect him?

Would he have some tea? She came to his rescue before he had bethought

himself of the next step. What a blessing that eternal tea-drinking

ceremonial could prove at times. Why, of course, he should like it

very much.

So again he found himself in one of the Viscount's great chairs, alone

with her. She brought the tray with tea and cigarettes. His success

made him bolder. "Have some with me, please do."

It startled her a little. "Why, of course not."

"Why not? It is the custom in foreign countries, and I am a foreigner.

Please?"

She smiled at his earnestness and gave in. Presently they were sipping

tea together. The scene assumed an air of intimacy. They chatted

pleasantly. The light silk shawl about her shoulders gave him a cue.

"You're about to go out, are you not. I really shouldn't keep you,

but----"

"No, it's all right. It is Saturday, and I was thinking of going to the

pictures."

The pictures! So she was another of Japan's millions of movie

worshipers who form their ideas of Western civilization from the

frenzied life of the cinema, Wild West pictures of cowboys rescuing

lovely heroines from Indians and bandits, dainty damsels abducted

in madly racing automobiles, passionate love scenes in lavishly

upholstered abodes of plutocracy, gun-play and murder in city

streets--all the wildly gyrating, delirious melodrama which ingenuous

Japan seriously believes to be representative of life on the other side

of the ocean. The thought of the discomfort of most of the Tokyo movie

theaters, ramshackle fire-traps crowded with squirming, perspiring

humanity, stifling in the afternoon heat, repelled him; still, it would

not matter.

"I like the pictures very much too," he lied. "I wish you would let me

go with you."

But she shook her head determinedly. No, a foreigner and a Japanese

girl! It was too unusual.

"But are you then so old-fashioned?" He noted her quick frown. He had

gained a little. "Are you then one of these Japanese who, like the old

shoguns, want to hold Japan apart from the rest of civilization?" Now

he knew he had the right argument.

She flashed at him. "I am not old-fashioned." Her tone softened a

little. "But, of course, you know it is a little unusual for a Japanese

girl and a foreign man to go on the street together."

He sensed that he had won and made no further argument, only rose and

waited while she took away the tray. Together they went down the steps.

"And now where?" he asked.

"Why, Uyeno, of course, the art exhibition. I thought you----"

He hastened to cut her short. "Yes, I know. But it is far. Let us have

tiffin first. Where? What do you prefer, Japanese or foreign food."

He knew she would prefer the rare experience of a foreign restaurant,

as Japanese girls almost invariably do. They went to one of the best

in Tokyo, a large, airy place thoroughly modern, a hot, wet towel in

a small wicker tray, for wiping the face after the meal, being the

sole concession to Japanese custom. As he sat facing her, he watched

appreciatively the dainty grace with which her slim fingers, long

practiced in agile manipulation of chopsticks, managed easily the

unfamiliar silver. She was enjoying it, flushed a little, happily. He

knew he would gain pleasure from this germinating friendship.

He wished to call a taxi, but she restrained him. "No, Uyeno is not so

far. We will go by tram."

But why bother about a crowded tram? Taxis were not such a luxury.

"But they are a luxury. Why should we spend money needlessly when the

masses of the people must ride in trams or even walk. It is wrong." Her

earnestness amused him. The deep seriousness of her expression lent her

a charm as that of a child artlessly philosophizing. What odd surprises

they held, the minds of these Japanese girls, ideas shaped from

impressions gained God knows where. They compromised on an auto-bus.

The exhibition was crowded. It had always pleased him to note the

character of the people who thronged such places, art galleries,

concerts, theaters, high and low, rich and poor, a great number, in

fact, persons to whom even the smallest fee must mean sacrifice of

some material need. And here they were, as usual, small merchants,

poorly paid artisans, some even fairly close to the coolie type,

solemnly, seriously viewing the pictures, saying but little, absorbing,

gratifying a natural, spontaneous love of beauty. What would happen to

a New York bricklayer should he suggest to his mate that they go to see

the Metropolitan Art Gallery? The grotesque contrast of the idea amused

him.

They went through the Japanese art section first. He always enjoyed

this part the best, for while he had small technical knowledge of art,

he sensed a subtle gratification from the consummate perfection which

the artists of Nippon had attained in this field of their own where

century after century of painstakingly striving lovers of beauty had

succeeded in gradually climbing higher and higher towards fashioning

in concrete form the mirages of their vision. The eye rested, filled

itself with the wealth of delicate beauty of pure, surely drawn lines,

marvelously blended symphonies of color, almost imperceptible nuances

of shade and tint, a myriad of infinitely carefully elaborated details

which the makers contrived to weld into perfectly balanced, full-toned

consonance. There were the tremendous six-leafed screen paintings,

incidents from legend or history of feudal Japan, knights in armor

with long two-handed swords, archers with bow and quiver, women in

scintillating kimono and elaborate coiffure, or, of even more ancient

period, in simple flowing robes and with hair falling loose over their

shoulders, reminiscent of the art of China, the original inspiration

whence Japan had worked out that which was now her glorious own. There

were landscapes on screen or scroll, serrated crag and cliff with

gnarled pines overhanging foaming stream or glittering waterfall;

quaint and charming bits of life of old, or still existing but ever

disappearing Japan,--dancers in graceful postures, young girls in

boats, slender lily hands lying languidly in limpid waters, brown old

men, sickle in hand, garnering the rice, each ear of hundreds drawn

with veritable botanical accuracy of detail, still retaining the free,

swaying grace of nature.

It always cost him an effort to leave this section to enter that

devoted to art after Western fashion, which was constantly, year after

year, encroaching on, elbowing out of the way that fashioned after the

ideals of old Japan. A few years ago there had been only a couple of

these modern rooms; now those of the old and the new were almost even;

soon the latter would predominate entirely. It seemed such a pity; it

irritated him, the relentlessness of this march of progress? Still, it

was in its way more instructive than the other, gave concrete, graphic

illustration of the ideas and ideals of the young generation, what it

was seeking, striving for, more or less uncertainly, but always coming

nearer to the goal ever shimmering before it, mastery of the modern,

the new culture.

They were improving. Every year the exhibitions showed more certain

mastery of technique, better grasp of the spirit of the French art

which seemed to be the almost universally accepted school. Kent

admitted it to himself grudgingly; every step in advance in this

direction meant defeat of the old. What would it all amount to, after

all? Even if, with their amazing facility for copying, for imitation,

they might produce work which was creditable, which might pass muster

even in Europe, as, in fact, some of the things he saw before him

might, they would probably never climb out beyond the mediocre, would

never attain original achievement. There were some very good portraits,

excellent flower pieces, though, of course, this was but natural,

considering that this subject was a preëminent favorite with the

Japanese schools. Even some of the landscapes were undeniably fine,

though, he noted, this was the case especially where some Oriental

subject had been chosen, great, carved junks with blood-red sails

glaring in the sunlight against a faint blue sky; mountain scenes

following largely the composition of _kakemono_ subjects, the delicacy

of the latter being replaced by the more massive boldness made possible

by the medium of canvas and oils.

He felt that he was ungenerous; still it irritated him that they

should be making such headway in their apostacy. Only the nudes gave

him an incongruous sense of satisfaction. They were atrocious and the

exhibit was cluttered with them. In the old art of Japan, _kakemono_,

color-print and screen, they were virtually unknown, but during the

last few years the craze for them had swept over the moderns like an

obsession; the very fact that they were utterly new to Japan, the

sense that they were unconventional, modern, outré, was undoubtedly

the reason. So there they were, scores of them, clumsy masses of

female flesh, blatantly brazen, in all sorts of absurd and contorted

attitudes--and all these women were not nude, they were naked. The

conception of the spirit, the idea of their French masters, the verve,

the _élan_, they had missed it all. The paintings were bad, and the

sculpture, with which the rooms were filled, was worse. Evidently these

young enthusiasts had rushed forth fanatically intent to place on

canvas something naked; almost anything would do. The clumsy, paunchy

forms, shapeless limbs, invariably thick ankles, all seemed to indicate

that they had found their models where best they might, among country

wenches and servant maids, bringing forth on canvas or from clay mere

lumps of flesh, utterly soulless reproductions of female kind.

Did they really wish to convey the idea that Japanese women looked like

that? Did they wish, barbarously, to slaughter the conception of the

_musume_, delicate, graceful, beautiful, and to substitute therefor as

the ideal mere worship of flesh of the flesh? Damn them, it seemed such

stupid, wanton brutality, brutishness even; a grossly sensuous libel

on the womanhood of Japan. He glanced at Adachi-san, slender, dainty,

flower-like. How was such a grotesque misconception possible?

He felt that she should have resented all this; but she was interested,

far more absorbed in the moderns than she had been in the exhibits

after the ancient mode. This was the section which young Japan enjoyed.

Here the art students thronged, proud of their achievements or those

of their fellows, young men with velvet jackets and baggy trousers,

flowing ties and broad-brimmed, flapping hats. Their coarse, black

hair flowed loosely down to their shoulders; those who could manage it

had painstakingly cultivated little Van Dyke beards. Nearly all wore

enormous, horn-rimmed spectacles. Here they were in their element,

prideful, self-certain in their assurance that they had advanced far

beyond the _hoi polloi_, that they were the leaders. Conspicuously they

would form groups, point out, discuss, criticize or go into raptures.

Evidently Adachi-san was quite well known here. Young fellows would bow

to her, some would even address a few short remarks. She was plainly

enjoying it all; she tried to communicate some of her enthusiasm to

Kent, called his attention to work which she thought was well done.

She even used some of the technical patter of the students. He wished

he had been better informed in art, that he might have placed in

convincing form the criticism which craved for expression. He was

relieved when they left the exposition and began their return through

Uyeno Park.

They found a seat at the edge of an abrupt slope where they had a

wide view of the city. "You didn't care for it, Kent-san?" Her voice

conveyed her disappointment.

"But I did. I like the truly Japanese things immensely; but that's just

it, even though much of the modern stuff is very good--I won't deny

it--it seems to me such a pity that Japan should sacrifice the wondrous

values of her own art merely to trade them for imitations of that of

the West which the other countries can do better than she can; just as

Japan in all other things is throwing away her own which suit her,--her

dress, her architecture, her manners, only to replace them with shoddy

foreign clothes that don't suit Japanese figures; ramshackle hodgepodge

buildings after no style at all; and all the rest. And then these

student fellows. Can't you see that with most of them it is all pose?"

A couple of the artists passed, bowed courteously. He raised his hat to

them.

"But it isn't pose, at least with only a few of them. If you only knew

how some of them slave and toil for the ideals they have, you wouldn't

talk like that. They may seem absurd to you, or funny even, but I tell

you, you would have a different idea of them, if you only knew them."

"Yes, I daresay they must be interesting to know." Throughout the

afternoon he had sensed an indefinite resentment that she seemed to be

so familiar with them. How did she come to know them so well? It was

not jealousy, still, honestly, it might be something fairly close to

that. But the whole thing irritated him. He wanted to get away from it,

to some other subject. "It is getting quite late, Adachi-san. Let us

have dinner somewhere."

But she would not get away from it. "Thank you very much, Kent-san.

You're too good to me. But if you really think they may be interesting,

why shouldn't we go to one of the places where they eat, right near

here. Kent-san, you are the only foreigner whom I know, and you seem to

be such, such a reactionary, and I want you to see our side of it. You

foreigners ought to be the ones to help us, you know. I want you to,

please." The slim, white hand was on his sleeve. She was looking at him

earnestly, appealingly almost.

Hang it, the power which these eyes had over him; they could make him

do anything, he felt. Of course, in a way, that was what he wanted, to

allow himself complete abandon, inertly drifting, dreaming under the

spell of that glorious, pervasive beauty, to let himself go under the

hypnotism of her charm. But this was something entirely different; the

injection of the element of intellect spoiled the whole thing. It was

her beauty, not her brain he wished to enjoy, as one might be dreamily

soothed by the spell of a picture, unheeding the mechanics to which

it owed being. That was her function, beauty. Why should she disrupt

the harmony by bringing in thought, this crass, clamorous new thought

that seemed like a plague of fever obsessing the new generation? "Our"

side of it, she said. He wanted her to be Japan of droning temple

bell, slender pagoda, rich, flaunting silks, not the Japan of steam,

electricity and new thought. But her earnestness softened him. He would

make the best of it. To-day, they had fallen into the wrong setting. He

would contrive, next time, one more congruous with the idea which he

had in mind.

"All right, Adachi-san, you shall be the guide."

She was radiant. "Kent-san, you are so good. I want you to be pleased,

and I feel that you are not pleased, but I want you to know us too, me

and my friends, and to like us, if you can."

They passed down the broad stone steps into a vast space of clanging

street cars and jostling crowds. Then down a side street, a few

blocks. She pointed to a sign, a gaudy female, presumably symbolically

representing art or some such abstraction, holding in one hand a palm

leaf and in the other a paintbrush. Over it was the inscription, in

_kata-kana_ characters, "_kafue montomarutoru_"; of course, that meant

"café Montmartre."

He knew scores of the queer new cafés of Tokyo, but this one was of a

type new to him. There were the same rickety tables and chairs, but

crowding the walls, leaving scarcely an inch of clear space, were vast

oil paintings, tremendous stretches of canvas, all depicting nudes, in

every possible position and surrounding, in bath houses and by mountain

pools, posing in front of mirrors or just standing upright vacantly,

without apparent intention at all; huge figures, clumsy, ill-formed, a

mass of light-brown or pink, indelicate flesh pervading and dominating

the entire room.

The tables were crowded, the long-haired, bespectacled ones had

evidently here a habitat, a homely Parnassus, where they might worship

that which they conceived to be art, amidst an atmosphere of beer, bad

cooking and the eternal nudes. They found seats at a table with some of

them, who smiled and made room with great politeness.

It was an odd mess. Still, since he was definitely in for it, he might

as well do his best to draw from the incident whatever he might. But he

could not get over the incongruity of it, Adachi-san, dainty, modest,

with only an inch or two of clear ivory-tint below the throat showing

under the embroidered _eri_ neckband, surrounded by this mob-like

throng of utter nakedness.

"And do you really like all that?" He swept his hand disparagingly

towards the walls.

"Ssst," she placed her hand warningly on her lips. "Please don't talk

so loud, Kent-san. He made them, the proprietor over there. He runs the

restaurant for a living, but he paints, too, these things."

Were they all going crazy; even second-class restaurateurs snatching

moments between steaks and chops to worship fanatically at the new

shrines? He was about to speak, to express to her his wonder at these

ever more astounding revelations, when he became aware that some one

had come up to them, a Japanese of about thirty, less conspicuously

bohemian than the others, still apparently one of the artist tribe. He

bowed with quiet dignity to Kent. "I beg your pardon, but I couldn't

help overhearing, and I should like very much to know what you think."

He turned to the girl. "Please, Adachi-san, won't you introduce me to

your friend."

She was plainly pleased as she made the introductions. Kent was a

friend, she blushed a little. The newcomer was Sugawa, "a great

artist," she added, "one of our best."

Sugawa smiled to Kent. "Women exaggerate so," he remarked in perfect

English. Then he fell back to Japanese, evidently for the benefit

of the girl. "I saw you at the exhibition this afternoon, and now

again here, and I am sure that you don't like what we do. You are an

American, are you not? I thought so. And you know we Japanese like

Americans for their frankness, the American frankness. I wish you would

tell me just what you think about it, and, if you care, I'll tell you

just what we think, what we are trying to do."

"The American frankness." That was the usual prelude, the favorite

gambit for opening a conversation in which Japan drew out skillfully

the thoughts and views of America, but only so seldom gave like return,

remaining unrevealed, unknown, behind that curiously baffling wall of

national reticence. His courtesy had been perfect, disarming; still

what business had he to come breaking in upon them like that! "American

frankness." He probably wouldn't like it when he received it, but since

that was what he asked for, he should have it, in full measure.

"In the first place, I must tell you that I am no artist and have but

small knowledge of such matters, but I can tell you how I feel, how

probably most of us foreigners feel when we see you lightly abandoning

the immeasurably fine heritage from your forefathers to make mediocre

offerings to foreign idols." He swept on, expressed his feelings just

as he would have spoken to Kittrick or Karsten; it became almost a

tirade. He began referring to pictures he had seen that afternoon,

things he particularly remembered; but as he went on picking into

bits, relentlessly, this and that painting, the clumsy clay images,

the other's face showed no resentment, expressed instead absorbed,

intelligent attention. Kent felt that he had gone a little too far and

wished to tone it down a little.

"Even if you, some of you, at least, have done surprisingly well,

especially considering the shortness of time, what particular good

will it do? Even if in time you should bring forth a Gauguin or a

Matisse, the others are doing all that; you will have but added to

the cumulative results; whereas in your own field you are unique,

undisputed masters of an art that is valuable and fine, that will

become lost if you fellows don't follow it up. I hope that I have not

offended you, but it seems such a pity."

The other smiled. "No, of course I'm not offended. I asked for

frankness and got what I asked for. And, you know, it is not new to

me, this feeling of you foreigners that we should continue along the

old line. That's what my teachers were telling me, in America and in

Paris. That's what you Westerners always want, in art, in architecture,

in dress, customs, life, to have us remain the quaint, exotic, strange

country. You are like the people who think it a pity that a pretty

kitten must grow up to be a cat, and who would like to have a child

remain always a child. On one hand you praise the adaptability with

which we have acquired your civilization, and on the other you hate

to see the old, quaint Japan go--to see it change so as to become but

one more of the many countries of the earth which are so much alike.

You feel that the world is becoming too much the same all over, that

London, and New York, and Paris, and now Tokyo will be all the same,

will afford no new, strange sights and sensations; that Japan is being

lost as a charming playground for you. But what about us? In the first

place, we wanted to remain as we were, but the foreigner forced us to

become one with him. No," he smiled, "I don't resent it. I am glad

it happened, but the fact remains. You praise us for adopting your

civilization, and still that doesn't mean only building steamships,

and railroads and all that. That's the least part of it. That's

superficial. What really counts is our emancipation from feudalism,

from the rule of the few masters, attaining expression of the

individuality, and that's the real Western civilization which Japan,

the Japanese people, has just begun to grasp. Then why shouldn't we

follow our own wishes, each his own, each man, for instance, painting

as he pleases, old style, modern style, after Hokusai or after Gauguin.

You say that we are not producing the art of our forefathers, but you

don't see Europe producing any Titians or Tintorettos. Of course, so

far we are only imitating, we are learning, copying, but why shouldn't

we some day do as well as you do, maybe even better? Now we have joined

in the march of progress of common civilization. We can't go backwards,

we can't remain stationary. We must go on. Art is only one phase of the

whole thing, but----"

But he was interrupted by a jangling of bells, clamor of voices.

"_Gogai!_" the hoarse shout came in from the street. "_Gogai!_"

An extra. They were rushing to the windows, the door. "Hey, come here,

in here."

A little old man ran in, breathless, amid a jingle from a bunch of

small bells clustered from his belt. Under his arm he held a bundle of

small printed sheets, the _gogai_, extras, great news of some kind.

They all crowded around him, tore the papers from him as he gathered in

their coppers.

Tokyo had been in a fever of excitement for days. The discovery had

been made that a score of carloads of the arms left in the care of the

Japanese army when the Czecho-Slovak troops retired from Siberia, had

disappeared. At the same time Chang Tse-lin, the Manchurian war-lord,

had received, from some mysterious source, a large amount of war

supplies. The newspapers almost unanimously accused the militarists,

the General Staff, of having engineered the transfer, in spite of

Japan's agreement with the other Powers that none of them should

supply the warring factions in China with arms. Dual diplomacy, the

General Staff calmly overriding, for its own sinister purposes, the

international pledges made by the Foreign Office. The accusation which

the Japanese press so resented when made by foreigners was shouted

by all the papers. And the people took it up. Now had finally come

the time when the issue had been fairly made, when the yoke of the

militarists must be overthrown by the rest of the Cabinet. Breathlessly

the nation watched for the struggle.--But the General Staff haughtily

denied the charge. They knew nothing of it all. A major in the army

"confessed" that he was responsible; he had sold the arms to a Russian

faction with which he sympathized. It was all his own, personal doings.

He took all the responsibility. His wife committed suicide; she would

not face the disgrace. The nation cried out. She was one more innocent

victim of the juggernaut of the General Staff. Her husband was another,

a scapegoat, a martyr. Of course, no one believed his story, a palpable

invention to save the skins of his superiors. Now, what would the

Premier, what would the Foreign Office do?

The _gogai_ brought the answer. The Premier issued a statement,

setting forth in tedious detail the opera bouffe proceedings of the

court-martial. He confirmed the whole thing.

"The cowards!"

They did not stamp their feet, or bang fists on tables; repression

was too ingrained. But as they read through the sheets, calling the

attention of one another to this or that paragraph, disappointed,

disgusted, sickened, hissing sharp staccato syllables between clenched

teeth, it was as if the atmosphere had become charged electrically with

waves of resentment, repressed hate, palpable almost as heat waves,

sinister, ominous. The militarists had won again, as usual; but what

of it? They had been brought a step nearer the eventual, inevitable

debacle. It might seem on the face of it Oriental patience, passivity,

but one could feel the tenseness of cumulative, restrained sense of

outrage, injury. It was the constantly mounting head of steam in the

boiler again.

But Kent had no time to study effects. He looked at his watch; only a

little after nine. He would have time to cable. "Here, quick, call a

taxi. Bring the bill, _hayaku_. Adachi-san, come along, please. I've

got to send this thing right away."

A small closed car arrived. They climbed in. Immediately Kent set

himself to composing a draft for his message. Sitting thus together,

her warm, lithe body close to his, he sensed unconsciously the pleasure

of her presence, but his mind was intent on his work, confining in the

laconic form of a cable message the gist of the event. He read it over.

Hang it, he should have liked to have seen the official communique

which the Foreign Office must have sent out, but there was no time. He

must take his chance on the _gogai_.

"Kent-san," she was leaning closer to him. "And now you are going to

send that by the cable over to America. When will the papers there

print it?"

"To-morrow the news will be all over the United States, all over the

world."

"It is wonderful. How interesting your work must be. What have you

written?"

He read it to her, pleased, with a feeling that her interest was

drawing them together, that in some way, as yet undefinable, they were

being brought into that intimacy which he craved.

She listened intently, a tiny furrow between the black crescent brows,

thinking. "Kent-san," she said suddenly, as if she had arrived at a

decision after careful deliberation. "You can add that the Premier does

not believe the explanation of the General Staff; that he has told them

so. It isn't fear of the fall of the Cabinet only that keeps him from

making deeper investigation. The secret of it all is a question of the

old clans, the Satsuma and the Choshu. The Premier is Satsuma, General

Matsu is Choshu. The General threatened that if he were not backed up

he would make it a clan fight, Choshu against Satsuma, and he would,

too. They stop at nothing, these militarists. And Viscount Kikuchi had

to straighten it out, to show them that if the governing classes fought

among themselves at this time, it would give the people, the masses, he

calls them, a chance. These old rulers know they must stick together,

the old, the iron-hard men, the feudalists, against the people, against

young Japan. Oh, it's so bitter, Kent-san, not only class against

class, but generation against generation, even among the aristocracy;

father against son, even. Some time you should talk to young Kikuchi,

if he'll agree to talk to you about it. That, Kent-san, that's the real

story."

In an indefinite way he had suspected that something like that was

the case. That enmity existed among the various departments of the

Government was an open secret, but this version, the clan fight, gave a

picturesque, human-interest angle to the story that he rather liked.

"Yes, that's interesting; but you know I can't send stuff like that

unless I'm sure it's correct. How do you know? I must know that the

source is reliable."

The car stopped; they had reached the post-office. He jumped out; then

he leaned forward into the car. "Adachi-san, how can I know that it is

true?"

She stooped towards him. He was looking straight into these lustrous

eyes, brilliant, close. "I am telling you, Kent-san."

There was no time for debate; the cable office would close in a few

minutes. As he copied his message on to the printed blank, his thoughts

were racing, occupied with the girl's story. Should he take a chance?

He hesitated for a moment. "Persons in position to know"--his pencil

framed the words half mechanically. He felt an odd conviction that she

was right. The clerk reached over for the message; he was in a hurry to

get his work done and get away. Well, let it go.

He found her standing in the street beside the car. "Step in,

Adachi-san, I'll take you home."

"No, there is no need for the car now. I shall walk."

Again that peculiar prejudice against what she ingenuously deemed the

luxuries of the privileged classes. What a potpourri of quaint ideas

stirred in that brain behind those delicately curved brows, those

wonderful eyes, and yet she appeared extraneously so like all those

Japanese girls whom one saw casually, everywhere, thinking idly that

they harbored only thoughts of flower arrangement, tea ceremonial, or

the ordinary dreams and aspirations of girlhood. She had given him but

casual glimpses at her mind, evanescent, baffling flickers, stimulating

curiosity, tempting him to learn, to find out, to intimacy. So far

the day had given no opportunity for confidential talk; mischievous

mischance seemed to have been ever bent, vexatiously, on intervening.

Now the walk might afford better chance.

She lived near Kanda-bashi, she said. They passed along the crowded

streets, crossed the Ginza and turned down the broad street along

the palace moat. Here there was no one. He took her hand, and,

hand-in-hand, child-like, as do young Japanese couples, they walked on.

But she was in no mood for personal talk. The moon; see how the light

refracted on the green-oxidized copper roofs of the palace buildings,

and the black reflections of the gnarled pines in the silvery water!

She was thoughtful, a little serious. He walked on with her, wholly

happy at the sense of her nearness, the softness of the small hand in

his, languorously content.

At the Kanda bridge she stopped. "Here I leave you. I live over there."

She indicated a dark mass of houses on the other side of the bridge.

"And thank you, Kent-san, you have been so good to me."

But he held on to her hand. "But, Adachi-san, first you must tell me

when I may see you again. I must see you, often, like this."

She smiled a little. "Why?"

"Of course. We shall be friends, good friends, shan't we?"

"But I am always so busy, really. I have so little time."

"Of course, you have time. Say Wednesday." She shook her head. "Well,

then, Saturday afternoon; then I know you have time. I shall wait for

you in Hibiya, at the fountain by the wistaria arbor, at noon, please."

But again she shook her head. He clung to her hand, insisting. Suddenly

she pulled it free, laughed. "All right then, next Saturday." She

moved away a few steps, then abruptly, impulsively, she plucked from

her hair a rose, held it over to him. "For you, Kent-san. Good-night,

_o-yasumi nasai_."

He stood holding the flower, watching her as she moved swiftly over the

bridge and disappeared in a narrow lane between the dark buildings.

He found a rickshaw. Despite subconscious realization that the day

had, after all, been drab, commonplace, disappointing, he felt in an

exalted mood. The trotting figure of the rickshaw coolie faded from

his consciousness; it was as if he were alone, with his thoughts,

dreams. What a wonderfully complicated little beauty she was, entirely

different from any girl he had known, had ever imagined; mysterious

with her passionate devotion to the new things, art, the political flux

and ferment, her peculiarly insistent abhorrence at the luxuries of

the rich, and then, finally, that inconsistent flash of coquetry. Now

he must carry on, get the explanation of all this, learn her thoughts,

attain intimacy. She piqued him with her elusiveness, but it added

to his zest. But what did he wish, after all? He enjoyed the sense

of being surrounded, enveloped in her beauty; yet he was not in love

with her--no, he was not--there was no desire of conquest, to embrace

her, to clasp her in his arms in possession. And still he had realized

distinct enjoyment at holding her hand. It was intensely interesting,

her evident acquaintance with the manipulation of the hidden strings

which actuated the secret workings of the government behind the

scenes. Yes, that also caused attraction; yet he had been drawn to

her, irresistibly, with the direct certainty which compels steel to

a magnet, even before he had heard a word from her, by the sheer

compulsion of her beauty. Hang it, it was all very puzzling, this not

being able to define what was really stirring within one's own mind.

Still, he was no psychoanalyst. He gave it up. He would let the thing

take its course, let fate work it out according to its own inscrutable

arrangement.

He held the rose to his face; yes, he was certain; of all the

incongruous, clashing incidents of the day, this was the one he liked

best.

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