The old man seemed surprised and hesitated. "The Baron, himself."

"Ah!" Linda bit her lips, and made a gesture of dismissal.

When the man had gone away with the servant to fetch the picture, Linda

laughed to herself, gayly--the joke seemed to her delicious.

Scarcely was she alone when she bent over the letters. They were

written in a flippant, haughty tone which harmonized well with the

portrait. The first dated from a Polish garrison; in all was evident

the naive selfishness of a good-hearted but uncommonly indulged man.

The letters pleased Linda very well. From time to time she glanced at

the portrait, which, in accordance with her wishes, had been brought

in.

"What a pity that I did not know him at that time," said she, and then

added, shrugging her shoulders, "at that time he would scarcely have

wished to have anything to do with me."

When Felix returned from his ride he found in the vestibule, among

other letters arrived in the morning, an old newspaper in a wrapper

addressed in very poor writing to his wife.

He looked at it, read the post-mark, Marienbad--he recognized Juanita's

writing. His heart throbbed violently. The idea of suppressing the

paper flashed through his mind; he seized it, then a kind of fury with

himself overcame him. He was weary of striving to prevent his last

great humiliation, and like one in deep water who, when the waves reach

up to his throat, weary of exertion, defiantly flings himself into the

horrible element in order to make an end of it, so he sent the paper to

his wife himself, by a servant. Then he went to his room. He seated

himself at his writing-desk, and resting his head on one hand, with the

other mechanically smoothing a newspaper which lay before him, he

waited, half with dread, half with longing, like a criminal condemned

to death, for the message which should summon him to the gallows.

Then he heard a fearful, piercing scream. "Ah!" said he, "she knows

it!" Will she come to him? There is a rustle in the corridor, the door

of the room is flung open, and Linda enters, or rather bursts in. Her

face is distorted; a lock of loosened hair hangs over her ashy pale

cheeks.

"It is a calumny, it cannot be true!" she cried, and threw the paper

which Juanita had sent her before him upon the table.

He is silent. Her vanity believes in him until the last moment; has

expected an explanation from him, but he is silent.

She grasps his shoulder. "For God's sake is it true that you were

sentenced to two years' imprisonment for forgery?"

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