XI.

"I could not resolve to dress; to appear at dinner in a _peignoir_ is a

fault which is pardoned in convalescents, and after twenty-four hours

of railway travel, I feel at least like a convalescent. Ah, how pretty

it is here!"

So cried Linda, entering the drawing-room where Felix and Elsa awaited

her, a half hour later.

What she called a _peignoir_ was a confusion of yellowish lace and

India muslin with elbow sleeves and the unavoidable Watteau plait in

the back.

Her soft hair hung loose over her shoulders.

"I have a headache, and cannot bear a comb, and as we are _entre

nous_----" she excused herself smilingly at Elsa's astonished glance,

as she pushed back the heavy waves from temples and neck. Her gestures

were full of seductive grace, and her whole form was pervaded with a

moist, sweet perfume which reminded one of a summer morning after a

storm, and which exhales from a woman who has just taken a perfumed

bath. In her whole appearance lay something which excited Elsa's nerves

without her being able to explain it--which wounded her feelings of

delicacy.

Linda suspected nothing of the impression which she made. "It is pretty

here," she repeated, with a lazy glance of satisfaction around the

room--"I thank you so much, Elsa! One sees everywhere that a woman's

tact has superintended the furnishing--a workman never produces such an

impression. Everything looks so cosey, so irregular. How happy I am to

be home at last!" and Linda took her sister-in-law's slender, sallow

hand in her white, rosy-tipped one, and kissed it with childish

exaggeration.

"Who is already here besides the Deys?" she asked then. "Before next

week I must really think of paying calls."

Elsa was spared an answer by the quick rolling of a carriage. Springing

up she cried--whether her emotion betrayed merely a severe feeling of

propriety, and did not also display an unconscious premonition of

jealousy I cannot say--"Linda, it is Erwin who has come for me. Put up

your hair; it would be unpleasant for you to meet a strange man so!"

With a peculiar expression in glance and smile, Linda fulfilled her

sister-in-law's wish. Elsa quickly helped her to twist up her hair, and

thereby breathed the peculiar perfume which Baroness Lanzberg used.

She will think of this perfume in many terrible hours which fate has in

store for her.

With both hands at her neck, her beautiful figure clearly outlined, her

white arms exposed to the elbow by the falling back sleeves, Linda is

just fastening a pin in her improvised _coiffure_, when Erwin enters

the drawing-room.

"I did not think that you would take the trouble to come over here,"

stammers Linda, childishly, shyly offering him her hand, "or else you

should have found me in more correct toilet."

Elsa starts. Instead of answering, Erwin has kissed the warm white hand

of his sister-in-law.

The Garzins remained to dinner in Traunberg. Linda would not hear of

their return to Steinbach, she was so happy at last to have an

opportunity of learning to know her relations better. She asked advice

and indulgence so childishly, was so gay, so amusing, so charming, that

Elsa's antipathy to her increased and Erwin's rapidly lessened. Soon he

fell into the tone of indifferent gallantry with her which in society

almost every man takes with every woman who does not inspire a direct

repugnance in him.

But Elsa, inexperienced as she was, did not know this tone, did not

know that one can listen with an expression of the most intense

interest to a woman without having the slightest idea half an hour

later of what she had said; that one pays her the little flatteries for

which she hungers as one picks up her handkerchief--from polite habit;

that for the time which one devotes to her, one is obliged, if not

absolutely to forget the charms of all other women, still in no case to

remind her of them.

Linda behaved very cleverly with her brother-in-law, displayed a naive

wish to please him--no forward coquetry. She knew that naturalness,

lack of reserve in a really pretty woman is always the most dangerous

charm--she was refinedly natural. She told the drollest Parisian

stories, made the drollest faces without the slightest regard for her

symmetrical features; she made use of a momentary absence of the

servants to throw a bread-ball in Felix's face with all the skill of a

full-blooded street-boy, and as Felix frowned and Erwin could not

conceal a slight astonishment, she excused herself so penitently, told

with so much emphasis of how Marie Antoinette in her time had bombarded

Louis XVI. with bread balls in Trianon, that Erwin was the first to

console her, while there was something in his conventional courtesy of

the encouraging consideration which a mature man shows to a spoiled

child.

After dinner Linda offered to sing something. "She had to be sure no

voice, not even so much as a raven or Mlle. X----" she remarked

smilingly, "but she relied upon her dramatic accent and----" as she

remorsefully admitted--"she had taken such expensive lessons. Would not

Elsa accompany her?"

Elsa refused gently, almost with embarrassment. She could scarcely read

the notes, and Erwin? He could read notes and could play enough to

strum his favorite operatic airs by ear in weak moments. He would try

to accompany Linda if she would promise to be very patient.

"The worse you play, so much the more excuse will there be for my

faulty singing," cried Linda gayly, and opened that charming, foolish

cuckoo song from "Marbolaine."

A pretty confusion followed, a laughing, correcting, her little hands

playing between his. "Can we begin?" she cried finally, and still half

leaning over him with one finger pointing to the notes, she began to

sing "Cuckoo!"

Her voice, in truth, did not remind one in the least of the gloomy

organ of a raven, or the passionate hoarseness of the X----, rather of

a child's laugh, it was so clear and boldly gay, even if somewhat thin

and shrill.

Felix, who had meanwhile been telling Elsa of Gery's scarlet fever with

most interesting explicitness, grew silent, not, perhaps, because the

cuckoo song was even half as interesting to him as Gery's parched lips

and little hands--no! But because he noticed that the usually so

patient and sympathetic Elsa no longer listened to him. Her eyes were

fixed on Linda; that thin, flippant voice pained _her_, could it please

Erwin?

Then the last note ceased. "I am so sorry that I have hindered you by

my miserable playing," he excused himself. "You sing so very

charmingly! Another one, I beg you."

For the first time in her life Elsa was vexed that she was not musical.

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