XV

While we hung on the news from Verdun--it seemed as though the fate of

the world were in Fort Douaumont--our own lists of death grew longer.

In the casualty clearing station by Poperinghe more mangled men lay on

their stretchers, hobbled to the ambulance-trains, groped blindly with

one hand clutching at a comrade's arm. More, and more, and more, with

head wounds, and body wounds, with trench-feet, and gas.

“O Christ!” said one of them whom I knew. He had been laid on a

swing-bed in the ambulance-train.

“Now you will be comfortable and happy,” said the R.A.M.C. orderly.

The boy groaned again. He was suffering intolerable agony, and, grasping

a strap, hauled himself up a little with a wet sweat breaking out on his

forehead.

Another boy came along alone, with one hand in a big bandage. He told me

that it was smashed to bits, and began to cry. Then he smudged the tears

away and said:

“I'm lucky enough. I saw many fellows killed.”

So it happened, day by day, but the courage of our men endured.

It seemed impossible to newcomers that life could exist at all under the

shell-fire which the Germans flung over our trenches and which we flung

over theirs. So it seemed to the Irish battalions when they held the

lines round Loos, by that Hohenzollern redoubt which was one of our

little hells.

“Things happened,” said one of them, “which in other times would have

been called miracles. We all had hairbreadth escapes from death.” For

days they were under heavy fire, with 9.2's flinging up volumes of

sand and earth and stones about them. Then waves of poison-gas. Then

trench-mortars and bombs.

“It seemed like years!” said one of the Irish crowd. “None of us

expected to come out alive.”

Yet most of them had the luck to come out alive that time, and over a

midday mess in a Flemish farmhouse they had hearty appetites for bully

beef and fried potatoes, washed down by thin red wine and strong black

coffee.

Round Ypres, and up by Boesinghe and Hooge--you remember Hooge?--the

14th, 20th, and 6th Divisions took turns in wet ditches and in

shell-holes, with heavy crumps falling fast and roaring before

they burst like devils of hell. On one day there were three hundred

casualties in one battalion The German gun-fire lengthened, and men were

killed on their way out to “rest”--camps to the left of the road between

Poperinghe and Vlamertinghe.

* * *

On March 28th the Royal Fusiliers and the Northumberland Fusiliers--the

old Fighting Fifth--captured six hundred yards of German trenches near

St.-Eloi and asked for trouble, which, sure enough, came to them who

followed them. Their attack was against a German stronghold built of

earth and sand-bags nine feet high, above a nest of trenches in the fork

of two roads from St.-Eloi to Messines. They mined beneath this place

and it blew up with a roaring blast which flung up tons of soil in a

black mass. Then the Fusiliers dashed forward, flinging bombs through

barbed wire and over sand-bags which had escaped the radius of the

mine-burst--in one jumbled mass of human bodies in a hurry to get on, to

kill, and to come back. One German machine-gun got to work on them. It

was knocked out by a bomb flung by an officer who saved his company. The

machine--gunners were bayoneted. Elsewhere there was chaos out of which

living men came, shaking and moaning.

I saw the Royal Fusiliers and Northumberland Fusiliers come back from

this exploit, exhausted, caked from head to foot in wet clay. Their

steel helmets were covered with sand-bagging, their trench-waders, their

rifles, and smoke helmets were all plastered by wet, white earth, and

they looked a ragged regiment of scarecrows gathered from the fields of

France. Some of them had shawls tied about their helmets, and some of

them wore the shiny black helmets of the Jaeger Regiment and the gray

coats of German soldiers. They had had luck. They had not left many

comrades behind, and they had come out with life to the good world.

Tired as they were, they came along as though to carnival. They had

proved their courage through an ugly job. They had done “damn well,” as

one of them remarked; and they were out of the shell-fire which ravaged

the ground they had taken, where other men lay.

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