CHAPTER XXI--An heir is born

In a fair tower whose windows looked out upon spreading woods, and rich

lovely plains stretching to the freshness of the sea, Mistress Anne had

her abode which her duchess sister had given to her for her own living in

as she would. There she dwelt and prayed and looked on the new life

which so beauteously unfolded itself before her day by day, as the leaves

of a great tree unfold from buds and become noble branches, housing birds

and their nests, shading the earth and those sheltering beneath them,

braving centuries of storms.

To this simile her simple mind oft reverted, for indeed it seemed to her

that naught more perfect and more noble in its high likeness to pure

Nature and the fulfilling of God's will than the passing days of these

two lives could be.

"As the first two lived--Adam and Eve in their garden of Eden--they seem

to me," she used to say to her own heart; "but the Tree of Knowledge was

not forbidden them, and it has taught them naught ignoble."

As she had been wont to watch her sister from behind the ivy of her

chamber windows, so she often watched her now, though there was no fear

in her hiding, only tenderness, it being a pleasure to her full of wonder

and reverence to see this beautiful and stately pair go lovingly and in

high and gentle converse side by side, up and down the terrace, through

the paths, among the beds of flowers, under the thick branched trees and

over the sward's softness.

"It is as if I saw Love's self, and dwelt with it--the love God's nature

made," she said, with gentle sighs.

For if these two had been great and beauteous before, it seemed in these

days as if life and love glowed within them, and shone through their mere

bodies as a radiant light shines through alabaster lamps. The strength

of each was so the being of the other that no thought could take form in

the brain of one without the other's stirring with it.

"Neither of us dare be ignoble," Osmonde said, "for 'twould make poor and

base the one who was not so in truth."

"'Twas not the way of my Lady Dunstanwolde to make a man feel that he

stood in church," a frivolous court wit once said, "but in sooth her

Grace of Osmonde has a look in her lustrous eyes which accords not with

scandalous stories and playhouse jests."

And true it was that when they went to town they carried with them the

illumining of the pure fire which burned within their souls, and bore it

all unknowing in the midst of the trivial or designing world, which knew

not what it was that glowed about them, making things bright which had

seemed dull, and revealing darkness where there had been brilliant glare.

They returned not to the house which had been my Lord of Dunstanwolde's,

but went to the duke's own great mansion, and there lived splendidly and

in hospitable state. Royalty honoured them, and all the wits came there,

some of those gentlemen who writ verses and dedications being by no means

averse to meeting noble lords and ladies, and finding in their loves and

graces material which might be useful. 'Twas not only Mr. Addison and

Mr. Steele, Dr. Swift and Mr. Pope, who were made welcome in the stately

rooms, but others who were more humble, not yet having won their spurs,

and how these worshipped her Grace for the generous kindness which was

not the fashion, until she set it, among great ladies, their odes and

verses could scarce express.

"They are so poor," she said to her husband. "They are so poor, and yet

in their starved souls there is a thing which can less bear flouting than

the dull content which rules in others. I know not whether 'tis a curse

or a boon to be born so. 'Tis a bitter thing when the bird that flutters

in them has only little wings. All the more should those who are strong

protect and comfort them."

She comforted so many creatures. In strange parts of the town, where no

other lady would have dared to go to give alms, it was rumoured that she

went and did noble things privately. In dark kennels, where thieves hid

and vagrants huddled, she carried her beauty and her stateliness, the

which when they shone on the poor rogues and victims housed there seemed

like the beams of the warm and golden sun.

Once in a filthy hovel in a black alley she came upon a poor girl dying

of a loathsome ill, and as she stood by her bed of rags she heard in her

delirium the uttering of one man's name again and again, and when she

questioned those about she found that the sufferer had been a little

country wench enticed to town by this man for a plaything, and in a few

weeks cast off to give birth to a child in the almshouse, and then go

down to the depths of vice in the kennel.

"What is the name she says?" her Grace asked the hag nearest to her, and

least maudlin with liquor. "I would be sure I heard it aright."

"'Tis the name of a gentleman, your ladyship may be sure," the beldam

answered; "'tis always the name of a gentleman. And this is one I know

well, for I have heard more than one poor soul mumbling it and raving at

him in her last hours. One there was, and I knew her, a pretty rosy

thing in her country days, not sixteen, and distraught with love for him,

and lay in the street by his door praying him to take her back when he

threw her off, until the watch drove her away. And she was so mad with

love and grief she killed her girl child when 'twas born i' the kennel,

sobbing and crying that it should not live to be like her and bear

others. And she was condemned to death, and swung for it on Tyburn Tree.

And, Lord! how she cried his name as she jolted on her coffin to the

gallows, and when the hangman put the rope round her shuddering little

fair neck. 'Oh, John,' screams she, 'John Oxon, God forgive thee! Nay,

'tis God should be forgiven for letting thee to live and me to die like

this.' Aye, 'twas a bitter sight! She was so little and so young, and

so affrighted. The hangman could scarce hold her. I was i' the midst o'

the crowd and cried to her to strive to stand still, 'twould be the

sooner over. But that she could not. 'Oh, John,' she screams, 'John

Oxon, God forgive thee! Nay, 'tis God should be forgiven for letting

thee to live and me to die like this!'"

Till the last hour of the poor creature who lay before her when she heard

this thing, her Grace of Osmonde saw that she was tended, took her from

her filthy hovel, putting her in a decent house and going to her day by

day, until she received her last breath, holding her hand while the poor

wench lay staring up at her beauteous face and her great deep eyes, whose

lustrousness held such power to sustain, protect, and comfort.

"Be not afraid, poor soul," she said, "be not afraid. I will stay near

thee. Soon all will end in sleep, and if thou wakest, sure there will be

Christ who died, and wipes all tears away. Hear me say it to thee for a

prayer," and she bent low and said it soft and clear into the deadening

ear, "He wipes all tears away--He wipes all tears away."

The great strength she had used in the old days to conquer and subdue, to

win her will and to defend her way, seemed now a power but to protect the

suffering and uphold the weak, and this she did, not alone in hovels but

in the brilliant court and world of fashion, for there she found

suffering and weakness also, all the more bitter and sorrowful since it

dared not cry aloud. The grandeur of her beauty, the elevation of her

rank, the splendour of her wealth would have made her a protector of

great strength, but that which upheld all those who turned to her was

that which dwelt within the high soul of her, the courage and power of

love for all things human which bore upon itself, as if upon an eagle's

outspread wings, the woes dragging themselves broken and halting upon

earth. The starving beggar in the kennel felt it, and, not knowing

wherefore, drew a longer, deeper breath, as if of purer, more exalted

air; the poor poet in his garret was fed by it, and having stood near or

spoken to her, went back to his lair with lightening eyes and soul warmed

to believe that the words his Muse might speak the world might stay to

hear.

From the hour she stayed the last moments of John Oxon's victim she set

herself a work to do. None knew it but herself at first, and later Anne,

for 'twas done privately. From the hag who had told her of the poor

girl's hanging upon Tyburn Tree, she learned things by close questioning,

which to the old woman's dull wit seemed but the curiousness of a great

lady, and from others who stood too deep in awe of her to think of her as

a mere human being, she gathered clues which led her far in the tracing

of the evils following one wicked, heartless life. Where she could hear

of man, woman, or child on whom John Oxon's sins had fallen, or who had

suffered wrong by him, there she went to help, to give light, to give

comfort and encouragement. Strangely, as it seemed to them, and as if

done by the hand of Heaven, the poor tradesmen he had robbed were paid

their dues, youth he had led into evil ways was checked mysteriously and

set in better paths; women he had dragged downward were given aid and

chance of peace or happiness; children he had cast upon the world,

unfathered, and with no prospect but the education of the gutter, and a

life of crime, were cared for by a powerful unseen hand. The pretty

country girl saved by his death, protected by her Grace, and living

innocently at Dunstanwolde, memory being merciful to youth, forgot him,

gained back her young roses, and learned to smile and hope as though he

had been but a name.

"Since 'twas I who killed him," said her Grace to her inward soul, "'tis

I must live his life which I took from him, and making it better I may be

forgiven--if there is One who dares to say to the poor thing He made, 'I

will not forgive.'"

Surely it was said there had never been lives so beautiful and noble as

those the Duke of Osmonde and his lady lived as time went by. The Tower

of Camylott, where they had spent the first months of their wedded life,

they loved better than any other of their seats, and there they spent as

much time as their duties of Court and State allowed them. It was indeed

a splendid and beautiful estate, the stately tower being built upon an

eminence, and there rolling out before it the most lovely land in

England, moorland and hills, thick woods and broad meadows, the edge of

the heather dipping to show the soft silver of the sea.

Here was this beauteous woman chatelaine and queen, wife of her husband

as never before, he thought, had wife blessed and glorified the existence

of mortal man. All her great beauty she gave to him in tender, joyous

tribute; all her great gifts of mind and wit and grace it seemed she

valued but as they were joys to him; in his stately households in town

and country she reigned a lovely empress, adored and obeyed with

reverence by every man or woman who served her and her lord. Among the

people on his various estates she came and went a tender goddess of

benevolence. When she appeared amid them in the first months of her

wedded life, the humble souls regarded her with awe not unmixed with

fear, having heard such wild stories of her youth at her father's house,

and of her proud state and bitter wit in the great London world when she

had been my Lady Dunstanwolde; but when she came among them all else was

forgotten in their wonder at her graciousness and noble way.

"To see her come into a poor body's cottage, so tall and grand a lady,

and with such a carriage as she hath," they said, hobnobbing together in

their talk of her, "looking as if a crown of gold should sit on her high

black head, and then to hear her gentle speech and see the look in her

eyes as if she was but a simple new-married girl, full of her joy, and

her heart big with the wish that all other women should be as happy as

herself, it is, forsooth, a beauteous sight to see."

"Ay, and no hovel too poor for her, and no man or woman too sinful," was

said again.

"Heard ye how she found that poor wench of Haylits lying sobbing among

the fern in the Tower woods, and stayed and knelt beside her to hear her

trouble? The poor soul has gone to ruin at fourteen, and her father,

finding her out, beat her and thrust her from his door, and her Grace

coming through the wood at sunset--it being her way to walk about for

mere pleasure as though she had no coach to ride in--the girl says she

came through the golden glow as if she had been one of God's angels--and

she kneeled and took the poor wench in her arms--as strong as a man,

Betty says, but as soft as a young mother--and she said to her things

surely no mortal lady ever said before--that she knew naught of a surety

of what God's true will might be, or if His laws were those that have

been made by man concerning marriage by priests saying common words, but

that she surely knew of a man whose name was Christ, and He had taught

love and helpfulness and pity, and for His sake, He having earned our

trust in Him, whether He was God or man, because He hung and died in

awful torture on the Cross--for His sake all of us must love and help and

pity--'I you, poor Betty,' were her very words, 'and you me.' And then

she went to the girl's father and mother, and so talked to them that she

brought them to weeping, and begging Betty to come home; and also she

went to her sweetheart, Tom Beck, and made so tender a story to him of

the poor pretty wench whose love for him had brought her to such trouble,

that she stirred him up to falling in love again, which is not man's way

at such times, and in a week's time he and Betty went to church together,

her Grace setting them up in a cottage on the estate."

"I used all my wit and all my tenderest words to make a picture that

would fire and touch him, Gerald," her Grace said, sitting at her

husband's side, in a great window, from which they often watched the

sunset in the valley spread below; "and that with which I am so strong

sometimes--I know not what to call it, but 'tis a power people bend to,

that I know--that I used upon him to waken his dull soul and brain. Whose

fault is it that they are dull? Poor lout, he was born so, as I was born

strong and passionate, and as you were born noble and pure and high. I

led his mind back to the past, when he had been made happy by the sight

of Betty's little smiling, blushing face, and when he had kissed her and

made love in the hayfields. And this I said--though 'twas not a thing I

have learned from any chaplain--that when 'twas said he should make an

honest woman of her, it was _my_ thought that she had been honest from

the first, being too honest to know that the world was not so, and that

even the man a woman loved with all her soul, might be a rogue, and have

no honesty in him. And at last--'twas when I talked to him about the

child--and that I put my whole soul's strength in--he burst out a-crying

like a schoolboy, and said indeed she was a fond little thing and had

loved him, and he had loved her, and 'twas a shame he had so done by her,

and he had not meant it at the first, but she was so simple, and he had

been a villain, but if he married her now, he would be called a fool, and

laughed at for his pains. Then was I angry, Gerald, and felt my eyes

flash, and I stood up tall and spoke fiercely: 'Let them dare,' I

said--'let any man or woman dare, and then will they see what his Grace

will say.'"

Osmonde drew her to his breast, laughing into her lovely eyes.

"Nay, 'tis not his Grace who need be called on," he said; "'tis her Grace

they love and fear, and will obey; though 'tis the sweetest, womanish

thing that you should call on me when you are power itself, and can so

rule all creatures you come near."

"Nay," she said, with softly pleading face, "let me not rule. Rule for

me, or but help me; I so long to say your name that they may know I speak

but as your wife."

"Who is myself," he answered--"my very self."

"Ay," she said, with a little nod of her head, "that I know--that I am

yourself; and 'tis because of this that one of us cannot be proud with

the other, for there is no other, there is only one. And I am wrong to

say, 'Let me not rule,' for 'tis as if I said, 'You must not rule.' I

meant surely, 'God give me strength to be as noble in ruling as our love

should make me.' But just as one tree is a beech and one an oak, just as

the grass stirs when the summer wind blows over it, so a woman is a

woman, and 'tis her nature to find her joy in saying such words to the

man who loves her, when she loves as I do. Her heart is so full that she

must joy to say her husband's name as that of one she cannot think

without--who is her life as is her blood and her pulses beating. 'Tis a

joy to say your name, Gerald, as it will be a joy"--and she looked far

out across the sun-goldened valley and plains, with a strange, heavenly

sweet smile--"as it will be a joy to say our child's--and put his little

mouth to my full breast."

"Sweet love," he cried, drawing her by the hand that he might meet the

radiance of her look--"heart's dearest!"

She did not withhold her lovely eyes from him, but withdrew them from the

sunset's mist of gold, and the clouds piled as it were at the gates of

heaven, and they seemed to bring back some of the far-off glory with

them. Indeed, neither her smile nor she seemed at that moment to be

things of earth. She held out her fair, noble arms, and he sprang to

her, and so they stood, side beating against side.

"Yes, love," she said--"yes, love--and I have prayed, my Gerald, that I

may give you sons who shall be men like you. But when I give you women

children, I shall pray with all my soul for them--that they may be just

and strong and noble, and life begin for them as it began not for me."

* * * * *

In the morning of a spring day when the cuckoos cried in the woods, and

May blossomed thick, white and pink, in all the hedges, the bells in the

grey church-steeple at Camylott rang out a joyous, jangling peal, telling

all the village that the heir had been born at the Tower. Children

stopped in their play to listen, men at their work in field and barn;

good gossips ran out of their cottage door, wiping their arms dry, from

their tubs and scrubbing-buckets, their honest red faces broadening into

maternal grins.

"Ay, 'tis well over, that means surely," one said to the other; "and a

happy day has begun for the poor lady--though God knows she bore herself

queenly to the very last, as if she could have carried her burden for

another year, and blenched not a bit as other women do. Bless mother and

child, say I."

"And 'tis an heir," said another. "She promised us that we should know

almost as quick as she did, and commanded old Rowe to ring a peal, and

then strike one bell loud between if 'twere a boy, and two if 'twere a

girl child. 'Tis a boy, heard you, and 'twas like her wit to invent such

a way to tell us."

In four other villages the chimes rang just as loud and merrily, and the

women talked, and blessed her Grace and her young child, and casks of ale

were broached, and oxen roasted, and work stopped, and dancers footed it

upon the green.

"Surely the new-born thing comes here to happiness," 'twas said

everywhere, "for never yet was woman loved as is his mother."

In her stately bed her Grace the duchess lay, with the face of the Mother

Mary, and her man-child drinking from her breast. The duke walked softly

up and down, so full of joy that he could not sit still. When he had

entered first, it was his wife's self who had sate upright in her bed,

and herself laid his son within his arms.

"None other shall lay him there," she said, "I have given him to you. He

is a great child, but he has not taken from me my strength."

He was indeed a great child, even at his first hour, of limbs and

countenance so noble that nurses and physicians regarded him amazed. He

was the offspring of a great love, of noble bodies and great souls. Did

such powers alone create human beings, the earth would be peopled with a

race of giants.

Amid the veiled spring sunshine and the flower-scented silence, broken

only by the twittering of birds nesting in the ivy, her Grace lay soft

asleep, her son resting on her arm, when Anne stole to look at her and

her child. Through the night she had knelt praying in her chamber, and

now she knelt again. She kissed the new-born thing's curled rose-leaf

hand and the lace frill of his mother's night-rail. She dared not

further disturb them.

"Sure God forgives," she breathed--"for Christ's sake. He would not give

this little tender thing a punishment to bear."

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