CHAPTER XXXV

GRIEF, consternation, horror surged through that room. For the moment,

the shock of the announcement was more than they could bear. It was as

if each man present had been stunned by a blow. But the calm was for

the moment only. In the next came a babel of tongues framing a score of

incoherent questions.

Richard Burbage replied to none of these. He stood an instant swaying,

his ashen face framed in the eerie glow of the candles. And then

without a further word he turned and passed like a ghost through the

door of the room with the same abruptness with which he had entered it.

He went headlong, stumbling and creaking, down the ricketty stairs of

the old tavern and out into the July evening.

In the street, hard by the signboard, under the shadow of the tavern

wall, two men lay in wait for the tragedian. One of these was his

fellow-player, William Kemp, the other John Heming the manager of the

Globe Theatre. These also were men of strong feelings, but they had

them under control, whereas Richard Burbage who might almost be said to

worship the ground on which the poet trod, had been carried completely

away by this direst of tragedies, which he knew not how to face.

As became good men, true friends, staunch comrades, Kemp and Heming

were fully determined not to let Burbage pass out of their sight during

the remainder of that night. But they must not show themselves in his.

Already he had resented their presence fiercely, had cursed them when

they had sought to console him, and had so far fallen from that poise

of mind and temper which at ordinary times made him a most agreeable

companion, as to threaten to do them violence, “if they would not have

the goodness to keep themselves to themselves and stand out of his

light.”

Thus William Kemp and John Heming remained well in the shadow of the

tavern wall. But when their distracted friend came out of the inn,

perhaps a little sooner than they had expected him to do so, they

proceeded to follow him at a respectful distance. Without betraying

their own presence, they contrived to keep him well in view.

Certainly there was very good ground for such solicitude. The tragedian

swayed about from side to side like a ship in a gale, now up one

deserted street, now down another. And all these dark purlieus of

the city swarmed with perils at that hour of the night. Moreover,

the ostensible condition of this pedestrian, the vagaries of whose

gait certainly resembled those of a man far gone in liquor, seemed to

cry aloud for the attentions of the vigilant cutpurse or the lurking

footpad.

With unseeing eyes, with unstable limbs, with mind insensible of its

surroundings, with steps not knowing whither they were bent, the

tragedian walked the byways of the city during the whole of that

night. Like the fate-riven figures in those soul-shaking tragedies

in whose delineation he excelled all men, he was at the mercy of an

anguish of mind that was tearing him in pieces.

This was a large and noble nature. And bitterly it was rent because

it had not been more vigilant. Richard Burbage felt himself unworthy

of the sacred duty imposed upon him by his fraternal intimacy

with the poet. He had an insight into human nature which enabled

him to understand a certain weakness that must inevitably attend

such transcendent powers as those of William Shakespeare. And this

understanding seemed to lay the charge upon him of watching over this

man who was not as other men.

To this trust Burbage felt he had not been true. Yet it was not easy

to know by what means he could have saved his friend from his terrible

pass. Times and again he had besought him to be prudent, and his

counsels had been urged with intense conviction. None realized more

clearly than Burbage that it was indeed a perilous hour for any man

to be concerned with treason. The Queen’s temper was implacable. She

who had done to death a kinswoman and a queen because her own personal

safety was held to be remotely threatened was not likely to know the

meaning of pity in the case of an humble play-actor who had mingled so

openly in the cause of a condemned traitor.

Burbage mourned the madness of his friend. Pacing the dark streets of

the city during the watches of the night in a state of mind bordering

upon frenzy, he was a man self-tormented. Yet after all, he was in

no wise to blame. No grace of his, no vigilance, indeed, no human

foresight could have averted this tragic issue.

The two comrades of the tragedian kept the swaying figure ever in view.

Wherever it went that night they followed it. Hour after hour Burbage

wandered purposeless about the city. His grief, silent and contained

though it was, was a thing dreadful to behold.

Towards midnight he came to the river. A new fear then gripped the

hearts of his comrades. Very stealthily they crept up closer behind

him. What more likely than that one in such a frame of mind should

have recourse to those dark waters which have done so much to ease

the misery of the world? Bareheaded, unsteady of gait, wild of mien,

the tragedian walked hour by hour upon the very brink of death. And

all that time his two friends watched and waited yet dared not show

themselves.

The night was oppressively hot. The summer air was charged with pent-up

forces, and while it was still dark these sought opportunity to wreak

themselves upon the thirsting earth. The moon and stars were hid; all

the heavens were a dense mass of pitch; presently came lightning and

peal upon peal of thunder. It was the prelude to a terrific storm and

the man by the verge of the river welcomed it with every fiber of his

being.

The words of _Lear_ were yet unborn. But in such a night and tempest

of the soul was to walk that figure which this unhappy man was one day

to teach the ages to pity. His head was bare and unbent to the storm;

a hurricane lashed the upturned face; he was drenched to the skin; and

yet this rage of heaven was as nought to the tumult in the mind of one

poor tragedian.

And like their friend, wholly undefended from this wild fury of the

elements, William Kemp and John Heming stood cowering a little way off

in the lee of a wall. All the long night through, in spite of darkness

and tempest, they never left him. And when at last came the dawn, and

with it some abatement of the frenzy of the heavens, they stood with

him still by the bank of the grim river.

Drenched to the skin, and utterly weary and wretched as they were, they

did not once allow Richard Burbage to pass out of their sight. Wherever

he went they must go also; to all that he did they must be a party. Yet

only in the last resort must they venture to declare themselves to him.

The slow hours passed. Richard Burbage still lingered by that river

which in one brief instant would have eased him of his pain. But at

last, just as the hour of eight was told by the churches of the city,

resolve appeared to brace and quicken the exhausted frame. A new

purpose, a new strength enfolded that unhappy figure. Burbage suddenly

started to walk briskly along the river bank in the direction of

Richmond.

Hungry, exhausted, profoundly miserable, his two comrades continued to

follow him. All night had they been waiting for some such manifestation

of design, for this was a man of powerful and resolute character. It

was now more imperative than ever that this vigilance should not relax.

They knew not what secret spring of action had moved him. And in his

present mood there was nothing of which he was not capable.

On and on he walked, briskly now and with an appearance of

ever-increasing resolve. Through fair meadows and riverside gardens

and hamlets they passed. By ten o’clock, they had left the river below

them and were ascending the steep and gloriously wooded slopes of

Richmond Hill.

Every fiber of the tragedian’s being seemed now in the thrall of his

new purpose. Not once did he tarry or look back. All unaware that he

was being so closely followed, he turned at the top of the hill into

Richmond Park.

It was a morning such as makes of earth a paradise. The air was cool,

fragrant, delicious after the great storm of the night. Long shafts of

gold light pierced the branches of the trees; the wet bracken shone

with crystals; the sky was one wide unbroken promise of a gorgeous

noon; the deer flitted in and out of the clean-washed spaces, between

low-hanging canopies of leaves. Earth was rejoicing this morning of

July in the solace and refreshment that the night had brought to her.

All was well with her now. Her fainting energies had been renewed.

And all was now well with one among her children, one poor and frail

tragedian.

The squat, rather ungainly figure, striding wide as though the boards

of the playhouse were still its theater, neither passed nor faltered in

its course. Bared head upflung, a curious rigidity in the face, there

was high purpose in every movement now.

Richard Burbage sought the broad path that led to the Queen’s palace.

And no sooner had he come to it, than he greatly increased the pace at

which he walked. Indeed, as the row of imposing turrets of the royal

demesne came into view at a turn in the road, he almost broke into a

run.

William Kemp and John Heming, so exhausted by now that they could

scarcely drag one foot after the other, suddenly awoke with a kind of

bewildered dismay to the fact that the Queen’s palace was, beyond a

doubt, the goal of their quarry. Breathlessly, they followed ever in

his wake, but in the last hundred yards or so, he had gained upon them

considerably.

Before the gate of the palace, however, Richard Burbage had to call a

halt. Certain formalities had to be observed before the halberdiers

on guard could be induced to pass a stranger through. And to their

question of who this stranger was and what was his pleasure, the two

comrades of the actor were able to come up to the gate just in time to

hear his reply.

“I am Richard Burbage, the tragedian, and I desire to see the Queen

without delay on a matter of the most urgent importance.”

Moreover, these words were spoken in that magnificently rotund and

authoritative voice that never failed to send a thrill through the

Globe Theatre.

And even now in these strange circumstances, it did not fail of its

effect. The guards of the Queen were no more than mortal men. And this

man with great eyes burning in an ashen face was more than mortal now.

He was in the thrall of a divine idea. It was not for those on a lower

plane of being to deny such an imperious instancy. Without delay,

Richard Burbage, the tragedian, was permitted to pass through the gate.

William Kemp and John Heming stood at the threshold of the Queen’s

palace to watch the tragedian pass from their view. But when they also

were asked by the sentinels at the gate who they were and what they

sought, they did not venture to proclaim either their business or

themselves.

They drew off silently a little way into the bracken, there to await

the issue. Sick at heart, overcome with despair, they flung their

completely exhausted bodies into the wet grass.

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