MARGARET ELLINGTON.

This note was written with but few erasures, for it was Lady Ellington's

invariable custom to think her thoughts with some precision before she

committed them to paper. Yet, late as it had grown, she copied it out

afresh, put it in an envelope and directed it, and placed it on a small

table by the head of her bed, so that when her tea was brought in the

morning, it would be patent to the eyes of her maid. But, rather

uncharacteristically, she thought over what she had said in it as she

continued her undressing. Yet it was all for the good, likewise there

was no word in it that was not true. And she slept with a conscience

that was hard and clear and quite satisfied. For if one was doing one's

best for people, nothing further could be demanded from one. And that

she was doing her best she had no kind of doubt. Thus her mind was soon

at leisure to observe that it was impossible to put out the electric

light after getting into bed. It was necessary to light a candle first,

and she made a mental note to refuse to pay for candles in case they

were charged in the bill.

Lady Ellington's postponement of the settling of the train by which she

and Madge should go up to town next day was due, as the reader will have

guessed, to her desire to get Evelyn's answer to her note before she

went. A glorious morning of flooding sunshine and a world washed and

renewed by the torrents of the day before succeeded the storm, and at

breakfast her plan of spending the morning in the forest, and going up

to London after lunch was accepted by Madge if not with enthusiasm, at

any rate with complete acquiescence. She of course must not know that

her mother had written to Evelyn; it was wiser also, in case she was

familiar with his handwriting, that there should be no risk run of her

seeing the envelope addressed by him in reply. A very little strategy,

however, would affect all this, and in obedience to orders, as soon as

Lady Ellington and Madge had started on their ramble this morning, her

maid took a cab to the Hermitage, bearing this note, the answer to which

she would wait for, and give it to her mistress privately. This seemed

to provide for all contingencies anyhow that could arise from this note

itself. Indeed, though there were dangers and contingencies to be

avoided or provided for before Madge would be safely Home--Lady

Ellington thought this rather neat--she felt herself quite competent to

tackle with them. Madge had declared she would take no step without the

initiative on the part of Evelyn, and after the really very carefully

worded note which he would receive this morning, it was not easy to see

what he could do. Luck, of course, that blind goddess who upsets all our

plans as a mischievous child upsets a chess-board on which the most

delicate problem is in course of solution, might bring in the unforeseen

to wreck everything, but Lady Ellington's experience was that Luck

chiefly interfered with careless people who did not lay their plans

well. She could not accuse herself of belonging to that class, nor in

fact would her enemies, if, as was highly probable, she had enemies,

have done so.

It was therefore in a state of reasonable calm and absence of

apprehension that she came back from her long stroll in the forest with

Madge just before lunch. She had had a really delightful walk, and they

had talked over, without any allusion to the subject that really

occupied them both, the gospel of the simple life, as practised by

Merivale. Madge had not slept well; indeed, it would be truer to say she

had scarcely slept at all, and her face bore traces of the weary hours

of the night. But she too, like her mother, though for different

reasons, had no temptation to re-open the subject, simply because she

felt she could not stand any more just then, and it was something of a

relief to devote even the superficial activity of her mind to other

topics. Not for a moment did she doubt that Evelyn would write to her

asking to see her; he must indeed do that for his own sake no less than

hers, and though the waiting was hard enough, yet at the end of it there

shone so bright a light that even the waiting had a sort of luminous

rapture about it. So comforting herself thus, she responded to her

mother's bright, agile talk, and indeed took her fair share of

conversation.

The answer had arrived when Lady Ellington reached home, and her maid

gave it her in her bedroom. It acknowledged the receipt of her note, as

she had asked, and which indeed was all she had asked. She should,

therefore, have been perfectly satisfied. Yet she was not quite; she did

not feel as secure as she could have wished.

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