CHAPTER XLII

THE ANTI-CHRISTIANS?

In England, when war came, the confusion was unbelievable. All that

Gard had seen, heard, gone through in Deutschland proved the

awfulness of the Force flung against Europe which had stupidly

considered itself civilized.

He was burning to enlist. But what a chagrin to find his services

not wanted! The only satisfaction he could get lay in the suggestion

to wait. The more he was put off, the more he was bent on reaching

the firing line.

In his enforced and impatient idleness he took out his German note

book and began writing letters to Rebner in America, thus giving

partial vent to his own feelings. The following brief extracts were

written first as he went about different camps, offering himself,

then at the front:

_England, October, 1914._

... You know how I went to Germany at your urging, with every

favorable impulse toward the Germans. But you had little idea

what they are. If our fellow-Americans realized what was thought

and said of them beyond the Rhine, they would be in battle now.

As there is no prospect of our Government wanting fighting men,

I am trying to get into the English service. No success yet....

How could you, my good mentor, be so in error about the race

from which you sprang? Had you been in Germany, the scales would

have dropped from your eyes. You have never lived with the

Germans there--only read the best about the "most advanced" of

mankind. They are so different from our American-Germans. You

did not know that the educated Teuton at home is apt to be dirty

in his person and habits, eats with his knife, walks before

women, kicks his children about, has coarse or vulgar ideas on

female chastity, enjoys the obscene, has no good words to say of

anyone beyond his boundaries.

Pray do not fancy I am pretending to chide _you_. Weren't we all

like you in America, dazzled before what apparently we were

humbly ready to admit as the super-race? And yet in a multitude

of ways it is so obviously a people set off by itself in much

barbarism. There is its Gothic script which offends the eye

somewhat like outlandish runes. Its very language growls and

snorts at you, sounds threatening as if angry--pardon me for

these sentences! There are its mud-colored towns and

architecture, its rude life, rough skinned, hairy, ferocious,

with tastelessness prevailing.

The German imagination is never shot through with clear, happy

sunshine. The German emotions are distinctively expressed by

thumpings in some form. The Teuton's inability to see himself as

another sees him--is this not, above all, the stamp of an

under-civilized people?...

* * * * *

_England, October, 1914._

... Do not think I am unduly harsh, prejudiced, revengeful. I am

trying to write in measured terms of what has been forced in

upon me and my attention against my wish or expectations.

I have met but one American who said that war was at hand and

knew what the Germans really are at home. He was an elderly

journalist in Dresden who was jeered at until he almost imagined

himself mentally unbalanced. Others thought him so, at any rate.

But Anderson was a true prophet. Dear isolated, desolated soul!

I wonder where he is now. I wonder if he got out safely. How I

wish I could grasp his hand and say, How wise were your

convictions!

Like myself he had gone to Deutschland to admire and love the

Germans. But he found what I found--an astonishing amount of

ruthlessness. How could one expect that the ultimate

world-justice and world-humanity were to evolve out of a race to

which the army, armed soldiers and statesmen clad in steel,

stand for so much?

How could anything of universal good come from a people who

consider nothing from the viewpoint of a kindly common

brotherhood? Contempt, intolerance, physical force, are what

they gloat over in international relations. I discovered that

when they must ask pardon or make amends, they do so with bad

grace. They do not take a magnanimous and frank satisfaction or

pleasure in righting a wrong.

You would not believe how lacking their character is in the

capacity for penitence, for atonement. We will never see them

sorry for any of their present enormities. The still, small

voice in them has not been allowed to develop. Their notion of

ethics is so different that it is inadmissible from our

standards.

To be sensitive, grieve, suffer morally, is apart from their

normal consciousness. For all this tender and beautiful side of

human nature they substitute only the discomforted feelings of

defeat. No matter how this present conflict ends, he who looks

for any sympathetic actions or noble regrets from them will be

dumfounded....

* * * * *

_England, November, 1914_.

Hurrah! I am at last, after disappointments and frettings, under

way for Flanders. Lo, I am become, as it were, an Englishman!

The British now see the full peril and are taking almost any

kind of men, and I'm going along. I suppose it is because I am

so keyed up that I feel so well. I'm surprised at myself. I

guess I must have, after all, a little good Anglo-Saxon grit in

me.

I am trying to write this scrawl to you on a round milk

container in a camp near London. We are not permitted to tell

where....

As I was on the point of saying in my last letter, Jesus is

never a watchword in Germany. The Nazarene meekness makes small

appeal there. All is Gott. The Teuton regards Christ as too much

of a weakling. Had He an army? Could He shoot, as all Germans

can? He would not fight and therefore was properly destroyed.

If His foolish ideas were followed, the weak would eventually

rule the earth whereas, to the German mind, the strong should

manifestly rule the earth. The strongest are the fittest, and

the fittest should alone survive.

To the Goth the Christian religion and philosophy are baneful,

baleful. As the result of their feeble policy was not Christ

followed--the Germans claim--by the Dark Ages when mankind was

obsessed by His superstitious worship? Lifting men out of this

morass, the proper practical, scientific and warlike forces came

at length into play and we have the magnificent modern régime

whose basis is armed strength.

Hence--it is argued--Germany came into her own and inevitably

leads the world. She represents the perfection of organized

physical and mental powers which are the antitheses of the

Christ ideal.

And so you never hear much in Deutschland about Peace and Good

Will, Do as You would be Done by, Faith, Hope and Charity and

the greatest of these is Charity. Such Christian texts and

mottoes, which fill our American homes, churches and public

places, are little in evidence in Germany because they do not

enter into the life. The popular nomenclature is pagan rather

than Biblical. Already in this war we behold the Kaiser drawing

his names for forts and trenches from his wild pagan mythology,

not from Christian sources. And in Deutschland, acts in the

field count for so much more than words in the pulpit.

If the Huns win, Teuton hate will, of course, succeed Christian

love as the human creed. Friendship, as we know it, will largely

cease to exist. Friends will be those who can be cowed into

truculence or bought. There will be no truth, justice, equity,

in our meaning. Only the will or whim of the Emperor. His State

Church, with its worship of Him, will grow as _the_ church.

Everything that southern and western Europe stands for, from

ancient Greece to the northern points of Scotland and Ireland

(with America in addition)--beauty, loveableness, the

brightness of life with its joyousness, gayety, grace,

charm--will be stamped down under the metallic heels of the

Kaiser's battalions and bureaucrats....

* * * * *

_Boulogne, January, 1915_.

After what I have written you from Germany, and since, about my

unexpected disillusionment, you will ask me:

"Well, enough of this. What ought to be done or can be done

about it?"

I am thinking about a solution. Not original, for its framework

was suggested by my old journalistic friend. I will send you an

outline of his idea as he gave it to me one day. All that he

said and prophesied has come so direfully true that I have now

full faith and confidence in his vision and practical sense on

the subject of the Goth race. For he _lived_ and observed among

them seven years.

That's the great point--_living together_. And I do not mean

living together when people are mature or old but when

_young_--when minds, sympathies, etc., are plastic and pliable.

As long as the young Germans are kept home--never sent abroad

unless as spies in some form--the Teutons will remain Huns.

Granted that they can't help it if they are born with the Hun

strain in their blood which their education or instruction not

only preserves but enrages. Admit that they want any barbarism

eliminated from their veins. That would be an important point

over which our world should hold out to them the glad hand....

Don't be offended, but the best thing that I learned in college

was to throw well from left field. At any rate it saved my life,

I suppose, at Aix. And I've grown wonderfully fond of pepper. It

braces a chap for this Iceland wind that howls down upon us at

times. We call baseball and football a part of education. Good,

brave things. The Germans don't have them because they have only

"instruction."

From what I observed beyond the Rhine, education is a growth in

free and liberal countries. As we are seeing in the war, German

instruction turns out experts, but also intellectual monsters

and scientific fiends--instructed heathens....

Strange to say, I don't believe I could have stood this

existence here if my system had not got a good cleansing out

when I was sick. I am all the time thinking about the Huns. And

it is strictly necessary hereabouts.

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