CHAPTER XXVII.

The drive home would have been very embarrassing to the ladies had not

Millefleurs been the perfect little gentleman he was. Rintoul, though he

ought to have been aware that his presence was specially desirable, had

abandoned his mother and sister; and the consciousness of the secret,

which was no secret, weighed upon Lady Lindores so much, that it was

scarcely possible for her to keep up any appearance of the easy

indifference which was her proper _rôle_ in the circumstances: while it

silenced Edith altogether. They could scarcely look him in the face,

knowing both the state of suspense in which he must be, and the false

impression of Edith's feelings which he was probably entertaining. Lady

Lindores felt certain that he was aware she had been informed by her

husband of what had passed, and feared to look at him lest he might, by

some glance of intelligence, some look of appeal, call upon her

sympathy; while on the other hand, it was all-essential to keep him, if

possible, from noticing the pale consciousness of Edith, her silence and

shrinking discomfort, so unlike her usual frank and friendly aspect.

Millefleurs was far too quick-sighted not to observe this unusual

embarrassment; but there was no more amiable young man in England, and

it was his part for the moment to set them at their ease, and soothe the

agitation which he could not but perceive. He talked of everything but

the matter most near his heart with that self-sacrifice of true

politeness which is perhaps the truest as it is one of the most

difficult manifestations of social heroism. He took pains to be amusing,

to show himself unconcerned and unexcited; and, as was natural, he got

his reward. Lady Lindores was almost piqued (though it was so great a

relief) that Edith's suitor should be capable of such perfect calm; and

Edith herself, though with a dim perception of the heroism in it, could

not but console herself with the thought that one so completely

self-controlled would "get over" his disappointment easily. Their

conversation at last came to be almost a monologue on his part. He

discoursed on Tinto and its treasures as an easy subject. "It has one

great quality--it is homogeneous," he said, "which is too big a word for

a small fellow like me. It is all of a piece, don't you know. To think

what lots of money those good people must have spent on those great

vases, and candelabra, and things! We don't do that sort of thing

nowadays. We roam over all the world, and pick up our _bric-a-brac_

cheap. But, don't you know, there's something fine in the other

principle--there's a grand sort of spare-no-expense sentiment. I'd like

to do it all over again for them--to clear away all that finery, which

is mere _Empire_, and get something really good, don't you know. But at

the same time, I respect this sort of thing. There is a thoroughness in

it. It is going the 'whole animal,' as we say in America. Mr Torrance,

who is a fine big man, just like his house, should, if you'll allow me

to say so, have carried out the principle a little further; he should

not have gone so entirely into a different _genre_ in his wife."

"You mean that Carry is--that Carry looks----She is not very strong,"

said Lady Lindores, with involuntary quickening of attention, taking up

instantly an attitude of defence.

"Dear Lady Lindores," cried little Millefleurs, "entirely out of

keeping! A different _genre_ altogether; a different date--the finest

ethical nineteenth century against a background _Empire_! preposterous

altogether. We have no style to speak of in china, or that sort of

thing--which is odd, considering how much we think of it. We can't do

anything better than go back to Queen Anne for our furniture. But in

respect to women, it's quite different. We've got a Victorian type in

that, don't you know. I am aware that it is the height of impertinence

to make remarks. But considering the family friendship to which you have

been so good as to admit me, and my high appreciation--Lady Caroline, if

you will allow me to say so, is a different _genre_. She is out of

keeping with the decoration of her house."

"Poor Carry!" Lady Lindores said with a sigh; and they were thankful to

Millefleurs when he ran on about the china and the gilding. It was he,

with those keen little beady eyes of his, who saw John Erskine

disappearing among the trees. He had possession of the stage, as it

were, during all that long way home, which to the ladies seemed about

twice as long as it had ever been before.

Lord Lindores had not accompanied the party. He did not come in contact

with his son-in-law, indeed, any more than he could help. Though he had

taken up Tinto so warmly at first, it was not to be supposed that a man

of his refinement could have any pleasure in such society; and though he

made a point of keeping on scrupulously good terms with Torrance, even

when the latter set himself in opposition to the Earl's plans, yet he

kept away from the spectacle afforded by his daughter and her husband in

their own house. If Lord Lindores's private sentiments could have been

divined, it would probably have been apparent that in his soul he

thought it hard upon poor Caroline to have married such a man. There

were reasons which made it very desirable, even necessary; but it was a

pity, he felt. In the present case, however, there was nothing but

congratulations to be thought of. Edith was, there could be no doubt, a

thoroughly fortunate young woman. Nobody could say a word against

Millefleurs. He had shown himself eccentric, but only in a way quite

approved by his generation; and there was no doubt that a wife, at once

pretty and charming, and sufficiently clever, was all that he wanted to

settle him. Not Carry--Carry was too intellectual, too superior

altogether, for the democratic little Marquis; but Edith had just the

combination of simplicity and mental competence that would suit his

position. It was the most admirable arrangement that could have been

devised. Lord Lindores sat in his library with much satisfaction of

mind, and thought over all the new combinations. He had no doubt of the

Duke's content with the alliance--and through the Duke, the whole

Ministry would be affected. It would be felt that to keep a man of Lord

Lindores's abilities in the hopeless position of a mere Scotch lord,

would be a waste prejudicial to the country. With Millefleurs for his

son-in-law, a mere representative seat in the House of Lords no longer

seemed worth his while--an English peerage would be his as a matter of

course. He had said a few words to Rintoul on the subject before the

party left the house. There could be no harm in drawing the bonds

tighter which were to produce so admirable an effect. "There is Lady

Reseda, a very charming girl," he said. "It is time you were thinking of

marrying, Rintoul. I don't know any girl that has been more admired."

"One doesn't care for one's wife having been admired," said Rintoul,

somewhat sulkily. "One would rather admire her one's self."

His father looked at him with some severity, and Rintoul coloured in

spite of himself. Perhaps this was one reason why his temper was so

unpleasant at Tinto, and moved him to fling off from the party in the

midst of their inspection of the place, and declare that he would walk

home. In his present temper, perhaps he would not have been much help to

them, whereas Millefleurs managed it all capitally, being left to

himself.

They got home only in time to dress for dinner, at which meal Rintoul

did not appear. It was unlike him to stay behind and dine at Tinto; but

still there was nothing impossible in it, and the minds of the four

people who sat down together at table were all too much absorbed by the

immediate question before them to have much time to consider Rintoul.

Lady Lindores's entire attention was given to Edith, who, very pale and

with a thrill of nervous trembling in her, which her mother noted

without quite understanding, neither ate nor talked, but pretended, at

least, to do the first, veiling herself from the eyes of her lover

behind the flowers which ornamented the centre of the table. These

flowers, it must be allowed, are often a nuisance and serious hindering

of conversation. On this occasion they performed a charitable office.

There was one plume of ferns in particular which did Edith the most

excellent service. She had been commanded to repair to the library when

she left the table, to await her father there. And if she trembled, it

was with the tension of high-strung nerves, not the hesitation of

weakness, as her mother thought. Lord Lindores, for his part, watched

her too, with an uneasy instinct. He would not allow himself to imagine

that she could have the folly to hesitate even; and yet there was a

sensation in him, an unwilling conviction that, if Edith resisted, she

would be, though she was not so clever, a different kind of antagonist

from poor Carry. There arose in him, as he glanced at her now and then,

an impulse of war. He had no idea that she would really attempt to

resist him: but if she did! He, too, had little to say during dinner. He

uttered a formal sentence now and then in discharge of his duty as

host, but that was all; and by intervals, when he had leisure to think

of it, he was angry with his son. Rintoul ought to have been there to

take the weight of the conversation upon him: Rintoul ought to have had

more discrimination than to choose this day of all others for absenting

himself. His mother was of the same opinion. She, too, was almost wroth

with Rintoul--to leave her unsupported without any aid at such a crisis

was unpardonable. But Millefleurs was quite equal to the emergency. He

took everything upon himself. The servants, closest of all critics, did

not even guess that anything was going on in which "the wee English

lord" was involved. They made their own remarks upon Lady Edith's pallor

and silence, and the preoccupation of Lady Lindores. But Millefleurs was

the life of the company; and not even the butler, who had seen a great

deal in his day, and divined most things, associated him with the

present evident crisis. It was amazing how much he found to say, and how

naturally he said it, as if nothing particular was going on, and no

issues of any importance to him, at least, were involved.

When the ladies left the table, Lady Lindores would have detained her

daughter with her. "Come into the drawing-room with me first, Edith.

Your father cannot be ready for you for some minutes at least."

"No, mamma. I must keep all my wits about me," Edith said, with a faint

smile. They were in the corridor, where it was always cold, and she

shivered a little in spite of herself.

"You are chilly, Edith--you are not well, dear. I will go myself and

tell your father you are not able to talk to him to-night."

Edith shook her head without saying anything. She waved her hand to her

mother as she turned away in the direction of the library. Lady Lindores

stood looking after her with that strange struggle in her mind which

only parents know,--the impulse to take their children in their arms as

of old, and bear their burdens for them, contradicted by the

consciousness that this cannot be done--that the time has come when

these beloved children can no longer be carried over their difficulties,

but must stand for themselves, with not another to interfere between

them and fate. Oh the surprise of this penetrating the heart! Lady

Lindores went back to the drawing-room with the wonder and pain of it

piercing her like an arrow, to sit down and wait while Edith--little

Edith--bore her trial alone. It was intolerable, yet it had to be

endured. She stood aside and let her child do what had to be done; any

trial in the world would have been easier. The pang was complicated in

every way. There seemed even an ingratitude in it, as if her child

preferred to stand alone; and yet it was all inevitable--a thing that

must be. She waited, the air all rustling round her, with expectation

and suspense. What would the girl find to say? Caroline had wept and

struggled, but she had yielded. Edith would not weep, she would stand

fast like a little rock; but, after all, what was there to object to?

Millefleurs was very different from Torrance of Tinto. Why should he not

please the girl's fancy as well as another? He had so much in him to

please any girl's fancy; he was clever and amusing, and romantic even in

his way. If Edith would but content herself with him! True, he was

little; but what did that matter after all? He would no doubt make the

best of husbands--unquestionably he would make the best of sons-in-law.

And then, your mind must be impartial indeed if you are impervious to

the attractions of an English dukedom. Who could be indifferent to that?

With a little laugh of nervous pleasure, Lady Lindores permitted herself

to think how amusing it would be to see her little girl take precedence

of her. Alas! things were far from being so advanced as that; but yet

she could not help more or less being on the side of ambition this time.

The ambition that fixed upon Torrance of Tinto was poor enough, and

shamed her to think of it; but the Marquis Millefleurs, the Duke of

Lavender, that was an ambition which had some justification. Not love

him! Why should not she love him? Lady Lindores even went so far as to

ask herself with some heat. He was delightful; everything but his

stature was in his favour. He was excellent; his very failings leant to

virtue's side.

While, however, her mother was thus discussing the question with so

strong a bias in favour of Millefleurs, Edith was standing in her

father's library waiting for him, not entering into any argument with

herself at all. She would not sit down, which would have seemed somehow

like yielding, but stood with her hand upon the mantelpiece, her heart

beating loudly. She had not summoned herself to the bar of her own

judgment, or asked with any authority how it was that she neither could

nor would for a moment take the qualities of Millefleurs into

consideration. The question had been given against him before even it

was put; but Edith would not allow herself to consider why. No doubt she

knew why; but there are occasions in which we do not wish to see what is

going on in our spirits, just as there are occasions when we turn out

all the corners and summon everything to the light. She heard the door

of the dining-room open, then the voices of the gentlemen as they came

out, with a sudden tightening of her breath. What if little Millefleurs

himself were coming instead of her father? This idea brought a gleam of

a smile over her face; but that was driven away as she heard the heavy

familiar step approaching. Lord Lindores, as he came along the corridor,

had time enough to say to himself that perhaps he had been foolish. Why

had he determined upon speaking to Edith before he allowed her lover to

speak to her? Perhaps it was a mistake. He had his reasons, but it might

be that they were not so powerful as he had supposed, and that he would

have done better not to have interfered. However, it was now too late to

think of this. He went into the library, shutting the door deliberately,

asking himself why he should have any trouble about the matter, and what

Edith could feel but happiness in having such a proposal made to her;

but when he turned round and met Edith's eye his delusions fled. Surely

there was nobody so unfortunate as he was in his children. Instead of

their perceiving what was for their own interest, he was met by a

perpetual struggle and attempt to put him in the wrong. It was

inconceivable. Was it not their interest solely which moved him? and yet

they would resist as if he were plotting nothing but wrong. But though

these thoughts passed through his mind with a sweep of bitterness, he

would not indulge them. He went up to Edith with great urbanity, putting

down all feelings less pleasant. "I am glad to find you here," he said.

"Yes, papa; you wanted me, my mother told me."

"I wanted you. As I came along the corridor, I began to ask myself

whether I was doing right in wanting you. Perhaps I ought to have let

you hear what I am going to say from--some one who might have made it

more agreeable, Edith."

"Oh, let me hear what you want, please, from yourself, papa."

He took her hand, which trembled in his hold, and looked down on her

with fatherly eyes--eyes which were tender, and admiring, and kind.

Could any one doubt that he wished her well? He wished her everything

that was best in the world--wealth and title, and rank and

importance,--everything we desire for our children. He was not a bad

man, desiring the sacrifice of his child's happiness. If he had,

perhaps, made something of a mistake about Carry, there was no mistake

here.

"Edith, I want to speak to you about Lord Millefleurs. He came here, I

believe, on your own invitation----"

At this Edith started with sudden alarm, and her hand trembled still

more in her father's easy clasp. She had an indefinite pang of fear, she

could not tell why.

"He has been here now for some time. I was glad to ratify your

invitation by mine--nothing could have pleased me better. I like his

family. His father and I have always thought alike, and the Duchess is a

most excellent woman. That your mother and you should have taken him up

so much, was very good for him, and quite a pleasure to me."

"I don't know why you should say we took him up very much," said Edith,

with some confusion. "He took us up--he came to us wherever we were. And

then he was Robin's friend. It was quite natural--there was nothing----"

She paused, with a painful eagerness to excuse herself: and yet there

was nothing to excuse. This changed the position for the moment, and

made everything much more easy for the indulgent father, who was so

ready to approve what his child herself had done.

"It is perfectly natural, my dear--everything about it is natural. Lord

Millefleurs has been quite consistent since he first saw you. He has

explained himself to me in the most honourable way. He wishes--to marry

you, Edith. I don't suppose this is any surprise to you?"

Edith was crimson; her temples throbbed with the rush of the blood,

which seemed to rise like an angry sea. "If it is so, he has had

opportunity enough to tell me so. Why has he taken so unfair an

advantage? Why--why has he gone to you?"

"He has behaved like an honourable man. I see no unfair advantage. He

has done what was right--what was respectful at once to you and to me."

"Oh, papa,--honourable! respectful!" cried the girl. "What does that

mean in our position? Could he have been anything but honourable--to me?

You forget what kind of expressions you are using. If he had _that_ to

say, it is to me he ought to have come. He has taken an unkind--a cruel

advantage!" Edith cried.

"This is ridiculous," said her father. "He has done what it is seemly

and right to do--in his position and yours. If he had gone to you, as

you say, like a village lad to his lass, what advantage could there have

been in that? As it is, you have your father's full sanction, which, I

hope, you reckon for something, Edith."

"Father," she said, somewhat breathless, collecting herself with a

little effort. The wave of hot colour died off from her face. She grew

paler and paler as she stood firmly opposite to him, holding fast with

her hand the cool marble of the mantelpiece, which felt like a support.

"Father, if he had come to me, as he ought to have done, this is what

would have happened,--I should have told him at once that it was a

mistake, and he would have left us quietly without giving you any

trouble. How much better that would have been in every way!"

"I don't understand you, Edith. A mistake? I don't see that there is any

mistake."

"That is very likely, papa," she said, with returning spirit, "since it

is not you that are concerned. But I see it. I should have told him

quietly, and there would have been an end of the matter, if he had not

been so formal, so absurd--so old-fashioned--as to appeal to you."

This counterblast took away Lord Lindores's breath. He made a pause for

a moment, and stared at her; he had never been so treated before.

"Old-fashioned," he repeated, almost with bewilderment. "There is enough

of this, Edith. If you wish to take up the _rôle_ of the advanced young

lady, I must tell you it is not either suitable or becoming. Millefleurs

will, no doubt, find an early opportunity of making his own explanations

to you, and of course, if you choose to keep him in hot water, it is, I

suppose, your right. But don't carry it too far. The connection is one

that is perfectly desirable--excellent in every point of view."

"It is a pity, since you think so, that it is impossible," she said in a

low tone.

Lord Lindores looked at her, fixing her with his eye. He felt now that

he had known it all along--that he had felt sure there was a struggle

before him, and that his only policy was to convince her that he was

determined from the very first. "There is nothing impossible," he said,

"except disobedience and folly. I don't expect these from you. Indeed I

can't imagine what motive you can have, except a momentary perverseness,

to answer me so. No more of it, Edith. By to-morrow, at least,

everything will be settled between you and your lover----"

"Oh, papa, listen! don't mistake me," she cried. "He is not my lover.

How can you--how can you use such a word? He can never be anything to

me. If he had spoken to me, I could have settled it all in a moment. As

it is you he has spoken to, why give him a double mortification? It will

be so easy for you to tell him: to tell him--he can never be anything to

me."

"Edith, take care what you are saying! He is to be your husband. I am

not a man easily balked in my own family."

"We all know that," she cried, with bitterness; "but I am not Carry,

papa."

He made a step nearer to her, with a threatening aspect. "What do you

mean by that? Carry! What has Carry to do with it? You have a chance

poor Carry never had--high rank, wealth,--everything that is desirable:

and a man whom the most fantastic could not object in any way to."

There is scarcely any situation in the world into which a gleam of

ridicule will not fall. It takes us with the tear in our eye--it took

Edith in the nervous excitement of this struggle, the most trying moment

which personally she had ever gone through. Millefleurs, with his little

plump person, his round eyes, his soft lisp of a voice, seemed to come

suddenly before her, and at the height of this half-tragical contention

she laughed. It was excitement and high pressure as well as that sudden

flash of perverse imagination. She could have cried next moment--but

laugh she did, in spite of herself. The sound drove Lord Lindores to

fury. "This is beyond bearing," he cried. "It seems that I have been

deceived in you altogether. If you cannot feel the honour that has been

done you--the compliment that has been paid you--you are unworthy of it,

and of the trouble I have taken."

"I suppose," said Edith, irritated too, "these are the right words for a

girl to use to any man who is so good as to think she would suit him. I

was wrong to laugh, but are not you going too far, papa? I am likely to

get more annoyance by it than honour. Please, please let me take my own

way."

She had broken down a little when she said this, in natural reaction,

and gave him a pitiful look, with a little quiver of her lip. After

such a laugh it is so likely that a girl will cry, as after a sudden

self-assertion it is to be expected that she will be subdued and

humbled. She looked at him with a childlike appeal for pity. And he

thought that now he had her securely in his hands.

"My love," he said, "you will regret it all your life if I yield to you

now. It is your happiness I am thinking of. I cannot let a girl's folly

spoil your career. Besides, it is of the highest importance to

everybody,--to Rintoul, even to myself,--that you should marry

Millefleurs----"

"I am very sorry, papa; but I shall never--marry Lord Millefleurs----"

"Folly! I shall not allow you to trifle with him, Edith--or with me. You

have given him the most evident encouragement--led him on in every way,

invited him here----"

Edith grew pale to her very lips. "Papa, have pity on me! I never did

so; it was all nothing--the way one talks without meaning it--without

thinking----"

"That is all very well on our side, but on the other----I tell you, I

will permit no trifling, Edith. He has a right to a favourable answer,

and he must have it----"

"Never, never! if I have been wrong, I will ask his pardon----"

"You will accept him in the first place," said Lord Lindores, sternly.

"I will never accept him," Edith said.

Her father, wound up to that pitch of excitement at which a man is no

longer master of what he says, took a few steps about the room. "Your

sister said the same," he cried, with a short laugh, "and you know what

came of that."

It was an admission he had never intended to make,--for he did not

always feel proud of his handiwork,--but it was done now, and could not

be recalled. Edith withdrew even from the mantelpiece on which she had

leant. She clasped her hands together, supporting herself. "I am not

Carry," she said, in a low tone, facing him resolutely as he turned back

in some alarm at what he had been betrayed into saying. He had become

excited, and she calm. He almost threatened her with his hand in the

heat of the moment.

"You will obey your parents," he cried.

"No, papa," she said.

He remembered so well, too well, what Carry had done in the same

circumstances--she had wept and pleaded. When he demanded obedience from

her she had not dared to stand against him. He recollected (too well for

his own comfort sometimes) every one of those scenes which brought her

to submission. But Edith did not weep, and was not shaken by that final

appeal. She was very pale, and looked unusually slight and young and

childlike standing there with her hands clasped, her steadfast eyes

raised, her little mouth close--so slight a thing, not stately like

Carry. He was confounded by a resistance which he had not foreseen,

which he could not have believed in, and stood staring at her, not

knowing what next to say and do. Matters were at this point when all at

once there arose a something outside the room, which not even the solid

closed doors and heavy curtains could keep out,--not positive noise or

tumult, but something indescribable--a sensation as of some unknown

dread event. Ordinarily all was still in the well-ordered house, and my

lord's tranquillity as completely assured as if he had been Prime

Minister. But this was something that was beyond decorum. Then the door

was hastily opened, and Rintoul ghastly, his face grey rather than pale,

his hair hanging wildly on his forehead, came into the room.

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