I returned home covered with academical laurels, and fraught with

criticism and philosophy. The wit and the scholar excited curiosity, and

my acquaintance was solicited by innumerable invitations. To please will

always be the wish of benevolence, to be admired must be the constant

aim of ambition; and I therefore considered myself as about to receive

the reward of my honest labours, and to find the efficacy of learning

and of virtue.

The third day after my arrival I dined at the house of a gentleman who

had summoned a multitude of his friends to the annual celebration of his

wedding-day. I set forward with great exultation, and thought myself

happy that I had an opportunity of displaying my knowledge to so

numerous an assembly. I felt no sense of my own insufficiency, till,

going up stairs to the dining-room, I heard the mingled roar of

obstreperous merriment. I was, however, disgusted rather than terrified,

and went forward without dejection. The whole company rose at my

entrance; but when I saw so many eyes fixed at once upon me, I was

blasted with a sudden imbecility, I was quelled by some nameless power

which I found impossible to be resisted. My sight was dazzled, my cheeks

glowed, my perceptions were confounded; I was harassed by the multitude

of eager salutations, and returned the common civilities with hesitation

and impropriety; the sense of my own blunders increased my confusion,

and, before the exchange of ceremonies allowed me to sit down, I was

ready to sink under the oppression of surprise; my voice grew weak, and

my knees trembled.

The assembly then resumed their places, and I sat with my eyes fixed

upon the ground. To the questions of curiosity, or the appeals of

complaisance, I could seldom answer but with negative monosyllables, or

professions of ignorance; for the subjects on which they conversed, were

such as are seldom discussed in books, and were therefore out of my

range of knowledge. At length an old clergyman, who rightly conjectured

the reason of my conciseness, relieved me by some questions about the

present state of natural knowledge, and engaged me, by an appearance of

doubt and opposition, in the explication and defence of the Newtonian

philosophy.

The consciousness of my own abilities roused me from depression, and

long familiarity with my subject enabled me to discourse with ease and

volubility; but, however I might please myself, I found very little

added by my demonstrations to the satisfaction of the company; and my

antagonist, who knew the laws of conversation too well to detain their

attention long upon an unpleasing topick, after he had commended my

acuteness and comprehension, dismissed the controversy, and resigned me

to my former insignificance and perplexity.

After dinner, I received from the ladies, who had heard that I was a

wit, an invitation to the tea-table. I congratulated myself upon an

opportunity to escape from the company, whose gaiety began to be

tumultuous, and among whom several hints had been dropped of the

uselessness of universities, the folly of book-learning, and the

awkwardness of scholars. To the ladies, therefore, I flew, as to a

refuge from clamour, insult, and rusticity; but found my heart sink as I

approached their apartment, and was again disconcerted by the ceremonies

of entrance, and confounded by the necessity of encountering so many

eyes at once.

When I sat down I considered that, something pretty was always said to

ladies, and resolved to recover my credit by some elegant observation or

graceful compliment. I applied myself to the recollection of all that I

had read or heard in praise of beauty, and endeavoured to accommodate

some classical compliment to the present occasion. I sunk into profound

meditation, revolved the characters of the heroines of old, considered

whatever the poets have sung in their praise, and, after having borrowed

and invented, chosen and rejected a thousand sentiments, which, if I had

uttered them, would not have been understood, I was awakened from my

dream of learned gallantry, by the servant who distributed the tea.

There are not many situations more incessantly uneasy than that in which

the man is placed who is watching an opportunity to speak, without

courage to take it when it is offered, and who, though he resolves to

give a specimen of his abilities, always finds some reason or other for

delaying it to the next minute. I was ashamed of silence, yet could find

nothing to say of elegance or importance equal to my wishes. The ladies,

afraid of my learning, thought themselves not qualified to propose any

subject of prattle to a man so famous for dispute, and there was nothing

on either side but impatience and vexation.

In this conflict of shame, as I was re-assembling my scattered

sentiments, and, resolving to force my imagination to some sprightly

sally, had just found a very happy compliment, by too much attention to

my own meditations, I suffered the saucer to drop from my hand. The cup

was broken, the lap-dog was scalded, a brocaded petticoat was stained,

and the whole assembly was thrown into disorder. I now considered all

hopes of reputation at an end, and while they were consoling and

assisting one another, stole away in silence.

The misadventures of this unhappy day are not yet at an end; I am afraid

of meeting the meanest of them that triumphed over me in this state of

stupidity and contempt, and feel the same terrours encroaching upon my

heart at the sight of those who have once impressed them. Shame, above

any other passion, propagates itself. Before those who have seen me

confused, I can never appear without new confusion, and the remembrance

of the weakness which I formerly discovered, hinders me from acting or

speaking with my natural force.

But is this misery, Mr. Rambler, never to cease; have I spent my life in

study only to become the sport of the ignorant, and debarred myself from

all the common enjoyments of youth to collect ideas which must sleep in

silence, and form opinions which I must not divulge? Inform me, dear

Sir, by what means I may rescue my faculties from these shackles of

cowardice, how I may rise to a level with my fellow-beings, recall

myself from this langour of involuntary subjection to the free exertion

of my intellects, and add to the power of reasoning the liberty of

speech.

I am, Sir, &c.

VERECUNDULUS.

No. 158. SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 21, 1751.

Grammatici certunt, et adhuc sub judice lis est. HOR. Ar. Poet. 78.

--Criticks yet contend,

And of their vain disputings find no end. FRANCIS.

Criticism, though dignified from the earliest ages by the labours of men

eminent for knowledge and sagacity, and, since the revival of polite

literature, the favourite study of European scholars, has not yet

attained the certainty and stability of science. The rules hitherto

received are seldom drawn from any settled principle or self-evident

postulate, or adapted to the natural and invariable constitution of

things; but will be found, upon examination, the arbitrary edicts of

legislators, authorised only by themselves, who, out of various means by

which the same end may be attained, selected such as happened to occur

to their own reflection, and then, by a law which idleness and timidity

were too willing to obey, prohibited new experiments of wit, restrained

fancy from the indulgence of her innate inclination to hazard and

adventure, and condemned all future flights of genius to pursue the path

of the Meonian eagle.

This authority may be more justly opposed, as it is apparently derived

from them whom they endeavour to control; for we owe few of the rules of

writing to the acuteness of criticks, who have generally no other merit

than that, having read the works of great authors with attention, they

have observed the arrangement of their matter, or the graces of their

expression, and then expected honour and reverence for precepts which

they never could have invented; so that practice has introduced rules,

rather than rules have directed practice.

For this reason the laws of every species of writing have been settled

by the ideas of him who first raised it to reputation, without inquiry

whether his performances were not yet susceptible of improvement. The

excellencies and faults of celebrated writers have been equally

recommended to posterity; and, so far has blind reverence prevailed,

that even the number of their books has been thought worthy of

imitation.

The imagination of the first authors of lyrick poetry was vehement and

rapid, and their knowledge various and extensive. Living in an age when

science had been little cultivated, and when the minds of their

auditors, not being accustomed to accurate inspection, were easily

dazzled by glaring ideas, they applied themselves to instruct, rather by

short sentences and striking thoughts, than by regular argumentation;

and, finding attention more successfully excited by sudden sallies and

unexpected exclamations, than by the more artful and placid beauties of

methodical deduction, they loosed their genius to its own course, passed

from one sentiment to another without expressing the intermediate ideas,

and roved at large over the ideal world with such lightness and agility,

that their footsteps are scarcely to be traced.

From this accidental peculiarity of the ancient writers the criticks

deduce the rules of lyrick poetry, which they have set free from all the

laws by which other compositions are confined, and allow to neglect the

niceties of transition, to start into remote digressions, and to wander

without restraint from one scene of imagery to another.

A writer of later times has, by the vivacity of his essays, reconciled

mankind to the same licentiousness in short dissertations; and he

therefore who wants skill to form a plan, or diligence to pursue it,

needs only entitle his performance an essay, to acquire the right of

heaping together the collections of half his life without order,

coherence, or propriety.

In writing, as in life, faults are endured without disgust when they are

associated with transcendent merit, and may be sometimes recommended to

weak judgments by the lustre which they obtain from their union with

excellence; but it is the business of those who presume to superintend

the taste or morals of mankind, to separate delusive combinations and

distinguish that which may be praised from that which can only be

excused. As vices never promote happiness, though, when overpowered by

more active and more numerous virtues, they cannot totally destroy it;

so confusion and irregularity produce no beauty, though they cannot

always obstruct the brightness of genius and learning. To proceed from

one truth to another, and connect distant propositions by regular

consequences, is the great prerogative of man. Independent and

unconnected sentiments flashing upon the mind in quick succession, may,

for a time, delight by their novelty, but they differ from systematical

reasoning, as single notes from harmony, as glances of lightning from

the radiance of the sun.

When rules are thus drawn, rather from precedents than reason, there is

danger not only from the faults of an author, but from the errours of

those who criticise his works; since they may often mislead their pupils

by false representations, as the Ciceronians of the sixteenth century

were betrayed into barbarisms by corrupt copies of their darling writer.

It is established at present, that the proemial lines of a poem, in

which the general subject is proposed, must be void of glitter and

embellishment. "The first lines of Paradise Lost," says Addison, "are

perhaps as plain, simple, and unadorned, as any of the whole poem, in

which particular the author has conformed himself to the example of

Homer, and the precept of Horace."

This observation seems to have been made by an implicit adoption of the

common opinion, without consideration either of the precept or example.

Had Horace been consulted, he would have been found to direct only what

should be comprised in the proposition, not how it should be expressed;

and to have commended Homer in opposition to a meaner poet, not for the

gradual elevation of his diction, but the judicious expansion of his

plan; for displaying unpromised events, not for producing unexpected

elegancies.

--Specivsa dehinc miracula prouiat;

Antiphaten, Scyllamque, et cum Cyclope Charybdim. Hon. Ar. Poet. 146.

But from a cloud of smoke he breaks to light,

And pours his specious miracles to sight;

Antiphates his hideous feast devours,

Charybdis barks, and Polyphemus roars. FRANCIS.

If the exordial verses of Homer be compared with the rest of the poem,

they will not appear remarkable for plainness or simplicity, but rather

eminently adorned and illuminated:

[Greek:

Andra moi ennepe, Mousa, polutropon, os mala polla

Plagchthae, epei Troiaes ieron ptoliethron eperse;

Pollon d anthropon iden astea, kai noon egno;

Polla d og en pontps pathen algea on kata thumon,

Arnumenos aen te psuchaen kai noston etairon;

All oud os etarous errusato, iemenos per;

Auton gar spheteraesin atasthaliaesin olonto.

Naepioi, oi kata bous uperionos Aeelioio

Aesthion; autar o toisin apheileto vostimon aemao;

Ton amothen ge, thea, thugater Dios, eipe kai eamin.]

The man, for wisdom's various arts renown'd,

Long exercised in woes, O muse! resound.

Who, when his arms had wrought the destin'd fall

Of sacred Troy, and raz'd her heav'n-built wall,

Wandering from clime to clime, observant stray'd,

The manners noted, and their states survey'd.

On stormy seas unnumber'd toils he bore,

Safe with his friends to gain his natal shore:

Vain toils! their impious folly dar'd to prey

On herds devoted to the god of day;

The god vindictive doom'd them never more

(Ah! men unbless'd) to touch that natal shore.

O snatch some portion of these acts from fate,

Celestial muse! and to our world relate. POPE.

The first verses of the Iliad are in like manner particularly splendid,

and the proposition of the Aeneid closes with dignity and magnificence

not often to be found even in the poetry of Virgil.

The intent of the introduction is to raise expectation, and suspend it;

something therefore must be discovered, and something concealed; and the

poet, while the fertility of his invention is yet unknown, may properly

recommend himself by the grace of his language.

He that reveals too much, or promises too little; he that never

irritates the intellectual appetite, or that immediately satiates it,

equally defeats his own purpose. It is necessary to the pleasure of the

reader, that the events should not be anticipated, and how then can his

attention be invited, but by grandeur of expression?

No. 159. TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 24, 1751.

_Sunt verba et voces, quibus hunc lenire dolorem

Possis, et magnuum morbi deponere partem_. HOR. Ep. Lib. i. 34.

The power of words, and soothing sounds, appease

The raging pain, and lessen the disease. FRANCIS.

The imbecility with which Verecundulus complains that the presence of a

numerous assembly freezes his faculties, is particularly incident to the

studious part of mankind, whose education necessarily secludes them in

their earlier years from mingled converse, till, at their dismission

from schools and academies, they plunge at once into the tumult of the

world, and, coming forth from the gloom of solitude, are overpowered by

the blaze of publick life.

It is, perhaps, kindly provided by nature, that as the feathers and

strength of a bird grow together, and her wings are not completed till

she is able to fly, so some proportion should be preserved in the human

kind between judgment and courage; the precipitation of inexperience is

therefore restrained by shame, and we remain shackled by timidity, till

we have learned to speak and act with propriety. I believe few can

review the days of their youth without recollecting temptations, which

shame, rather than virtue, enabled them to resist; and opinions which,

however erroneous in their principles, and dangerous in their

consequences, they have panted to advance at the hazard of contempt and

hatred, when they found themselves irresistibly depressed by a languid

anxiety, which seized them at the moment of utterance, and still

gathered strength from their endeavours to resist it.

It generally happens that assurance keeps an even pace with ability, and

the fear of miscarriage, which hinders Our first attempts, is gradually

dissipated as our skill advances towards certainty of success. That

bashfulness, therefore, which prevents disgrace, that short and

temporary shame which secures us from the danger of lasting reproach,

cannot be properly counted among our misfortunes.

Bashfulness, however it may incommode for a moment, scarcely ever

produces evils of long continuance; it may flush the cheek, flutter in

the heart, deject the eyes, and enchain the tongue, but its mischiefs

soon pass off without remembrance. It may sometimes exclude pleasure,

but seldom opens any avenue to sorrow or remorse. It is observed

somewhere that _few have repented of having forborne to speak_.

To excite opposition, and inflame malevolence, is the unhappy privilege

of courage made arrogant by consciousness of strength. No man finds in

himself any inclination to attack or oppose him who confesses his

superiority by blushing in his presence. Qualities exerted with apparent

fearfulness, receive applause from every voice, and support from every

hand. Diffidence may check resolution and obstruct performance, but

compensates its embarrassments by more important advantages; it

conciliates the proud, and softens the severe, averts envy from

excellence, and censure from miscarriage.

It may indeed happen that knowledge and virtue remain too long congealed

by this frigorifick power, as the principles of vegetation are sometimes

obstructed by lingering frosts. He that enters late into a public

station, though with all the abilities requisite to the discharge of his

duty, will find his powers at first impeded by a timidity which he

himself knows to be vicious, and must struggle long against dejection

and reluctance, before he obtains the full command of his own attention,

and adds the gracefulness of ease to the dignity of merit.

For this disease of the mind I know not whether any remedies of much

efficacy can be found. To advise a man unaccustomed to the eyes of

multitudes to mount a tribunal without perturbation, to tell him whose

life was passed in the shades of contemplation, that he must not be

disconcerted or perplexed in receiving and returning the compliments of

a splendid assembly, is to advise an inhabitant of Brasil or Sumatra not

to shiver at an English winter, or him who has always lived upon a plain

to look from a precipice without emotion. It is to suppose custom

instantaneously controllable by reason, and to endeavour to communicate,

by precept, that which only time and habit can bestow.

He that hopes by philosophy and contemplation alone to fortify himself

against that awe which all, at their first appearance on the stage of

life, must feel from the spectators, will, at the hour of need, be

mocked by his resolution; and I doubt whether the preservatives which

Plato relates Alcibiades to have received from Socrates, when he was

about to speak in publick, proved sufficient to secure him from the

powerful fascination.

Yet, as the effects of time may by art and industry be accelerated or

retarded, it cannot be improper to consider how this troublesome

instinct may be opposed when it exceeds its just proportion, and instead

of repressing petulance and temerity, silences eloquence, and

debilitates force; since, though it cannot be hoped that anxiety should

be immediately dissipated, it may be at least somewhat abated; and the

passions will operate with less violence, when reason rises against

them, than while she either slumbers in neutrality, or, mistaking her

interest, lends them her assistance.

No cause more frequently produces bashfulness than too high an opinion

of our own importance. He that imagines an assembly filled with his

merit, panting with expectation, and hushed with attention, easily

terrifies himself with the dread of disappointing them, and strains his

imagination in pursuit of something that may vindicate the veracity of

fame, and shew that his reputation was not gained by chance. He

considers that what he shall say or do will never be forgotten; that

renown or infamy is suspended upon every syllable, and that nothing

ought to fall from him which will not bear the test of time. Under such

solicitude, who can wonder that the mind is overwhelmed, and, by

struggling with attempts above her strength, quickly sinks into

languishment and despondency?

The most useful medicines are often unpleasing to the taste. Those who

are oppressed by their own reputation, will, perhaps, not be comforted

by hearing that their cares are unnecessary. But the truth is, that no

man is much regarded by the rest of the world. He that considers how

little he dwells upon the condition of others, will learn how little the

attention of others is attracted by himself. While we see multitudes

passing before us, of whom, perhaps, not one appears to deserve our

notice, or excite our sympathy, we should remember, that we likewise are

lost in the same throng; that the eye which happens to glance upon us is

turned in a moment on him that follows us, and that the utmost which we

can reasonably hope or fear is, to fill a vacant hour with prattle, and

be forgotten.

No. 160. SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 28, 1751

--Inter se convenit ursis. JUV. Sat. xv. 164.

Beasts of each kind their fellows spare;

Bear lives in amity with bear.

"The world," says Locke, "has people of all sorts." As in the general

hurry produced by the superfluities of some, and necessities of others,

no man needs to stand still for want of employment, so in the

innumerable gradations of ability, and endless varieties of study and

inclination, no employment can be vacant for want of a man qualified to

discharge it.

Such is probably the natural state of the universe; but it is so much

deformed by interest and passion, that the benefit of this adaptation of

men to things is not always perceived. The folly or indigence of those

who set their services to sale, inclines them to boast of qualifications

which they do not possess, and attempt business which they do not

understand; and they who have the power of assigning to others the task

of life, are seldom honest or seldom happy in their nomination. Patrons

are corrupted by avarice, cheated by credulity, or overpowered by

resistless solicitation. They are sometimes too strongly influenced by

honest prejudices of friendship, or the prevalence of virtuous

compassion. For, whatever cool reason may direct, it is not easy for a

man of tender and scrupulous goodness to overlook the immediate effect

of his own actions, by turning his eyes upon remoter consequences, and

to do that which must give present pain, for the sake of obviating evil

yet unfelt, or securing advantage in time to come. What is distant is in

itself obscure, and, when we have no wish to see it, easily escapes our

notice, or takes such a form as desire or imagination bestows upon it.

Every man might, for the same reason, in the multitudes that swarm about

him, find some kindred mind with which he could unite in confidence and

friendship; yet we see many straggling single about the world, unhappy

for want of an associate, and pining with the necessity of confining

their sentiments to their own bosoms.

This inconvenience arises, in like manner, from struggles of the will

against the understanding. It is not often difficult to find a suitable

companion, if every man would be content with such as he is qualified to

please. But if vanity tempts him to forsake his rank, and post himself

among those with whom no common interest or mutual pleasure can ever

unite him, he must always live in a state of unsocial separation,

without tenderness and without trust.

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