CHAPTER XII

MacBirney's personal efforts in effecting the combination with the

Kimberly interests were adjudged worthy of a substantial recognition at

the hands of the company and he was given charge of the Western

territory together with a place on the big directorate of all the

companies and made one of the three voting trustees of the syndicate

stock. The two other trustees were, as a "matter of form," Kimberly

men--McCrea and Cready Hamilton. This meant for MacBirney a settled

Eastern residence and one befitting a gentleman called to an honor so

unusual. He was made to feel that his new circumstances entailed new

backgrounds socially as well as those that had been accorded him in a

monetary way, and through the Kimberlys, negotiations were speedily

concluded for his acquiring of the Cedar Lodge villa some miles across

the lake from The Towers.

At the end of a trying two months, the MacBirneys were in their new home

and Alice had begun receiving from her intimates congratulations over

the telephone. Another month, and a busy one, went to finishing

touches. At the end of that period there was apparently more than ever

to be done. It seemed that a beginning had hardly been made, but the

new servants were at home in their duties, and Alice thought she could

set a date for an evening. Her head, night and day, was in more or less

of a whirl.

The excitement of new fortunes had come very suddenly upon her and with

her husband she walked every day as if borne on the air of waking

dreams. Dolly declared that Alice was working too hard, and that her

weary conferences with decorators and furnishers were too continual.

Occasionally, Dolly took matters into her own hands and was frequently

in consultation on domestic perplexities; sometimes she dragged Alice

abruptly from them.

Even before it had been generally seen, the new home, once thrown open,

secured Alice's reputation among her friends. What was within it

reflected her taste and discrimination. And her appointments were not

only good, they were distinctive. To be able to drape the vestments of a

house so as to make of it almost at once a home was not a feat to pass

unnoticed among people who studied effects though they did not

invariably secure them.

Robert Kimberly declared that Alice, under many disadvantages, had

achieved an air of stability and permanence in her home. Dolly told

Lottie Nelson that nothing around the lake among the newer homes

compared with it. Lottie Nelson naturally hated Alice more cordially

than ever for her success. She ventured, when the new house was being

discussed at a dinner, to say that Mr. MacBirney seemed to have

excellent taste; whereupon Charles Kimberly over a salad bluntly replied

that the time MacBirney had shown his taste was when he chose a wife.

"But," added Charles, reflectively, "perhaps a man doesn't prove his

taste so much in getting a wife as in keeping one.

"Any man," he continued, "may be lucky enough to get a wife; we see that

every day. But who, save a man of feeling, could keep, well, say

Imogene or Dolly, for instance?"

Robert agreed that if the MacBirney home showed anything it showed the

touch of an agreeable woman. "Any one," he declared, paraphrasing his

brother, "can buy pretty things, but it takes a clever woman to combine

them."

One result of the situation was a new cordiality from Lottie Nelson to

the MacBirneys. And since it had become necessary to pay court to them,

Lottie resolved to pay hers to Mr. MacBirney. She was resourceful rather

than deep, and hoped by this to annoy Alice and possibly to stir Robert

Kimberly out of his exasperating indifference. The indifference of a

Kimberly could assume in its proportions the repose of a monument.

Lottie, too, was a mover in many of the diversions arranged to keep the

lake set amused. But as her efforts did not always tend to make things

easy for Alice, Dolly became active herself in suggesting things.

One Saturday morning a message came from her, directing Alice to forbid

her husband's going to town, drop everything, provide a lunch and join a

motoring party for the seashore. MacBirney following the lines of

Robert Kimberly's experience with cars had secured at his suggestion,

among others, a foreign car from which things might reasonably be

expected.

Imogene Kimberly and Charles took Alice with them and Dolly rode with

MacBirney, who had Robert Kimberly with him in the new car to see how it

behaved. Kimberly's own chauffeur drove for them. Doane took Arthur De

Castro and Fritzie Venable. The servants and the lunch followed with a

De Castro chauffeur.

As the party climbed toward Sea Ridge a shower drove them into the

grounds of a country club. While it rained, the women, their long veils

thrown back, walked through the club house, and the men paced about,

smoking.

Alice, seated at a table on the veranda, was looking at an illustrated

paper when Robert Kimberly joined her. He told her what extravagant

stories he had heard from Dolly about the success of her new home. She

laughed over his sister's enthusiasm, admitted her own, and confessed at

length how the effort to get satisfactory effects had tired her. He in

turn described to her what he had once been through in starting a new

refinery and how during the strain of six weeks the hair upon his

temples had perceptibly whitened, turning brown again when the mental

pressure was relieved.

"I never heard of such a thing," exclaimed Alice.

"I don't know how unusual it is, but it has happened more than once in

our family. I remember my mother's hair once turned in that way. But

my mother had much sadness in her life."

"Mrs. De Castro often speaks of your mother."

"She was a brave woman. You have never seen her portrait? Sometime at

The Towers you must. And you can see on her temples just what I speak

of. But your home-making will have just the opposite effect on you. If

care makes the hair white, happiness ought to make it browner than

ever."

"I suppose happiness is wholly a matter of illusion."

"I don't see that it makes much difference how we define it; the thing

is to be happy. However, if what you say is so, you should cling to

your illusions. Get all you can--I should--and keep all you can get."

"You don't mean to say you practise that?"

"Of course I do. And I think for a man I've kept my illusions very

well."

"For a _man_!" Alice threw her head back. "That is very comfortable

assurance."

He looked at her with composure. "What is it you object to in it?"

"To begin with," demanded Alice, "how can a man have any illusions? He

knows everything from the very beginning."

"Oh, by no means. Far from it, I assure you."

"He has every chance to. It is only the poor women who are constantly

disillusionized in life."

"You mustn't be disillusionized, Mrs. MacBirney. Hope unceasingly."

She resented the personal application. "I am not speaking of myself."

"Nor am I speaking of you, only speaking through you to womankind. You

'poor women' should not be discouraged." He raised his head as if he

were very confident. "If we can hope, you can hope. I hope every day.

I hope in a woman."

She bore his gaze as she had already borne it once or twice before,

steadily, but as one might bear the gaze of a dangerous creature, if

strengthened by the certainty of iron bars before its impassive eyes.

Kimberly was both too considerate and possessed too much sense of

fitness to overdo the moment. With his hand he indicated a woman

walking along a covered way in front of them. "There, for instance, goes

a woman," he continued, following up his point. "Look at her. Isn't

she pretty? I like her walk. And a woman's walk! It is impossible to

say how much depends on the walk. And all women that walk well have

good feet; their heels set right and there is a pleasure in watching

each sure foot-fall. Notice, for instance, that woman's feet; her walk

is perfect."

"How closely observant!"

"She is well gowned--but everybody is well gowned. And her figure is

good. Let us say, I hope in her, hope she will be all she looks. I

follow the dream. In a breath, an instant, a twinkling, the illusion

has vanished! She has spoken, or she has looked my way and I have seen

her face. But even then the face is only the dial of the watch; it may

be very fair. Sometime I see her mind--and everything is gone!"

"Would it be impertinent to ask who has put women up in this way to be

inspected and criticised?" retorted Alice.

"Not in the least. I am speaking only in illustration and if you are

annoyed with me I shall miss making my point. Do I give up merely

because I have lost an illusion? Not at all. Another springs up at

once, and I welcome it. Let us live in our illusions; every time we

part with one and find none to take its place we are poorer, Mrs.

MacBirney, believe me."

"Just the same, I think you are horridly critical of women."

"Then you should advise me to cultivate my illusions in their

direction."

"I should if I thought it were necessary. As I have a very high opinion

of women, I don't think any illusions concerning them are necessary."

"Loftily said. And I sha'n't allow you to think my own opinion any less

high. When I was a boy, women were all angels to me; they are not quite

that, we know."

"In spite of illusions."

"But I don't want to put them very much lower than the angels--and I

don't. I keep them up because I like to."

Her comment was still keen. "Not because they deserve it."

"I won't quarrel with you--because, then, they do deserve it. It is

pleasant to be set right."

The shower had passed and the party was making ready to start. Alice

rose. "You haven't said what you think of your own kind, as you call

them--menkind."

Kimberly held her coat for her to slip into. "Of course, I try not to

think of them."

When they reached the summit dividing the lake country from the sea the

sun was shining. To the east, the sound lay at their feet. In the west

stretched the heavy forests and the long chain of lakes. They followed

the road to the sea and after their shore luncheon relaxed for an hour

at the yacht club. Driving back by the river road they put the new car

through some paces, and halting at intervals to interchange passengers,

they proceeded homeward.

Going through Sunbury at five o'clock the cars separated. MacBirney,

with whom Robert Kimberly was again riding, had taken in Fritzie Venable

and Alice. Leaving the village they chose the hill road around the

lake. Brice, Kimberly's chauffeur, took advantage of the long, straight

highway leading to it to let the car out a little. They were running

very fast when he noticed the sparker was binding and stopped for a

moment. It was just below the Roger Morgan place and Kimberly, who could

never for a moment abide idleness, suggested that they alight while

Brice worked. He stood at the door of the tonneau and gave his hand to

Alice as she stepped from the car. In getting out, her foot slipped and

she turned her ankle. She would have fallen but that Kimberly caught

her. Alice recovered herself immediately, yet not without an instant's

dependence on him that she would rather have escaped.

Brice was slow in correcting the mechanical difficulty, and finding it

at last in the magneto announced it would make a delay of twenty

minutes. Fritzie suggested that they walk through her park and meet the

car at the lower end. MacBirney started up one of the hill paths with

Alice, Kimberly and Fritzie following. They passed Morgan house and

higher in the hills they reached the chapel. Alice took her husband in

to see the beauty of the interior. She told him Dolly's story of the

building and when Fritzie and Kimberly joined them, Alice was regretting

that Dolly had failed to recollect the name of the church in Rome it was

modelled after. Kimberly came to her aid. "Santa Maria in Cosmedin, I

think."

"Oh, do you remember? Thank you," exclaimed Alice. "Isn't it all

beautiful, Walter? And those old pulpits--I'm in love with them!"

MacBirney pronounced everything admirable and prepared to move on. He

walked toward the door with Fritzie.

Alice, with Kimberly, stood before the chancel looking at the

balustrade. She stopped near the north ambone, and turning saw in the

soft light of the aisle the face of the boy dreaming in the silence of

the bronze.

Below it, measured words of Keats were dimly visible. Alice repeated

them half aloud. "What a strange inscription," she murmured almost to

herself.

Kimberly stood at her elbow. "It is strange."

She was silent for a moment. "I think it is the most beautiful head of

a boy I have ever seen."

"Have you seen it before?"

"I was here once with Mrs. De Castro."

"She told you the story?"

"No, we remained only a moment." Alice read aloud the words raised in

the bronze: "'Robert Ten Broeck Morgan: aetat: 20.'"

"Should you like to hear it?"

"Very much."

"His father married my half-sister--Bertha; Charles and I are sons of my

father's second marriage. 'Tennie' was Bertha's son--strangely shy and

sensitive from his childhood, even morbidly sensitive. I do not mean

unbalanced in any way----"

"I understand."

"A sister of his, Marie, became engaged to a young man of a Southern

family who came here after the war. They were married and their wedding

was made the occasion of a great family affair for the Morgans, and

Alices and Legares and Kimberlys. Tennie was chosen for groomsman. The

house that you have seen below was filled with wedding guests. The hour

came."

"And such a place for a wedding!" exclaimed Alice.

"But instead of the bridal procession that the guests were looking for,

a clergyman came down the stairs with a white face. When he could

speak, he announced as well as he could that the wedding would not take

place that night; that a terrible accident had occurred, and that Tennie

Morgan was lying upstairs dead."

Alice could not recall, even afterward, that Kimberly appeared under a

strain; but she noticed as she listened that he spoke with a care not

quite natural.

"You may imagine the scene," he continued. "But the worst was to

come----"

"Oh, you were there?"

"When you hear the rest you will think, if there is a God, I should have

been, for I might have saved him. I was in Honolulu. I did not even

hear of it for ten days. They found him in his bathroom where he had

dressed, thrown himself on a couch, and shot himself."

"How terrible!"

"In his bedroom they found a letter. It had been sent to him within the

hour by a party of blackmailers, pressing a charge--of which he was

quite innocent--on the part of a designing woman, and threatening that

unless he complied with some impossible demands, his exposure and news

of an action for damages should follow in the papers containing the

account of his sister's wedding. They found with this his own letter to

his mother. He assured her the charge was utterly false, but being a

Kimberly he knew he should not be believed because of the reputation of

his uncles, one of whom he named, and after whom he himself was named,

and to whom he had always been closest. This, he feared, would condemn

him no matter how innocent he might be; he felt he should be unable to

lift from his name a disgrace that would always be recalled with his

sister's wedding; and that if he gave up his life he knew the charges

would be dropped because he was absolutely innocent. And so he died."

For a moment Alice stood in silence. "Poor, poor boy!" she said softly.

"How I pity him!"

"Do you so? Then well may I. For I am the uncle whom he named in his

letter."

Unable or unwilling to speak she pointed to the tablet as if to say:

"You said the uncle he was named after."

He understood. "Yes," he answered slowly, "my name is Robert Ten Broeck

Kimberly."

Her eyes fell to the tessellated pavement. "It is frightfully sad," she

said haltingly. Then as if she must add something: "I am very sorry you

felt compelled to recall so painful a story."

"It isn't exactly that I felt compelled; yet perhaps that expresses it,

too. I have expected sometime to tell it to you."

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