CHAPTER XIV

LOWELL

The third magnate of our Club was Lowell, with whose personality the

world at large is already well acquainted. In his own day and presence

it was impossible to form a satisfactory personal judgment of him, and

even now, through the perspective of the years since he died, it is

out of the question for me to pronounce a dispassionate judgment. Of

all that New England world, so hospitable, so brotherly to me that

if I had been born in Cambridge it could hardly have been more kind,

Lowell and Norton were those who most made my welcome free from any

embarrassment to myself. Norton, almost exactly my contemporary, is

still living, and which of us two shall say the last word for the

other is in the lap of the gods, but in the Adirondack Club life he

does not appear. No kinder or wiser friend have I ever had. Himself

the son of one of the most distinguished of the great Unitarian

leaders of liberal New England, his broad, common-sense views of

sectarian questions first widened my religious horizon, emancipated me

from the tithes of mint and cummin, and helped me to see the value

of observances, and his hand was always held out to me in those

straitened moments in which my impulsive and ill-regulated manner of

life continually landed me. I shall not disturb the serenity of his

old age by the indiscreet garrulity of mine. But the brotherhood

between him and Lowell brought our lives together, and Lowell was the

pole to which both our needles swung. Norton's delicate health made it

impossible for him to take part in the excursions made by the Club,

though he was enrolled as a member.

Of Lowell much has been said by many people, some of whom were less,

and others, perhaps, better acquainted with him than I was, but of him

I can speak at least without restraint, other than that which love and

gratitude impose. And to-day, more than forty years since I found his

friendship what it ever remained, the judgment I formed of him at

first acquaintance comes up again in one point dominant. He seemed to

me a man whom good fortune, and especially the favor of society, had

prevented from filling the rôle that fate had intended for him. There

was in not a few of his poems the promise of reaching a height which

was attainable only to a man who climbs light. There was in him the

possible making of a great reformer, an evangelist, which possibility

never became actuality, owing to the weight which social success laid

on him.

All through his early poems runs the thread of a fine morality, the

perception of the highest obligations of religion and philanthropy,

the subtle distinction of the purest Christianity, the defense of the

weak and oppressed, the succor of the poor; in fine, the creed of a

practical religion which required its adherent to go into the slums

and out on the highways to carry out his convictions in acts. In the

warfare he waged on slavery when the anti-slavery cause was very

unpopular, and, in the case of Garrison and others, brought on its

advocates continual danger and occasional violence, Lowell was

unsparing in the denunciation of the national sin; but whether because

the anti-abolition public which ruled Boston thought denunciation

in form of verse had no practical value, or because the personal

fascination the man always exercised on all around him was such as to

disarm hostility, it happened that he was never made the object of

aggression.

"Men called him but a shiftless youth,

In whom no good they saw;

And yet, unwittingly, in truth,

They made his careless word their law.

"Men granted that his speech was wise,

But, when a glance they caught

Of his slim grace and woman's eyes,

They laughed and called him good-for-naught."

There was a gracious indolence in him, an imperturbable serenity,

which made proclamation in advance of a truce to all forms of brute

collision. No doubt if they had hunted him out for a victim of the

political animosity which led to so many tragedies in the early days

of our anti-slavery agitation, he would have stood up to the stake as

gayly as one of the martyrs of old; but the man's nature was repugnant

to discords, and shrank from combats ruder than those of the

printing-press.

All through his career, the religion of humanity is put forward with

point and persistence, and the finest of distinctions in morality are

maintained,--the so constantly ignored vital difference between the

deed and its motive, as in "Sir Launfal:"--

"The Holy Supper is kept, indeed,

In whatso we share with another's need;

Not what we give, but what we share,--

For the gift without the giver is bare;

Who gives himself with his alms feeds three,--

Himself, his hungering neighbor, and Me;"

so that one might have expected from him the life of a social

reformer, so keenly did he feel the outrages of civilization. But,

possibly from the fact that in those days human slavery in our country

summed up all villainies and crimes, and in the war against that he

threw all his surplus energy, he never took part in the crusade then

beginning against the more familiar iniquities nearer home. But in his

constitution there was, I think, another reason why the author of "Sir

Launfal," "Hunger and Cold," "The Landlord," and "The Search" should

not have emulated Howard or Miss Fry, and have gone into the realms of

destitution to relieve its wrongs. He was extremely fastidious, and

anything that offended his taste by vulgarity or crudeness repelled

him with such force that the work of practical philanthropy would have

been impossible to his temperament. The indolence I have above spoken

of--which must not be confounded with slothfulness, but is, as the

true meaning of the word indicates, the following of the dictates of

the temperament, whether in activity or rest--led him to contemplation

rather than action.

The refined idealism of his nature, made more subtle by the indulgence

of an idolizing circle of relatives and friends, who saw in him the

promise of more even than he ever attained, or than was possible to

the smooth prosperity of his life, made it impossible for him to

thrust himself into the social conflicts, whether of poverty or of

politics, though the finest and most exalted passages of his work

were not so fine and exalted as his personality; he was better than

anything he ever wrote, and this is understood by all who knew him,

and that what he wrote was only the overflow of a mind which never

needed a stimulus to divine cogitation. The fascination, the subtle

personal glamour he unconsciously threw over those who came in true

contact with him, made them always expect more than he accomplished,

for in that there was not even the stimulus of ambition. What he did

was done with the spontaneousness of the wind or the sunshine. If he

had a vanity, it was to be in all points accoutred for his place in

society; but even this was so lightly held that few knew him well

enough to see it, and it was never a motive power in him.

Knowing all his earlier work before I knew him, I thought I detected a

want of that profounder sympathy with humanity and the pathos of life

which comes from actual suffering, and I remember saying to one of his

admirers, before I saw him, that what he wanted to make him a great

poet was suffering. This he had gained somewhat of when I made his

acquaintance. His wife had died not long before I went to Cambridge to

see him and to enlist his assistance in "The Crayon," and he was in

the earliest phase of the reaction from a sorrow which had made him

insist on solitude. All his surroundings had kept up the impressions

of his bereavement, and all his associates sympathized with and

respected it, and I came in with a new life just as he came to need

relief from the depression which had become morbid. He has told it in

one of his first letters to me:--

"I am glad you had a pleasant time here. I had, and you made me

fifteen years younger while you stayed. When a man gets to my age,

enthusiasms don't often knock at the door of his garret. I am all

the more charmed with them when they come. A youth full of such

pure intensity of hope and faith and purpose, what is he but the

breath of a resurrection trumpet to us stiffened old fellows,

bidding us up out of our clay and earth if we would not be too

late?

"Your inspiration is still to you a living mistress; make her

immortal in her promptings and her consolations by imaging her

truly in art. Mine looks at me with eyes of paler flame, and

beckons across a gulf. You came into my loneliness like an

incarnate inspiration. And it is dreary enough sometimes; for a

mountain peak on whose snow your foot makes the first mortal print

is not so lonely as a room full of happy faces from which one is

missing forever."

The tone of his life at that period is given in the few poems of the

time, published later: the "Ode to Happiness," which he read to me

unfinished during that first visit; "The Wind-Harp," in which

"There murmured, as if one strove to speak,

And tears came instead; then the sad tones wandered

And faltered among the uncertain chords

In a troubled doubt between sorrow and words;

At last with themselves they questioned and pondered,

'Hereafter?--who knoweth?' and so they sighed

Down the long steps that lead to silence and died;"

"The Dead House," "Auf Wiedersehen (Summer)" and the "Palinode

(Autumn)," in which the first grief had deepened while losing its

acuteness, and the feeling of loneliness had taken largely the place

of the first desolation, the wrenching apart of soul and body:--

"It is pagan; but wait till you feel it,--

That jar of our earth, that dull shock

When the ploughshare of deeper passion

Tears down to our primitive rock;"

and some of his friends had tried the folly of condolence, to whom he

replies, in the same poem ("After the Burial"):--

"Console if you will, I can bear it;

'Tis a well-meant alms of breath;

But not all the preaching since Adam

Has made Death other than Death."

But the man was too robust in body and mind to linger long in the

shadows of melancholy, and though the effects of bereavement--which,

in the few years before I knew him, had taken his only boy, who died

in Rome, his elder daughter, of whose death "The First Snow-Fall"

keeps a touching record, and finally his wife--deepened his character

as expressed in his subsequent writing, the buoyancy and elasticity

which he found in his enjoyment of nature, and his severe application

to the studies of the new position to which the retirement of

Longfellow from the professorship of modern languages at Harvard

promoted him, restored his old tone of life, while his very happy

marriage with his second wife made him, as may now be said without

indiscretion, happier than he had ever been.

The second Mrs. Lowell was a woman of the rarest mental, moral, and

personal qualities, and her influence on Lowell was of the happiest

and sunniest. She was one of three daughters of a merchant of Maine,

who had left them without other resources than what their own

excellent education gave them, and with the charge of a younger

brother, for whose education they provided after the New England way.

The other sisters I never knew; but Fannie, Mrs. Lowell, was one of

the most remarkable women I ever knew for the combination of resolute

and persistent courage and serene religious temperament. She was a

Swedenborgian, and probably owed to that form of faith her serenity

and imperturbable faith in a Divine Providence; but her unflinching

courage in adversity and her extreme sweetness of character were of

her New England birth and education. After her father's death she

became a governess, and came to Lowell's house in that capacity after

the death of his wife; but she had, before that, gone through many

vicissitudes of fortune. She told me one day an incident of travel

which is worth recording as indicating her character. She had been

in a situation in Charleston, S.C., and had accepted another in the

valley of the Ohio, to reach which, there being then no railway that

traversed the distance, she had to make a long journey by stagecoach,

traveling day and night across the Alleghanies. One night she found

herself in the coach with a single fellow-passenger, apparently a

gentleman, who took his place with her on the back seat, and who,

after a time, pretending to be asleep, fell over towards her, so that

his head lay on her shoulder, but, correcting himself, sat upright

again, to repeat the feint again and again, each time with more

abandon, until his arm dropped behind Fannie's waist, with an

unmistakable attempt to embrace her. She quietly drew out her

shawl-pin and drove it into his arm, without any remark or other

attention to him. He sat up instantly, at the next stopping-place took

an outside seat, and discontinued his journey at the first town they

came to.

Mrs. Lowell fitted her husband as sunshine fits calm, and the gravest

sorrow he ever felt with her was her having no children. When, two or

three years after the time I am now writing of, I had decided to go

to Europe again, and he tried to dissuade me from going, and I, for

reasons I could not tell him, persisted, he brought me one day, just

before I sailed, six hundred dollars, insisting on my accepting it as

a gift, saying: "I shall never want it. I know now that I shall never

have another child, and I can well spare it." Lowell had never been

wealthy, but he had an income sufficient for all needs in the state of

life which he preferred, and his generosity towards his friends who

were poorer than he took all the surplus. He rejoiced in the addition

to his income in the salary of his professorship, but it added nothing

to his own expenditure. And yet I have always felt that if he had

been a poor man, compelled to work for his daily bread, he would have

occupied a larger place in the world of letters. He was not one of the

"intellectual giants buried under mountains of gold," but he was

a greater man than he ever showed him self, always cushioned by a

sufficiency of fortune for all his needs, and by his tastes inclined

to a simple and tranquil life; for, though he became later a political

personage, he cared little, _au fond_, for the political world.

Perhaps the little was too much for his attainment as a poet, and some

of his best friends have always held that his diplomatic life was a

disaster for his intellectual completion.

I have elsewhere alluded to his going to Europe to complete the

preparations to enter into his professorship, and when he came back

from this voyage he said to me, "I must study yet a good deal before I

attempt to produce anything more." He finally felt the carelessness of

form in his work, and in the succeeding years he worked very hard

in his professorial work, which was, perhaps, not the best for his

advancement as an author, but it certainly gave more solidity to the

production of those years which intervened between his simpler life

and his diplomatic career. His lectures before the students and the

public (the popularity of Lowell as a lecturer was immense) solidified

an education which, as he himself humorously avowed, was often broken

by freaks of irrepressible youthful spirit; and the saddening and

indelible effects of the war, which came between and sharply divided

those phases of his career, had so modified his character for the

graver and more profound that I agree with those of his friends who

consider his entry into the diplomatic career as a misfortune for

American letters, and that his mind flowed to waste in those later

years. Nor was he at home in diplomacy. It was a reversal of all the

conditions of his habitual existence; but it flattered his _amour

propre_ that the country should recognize the part he had taken in the

cultivation of the anti-slavery sentiment of the nation, and the trace

of worldly feeling which I have noted grew under the stimulus to a

motive in life. His social gifts were very great, and his patriotic

pride intensified the pleasure of his successes in a line of life

which was really secondary in his nature.

In those years of his diplomatic life we saw little of each other. Our

intimate intercourse was suspended by my going to Europe in 1859. We

were nearest each other in our Adirondack life, in which he had all

the zest of a boy. He was the soul of the merriment of the company,

fullest of witticisms, keenest in appreciation of the liberty of

the occasion, and the _genius loci_. One sees through all his

nature-poetry the traces of the heredity of the early settler, the

keen enjoyment of the fresh and unhackneyed in nature, even of the

angularity of the New England farmhouse and the brightness and newness

of the villages, so crude to the tastes founded in the picturesqueness

of the Old World. Not even Emerson, with all his indifference to the

mere form of things, took to unimproved and uncivilized nature as

Lowell did, and his free delight in the Wilderness was a thing to

remember, and perhaps by none so keenly appreciated as by me, to whom

the joy of forest life was a satisfactory motive for living.

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