CHAPTER III

Herrick decreed a retreat to the Western Hills. Seldom though he

emerged from his dwelling, the man could not escape the hubbub of a

city which slept and prattled out of doors. The barking of mongrel

dogs agitated him and made him restless at night. He wished a place

where he could think his troublesome problem to an issue, so his

fancy turned to the solitude of the hills. He would carry off

Kuei-lien like a bride, take Nancy and Edward and the old nurse, and

leave the rest of the family to babble away the summer in Peking.

The sister and brother heard the news with undisguised joy. They

were more weary of Peking than their father, for they had no change

from the enclosed monotony of the compound and were come to a restive

age when their limbs craved movement. They wanted to walk and to run

and to gaze upon far-away sights with no high walls preventing them.

They awaited with impatience the cool dawn when they could climb into

the mule cart and sit in high glee with Kuei-lien squeezed tightly

between them. The cart began jolting over the gritty surface of the

streets, jarring their bones despite the padding of the floor and the

cushions which were fastened to the framework. But this they were

too excited to mind. They only regretted the gauze curtain which, by

the strict orders of their father, had been flung across the front of

their hooded compartment. Their father, however, could not hinder

their pushing the curtain from side to side in their eagerness to

observe to the fullest the fascinating life of the streets.

Even at this early hour the market and the shops were opening; trains

of camels whose thick hair had fallen off in patches were coming down

the long street from Hsichih-men; donkeys with bells jingling on

their collars bore the weight of fat travelers; Manchu women, so

noticeable because of their long gowns and enormous beetle headdress,

were stirring abroad; a princeling from the court of the deposed

Emperor rode past, followed by retainers; scarlet plumes of horsehair

flashed from their conical hats. Nothing escaped the eyes of the

children; even the humblest shopkeeper taking down the boards from

his windows won their marked interest, and there was observant

pleasure in seeing the pavilions on Coal Hill, the turquoise and

orange roofs of which seemed to swim in the lucent mists of dawn.

The cart rumbled through a vaulted gate, skirted the precincts of a

railway station where the screeching engine provoked an ecstasy of

excitement in the hearts of brother and sister; then came slow

progress along willow-bordered roads while the sun, growing hotter

and hotter, beat down through the blue hood of the vehicle, making

Kuei-lien sleepy, tired of her stiff, cramped position, anxious to

stretch and to yawn. A stupa of many towers was left to the south;

the sombre ruins of the old summer palace were passed and the

splendid new palaces of the Empress Dowager, which meet the fragments

of Ch'ien Lung's marvelous pleasure domes on the summit of Wan Shou

Shan. The children appreciated them all and looked eagerly at the

spire-like pagodas of the jade fountain and the dilapidated buildings

which were used to house tigers and bears in the far-away time when

Tatar princes followed the chase.

Afternoon had come before the cart came at last to the foothills.

The children climbed stiffly to the ground. Nancy hoped she might

mount a sturdy little donkey for the journey into the mountains, but

her father would allow his family to ride only in covered chairs.

Not without a pouting of lips did Nancy obey, but soon she lost her

disappointment in the charm of scenes she had not laid eyes upon for

two long years, not since before the disastrous days of the

Revolution. For the first time she was enjoying the dignity of a

chair to herself. Hitherto she had been huddled into the same narrow

seat with Edward, but now she could look elegantly from side to side

through the square windows, and see the plains recede behind the

toiling feet of the chair coolies, and Peking, with its towering

gates and golden roofs and graceful dagobas, filling the horizon far

beyond the palaces of Wan Shou Shan. Suddenly the girl grew

inordinately happy. She drank in the ozone of the pines and looked

down the steep slopes of the gorge they were traversing till she felt

as free as the water that tumbled blithely across the boulders.

At dusk much climbing brought the chairs to the secluded temple

Herrick had converted into his summer home. Years ago it had been

built on a small flat piece of ground almost overhanging the edge of

a ravine. In the old days its red-washed walls might have been

conspicuous, but trees had grown round it, a brake of hardy bamboo

hidden its entrance till the very bricks themselves seemed to have

taken root in their wild terrace. The square beacon tower which

crowned the opposite ridge was so desolate and forsaken, so obviously

part of a world long passed away, so remote from its time of flaming

usefulness, that it served merely to accentuate the loneliness of the

place. The men it told of were men who never again would buckle on

armor and seize long spears at the news of attack. And the broken

gods of the temple whom none worshiped told in their decay the same

tragic story.

Nancy hurried with awe through their midst and came gladly to the

courtyard she and Edward shared. Oil lamps gleaming through paper

windows gave comforting assurance of a supper hot and ready. After

all the changes of the day the girl had begun to feel qualms of

homesickness for the noisy household in Peking; at sunset she had

grown sad, and now she wanted to shut out the magical sound of the

wind in the pines and the water pouring down the ravine, for she was

a little afraid of the loneliness. She longed for play and laughter

and the shrill disputes of concubines and servants. She was sorry

Li-an had not come. She would have liked the agreeable relaxation of

a quarrel.

The cheer of supper gave way all too soon to the able terrors of

bedtime. Nancy lay awake for hours haunted by the absence of all

vocal sound; she tried to write in imagination the most difficult

chapters of the Four Books: "i p'o, i hun, san tien"--she counted off

the strokes and shaded them gracefully in her mind or pulled them

short with the neatest of hooklike twists, but all to no avail. The

trees would not keep still; the maddening stream would not cease

running.

At last, in the panic of one who is seldom sleepless, the girl got

up. She was envious of Edward's sound slumbers and went cautiously

to his room to awaken him. To her surprise the boy spoke before she

had time to call him. He recognized her footsteps.

"I can't sleep," he complained in loud whispers; "let's go outside or

do something. It's too quiet here."

Nancy told him in low tones to follow. There was a moon outside.

The two children looked like ghosts as they moved with slippered feet

across the rough marble pavement of the courtyard. The back door was

unbolted and slightly ajar so that its creaking was barely audible as

they slipped through. They were in a weed-tangled grove of young

trees, but the few yards of path were easy to follow. Under the brow

of the cliff which set definite limits to the foothold of the temple

they saw the tomb of some forgotten abbot, a domelike structure with

a ringed pinnacle. It was in deep shadow. They gave an exclamation

of dismay and hurried to the side where the path led up a short

flight of steps to the top of the wall and ended abruptly in a little

rickety platform of wood that gave high views of the ravine.

Nancy's heart was ripe for mystical adventure. The night was cool

but she felt no bodily chill through her thin garments. She was

inordinately sad, uneasy, desirous of some change, some intrusion to

match the hopeless beauty of the night. A waning moon, halfway done

with its short flight from mountain to mountain, illuminated the

stream far below and gave luminous surface to the rocks with its

tranquil light, but left the shadowy parts a pitchy blackness which

hid them like a veil. Wistfully Nancy surveyed the scene and looked

at the crumbling watchtower on the ridge opposite. Her reading had

made her curiously unmodern. Her thoughts dwelt on phantom armies of

the past, of princes masterly at falconry losing their way in the

wilderness, of old cries and alarms which she could not reconcile

herself to believing had long since ceased. She ached to help these

poor lost mortals of the past, to be their heroine, their desire.

How could she tell such dreams to Edward, dear, stupid, faithful boy

that he was?

"What can you see?" asked the brother, surprised at her intent gaze.

"Lots of things," was Nancy's cryptic answer.

"Well, that's more than I can see."

"Ah, but you haven't my eyes."

Another fifteen minutes of this purposeless staring, this obstinate

silence, was all that Edward could bear.

"Are you going to stand there looking at nothing all night?" he

demanded. "I'm getting sleepy and, besides, it's cold."

"Go in and sleep then," said Nancy.

"I'm--I'm afraid," said the boy, after a moment's pause. "I don't

like that tomb. I don't like to go past it."

"Pooh! If that's all, I'll take you past it."

Nancy took his hand and walked bravely down the steps.

"Look, I'm not afraid," she said when they reached the grave, and she

suited action to words by kicking the unoffending sepulchre with her

slipper.

"Stop!" cried Edward, pulling her back. "Aren't you coming with me?"

"No, of course not."

"You're not?" he echoed in amazement.

Nancy had a delicious feeling of terror in her own foolhardiness.

"I'm not ready to come yet."

Edward stopped for an instant, wondering if he ought not to stay;

then he turned and fled while Nancy, who gladly would have followed

him, tried to walk unconcernedly, as though her heart were not

pounding with fear, back to the platform on the wall.

The moon had slipped out of view, letting the stars, now unrivaled,

come down to the very edges of the ravine. The slopes opposite were

white and the watchtower suffused by a weary brightness which showed

every crack, the irregular lines of every stone, like the wrinkles in

the face of an aging man. But the shelf where Nancy stood was

steeped in blackness. The girl was cold and miserably afraid,

wondering why she had not gone back with Edward, for the tomb avenged

her impudence by filling her mind with ghostly fears. Dawn seemed

years away. Nancy imagined hostile shapes, things without heads,

without limbs, creeping down the cliff behind her.

And at the moment when the tension of her nerves was intolerable she

heard a noise, the sound of running feet, a low laugh, a scuffle in

the trees. A heavy figure came running up the path, up the steps.

The girl was too frightened to jump; instinctively she shrank below

the railing of the platform. But the moonlight had betrayed her; she

had been all too clearly outlined against the whiteness of the hill

beyond. Suddenly she realized that strong arms had seized her, and

lifted her from her crouching position, half torn the singlet from

her shoulders in forcing her round to meet the savage vehemence of a

kiss.

To Nancy this swift shame was unutterable. She had the Chinese

loathing of a kiss as a disgusting act suited only to the dalliance

of a brothel. She fought like a maddened lioness, scratching,

biting, trying to claw the face of her assailant, while the man,

checked for a moment, since evidently he had looked for complaisance,

replied with cruel fury, ripping her vest open to the waist, choking

her till the girl knew she was sinking hopelessly into submission.

Just when she had too little strength to know or care what might

follow she felt the arms of the man relax. Someone, she did not know

who, caught her as she fell limp across the tottering railing.

"Good God!" said a voice in English. "It's Nancy! And I thought it

was Kuei-lien."

The voice woke the fainting girl more effectively than a dash of icy

water. She stood up abruptly, still bewildered, but understanding

that the creature who had attacked her so unreasonably was her

father; that he had mistaken her for his mistress. A swift rippling

laugh revealed the presence of Kuei-lien herself, very much amused to

see the daughter involved in the amorous chase she had been leading

the father.

"You will be so boisterous, you clumsy fellow," she said in tart

Chinese. "Fancy hugging your own daughter. How absurd!"

But the father was not amused. He turned angrily to Nancy.

"What are you doing here?" he demanded of the girl, who was trying to

hold the torn fragments of her singlet over her breast. "What right

have you to be spying on us like this?"

Nancy had never been addressed in such harsh tones.

"I was not spying," she stammered.

"You were spying; don't contradict me. You deserve to be beaten for

this. Go on--get to your room. You are utterly shameless. And you

too--" he said sharply to Kuei-lien, "you damned women are all the

same, every one of you."

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