CHAPTER XIX

The little party of escort arrived before school was closed on Friday

afternoon, and came down to the school-house in full force to take her

away with them. The young man Forsythe, with his sister, the hostess

herself, and a young army officer from the fort, comprised the party.

Margaret dismissed school ten minutes early and went back with them to

the Tanners' to make a hurried change in her dress and pick up her

suit-case, which was already packed. As they rode away from the

school-house Margaret looked back and saw Rosa Rogers posing in one of

her sprite dances in the school-yard, saw her kiss her hand laughingly

toward their party, and saw the flutter of a handkerchief in young

Forsythe's hand. It was all very general and elusive, a passing bit of

fun, but it left an uncomfortable impression on the teacher's mind. She

looked keenly at the young man as he rode up smiling beside her, and

once more experienced that strange, sudden change of feeling about him.

She took opportunity during that long ride to find out if the young man

had known Rosa Rogers before; but he frankly told her that he had just

come West to visit his sister, was bored to death because he didn't know

a soul in the whole State, and until he had seen her had not laid eyes

on one whom he cared to know. Yet while she could not help enjoying the

gay badinage, she carried a sense of uneasiness whenever she thought of

the young girl Rosa in her pretty fairy pose, with her fluttering pink

fingers and her saucy, smiling eyes. There was something untrustworthy,

too, in the handsome face of the man beside her.

There was just one shadow over this bit of a holiday. Margaret had a

little feeling that possibly some one from the camp might come down on

Saturday or Sunday, and she would miss him. Yet nothing had been said

about it, and she had no way of sending word that she would be away. She

had meant to send Mom Wallis a letter by the next messenger that came

that way. It was all written and lying on her bureau, but no one had

been down all the week. She was, therefore, greatly pleased when an

approaching rider in the distance proved to be Gardley, and with a

joyful little greeting she drew rein and hailed him, giving him a

message for Mom Wallis.

Only Gardley's eyes told what this meeting was to him. His demeanor was

grave and dignified. He acknowledged the introductions to the rest of

the party gracefully, touched his hat with the ease of one to the manner

born, and rode away, flashing her one gleam of a smile that told her he

was glad of the meeting; but throughout the brief interview there had

been an air of question and hostility between the two men, Forsythe and

Gardley. Forsythe surveyed Gardley rudely, almost insolently, as if his

position beside the lady gave him rights beyond the other, and he

resented the coming of the stranger. Gardley's gaze was cold, too, as he

met the look, and his eyes searched Forsythe's face keenly, as though

they would find out what manner of man was riding with his friend.

When he was gone Margaret had the feeling that he was somehow

disappointed, and once she turned in the saddle and looked wistfully

after him; but he was riding furiously into the distance, sitting his

horse as straight as an arrow and already far away upon the desert.

"Your friend is a reckless rider," said Forsythe, with a sneer in his

voice that Margaret did not like, as they watched the speck in the

distance clear a steep descent from the mesa at a bound and disappear

from sight in the mesquite beyond.

"Isn't he fine-looking? Where did you find him, Miss Earle?" asked Mrs.

Temple, eagerly. "I wish I'd asked him to join us. He left so suddenly I

didn't realize he was going."

Margaret felt a wondering and pleasant sense of possession and pride in

Gardley as she watched, but she quietly explained that the young

stranger was from the East, and that he was engaged in some kind of

cattle business at a distance from Ashland. Her manner was reserved, and

the matter dropped. She naturally felt a reluctance to tell how her

acquaintance with Gardley began. It seemed something between themselves.

She could fancy the gushing Mrs. Temple saying, "How romantic!" She was

that kind of a woman. It was evident that she was romantically inclined

herself, for she used her fine eyes with effect on the young officer who

rode with her, and Margaret found herself wondering what kind of a

husband she had and what her mother would think of a woman like this.

There was no denying that the luxury of the ranch was a happy relief

from the simplicity of life at the Tanners'. Iced drinks and cushions

and easy-chairs, feasting and music and laughter! There were books, too,

and magazines, and all the little things that go to make up a cultured

life; and yet they were not people of Margaret's world, and when

Saturday evening was over she sat alone in the room they had given her

and, facing herself in the glass, confessed to herself that she looked

back with more pleasure to the Sabbath spent with Mom Wallis than she

could look forward to a Sabbath here. The morning proved her forebodings

well founded.

Breakfast was a late, informal affair, filled with hilarious gaiety.

There was no mention of any church service, and Margaret found it was

quite too late to suggest such a thing when breakfast was over, even if

she had been sure there was any service.

After breakfast was over there were various forms of amusement proposed

for her pleasure, and she really felt very much embarrassed for a few

moments to know how to avoid what to her was pure Sabbath-breaking. Yet

she did not wish to be rude to these people who were really trying to be

kind to her. She managed at last to get them interested in music, and,

grouping them around the piano after a few preliminary performances by

herself at their earnest solicitation, coaxed them into singing hymns.

After all, they really seemed to enjoy it, though they had to get along

with one hymn-book for the whole company; but Margaret knew how to make

hymn-singing interesting, and her exquisite voice was never more at its

best than when she led off with "My Jesus, as Thou Wilt," or "Jesus,

Saviour, Pilot Me."

"You would be the delight of Mr. Brownleigh's heart," said the hostess,

gushingly, at last, after Margaret had finished singing "Abide With Me"

with wonderful feeling.

"And who is Mr. Brownleigh?" asked Margaret. "Why should I delight his

heart?"

"Why, he is our missionary--that is, the missionary for this region--and

you would delight his heart because you are so religious and sing so

well," said the superficial little woman. "Mr. Brownleigh is really a

very cultured man. Of course, he's narrow. All clergymen are narrow,

don't you think? They have to be to a certain extent. He's really

_quite_ narrow. Why, he believes in the Bible _literally_, the whale and

Jonah, and the Flood, and making bread out of stones, and all that sort

of thing, you know. Imagine it! But he does. He's sincere! Perfectly

sincere. I suppose he has to be. It's his business. But sometimes one

feels it a pity that he can't relax a little, just among us here, you

know. We'd never tell. Why, he won't even play a little game of poker!

And he doesn't smoke! _Imagine_ it--_not even when he's by himself_, and

_no one would know_! Isn't that odd? But he can preach. He's really very

interesting; only a little too Utopian in his ideas. He thinks everybody

ought to be good, you know, and all that sort of thing. He really

thinks it's possible, and he lives that way himself. He really does. But

he is a wonderful person; only I feel sorry for his wife sometimes.

She's quite a cultured person. Has been wealthy, you know. She was a New

York society girl. Just imagine it; out in these wilds taking gruel to

the dirty little Indians! How she ever came to do it! Of course she

adores him, but I can't really believe she is happy. No woman could be

quite blind enough to give up everything in the world for one man, no

matter how good he was. Do you think she could? It wasn't as if she

didn't have plenty of other chances. She gave them all up to come out

and marry him. She's a pretty good sport, too; she never lets you know

she isn't perfectly happy."

"She _is_ happy; mother, she's happier than _anybody_ I ever saw,"

declared the fourteen-year-old daughter of the house, who was home from

boarding-school for a brief visit during an epidemic of measles in the

school.

"Oh yes, she manages to make people think she's happy," said her mother,

indulgently; "but you can't make me believe she's satisfied to give up

her house on Fifth Avenue and live in a two-roomed log cabin in the

desert, with no society."

"Mother, you don't know! Why, _any_ woman would be satisfied if her

husband adored her the way Mr. Brownleigh does her."

"Well, Ada, you're a romantic girl, and Mr. Brownleigh is a handsome

man. You've got a few things to learn yet. Mark my words, I don't

believe you'll see Mrs. Brownleigh coming back next month with her

husband. This operation was all well enough to talk about, but I'll not

be surprised to hear that he has come back alone or else that he has

accepted a call to some big city church. And he's equal to the city

church, too; that's the wonder of it. He comes of a fine family himself,

I've heard. Oh, people can't keep up the pose of saints forever, even

though they do adore each other. But Mr. Brownleigh _certainly is_ a

good man!"

The vapid little woman sat looking reflectively out of the window for a

whole minute after this deliverance. Yes, certainly Mr. Brownleigh was a

good man. He was the one man of culture, education, refinement, who had

come her way in many a year who had patiently and persistently and

gloriously refused her advances at a mild flirtation, and refused to

understand them, yet remained her friend and reverenced hero. He was a

good man, and she knew it, for she was a very pretty woman and

understood her art well.

Before the day was over Margaret had reason to feel that a Sabbath in

Arizona was a very hard thing to find. The singing could not last all

day, and her friends seemed to find more amusements on Sunday that did

not come into Margaret's code of Sabbath-keeping than one knew how to

say no to. Neither could they understand her feeling, and she found it

hard not to be rude in gently declining one plan after another.

She drew the children into a wide, cozy corner after dinner and began a

Bible story in the guise of a fairy-tale, while the hostess slipped away

to take a nap. However, several other guests lingered about, and Mr.

Temple strayed in. They sat with newspapers before their faces and got

into the story, too, seeming to be deeply interested, so that, after

all, Margaret did not have an unprofitable Sabbath.

But altogether, though she had a gay and somewhat frivolous time, a good

deal of admiration and many invitations to return as often as possible,

Margaret was not sorry when she said good night to know that she was to

return in the early morning to her work.

Mr. Temple himself was going part way with them, accompanied by his

niece, Forsythe, and the young officer who came over with them. Margaret

rode beside Mr. Temple until his way parted from theirs, and had a

delightful talk about Arizona. He was a kindly old fellow who adored his

frivolous little wife and let her go her own gait, seeming not to mind

how much she flirted.

The morning was pink and silver, gold and azure, a wonderful specimen of

an Arizona sunrise for Margaret's benefit, and a glorious beginning for

her day's work in spite of the extremely early hour. The company was gay

and blithe, and the Eastern girl felt as if she were passing through a

wonderful experience.

They loitered a little on the way to show Margaret the wonders of a

fern-plumed cañon, and it was almost school-time when they came up the

street, so that Margaret rode straight to the school-house instead of

stopping at Tanners'. On the way to the school they passed a group of

girls, of whom Rosa Rogers was the center. A certain something in Rosa's

narrowed eyelids as she said good morning caused Margaret to look back

uneasily, and she distinctly saw the girl give a signal to young

Forsythe, who, for answer, only tipped his hat and gave her a peculiar

smile.

In a moment more they had said good-by, and Margaret was left at the

school-house door with a cluster of eager children about her, and

several shy boys in the background, ready to welcome her back as if she

had been gone a month.

In the flutter of opening school Margaret failed to notice that Rosa

Rogers did not appear. It was not until the roll was called that she

noticed her absence, and she looked uneasily toward the door many times

during the morning, but Rosa did not come until after recess, when she

stole smilingly in, as if it were quite the thing to come to school

late. When questioned about her tardiness she said she had torn her

dress and had to go home and change it. Margaret knew by the look in her

eyes that the girl was not telling the truth, but what was she to do? It

troubled her all the morning and went with her to a sleepless pillow

that night. She was beginning to see that life as a school-teacher in

the far West was not all she had imagined it to be. Her father had been

right. There would likely be more thorns than roses on her way.

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