CHAPTER X

The minister did not appear until late in the evening, after Margaret

had gone to her room, for which she was sincerely thankful. She could

hear his voice, fretful and complaining, as he called loudly for Bud to

take the horse. It appeared he had lost his way and wandered many miles

out of the trail. He blamed the country for having no better trails, and

the horse for not being able to find his way better. Mr. Tanner had gone

to bed, but Mrs. Tanner bustled about and tried to comfort him.

"Now that's too bad! Dearie me! Bud oughta hev gone with you, so he

ought. Bud! _Oh_, Bud, you 'ain't gonta sleep yet, hev you? Wake up and

come down and take this horse to the barn."

But Bud declined to descend. He shouted some sleepy directions from his

loft where he slept, and said the minister could look after his own

horse, he "wasn'ta gonta!" There was "plentya corn in the bin."

The minister grumbled his way to the barn, highly incensed at Bud, and

disturbed the calm of the evening view of Margaret's mountain by his

complaints when he returned. He wasn't accustomed to handling horses,

and he thought Bud might have stayed up and attended to it himself. Bud

chuckled in his loft and stole down the back kitchen roof while the

minister ate his late supper. Bud would never leave the old horse to

that amateur's tender mercies, but he didn't intend to make it easy for

the amateur. Margaret, from her window-seat watching the night in the

darkness, saw Bud slip off the kitchen roof and run to the barn, and she

smiled to herself. She liked that boy. He was going to be a good

comrade.

The Sabbath morning dawned brilliantly, and to the homesick girl there

suddenly came a sense of desolation on waking. A strange land was this,

without church-bells or sense of Sabbath fitness. The mountain, it is

true, greeted her with a holy light of gladness, but mountains are not

dependent upon humankind for being in the spirit on the Lord's day. They

are "continually praising Him." Margaret wondered how she was to get

through this day, this dreary first Sabbath away from her home and her

Sabbath-school class, and her dear old church with father preaching. She

had been away, of course, a great many times before, but never to a

churchless community. It was beginning to dawn upon her that that was

what Ashland was--a churchless community. As she recalled the walk to

the school and the ride through the village she had seen nothing that

looked like a church, and all the talk had been of the missionary. They

must have services of some sort, of course, and probably that flabby,

fish-eyed man, her fellow-boarder, was to preach; but her heart turned

sick at thought of listening to a man who had confessed to the

unbeliefs that he had. Of course, he would likely know enough to keep

such doubts to himself; but he had told her, and nothing he could say

now would help or uplift her in the least.

She drew a deep sigh and looked at her watch. It was late. At home the

early Sabbath-school bells would be ringing, and little girls in white,

with bunches of late fall flowers for their teachers, and holding hands

with their little brothers, would be hurrying down the street. Father

was in his study, going over his morning sermon, and mother putting her

little pearl pin in her collar, getting ready to go to her Bible class.

Margaret decided it was time to get up and stop thinking of it all.

She put on a little white dress that she wore to church at home and

hurried down to discover what the family plans were for the day, but

found, to her dismay, that the atmosphere below-stairs was just like

that of other days. Mr. Tanner sat tilted back in a dining-room chair,

reading the weekly paper, Mrs. Tanner was bustling in with hot

corn-bread, Bud was on the front-door steps teasing the dog, and the

minister came in with an air of weariness upon him, as if he quite

intended taking it out on his companions that he had experienced a

trying time on Saturday. He did not look in the least like a man who

expected to preach in a few minutes. He declined to eat his egg because

it was cooked too hard, and poor Mrs. Tanner had to try it twice before

she succeeded in producing a soft-boiled egg to suit him. Only the

radiant outline of the great mountain, which Margaret could see over the

minister's head, looked peaceful and Sabbath-like.

"What time do you have service?" Margaret asked, as she rose from the

table.

"Service?" It was Mr. Tanner who echoed her question as if he did not

quite know what she meant.

Mrs. Tanner raised her eyes from her belated breakfast with a worried

look, like a hen stretching her neck about to see what she ought to do

next for the comfort of the chickens under her care. It was apparent

that she had no comprehension of what the question meant. It was the

minister who answered, condescendingly:

"Um! Ah! There is no church edifice here, you know, Miss Earle. The

mission station is located some miles distant."

"I know," said Margaret, "but they surely have some religious service?"

"I really don't know," said the minister, loftily, as if it were

something wholly beneath his notice.

"Then you are not going to preach this morning?" In spite of herself

there was relief in her tone.

"Most certainly not," he replied, stiffly. "I came out here to rest, and

I selected this place largely because it was so far from a church. I

wanted to be where I should not be annoyed by requests to preach. Of

course, ministers from the East would be a curiosity in these Western

towns, and I should really get no rest at all if I had gone where my

services would have been in constant demand. When I came out here I was

in much the condition of our friend the minister of whom you have

doubtless heard. He was starting on his vacation, and he said to a

brother minister, with a smile of joy and relief, 'No preaching, no

praying, no reading of the Bible for six whole weeks!'"

"Indeed!" said Margaret, freezingly. "No, I am not familiar with

ministers of that sort." She turned with dismissal in her manner and

appealed to Mrs. Tanner. "Then you really have no Sabbath service of any

sort whatever in town?" There was something almost tragic in her face.

She stood aghast at the prospect before her.

Mrs. Tanner's neck stretched up a little longer, and her lips dropped

apart in her attempt to understand the situation. One would scarcely

have been surprised to hear her say, "Cut-cut-cut-ca-daw-cut?" so

fluttered did she seem.

Then up spoke Bud. "We gotta Sunday-school, ma!" There was pride of

possession in Bud's tone, and a kind of triumph over the minister,

albeit Bud had adjured Sunday-school since his early infancy. He was

ready now, however, to be offered on the altar of Sunday-school, even,

if that would please the new teacher--and spite the minister. "I'll take

you ef you wanta go." He looked defiantly at the minister as he said it.

But at last Mrs. Tanner seemed to grasp what was the matter.

"Why!--why!--why! You mean preaching service!" she clucked out. "Why,

yes, Mr. West, wouldn't that be fine? You could preach for us. We could

have it posted up at the saloon and the crossings, and out a ways on

both trails, and you'd have quite a crowd. They'd come from over to the

camp, and up the cañon way, and roundabouts. They'd do you credit, they

surely would, Mr. West. And you could have the school-house for a

meeting-house. Pa, there, is one of the school board. There wouldn't be

a bit of trouble--"

"Um! Ah! Mrs. Tanner, I assure you it's quite out of the question. I

told you I was here for absolute rest. I couldn't think of preaching.

Besides, it's against my principles to preach without remuneration. It's

a wrong idea. The workman is worthy of his hire, you know, Mrs. Tanner,

the Good Book says." Mr. West's tone took on a self-righteous

inflection.

"Oh! Ef that's all, that 'u'd be all right!" she said, with relief. "You

could take up a collection. The boys would be real generous. They always

are when any show comes along. They'd appreciate it, you know, and I'd

like fer Miss Earle here to hear you preach. It 'u'd be a real treat to

her, her being a preacher's daughter and all." She turned to Margaret

for support, but that young woman was talking to Bud. She had promptly

closed with his offer to take her to Sunday-school, and now she hurried

away to get ready, leaving Mrs. Tanner to make her clerical arrangements

without aid.

The minister, meantime, looked after her doubtfully. Perhaps, after all,

it would have been a good move to have preached. He might have impressed

that difficult young woman better that way than any other, seeing she

posed as being so interested in religious matters. He turned to Mrs.

Tanner and began to ask questions about the feasibility of a church

service. The word "collection" sounded good to him. He was not averse to

replenishing his somewhat depleted treasury if it could be done so

easily as that.

Meantime Margaret, up in her room, was wondering again how such a man as

Mr. West ever got into the Christian ministry.

West was still endeavoring to impress the Tanners with the importance of

his late charge in the East as Margaret came down-stairs. His pompous

tones, raised to favor the deafness that he took for granted in Mr.

Tanner, easily reached her ears.

"I couldn't, of course, think of doing it every Sunday, you understand.

It wouldn't be fair to myself nor my work which I have just left; but,

of course, if there were sufficient inducement I might consent to preach

some Sunday before I leave."

Mrs. Tanner's little satisfied cluck was quite audible as the girl

closed the front door and went out to the waiting Bud.

The Sunday-school was a desolate affair, presided over by an elderly and

very illiterate man, who nursed his elbows and rubbed his chin

meditatively between the slow questions which he read out of the

lesson-leaf. The woman who usually taught the children was called away

to nurse a sick neighbor, and the children were huddled together in a

restless group. The singing was poor, and the whole of the exercises

dreary, including the prayer. The few women present sat and stared in a

kind of awe at the visitor, half belligerently, as if she were an

intruder. Bud lingered outside the door and finally disappeared

altogether, reappearing when the last hymn was sung. Altogether the new

teacher felt exceedingly homesick as she wended her way back to the

Tanners' beside Bud.

"What do you do with yourself on Sunday afternoons, Bud?" she asked, as

soon as they were out of hearing of the rest of the group.

The boy turned wondering eyes toward her. "Do?" he repeated, puzzled.

"Why, we pass the time away, like 'most any day. There ain't much

difference."

A great desolation possessed her. No church! Worse than no minister! No

Sabbath! What kind of a land was this to which she had come?

The boy beside her smelled of tobacco smoke. He had been off somewhere

smoking while she was in the dreary little Sunday-school. She looked at

his careless boy-face furtively as they walked along. He smoked, of

course, like most boys of his age, probably, and he did a lot of other

things he ought not to do. He had no interest in God or righteousness,

and he did not take it for granted that the Sabbath was different from

any other day. A sudden heart-sinking came upon her. What was the use of

trying to do anything for such as he? Why not give it up now and go back

where there was more promising material to work upon and where she would

be welcome indeed? Of course, she had known things would be

discouraging, but somehow it had seemed different from a distance. It

all looked utterly hopeless now, and herself crazy to have thought she

could do any good in a place like this.

And yet the place needed somebody! That pitiful little Sunday-school!

How forlorn it all was! She was almost sorry she had gone. It gave her

an unhappy feeling for the morrow, which was to be her first day of

school.

Then, all suddenly, just as they were nearing the Tanner house, there

came one riding down the street with all the glory of the radiant

morning in his face, and a light in his eyes at seeing her that lifted

away her desolation, for here at last was a friend!

She wondered at herself. An unknown stranger, and a self-confessed

failure so far in his young life, and yet he seemed so good a sight to

her amid these uncongenial surroundings!

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