CHAPTER VII

The next day was filled with unpacking and with writing letters home. By

dint of being very busy Margaret managed to forget the minister, who

seemed to obtrude himself at every possible turn of the day, and would

have monopolized her if she had given him half a chance.

The trunks, two delightful steamer ones, and a big packing-box with her

books, arrived the next morning and caused great excitement in the

household. Not since they moved into the new house had they seen so many

things arrive. Bud helped carry them up-stairs, while Cap ran wildly

back and forth, giving sharp barks, and the minister stood by the front

door and gave ineffectual and unpractical advice to the man who had

brought them. Margaret heard the man and Bud exchanging their opinion of

West in low growls in the hall as they entered her door, and she

couldn't help feeling that she agreed with them, though she might not

have expressed her opinion in the same terms.

The minister tapped at her door a little later and offered his services

in opening her box and unstrapping her trunks; but she told him Bud had

already performed that service for her, and thanked him with a finality

that forbade him to linger. She half hoped he heard the vicious little

click with which she locked the door after him, and then wondered if she

were wicked to feel that way. But all such compunctions were presently

forgotten in the work of making over her room.

The trunks, after they were unpacked and repacked with the things she

would not need at once, were disposed in front of the two windows with

which the ugly little room was blessed. She covered them with two Bagdad

rugs, relics of her college days, and piled several college pillows from

the packing-box on each, which made the room instantly assume a homelike

air. Then out of the box came other things. Framed pictures of home

scenes, college friends and places, pennants, and flags from football,

baseball, and basket-ball games she had attended; photographs; a few

prints of rare paintings simply framed; a roll of rose-bordered white

scrim like her curtains at home, wherewith she transformed the

blue-shaded windows and the stiff little wooden rocker, and even made a

valance and bed-cover over pink cambric for her bed. The bureau and

wash-stand were given pink and white covers, and the ugly walls

literally disappeared beneath pictures, pennants, banners, and symbols.

When Bud came up to call her to dinner she flung the door open, and he

paused in wide-eyed amazement over the transformation. His eyes kindled

at a pair of golf-sticks, a hockey-stick, a tennis-racket, and a big

basket-ball in the corner; and his whole look of surprise was so

ridiculous that she had to laugh. He looked as if a miracle had been

performed on the room, and actually stepped back into the hall to get

his breath and be sure he was still in his father's house.

"I want you to come in and see all my pictures and get acquainted with

my friends when you have time," she said. "I wonder if you could make

some more shelves for my books and help me unpack and set them up?"

"Sure!" gasped Bud, heartily, albeit with awe. She hadn't asked the

minister; she had asked _him_--_Bud!_ Just a boy! He looked around the

room with anticipation. What wonder and delight he would have looking at

all those things!

Then Cap stepped into the middle of the room as if he belonged, mouth

open, tongue lolling, smiling and panting a hearty approval, as he

looked about at the strangeness for all the world as a human being might

have done. It was plain he was pleased with the change.

There was a proprietary air about Bud during dinner that was pleasant to

Margaret and most annoying to West. It was plain that West looked on the

boy as an upstart whom Miss Earle was using for the present to block his

approach, and he was growing most impatient over the delay. He suggested

that perhaps she would like his escort to see something of her

surroundings that afternoon; but she smilingly told him that she would

be very busy all the afternoon getting settled, and when he offered

again to help her she cast a dazzling smile on Bud and said she didn't

think she would need any more help, that Bud was going to do a few

things for her, and that was all that was necessary.

Bud straightened up and became two inches taller. He passed the bread,

suggested two pieces of pie, and filled her glass of water as if she

were his partner. Mr. Tanner beamed to see his son in high favor, but

Mrs. Tanner looked a little troubled for the minister. She thought

things weren't just progressing as fast as they ought to between him and

the teacher.

Bud, with Margaret's instructions, managed to make a very creditable

bookcase out of the packing-box sawed in half, the pieces set side by

side. She covered them deftly with green burlap left over from college

days, like her other supplies, and then the two arranged the books. Bud

was delighted over the prospect of reading some of the books, for they

were not all school-books, by any means, and she had brought plenty of

them to keep her from being lonesome on days when she longed to fly back

to her home.

At last the work was done, and they stood back to survey it. The books

filled up every speck of space and overflowed to the three little

hanging shelves over them; but they were all squeezed in at last except

a pile of school-books that were saved out to take to the school-house.

Margaret set a tiny vase on the top of one part of the packing-case and

a small brass bowl on the top of the other, and Bud, after a knowing

glance, scurried away for a few minutes and brought back a handful of

gorgeous cactus blossoms to give the final touch.

"Gee!" he said, admiringly, looking around the room. "Gee! You wouldn't

know it fer the same place!"

That evening after supper Margaret sat down to write a long letter home.

She had written a brief letter, of course, the night before, but had

been too weary to go into detail. The letter read:

DEAR MOTHER AND FATHER,--I'm unpacked and settled at last in my

room, and now I can't stand it another minute till I talk to you.

Last night, of course, I was pretty homesick, things all looked so

strange and new and different. I had known they would, but then I

didn't realize at all how different they would be. But I'm not

getting homesick already; don't think it. I'm not a bit sorry I

came, or at least I sha'n't be when I get started in school. One of

the scholars is Mrs. Tanner's son, and I like him. He's crude, of

course, but he has a brain, and he's been helping me this

afternoon. We made a bookcase for my books, and it looks fine. I

wish you could see it. I covered it with the green burlap, and the

books look real happy in smiling rows over on the other side of the

room. Bud Tanner got me some wonderful cactus blossoms for my brass

bowl. I wish I could send you some. They are gorgeous!

But you will want me to tell about my arrival. Well, to begin with,

I was late getting here [Margaret had decided to leave out the

incident of the desert altogether, for she knew by experience that

her mother would suffer terrors all during her absence if she once

heard of that wild adventure], which accounts for the lateness of

the telegram I sent you. I hope its delay didn't make you worry

any.

A very nice young man named Mr. Gardley piloted me to Mrs. Tanner's

house and looked after my trunks for me. He is from the East. It

was fortunate for me that he happened along, for he was most kind

and gentlemanly and helpful. Tell Jane not to worry lest I'll fall

in love with him; he doesn't live here. He belongs to a ranch or

camp or something twenty-five miles away. She was so afraid I'd

fall in love with an Arizona man and not come back home.

Mrs. Tanner is very kind and motherly according to her lights. She

has given me the best room in the house, and she talks a blue

streak. She has thin, brown hair turning gray, and she wears it in

a funny little knob on the tip-top of her round head to correspond

with the funny little tuft of hair on her husband's protruding

chin. Her head is set on her neck like a clothes-pin, only she is

squattier than a clothes-pin. She always wears her sleeves rolled

up (at least so far she has) and she always bustles around noisily

and apologizes for everything in the jolliest sort of way. I would

like her, I guess, if it wasn't for the other boarder; but she has

quite made up her mind that I shall like him, and I don't, of

course, so she is a bit disappointed in me so far.

Mr. Tanner is very kind and funny, and looks something like a

jack-knife with the blades half-open. He never disagrees with Mrs.

Tanner, and I really believe he's in love with her yet, though they

must have been married a good while. He calls her "Ma," and seems

restless unless she's in the room. When she goes out to the kitchen

to get some more soup or hash or bring in the pie, he shouts

remarks at her all the time she's gone, and she answers, utterly

regardless of the conversation the rest of the family are carrying

on. It's like a phonograph wound up for the day.

Bud Tanner is about fourteen, and I like him. He's well developed,

strong, and almost handsome; at least he would be if he were fixed

up a little. He has fine, dark eyes and a great shock of dark hair.

He and I are friends already. And so is the dog. The dog is a

peach! Excuse me, mother, but I just must use a little of the dear

old college slang somewhere, and your letters are the only

safety-valve, for I'm a schoolmarm now and must talk "good and

proper" all the time, you know.

The dog's name is Captain, and he looks the part. He has

constituted himself my bodyguard, and it's going to be very nice

having him. He's perfectly devoted already. He's a great, big,

fluffy fellow with keen, intelligent eyes, sensitive ears, and a

tail like a spreading plume. You'd love him, I know. He has a smile

like the morning sunshine.

And now I come to the only other member of the family, the boarder,

and I hesitate to approach the topic, because I have taken one of

my violent and naughty dislikes to him, and--awful thought--mother!

father! _he's a minister!_ Yes, he's a _Presbyterian minister_! I

know it will make you feel dreadfully, and I thought some of not

telling you, but my conscience hurt me so I had to. I just can't

_bear_ him, so there! Of course, I may get over it, but I don't see

how ever, for I can't think of anything that's more like him than

_soft soap_! Oh yes, there is one other word. Grandmother used to

use it about men she hadn't any use for, and that was "squash."

Mother, I can't help it, but he does seem something like a squash.

One of that crook-necked, yellow kind with warts all over it, and a

great, big, splurgy vine behind it to account for its being there

at all. Insipid and thready when it's cooked, you know, and has to

have a lot of salt and pepper and butter to make it go down at all.

Now I've told you the worst, and I'll try to describe him and see

what you think I'd better do about it. Oh, he isn't the regular

minister here, or missionary--I guess they call him. He's located

quite a distance off, and only comes once a month to preach here,

and, anyhow, _he's_ gone East now to take his wife to a hospital

for an operation, and won't be back for a couple of months,

perhaps, and this man isn't even taking his place. He's just here

for his health or for fun or something, I guess. He says he had a

large suburban church near New York, and had a nervous breakdown;

but I've been wondering if he didn't make a mistake, and it wasn't

the church had the nervous breakdown instead. He isn't very big nor

very little; he's just insignificant. His hair is like wet straw,

and his eyes like a fish's. His hand feels like a dead toad when

you have to shake hands, which I'm thankful doesn't have to be done

but once. He looks at you with a flat, sickening grin. He has an

acquired double chin, acquired to make him look pompous, and he

dresses stylishly and speaks of the inhabitants of this country

with contempt. He wants to be very affable, and offers to take me

to all sorts of places, but so far I've avoided him. I can't think

how they ever came to let him be a minister--I really can't! And

yet, I suppose it's all my horrid old prejudice, and father will be

grieved and you will think I am perverse. But, really, I'm sure

he's not one bit like father was when he was young. I never saw a

minister like him. Perhaps I'll get over it. I do sometimes, you

know, so don't begin to worry yet. I'll try real hard. I suppose

he'll preach Sunday, and then, perhaps, his sermon will be grand

and I'll forget how soft-soapy he looks and think only of his great

thoughts.

But I know it will be a sort of comfort to you to know that there

is a Presbyterian minister in the house with me, and I'll really

try to like him if I can.

There's nothing to complain of in the board. It isn't luxurious, of

course, but I didn't expect that. Everything is very plain, but

Mrs. Tanner manages to make it taste good. She makes fine

corn-bread, almost as good as yours--not quite.

My room is all lovely, now that I have covered its bareness with my

own things, but it has one great thing that can't compare with

anything at home, and that is its view. It is wonderful! I wish I

could make you see it. There is a mountain at the end of it that

has as many different garments as a queen. To-night, when sunset

came, it grew filmy as if a gauze of many colors had dropped upon

it and melted into it, and glowed and melted until it turned to

slate blue under the wide, starred blue of the wonderful night sky,

and all the dark about was velvet. Last night my mountain was all

pink and silver, and I have seen it purple and rose. But you can't

think the wideness of the sky, and I couldn't paint it for you with

words. You must see it to understand. A great, wide, dark sapphire

floor just simply ravished with stars like big jewels!

But I must stop and go to bed, for I find the air of this country

makes me very sleepy, and my wicked little kerosene-lamp is

smoking. I guess you would better send me my student-lamp, after

all, for I'm surely going to need it.

Now I must turn out the light and say good night to my mountain,

and then I will go to sleep thinking of you. Don't worry about the

minister. I'm very polite to him, but I shall never--_no,

never_--fall in love with _him_--tell Jane.

Your loving little girl,

MARGARET.

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