CHAPTER V

Slower the horses walked, and slower. The voices of the Boy and girl

were low when they spoke about the common things by the wayside. Once

their eyes met, and they smiled with something both sad and glad in

them.

Margaret was watching the young man by her side and wondering at

herself. He was different from any man whose life had come near to hers

before. He was wild and worldly, she could see that, and unrestrained by

many of the things that were vital principles with her, and yet she felt

strangely drawn to him and wonderfully at home in his company. She could

not understand herself nor him. It was as if his real soul had looked

out of his eyes and spoken, untrammeled by the circumstances of birth or

breeding or habit, and she knew him for a kindred spirit. And yet he was

far from being one in whom she would have expected even to find a

friend. Where was her confidence of yesterday? Why was it that she

dreaded to have this strong young protector leave her to meet alone a

world of strangers, whom yesterday at this time she would have gladly

welcomed?

Now, when his face grew thoughtful and sad, she saw the hard, bitter

lines that were beginning to be graven about his lips, and her heart

ached over what he had said about not making good. She wondered if there

was anything else she could say to help him, but no words came to her,

and the sad, set look about his lips warned her that perhaps she had

said enough. He was not one who needed a long dissertation to bring a

thought home to his consciousness.

Gravely they rode to the station to see about Margaret's trunks and make

inquiries for the school and the house where she had arranged to board.

Then Margaret sent a telegram to her mother to say that she had arrived

safely, and so, when all was done and there was no longer an excuse for

lingering, the Boy realized that he must leave her.

They stood alone for just a moment while the voluble landlady went to

attend to something that was boiling over on the stove. It was an ugly

little parlor that was to be her reception-room for the next year at

least, with red-and-green ingrain carpet of ancient pattern, hideous

chromos on the walls, and frantically common furniture setting up in its

shining varnish to be pretentious; but the girl had not seen it yet. She

was filled with a great homesickness that had not possessed her even

when she said good-by to her dear ones at home. She suddenly realized

that the people with whom she was to be thrown were of another world

from hers, and this one friend whom she had found in the desert was

leaving her.

She tried to shake hands formally and tell him how grateful she was to

him for rescuing her from the perils of the night, but somehow words

seemed so inadequate, and tears kept crowding their way into her throat

and eyes. Absurd it was, and he a stranger twenty hours before, and a

man of other ways than hers, besides. Yet he was her friend and rescuer.

She spoke her thanks as well as she could, and then looked up, a swift,

timid glance, and found his eyes upon her earnestly and troubled.

"Don't thank me," he said, huskily. "I guess it was the best thing I

ever did, finding you. I sha'n't forget, even if you never let me see

you again--and--I hope you will." His eyes searched hers wistfully.

"Of course," she said. "Why not?"

"I thank you," he said in quaint, courtly fashion, bending low over her

hand. "I shall try to be worthy of the honor."

And so saying, he left her and, mounting his horse, rode away into the

lengthening shadows of the afternoon.

She stood in the forlorn little room staring out of the window after her

late companion, a sense of utter desolation upon her. For the moment all

her brave hopes of the future had fled, and if she could have slipped

unobserved out of the front door, down to the station, and boarded some

waiting express to her home, she would gladly have done it then and

there.

Try as she would to summon her former reasons for coming to this wild,

she could not think of one of them, and her eyes were very near to

tears.

But Margaret Earle was not given to tears, and as she felt them smart

beneath her lids she turned in a panic to prevent them. She could not

afford to cry now. Mrs. Tanner would be returning, and she must not find

the "new schoolma'am" weeping.

With a glance she swept the meager, pretentious room, and then,

suddenly, became aware of other presences. In the doorway stood a man

and a dog, both regarding her intently with open surprise, not unmixed

with open appraisement and a marked degree of admiration.

The man was of medium height, slight, with a putty complexion; cold,

pale-blue eyes; pale, straw-colored hair, and a look of self-indulgence

around his rather weak mouth. He was dressed in a city business suit of

the latest cut, however, and looked as much out of place in that crude

little house as did Margaret Earle herself in her simple gown of

dark-blue crêpe and her undeniable air of style and good taste.

His eyes, as they regarded her, had in them a smile that the girl

instinctively resented. Was it a shade too possessive and complacently

sure for a stranger?

The dog, a large collie, had great, liquid, brown eyes, menacing or

loyal, as circumstances dictated, and regarded her with an air of brief

indecision. She felt she was being weighed in the balance by both pairs

of eyes. Of the two the girl preferred the dog.

Perhaps the dog understood, for he came a pace nearer and waved his

plumy tail tentatively. For the dog she felt a glow of friendliness at

once, but for the man she suddenly, and most unreasonably, of course,

conceived one of her violent and unexpected dislikes.

Into this tableau bustled Mrs. Tanner. "Well, now, I didn't go to leave

you by your lonesome all this time," she apologized, wiping her hands on

her apron, "but them beans boiled clean over, and I hed to put 'em in a

bigger kettle. You see, I put in more beans 'count o' you bein' here,

an' I ain't uset to calca'latin' on two extry." She looked happily from

the man to the girl and back again.

"Mr. West, I 'spose, o' course, you interjuced yerself? Bein' a

preacher, you don't hev to stan' on ceremony like the rest of mankind.

You 'ain't? Well, let me hev the pleasure of interjucin' our new

school-teacher, Miss Margaret Earle. I 'spect you two 'll be awful

chummy right at the start, both bein' from the East that way, an' both

hevin' ben to college."

Margaret Earle acknowledged the bow with a cool little inclination of

her head. She wondered why she didn't hate the garrulous woman who

rattled on in this happy, take-it-for-granted way; but there was

something so innocently pleased in her manner that she couldn't help

putting all her wrath on the smiling man who came forward instantly with

a low bow and a voice of fulsome flattery.

"Indeed, Miss Earle, I assure you I am happily surprised. I am sure Mrs.

Tanner's prophecy will come true and we shall be the best of friends.

When they told me the new teacher was to board here I really hesitated.

I have seen something of these Western teachers in my time, and scarcely

thought I should find you congenial; but I can see at a glance that you

are the exception to the rule."

He presented a soft, unmanly white hand, and there was nothing to do but

take it or seem rude to her hostess; but her manner was like icicles,

and she was thankful she had not yet removed her gloves.

If the reverend gentleman thought he was to enjoy a lingering hand-clasp

he was mistaken, for the gloved finger-tips merely touched his hand and

were withdrawn, and the girl turned to her hostess with a smile of

finality as if he were dismissed. He did not seem disposed to take the

hint and withdraw, however, until on a sudden the great dog came and

stood between them with open-mouthed welcome and joyous greeting in the

plumy, wagging tail. He pushed close to her and looked up into her face

insistently, his hanging pink tongue and wide, smiling countenance

proclaiming that he was satisfied with his investigation.

Margaret looked down at him, and then stooped and put her arms about his

neck. Something in his kindly dog expression made her feel suddenly as

if she had a real friend.

It seemed the man, however, did not like the situation. He kicked

gingerly at the dog's hind legs, and said in a harsh voice:

"Get out of the way, sir. You're annoying the lady. Get out, I say!"

The dog, however, uttered a low growl and merely showed the whites of

his menacing eyes at the man, turning his body slightly so that he stood

across the lady's way protectingly, as if to keep the man from her.

Margaret smiled at the dog and laid her hand on his head, as if to

signify her acceptance of the friendship he had offered her, and he

waved his plume once more and attended her from the room, neither of

them giving further attention to the man.

"Confound that dog!" said Rev. Frederick West, in a most unpreacher-like

tone, as he walked to the window and looked out. Then to himself he

mused: "A pretty girl. A _very pretty_ girl. I really think it'll be

worth my while to stay a month at least."

Up in her room the "very pretty girl" was unpacking her suit-case and

struggling with the tears. Not since she was a wee little girl and went

to school all alone for the first time had she felt so very forlorn, and

it was the little bare bedroom that had done it. At least that had been

the final straw that had made too great the burden of keeping down those

threatening tears.

It was only a bare, plain room with unfinished walls, rough woodwork, a

cheap wooden bed, a bureau with a warped looking-glass, and on the floor

was a braided rug of rags. A little wooden rocker, another small,

straight wooden chair, a hanging wall-pocket decorated with purple

roses, a hanging bookshelf composed of three thin boards strung together

with maroon picture cord, a violently colored picture-card of "Moses in

the Bulrushes" framed in straws and red worsted, and bright-blue paper

shades at the windows. That was the room!

How different from her room at home, simply and sweetly finished anew

for her home-coming from college! It rose before her homesick vision

now. Soft gray walls, rose-colored ceiling, blended by a wreath of

exquisite wild roses, whose pattern was repeated in the border of the

simple curtains and chair cushions, white-enamel furniture, pretty brass

bed soft as down in its luxurious mattress, spotless and inviting

always. She glanced at the humpy bed with its fringed gray spread and

lumpy-looking pillows in dismay. She had not thought of little

discomforts like that, yet how they loomed upon her weary vision now!

The tiny wooden stand with its thick, white crockery seemed ill

substitute for the dainty white bath-room at home. She had known she

would not have her home luxuries, of course, but she had not realized

until set down amid these barren surroundings what a difference they

would make.

Going to the window and looking out, she saw for the first time the one

luxury the little room possessed--a view! And such a view! Wide and

wonderful and far it stretched, in colors unmatched by painter's brush,

a purple mountain topped by rosy clouds in the distance. For the second

time in Arizona her soul was lifted suddenly out of itself and its

dismay by a vision of the things that God has made and the largeness of

it all.

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