CHAPTER XXIV

Hamel sat alone upon the terrace, his afternoon coffee on a small table

in front of him. His eyes were fixed upon a black speck at the end of

the level roadway which led to the Tower. Only a few minutes before, Mr.

Fentolin, in his little carriage, had shot out from the passage beneath

the terrace, on his way to the Tower. Behind him came Meekins, bending

over his bicycle. Hamel watched them both with thoughtful eyes. There

were several little incidents in connection with their expedition which

he scarcely understood.

Then there came at last the sound for which he had been listening, the

rustle of a skirt along the terraced way. Hamel turned quickly around,

half rising to his feet, and concealing his disappointment with

difficulty. It was Mrs. Seymour Fentolin who stood there, a little dog

under each arm; a large hat, gay with flowers, upon her head. She wore

patent shoes with high heels, and white silk stockings. She had, indeed,

the air of being dressed for luncheon at a fashionable restaurant. As

she stooped to set the dogs down, a strong waft of perfume was shaken

from her clothes.

“Are you entirely deserted, Mr. Hamel?” she asked.

“I am,” he replied. “Miss Esther went, I think, to look for you. My

host,” he added, pointing to the black speck in the distance, “begged me

to defer my occupation of the Tower for an hour or so, and has gone down

there to collect some of his trifles.”

Her eyes followed his outstretched hand. She seemed to him to shiver for

a moment.

“You really mean, then, that you are going to leave us?” she asked,

accepting the chair which he had drawn up close to his.

He smiled.

“Well, I scarcely came on a visit to St. David’s Hall, did I?” he

reminded her. “It has been delightfully hospitable of Mr. Fentolin to

have insisted upon my staying on here for these few days, but I could

not possibly inflict myself upon you all for an unlimited period.”

Mrs. Fentolin sat quite still for a time. In absolute repose, if

one could forget her mass of unnaturally golden hair, the forced and

constant smile, the too liberal use of rouge and powder, the nervous

motions of her head, it was easily to be realised that there were still

neglected attractions about her face and figure. Only, in these moments

of repose, an intense and ageing weariness seemed to have crept into her

eyes and face. It was as though she had dropped the mask of incessant

gaiety and permitted a glimpse of her real self to steal to the surface.

“Mr. Hamel,” she said quietly, “I dare say that even during these few

days you have realised that Mr. Fentolin is a very peculiar man.”

“I have certainly observed--eccentricities,” Hamel assented.

“My life, and the lives of my two children,” she went on, “is devoted to

the task of ministering to his happiness.”

“Isn’t that rather a heavy sacrifice?” he asked. Mrs. Seymour Fentolin

looked down the long, narrow way along which Mr. Fentolin had passed.

He was out of sight now, inside the Tower. Somehow or other, the thought

seemed to give her courage and dignity. She spoke differently, without

nervousness or hurry.

“To you, Mr. Hamel,” she said, “it may seem so. We who make it know of

its necessity.”

He bowed his head. It was not a subject for him to discuss with her.

“Mr. Fentolin has whims,” she went on, “violent whims. We all try to

humour him. He has his own ideas about Gerald’s bringing up. I do not

agree with them, but we submit. Esther, too, suffers, perhaps to a

less extent. As for me,”--her voice broke a little--“Mr. Fentolin likes

people around him who are always cheerful. He prefers even a certain

style--of dress. I, too, have to do my little share.”

Hamel’s face grew darker.

“Has it ever occurred to you,” he demanded, “that Mr. Fentolin is a

tyrant?”

She closed her eyes for a moment.

“There are reasons,” she declared, “why I cannot discuss that with you.

He has these strong fancies, and it is our task in life to humour them.

He has one now with regard to the Tower, with regard to you. You are,

of course, your own master. You can do as you choose, and you will do

as you choose. Neither I nor my children have any claim upon your

consideration. But, Mr. Hamel, you have been so kind that I feel moved

to tell you this. It would make it very much easier for all of us if you

would give up this scheme of yours, if you would stay on here instead of

going to reside at the Tower.”

Hamel threw away his cigarette. He was deeply interested.

“Mrs. Fentolin,” he said, “I am glad to have you speak so plainly. Let

me answer you in the same spirit. I am leaving this house mainly because

I have conceived certain suspicions with regard to Mr. Fentolin. I do

not like him, I do not trust him, I do not believe in him. Therefore,

I mean to remove myself from the burden of his hospitality. There are

reasons,” he went on, “why I do not wish to leave the neighbourhood

altogether. There are certain investigations which I wish to make. That

is why I have decided to go to the Tower.”

“Miles was right, then!” she cried suddenly. “You are here to spy upon

him!”

He turned towards her swiftly.

“To spy upon him, Mrs. Fentolin? For what reason? Why? Is he a criminal,

then?”

She opened her lips and closed them again. There was a slight frown upon

her forehead. It was obvious that the word had unintentionally escaped

her.

“I only know what it is that he called you, what he suspects you of

being,” she explained. “Mr. Fentolin is very clever, and he is generally

at work upon something. We do not enquire into the purpose of his

labours. The only thing I know is that he suspects you of wanting to

steal one of his secrets.”

“Secrets? But what secrets has he?” Hamel demanded. “Is he an inventor?”

“You ask me idle questions,” she sighed. “We have gone, perhaps, a

little further than I intended. I came to plead with you for all our

sakes, if I could, to make things more comfortable by remaining here

instead of insisting upon your claim to the Tower.”

“Mrs. Fentolin,” Hamel said firmly. “I like to do what I can to please

and benefit my friends, especially those who have been kind to me. I

will be quite frank with you. There is nothing you could ask me which I

would not do for your daughter’s sake--if I were convinced that it was

for her good.”

Mrs. Seymour Fentolin seemed to be trembling a little. Her hands were

crossed upon her bosom.

“You have known her for so short a time,” she murmured.

Hamel smiled confidently.

“I will not weary you,” he said, “with the usual trite remarks. I

will simply tell you that the time has been long enough. I love your

daughter.”

Mrs. Fentolin sat quite still. Only in her eyes, fixed steadily

seawards, there was the light of something new, as though some new

thought was stirring in her brain. Her lips moved, although the sound

which came was almost inaudible.

“Why not?” she murmured, as though arguing with some unseen critic of

her thoughts. “Why not?”

“I am not a rich man,” Hamel went on, “but I am fairly well off. I could

afford to be married at once, and I should like--”

She turned suddenly upon him and gripped his wrist.

“Listen,” she interrupted, “you are a traveller, are you not? You have

been to distant countries, where white people go seldom; inaccessible

countries, where even the arm of the law seldom reaches. Couldn’t you

take her away there, take her right away, travel so fast that nothing

could catch you, and hide--hide for a little time?”

Hamel stared at his companion, for a moment, blankly. Her attitude was

so unexpected, her questioning so fierce.

“My dear Mrs. Fentolin,” he began--.

She suddenly relaxed her grip of his arm. Something of the old

hopelessness was settling down upon her face. Her hands fell into her

lap.

“No,” she interrupted, “I forgot! I mustn’t talk like that. She, too, is

part of the sacrifice.”

“Part of the sacrifice,” Hamel repeated, frowning. “Is she, indeed! I

don’t know what sacrifice you mean, but Esther is the girl whom sooner

or later, somehow or other, I am going to make my wife, and when she is

my wife, I shall see to it that she isn’t afraid of Miles Fentolin or of

any other man breathing.”

A gleam of hopefulness shone through the stony misery of the woman’s

face.

“Does Esther care?” she asked softly.

“How can I tell? I can only hope so. If she doesn’t yet, she shall some

day. I suppose,” he added, with a sigh, “it is rather too soon yet to

expect that she should. If it is necessary, I can wait.”

Mrs. Fentolin’s eyes were once more fixed upon the Tower. The sun had

caught the top of the telephone wire and played around it till it seemed

like a long, thin shaft of silver.

“If you go down there,” she said, “Esther will not be allowed to see you

at all. Mr. Fentolin has decided to take it as a personal affront. You

will be ostracised from here.”

“Shall I?” he answered. “Well, it won’t be for long, at any rate. And

as to not seeing Esther, you must remember that I come from outside

this little domain, and I see nothing more in Mr. Fentolin than a

bad-tempered, mischievous, tyrannical old invalid, who is fortunately

prevented by his infirmities from doing as much mischief as he might.

I am not afraid of your brother-in-law, or of the bully he takes about

with him, and I am going to see your daughter somehow or other, and I am

going to marry her before very long.”

She thrust out her hand suddenly and grasped his. The fingers were very

thin, almost bony, and covered with rings. Their grip was feverish and

he felt them tremble.

“You are a brave man, Mr. Hamel,” she declared speaking in a low, quick

undertone. “Perhaps you are right. The shadow isn’t over your head. You

haven’t lived in the terror of it. You may find a way. God grant it!”

She wrung his fingers and rose to her feet. Her voice suddenly changed

into another key. Hamel knew instinctively that she wished him to

understand that their conversation was over.

“Chow-Chow,” she cried, “come along, dear, we must have our walk. Come

along, Koto; come along, little dogs.”

Hamel strolled down the terrace steps and wandered for a time in the

gardens behind the house. Here, in the shelter of the great building, he

found himself suddenly in an atmosphere of springtime. There were

beds of crocuses and hyacinths, fragrant clumps of violets, borders of

snowdrops, masses of primroses and early anemones. He slowly climbed one

or two steep paths until he reached a sort of plateau, level with the

top of the house. The flowers here grew more sparsely, the track of the

salt wind lay like a withering band across the flower-beds. The garden

below was like a little oasis of colour and perfume. Arrived at the

bordering red brick wall, he turned around and looked along the narrow

road which led to the sea. There was no sign of Mr. Fentolin’s return.

Then to his left he saw a gate open and heard the clamour of dogs.

Esther appeared, walking swiftly towards the little stretch of road

which led to the village. He hurried after her.

“Unsociable person!” he exclaimed, as he caught her up. “Didn’t you know

that I was longing for a walk?”

“How should I read your thoughts?” she answered. “Besides, a few minutes

ago I saw you on the terrace, talking to mother. I am only going as far

as the village.”

“May I come?” he asked. “I have business there myself.”

She laughed.

“There are nine cottages, three farmhouses, and a general shop in St.

David’s,” she remarked. “Also about fifteen fishermen’s cottages dotted

about the marsh. Your business, I presume, is with the general shop?”

He shook his head, falling into step with her.

“What I want,” he explained, “is to find a woman to come in and look

after me at the Tower. Your servant who valets me has given me two

names.”

Something of the lightness faded from her face.

“So you have quite made up your mind to leave us?” she asked slowly.

“Mother wasn’t able to persuade you to stay?”

He shook his head.

“She was very kind,” he said, “but there are really grave reasons why

I feel that I must not accept Mr. Fentolin’s hospitality any longer. I

had,” he went on, “a very interesting talk with your mother.”

She turned quickly towards him. The slightest possible tinge of

additional colour was in her cheeks. She was walking on the top of a

green bank, with the wind blowing her skirts around her. The turn of

her head was a little diffident, almost shy. Her eyes were asking him

questions. At that moment she seemed to him, with her slim body, her

gently parted lips and soft, tremulous eyes, almost like a child. He

drew a little nearer to her.

“I told your mother,” he continued, “all that I have told you, and

more. I told her, dear, that I cared for you, that I wanted you to be my

wife.”

She was caught in a little gust of wind. Both her hands went up to her

hat; her face was hidden. She stepped down from the bank.

“You shouldn’t have done that,” she said quietly.

“Why not?” he demanded. “It was the truth.”

He stooped forward, intent upon looking into her face. The mystic

softness was still in her eyes, but her general expression was

inscrutable. It seemed to him that there was fear there.

“What did mother say?” she whispered.

“Nothing discouraging,” he replied. “I don’t think she minded at all. I

have decided, if you give me permission, to go and talk to Mr. Fentolin

this evening.”

She shook her head very emphatically.

“Don’t!” she implored. “Don’t! Don’t give him another whip to lash us

with. Keep silent. Let me just have the memory for a few days all to

myself.”

Her words came to him like numb things. There was little expression in

them, and yet he felt that somehow they meant so much.

“Esther dear,” he said, “I shall do just as you ask me. At the same

time, please listen. I think that you are all absurdly frightened of

Mr. Fentolin. Living here alone with him, you have all grown under his

dominance to an unreasonable extent. Because of his horrible infirmity,

you have let yourselves become his slaves. There are limits to this sort

of thing, Esther. I come here as a stranger, and I see nothing more in

Mr. Fentolin than a very selfish, irritable, domineering, and capricious

old man. Humour him, by all means. I am willing to do the same myself.

But when it comes to the great things in life, neither he nor any living

person is going to keep from me the woman I love.”

She walked by his side in silence. Her breath was coming a little

quicker, her fingers lay passive in his. Then for a moment he felt the

grip of them almost burn into his flesh. Still she said nothing.

“I want your permission, dear,” he went on, “to go to him. I suppose he

calls himself your guardian. If he says no, you are of age. I just want

you to believe that I am strong enough to put my arms around you and to

carry you away to my own world and keep you there, although an army of

Mr. Fentolin’s creatures followed us.”

She turned, and he saw the great transformation. Her face was brilliant,

her eyes shone with wonderful things.

“Please,” she begged, “will you say or do nothing at all for a little

time, until I tell you when? I want just a few days’ peace. You have

said such beautiful things to me that I want them to lie there in my

thoughts, in my heart, undisturbed, for just a little time. You see, we

are at the village now. I am going to call at this third cottage. While

I am inside, you can go and make what enquiries you like. Come and knock

at the door for me when you are ready.”

“And we will walk back together?”

“We will walk back together,” she promised him.

“I will take you home another way. I will take you over what they call

the Common, and come down behind the Hall into the gardens.”

She dismissed him with a little smile. He strolled along the village

street and plunged into the mysterious recesses of the one tiny shop.

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