I woke writhing and in a sweat again.

It was morning.

I dressed and headed for the jetcopter stage and the ship for Center

One.

The ship was comfortable and departed on time, a transport with seats

for about twenty passengers. I sat near the tail and moodily busied

myself watching the gaunt brown earth far below. Between Centers there

was mostly desert, only occasional patches of green. Before the atomic

decade, I had heard, nearly all the earth was green and teemed with

life ... birds, insects, animals, people, too. It was hard rock and

sand now, with a few scrubs hanging on for life. The pre-atomics, who

hadn't mastered synthesization, would have a hard time scratching

existence from the earth today.

I tried to break the sad mood, and started to look around at some of

the other passengers. That was when I first noticed the prisoners

in the forward seats. Man and woman, they were, a youngish, rather

non-descript couple, thin, very quiet. They were manacled and two

Deacons sat across from them. The Deacons' backs were turned to me and

I could see the prisoners' faces.

They had curious faces. Their eyes were indescribably sad, and yet

their lips seemed to be ready to smile at any moment.

They were holding hands, not seeming to care about this vulgar

emotional display.

I had the sudden crazy idea that Lara and I were sitting there, holding

hands like that, nonconforming in the highest, and that we were

wonderfully happy. Our eyes were sad too, but we were really happy,

quietly happy, and that was why our lips stayed upon the brink of a

smile.

* * * * *

I sighed. My mood was just as sad, if not sadder, than it had been

before.

Later, in the rest room, I had a chance to talk to one of the Deacons

guarding these two. I was washing my hands when he came in, and he

nodded to me briefly and said, "Nice day for a flight."

He seemed pleasant enough, more than I would expect a Deacon to be. He

was tall and blond and rather lithe; his shoulders sloped forward like

a boxer's.

"Taking those prisoners to Center One?" I asked.

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