Perhaps it was just as well for a boy that these glimpses of beautiful

worship were few and far between. One was saved from the perils of a

mere externalism, and was driven inward on the unseen realities which

ceremonial may sometimes obscure. And then, when one got up to Oxford,

one found all the splendours of the sanctuary in rich abundance, and

enjoyed them with a whole-hearted self-abandonment. I need not repeat

what I have already said about St. Barnabas and Cowley and the other

strongholds of Catholic worship. I am eternally their debtor, and the

friends with whom I shared them have helped to shape my life.

But, in spite of all these enjoyments, religious life at Oxford between

1872 and 1876 was not altogether happy. A strong flood of Romanism burst

upon the University, and carried some of my best friends from my side;

and, concurrently with this disturbance, an American teacher attacked

our faith from the opposite quarter. He taught an absolute disregard of

all forms and rites, and, not content with the ordinary doctrine of

instantaneous conversion, preached the absolute sinlessness of the

believer. The movement which, in 1874, he set on foot was marked by

disasters, of which the nature can best be inferred from a

characteristic saying, "The believer's conflict with Sin is all stuff."

This teaching had its natural consequences, and the movement issued in

spiritual tragedy.

In the following year we were touched by the much more wholesome

enterprise of Messrs. Moody and Sankey. Their teaching was wholly free

from the perilous stuff which had defiled the previous mission; and

though it shook the faith of some who had cultivated the husk rather

than the kernel of ritualism, still all could join in the generous

tribute paid by Dr. Liddon on Whitsun Day, 1876:

"Last year two American preachers visited this country, to whom God had

given, together with earnest belief in some portions of the gospel, a

corresponding spirit of fearless enterprise. Certainly they had no such

credentials of an Apostolic Ministry as a well-instructed and believing

Churchman would require.... And yet, acting according to the light which

God had given them, they threw themselves on our great cities with the

ardour of Apostles; spoke of a higher world to thousands who pass the

greater part of life in dreaming only of this; and made many of us feel

that we owe them at least the debt of an example, which He Who breatheth

where He listeth must surely have inspired them to give us."[67]

When I came up to London after leaving Oxford, "the world was all before

me where to choose," and I made a pretty wide survey before deciding on

my habitual place of worship. St. Paul's Cathedral had lately awoke from

its long sleep, and, under the wise guidance of Church, Gregory, and

Liddon, was beginning to show the perfection of worship on the strict

line of the English Prayer-Book.

Being by temperament profoundly Gothic, I hold (with Sir William

Richmond) that Westminster Abbey is the most beautiful church in the

world. But it had nothing to offer in the way of seemly worship; and,

while Liddon was preaching the Gospel at St. Paul's, Dean Stanley at

Westminster was delivering the fine rhetoric and dubious history which

were his substitutes for theology, and with reference to which a Jewish

lady said to me, "I have heard the Dean preach for eighteen years, and I

have never heard a word from him which I could not accept." At the

Temple, Dr. Vaughan was at the height of his vogue, and Sunday after

Sunday was teaching the lawyers the effective grace of a nervous and

finished style.

All Saints, Margaret Street, St. Paul's, Knightsbridge, and St.

Barnabas, Pimlico, showed a type of worship refined, artistic, and

rather prim. St. Alban's, Holborn, "the Mother and Mistress" of all

ritualistic churches, combined Roman ceremonial with the passionately

Evangelical teaching of the greatest extempore preacher I have ever

heard, Arthur Stanton. St. Michael's, Shoreditch, and St. Peter's,

London Docks, were outposts of the ritualistic army. The Low Church

congregated at Portman Chapel, and Belgrave Chapel, and Eaton Chapel

(all since demolished), at St. Michael's, Chester Square, and St.

John's, Paddington. Broad Churchmen, as a rule, were hidden in holes and

corners; for the bizarre magnificence of Holy Trinity, Sloane Street,

had not yet superseded the humble structure in which Henry Blunt had

formerly preached into the Duchess of Beaufort's[68] ear-trumpet; and

St. Margaret's, Westminster, had only just begun to reverberate the

rolling eloquence of Dr. Farrar. At St. Peter's, Eaton Square, amid

surroundings truly hideous, George Wilkinson, afterward Bishop of St.

Andrews, dominated, sheerly by spiritual force, a congregation which,

having regard to the numbers, wealth, and importance of the men who

composed it, was the most remarkable that I have ever seen. Cabinet

Ministers, great noblemen, landed proprietors, Members of Parliament,

soldiers, lawyers, doctors, and "men about town," were the clay which

this master-potter moulded at his will.

Then, as now, Society loved to be scolded, and the more Mr. Wilkinson

thundered, the more it crowded to his feet. "Pay your bills." "Get up

when you are called." "Don't stay at a ball till two, and then say you

are too delicate for early services." "Eat one dinner a day instead of

three, and try to earn that one." "Give up champagne for the season, and

what you save on your wine-merchant's bill send to the Mission-Field."

"You are sixty-five years old, and have never been confirmed. Never too

late to mend. Join a Confirmation Class at once, and try to remedy, by

good example now, the harm you have done your servants or your

neighbours by fifty years' indifference." "Sell that diamond cross which

you carry with you into the sin-polluted atmosphere of the Opera, give

the proceeds to feed the poor, and wear the only real cross--the cross

of self-discipline and self-denial." These are echoes, faint, indeed,

but not, I think, unfaithful, of St. Peter's pulpit in its days of

glory.

When I look back upon the Church in London as it was when I first knew

it, and when I compare my recollections with what I see now, I note, of

course, a good many changes, and not all of them improvements. The

Evangelicals, with their plain teaching about sin and forgiveness, are

gone, and their place is taken by the professors of a flabby

latitudinarianism, which ignores sin--the central fact of human

life--and therefore can find no place for the Atonement. Heresy is

preached more unblushingly than it was thirty years ago; and when it

tries to disguise itself in the frippery of æsthetic Anglicanism, it

leads captive not a few. In the churches commonly called Ritualistic, I

note one great and significant improvement. English Churchmen have

gradually discovered that they have an indigenous ritual of their

own--dignified, expressive, artistic, free from fuss and fidgets--and

that they have no need to import strange rites from France or Belgium.

The evolution of the English Rite is one of the wholesome signs of the

times. About preaching, I am not so clear. The almost complete disuse of

the written sermon is in many ways a loss. The discipline of the paper

protects the flock alike against shambling inanities, and against a too

boisterous rhetoric. No doubt a really fine extempore sermon is a great

work of art; but for nine preachers out of ten the manuscript is the

safer way.

As regards the quality of the clergy, the change is all to the good.

When I was a boy at Harrow, Dr. Vaughan, preaching to us on our

Founder's Day, spoke with just contempt of "men who choose the Ministry

because there is a Family Living waiting for them; or because they think

they can make that profession--that, and none other--compatible with

indolence and self-indulgence; or because they imagine that a scantier

talent and a more idle use of it can in that one calling be made to

suffice." "These notions," he added, "are out of date, one Act of

Disestablishment would annihilate them." That Act of Disestablishment

has not come yet, but the change has come without waiting for it. Even

the "Family Living" no longer attracts. Young men seek Holy Orders

because they want work. Clerical dreams of laziness or avarice,

self-seeking or self-indulgence, have gone out for ever; and the English

Church has in her commissioned service a band of men whose devotion and

self-sacrifice would be a glory to any Church in Christendom.

An active politician, as I was thirty years ago, has not much leisure;

but all through my parliamentary work I sought to bear in mind that Life

is Service. I helped to found the White Cross League, and worked hard

for the cause which it represents. I bore a hand in Missions and

Bible-classes. I was a member of a Diocesan Conference. I had ten years

of happy visiting in Hospitals, receiving infinitely more than I could

ever give. And I should think that no man of my age has spoken on so

many platforms, or at so many Drawing Room meetings. But all this was

desultory business, and I always desired a more definite obligation.

On St. Luke's Day, 1895, my loved and honoured friend, Edward Talbot,

formerly Warden of Keble, was consecrated 100th Bishop of Rochester; and

the diocese at that time included all South London. As soon as he

established himself there, the new Bishop, so I have already stated,

asked me to come across the Thames, and do some definite work in South

London. At first, that work consisted of service on a Public Morals

Committee, and of lecturing on ecclesiastical topics; but gradually the

field contracted in one direction and expanded in another.

It was in 1891 that Dr. Temple, then Bishop of London, and afterwards

Archbishop of Canterbury, being anxious to lighten the burden of

preaching which lies so heavily on hardworked clergy, determined to

license lay-readers to speak in consecrated buildings. It was a bold

step, and of doubtful legality; but the Bishop characteristically

declared that he would chance the illegality, feeling sure that, when

the Vicar and Churchwardens invited a lay-reader to speak, no one would

be churlish enough to raise legal objections. The result proved that the

Bishop was perfectly right, and the Diocese of London has now a band of

licensed lay-preachers who render the clergy a great deal of valuable

aid. I was from the first a good deal attracted by the prospect of

joining this band, but Parliament and Office left me no available

leisure. When Dr. Talbot became Bishop of Rochester, he at once took in

hand the work of reorganizing the body of Lay-Readers in his Diocese;

and before long had determined to follow the example set by Bishop

Temple, and to license some of his readers to speak at extra services in

consecrated buildings. He made it quite clear from the first--and the

point has subsequently been established by Convocation--that there was

no idea of reviving the Minor Orders. The lay-reader was to be, in every

sense, a layman; and, while he might speak, under proper restrictions,

in a consecrated building, he still would speak not "as one having

authority," but simply as brother-man to brother-men.

I was admitted to the office of a Diocesan Lay-Reader, in the Private

Chapel of the Bishop's House at Kennington, on the 15th of January,

1898, and have been permitted to spend fifteen years of happy service in

this informal ministry.

FOOTNOTES:

[62] Cf. Froude's "Short Studies in Great Subjects."

[63] It may perhaps be worth noting that my parents were married, in

1834, by a Special License issued by my grandfather as Abbot of Woburn.

[64] _Letters on the Church and Religion._ Vol. I., p. 385.

[65] Pottesgrove.

[66] J. H. Shorthouse--Introduction to George Herbert's _Temple_.

[67] _Influences of the Holy Spirit._ University Sermons, Series II.

[68] Charlotte Sophia, Duchess of Beaufort, a leader of the Evangelical

party, died 1854--aged eighty-four.

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