Some thirty years later, I was introduced to Dean Randall at a London

dinner-party. After dinner, I drew my chair towards him, and said, "Mr.

Dean, I have always wished to have an opportunity of thanking you for a

sermon which you preached at St. Barnabas', Oxford, at the Dedication

Festival, 1872." The Dean smiled, with the graceful pleasure of an old

man honoured by a younger one, and said, "Yes? What was the text?" "The

text I have long forgotten, but I remember the subject." "And what was

that?" "It was the insecurity of even the best-founded hopes." "Rather a

well-worn theme," said the Dean, with a half-smile. "But not, sir," I

said, "as you handled it. You told us, at the end of the sermon, that

you remembered a summer afternoon when you were an undergraduate at

Christ Church, and were sitting over your Thucydides close to your

window, grappling with a long and complicated passage which was to be

the subject of next morning's lecture; and that, glancing for a moment

from your book, you saw the two most brilliant young Christ Church men

of the day going down to bathe in the Isis. You described the gifts and

graces of the pair, who, between them, seemed to combine all that was

best and most beautiful in body and mind and soul. And then you told us

how, as your friends disappeared towards Christ Church Meadows, you

returned to your work; and only were roused from it two hours later,

when a confused noise of grief and terror in the quadrangle below

attracted your attention, and you saw the dead bodies of Gaisford and

Phillimore borne past your window from their 'watery bier' at Sandford

Lasher."

On Advent Sunday, December 1, I saw and heard Dr. Pusey for the first

time. He was then in broken health; but he gathered all his physical and

mental energies for a great sermon on "The Responsibility of Intellect

in Matters of Faith." The theme of this sermon was that Intellect is a

great trust confided to us by God; that we are responsible to Him for

the use of it; and that we must exercise it in submission to His

revealed Will. What He has declared, that it is our duty to believe. Our

Lord Himself had uttered the most solemn warning against wilful

unbelief; the Athanasian Creed only re-echoed His awful words; and the

storm which assailed the Creed was really directed against the revealed

Truth of God. "This tornado will, I trust, by God's mercy, soon pass; it

is a matter of life and death. To remove those words of warning, or the

Creed because it contains them, would be emphatically to teach our

people that it is _not_ necessary to salvation to believe faithfully the

Incarnation of our Lord Jesus Christ, or in One God as He has made

Himself known to us."

Immediately after delivering himself of this great apology for the

Faith, Pusey went abroad for the benefit of his health, and did not

return to Oxford till the Summer Term. I well remember the crowd of

ancient disciples, who had missed their accustomed interview at

Christmas, thronging his door in Christ Church, like the impotent folk

at the Pool of Bethesda.

Another reminiscence, and of a very different kind, belongs to my first

Term. Dean Stanley had been nominated as Select Preacher, and the

old-fashioned High Churchmen made common cause with the Low Churchmen to

oppose his appointment. There was a prodigious clamour, but Dr. Pusey

held aloof from the agitation, believing--and in this he was

conspicuously right--that "opposition would only aggravate the evil by

enlisting the enthusiasm of the young." The vote was taken, in an

unusually crowded Convocation, on the 11th of December. It was a

noteworthy and rather an amusing scene, and was well described by an

eyewitness.[14] "Oxford was fairly startled from the serenity which

usually marks the fag-end of the Michaelmas Term by a sudden irruption

of the outer world. Recognitions took place at every street-corner. The

hotels were put upon their mettle. The porters' lodges of the Colleges

were besieged, and Boffin's Refreshment Rooms ran over with hungry

parsons from the country. As an evidence of the interest which the

question of Dean Stanley's appointment excited beyond the walls of the

University, I may mention that even the guards and porters at the

railway hallooed to each other to know "the state of the betting"; but

even they did not seem quite to have calculated on the matter being so

warmly taken up in London and by the country at large." At half-past one

o'clock the bell of St. Mary's gave notice to the combatants to prepare

for the fray, and immediately the floor of the Theatre was sprinkled

with representative men of all the schools. The non-residents appeared

in gowns of various degrees of rustiness, some with chimney-pot hats and

some with wide-awakes. The early comers conversed in small groups,

hugging instinctively those sides of the building on which were written

respectively _Placet_ or _Non-Placet_, giving thereby an inkling of how

they meant to vote. The gathering increased every moment, and soon the

Doctors in their scarlet began to dot the seats around the

Vice-Chancellor's chair. Prince Leopold, by right of his royalty,

entered the sacred enclosure with Dr. Acland, and afterwards took his

seat among the Doctors. Before two o'clock every inch of the floor was

full, the occupants standing in anticipation of the coming encounter.

"Still they gravitated towards their respective voting-doors, and on the

_Placet_ side one descried the scholarly face of Professor Jowett, the

sharply-cut features of the Rev. Mark Pattison, and the well-known

physiognomy of Professor Max Müller. On the opposite side Mr. Burgon was

marshalling his forces, and Dean Goulburn, from the Doctors' benches,

looked out over the seething mass of M.A.'s below him." At two o'clock

the Vice-Chancellor arrived, and forthwith commenced proceedings in

Latin, which must have been extremely edifying to the ladies who, in

large numbers, occupied the Strangers' Gallery, backed by a narrow

fringe of Undergraduates. The object of the Convocation was stated as

being the appointment of Select Preachers, and the names were then

submitted to the Doctors and Masters for approval. "_Placetne igitur

vobis huic nomini assentire?_" being the form in which the question was

proposed.

The name first on the list was that of the Rev. Harvey Goodwin; and a

faint buzz in the assembly was interpreted by the Vice-Chancellor,

skilled in such sounds, as an expression of approval. Thereupon he

passed on to name number two, which, with some agitation, but with

clear, resonant voice, he read out as "Arthurus Penrhyn Stanley."

Immediately there ensued a scene of the wildest confusion. On the

_Placet_ side, cheers and waving of trencher-caps; on the _Non-Placet_

side feeble hisses; and from all sides, undergraduate as well as

graduate, mingled shouts of _Placet_ and _Non_, with an accompaniment of

cheers and hisses; until the ringing voice of Dean Liddell pronounced

the magic words _Fiat scrutinium_. Thereupon the two Proctors proceeded

first of all to take the votes of the Doctors on their benches; and,

when this was done, they took their station at the doors labelled

_Placet_ and _Non-placet_. During the process of polling we had an

opportunity of criticizing the constituents of that truly exceptional

gathering. It was certainly not true to say, as some said, that only the

younger Masters voted for Dean Stanley. There was quite a fair

proportion of white and bald heads on the _Placet_ side. "The country

contingent was not so numerous as one had expected, and I do not believe

that all of these went out at the _Non-placet_ door. Evidently, parties

were pretty evenly balanced; and, when the _Non-placets_ had all

recorded their votes there were about twenty-five left on Dean Stanley's

side, which probably would have nearly represented the actual majority,

but, at the last moment, some stragglers, who had only arrived in Oxford

by 2.25 train hurried in, and so swelled the numbers. One late-comer

arrived without his academicals, and some zealous supporter of the Dean

had to denude himself, and pass his cap and gown outside to enable this

gentleman to vote." Soon it was over. The Proctors presented their lists

to the Vice-Chancellor, who, amid breathless silence, pronounced the

fateful words--"_Majori parti placet._" Then there was indeed a cheer,

which rang through the building from basement to upper gallery, and was

taken up outside in a way that reminded one of the trial of the Seven

Bishops. The hisses, if there were any, were fairly drowned. Oxford had

given its approval to Dean Stanley, the numbers being--_Placet_, 349;

_Non-placet_, 287.

When the fuss was over, Liddon wrote thus to a friend:--"It was a

discreditable nomination; but, having been made, ought, in the interests

of the Faith, to have been allowed to pass _sub silentio_; for, if

opposed, it must either be defeated or affirmed by Convocation--a

choice, _me judice_, of nearly balanced evils. To have defeated it would

have been to invest Stanley with the cheap honours of a petty martyrdom.

To have affirmed it is, I fear, to have given a new impetus to the

barren, unspiritual negations which he represents."

I went up to Oxford well supplied with introductions. Dr. Cradock, the

well-beloved Principal of Brasenose, scholar, gentleman, man of the

world, devout Wordsworthian, enthusiastic lover of cricket and boating,

had married a connexion of my own, who had been a Maid of Honour in

Queen Victoria's first household. Theirs was the most hospitable house

in Oxford, and a portrait of Mrs. Cradock, not quite kind, but very

lifelike, enlivens the serious pages of _Robert Elsmere_. Dr.,

afterwards Sir Henry, Acland, with his majestic presence, blandly

paternal address, and ample rhetoric, was not only the Regius Professor

of Medicine, but also the true and patient friend of many undergraduate

generations. Mrs. Acland is commemorated in what I have always thought

one of the grandest sermons in the English language--Liddon's "Worth of

Faith in a Life to Come."[15] The Warden of Keble and Mrs. Talbot (then

the young wife of the young Head of a very young College) were, as they

have been for 40 years, the kindest and most constant of friends. Dr.

Bright, Canon of Christ Church and Professor of Ecclesiastical History,

was a lavish entertainer, "with an intense dramatic skill in telling a

story, an almost biblical knowledge of all the pages of Dickens (and of

Scott), with shouts of glee, and outpourings of play and fancy and

allusion." But I need not elaborate the portrait, for everyone ought to

know Dr. Holland's "Personal Studies" by heart. Edwin Palmer, Professor

of Latin, was reputed to be the best scholar in Oxford, and Mrs. Palmer

was a most genial hostess. Henry Smith, Professor of Geometry, was, I

suppose, the most accomplished man of his time;[16] yet he lives, not by

his performances in the unthinkable sphere of metaphysical mathematics,

but by his intervention at Gladstone's last contest for the University.

Those were the days of open voting, and Smith was watching the votes in

Gladstone's interest. Professor ----, who never could manage his h's,

wished to vote for the Tory candidates, Sir William Heathcote and Mr.

Gathorne Hardy, but lost his head, and said:--"I vote for Glad----."

Then, suddenly correcting himself, exclaimed, "I mean for 'Eathcote and

'Ardy." Thereupon Smith said, "I claim that vote for Gladstone." "But,"

said the Vice-Chancellor, "the voter did not finish your candidate's

name." "That is true," said Smith, "but then he did not even begin the

other two." Henry Smith kept house with an admirable and accomplished

sister--the first woman, I believe, to be elected to a School Board,

and certainly the only one to whom J. W. Burgon (afterwards Dean of

Chichester) devoted a whole sermon. "Miss Smith's Sermon," with its

whimsical protest against feminine activities, was a standing joke in

those distant days. The Rev. H. R. Bramley, Fellow of Magdalen, used to

entertain us sumptuously in his most beautiful College. He was a

connecting link between Dr. Routh (1755-1854) and modern Oxford, and in

his rooms I was introduced to the ablest man of my generation--a

newly-elected Scholar of Balliol called Alfred Milner.

It is anticipating, but only by a Term or two (for Dr. King came to

Christ Church in 1873), to speak of Sunday luncheons at the house of the

Regius Professor of Pastoral Theology, and of Dr. Liddon's

characteristic allusion to a remarkably bloated-looking Bishop of Oxford

in balloon sleeves and a wig, whose portrait adorned the Professor's

house. "How singular, dear friend, to reflect that _that person_ should

have been chosen, in the providential order, to connect Mr. Keble with

the Apostles!"

But though the lines seem to have fallen unto me in ritualistic places,

I was not without Evangelical advantages. Canon Linton, Rector of St.

Peter-le-Bailey, was a dear old gentleman, who used to entertain

undergraduates at breakfasts and luncheons, and after the meal, when

more secularly-minded hosts might have suggested pipes, would lead us to

a side-table, where a selection of theological works was displayed, and

bid us take our choice. "Kay on the Psalms" was a possession thus

acquired, and has been used by me from that time to this. Nor must this

retrospective page omit some further reference to J. W. Burgon, Fellow

of Oriel and Vicar of St. Mary-the-Virgin. Dean Church called him "the

dear old learned Professor of Billingsgate," and certainly his method of

conducting controversy savoured (as Sydney Smith said about Bishop Monk)

of the apostolic occupation of trafficking in fish. But to those whom he

liked, and who looked up to him (for this was an essential condition),

he was kind, hospitable, courteous, and even playful. His humour, which

was of a crabbed kind quite peculiar to himself, found its best vent in

his sermons. I often wondered whether he realized that the extreme

grotesqueness of his preaching was the spell which drew undergraduates

to the Sunday evening service at St. Mary's.

For my next reminiscence of hospitality to Freshmen I must rely on the

assistance of a pseudonym. At the time of which I am writing, Oxford

numbered among her Professors one who had graduated, at a rather

advanced age, from Magdalen Hall. Borrowing a name from Dickens, we will

call him "Professor Dingo, of European reputation." To the kindness of

Professor and Mrs. Dingo I was commended by a friend who lived near my

home in Bedfordshire, and soon after my arrival in Oxford they asked me

to Sunday luncheon at their villa in The Parks. The conversation turned

on a new book of Limericks (or "Nonsense Rhymes," as we called them

then) about the various Colleges. The Professor had not seen it, and

wanted to know if it was amusing. In my virginal innocence I replied

that one rhyme had amused me. "Let's have it," quoth the Professor, so

off I went at score--

"There once was at Magdalen Hall

A Man who knew nothing at all;

When he took his degree

He was past fifty-three--

Which is youngish for Magdalen Hall."

The Professor snarled like an angry dog, and said, witheringly, that, if

_that_ was a specimen, the book must be sorry stuff indeed. After

luncheon I walked away with another undergraduate, rather senior to

myself, who said rejoicingly, "You've made a good start. That rhyme is

meant to describe old Dingo."

FOOTNOTES:

[13] "The Life of Faith and the Athanasian Creed." University Sermons.

Series II.

[14] The Rev. C. M. Davies, D.D.

[15] University Sermons. Series II.

[16] "He had gained University honours, such as have been gained by no

one now living, and will probably never be won again.... He was one of

the greatest mathematical geniuses of the century. His chief and highest

intellectual interests lay in an unknown world into which not more than

two or three persons could follow. In that world he travelled

alone."--_From a Memorial Sermon by B. Jowett._

V

OXONIANA

"Mind'st thou the bells? What a place it was for bells, lad!

Spires as sharp as thrushes' bills to pierce the sky with song.

How it shook the heart of one, the swaying and the swinging,

How it set the blood a-tramp and all the brains a-singing,

Aye, and what a world of thought the calmer chimes came bringing,

Telling praises every hour

To His majesty and power,

Telling prayers with punctual service, summers, centuries, how long?

The beads upon our rosary of immemorial song."

_The Minstrelsy of Isis_.

Oxford is a subject from which one cannot easily tear oneself: so I make

no apology for returning to it. In that delightful book, "The Minstrelsy

of Isis," I have found an anonymous poem beginning

"Royal heart, loyal heart, comrade that I loved,"

and, in the spirit of that line, I dedicate this chapter to the friend

whom I always regarded as the Ideal Undergraduate.[17] Other names and

other faces of contemporaries and companions come crowding upon the

memory, but it is better, on all accounts, to leave them unspecified. I

lived quite as much in other colleges as in my own, and in a fellowship

which was gathered from all sorts and sections of undergraduate life.

Let the reader imagine all the best and brightest men in the University

between 1872 and 1876, and he will not go far wrong in assuming that my

friends were among them.

My Oxford life was cut sharply into two halves by a very definite

dividing-line; the first half was cheerful and irresponsible enough. A

large part of the cheerfulness was connected with the Church, and my

earliest friendships (after those which I brought with me from Harrow)

were formed in the circle which frequented St. Barnabas. I am thankful

to remember that my eyes were even then open to see the moral beauty and

goodness all around me, and I had a splendid dream of blending it all

into one. In my second term I founded an "Oxford University Church

Society," designed to unite religious undergraduates of all shades of

Churchmanship for common worship and interchange of views. We formed

ourselves on what we heard of a similar Society at Cambridge; and, early

in the Summer Term of 1873, a youth of ruddy countenance and graceful

address--now Canon Mason and Master of Pembroke--came over from

Cambridge, and told us how to set to work. The effort was indeed

well-meant. It was blessed by Churchmen as dissimilar as Bishop

Mackarness, Edwin Palmer, Burgon, Scott Holland, Illingworth, Ottley,

Lacey, Gore, and Jayne, now Bishop of Chester; but it was not

long-lived. Very soon the "Victorian Persecution," as we used to call

it, engineered by Archbishop Tait through the P.W.R. Act, made it

difficult for ritualists to feel that they had part or lot with those

who were imprisoning conscientious clergymen; so the O.U.C.S. fell to

pieces and disappeared, to be revived after long years and under more

peaceable conditions, by the present Archbishop of York, when Vicar of

St. Mary's.

The accession of Dr. King to the Pastoral Professorship brought a new

element of social delight into the ecclesiastical world of Oxford, and

that was just what was wanted. We revered our leaders, but saw little of

them. Dr. Pusey was buried in Christ Church; and though there were some

who fraudulently professed to be students of Hebrew, in order that they

might see him (and sketch him) at his lectures, most of us only heard

him in the pulpit of St. Mary's. It was rather fun to take ritualistic

ladies, who had fashioned mental pictures of the great Tractarian, to

Evensong in Christ Church, and to watch their dismay as that very

unascetic figure, with tumbled surplice and hood awry, toddled to his

stall. "Dear me! Is that Dr. Pusey? Somehow I had fancied quite a

different-looking man." Liddon was now a Canon of St. Paul's, and his

home was at Amen Court; so, when residing at Oxford, he lived a sort of

hermit-life in his rooms in Christ Church, and did not hold much

communication with undergraduates. I have lively recollections of eating

a kind of plum duff on Fridays at the Mission-House of Cowley, while one

of the Fathers read passages from Tertullian on the remarriage of

widows; but this, though edifying, was scarcely social.

But the arrival of "Canon King," with the admirable mother who kept

house for him, was like a sunrise. All those notions of austerity and

stiffness and gloom which had somehow clung about Tractarianism were

dispelled at once by his fun and sympathy and social tact. Under his

roof, undergraduates always felt happy and at home; and in his "Bethel,"

as he called it, a kind of disused greenhouse in his garden, he

gathered week by week a band of undergraduate hearers, to whom religion

spoke, through his lips, with her most searching yet most persuasive

accent.

Lovers of _Friendship's Garland_ will remember that, during their three

years at Oxford, Lord Lumpington and Esau Hittall were "so much occupied

with Bullingdon and hunting that there was no great opportunity for

those mental gymnastics which train and brace the mind for future

acquisition." My ways of wasting time were less strenuous than theirs;

and my desultory reading, and desultory Church-work, were supplemented

by a good deal of desultory riding. I have some delicious memories of

autumnal canters over Shotover and Boar's Hill, and racing gallops

across Port Meadow, and long ambles on summer afternoons, through the

meadows by the river-side, towards Radley and Nuneham. Having been

brought up in the country, and having ridden ever since I was promoted

from panniers, I looked upon riding as a commonplace accomplishment,

much on a par with swimming and skating. Great, therefore, was my

surprise to find that many undergraduates, I suppose town-bred, regarded

horsemanship not merely as a rare and difficult art, but also as

implying a kind of moral distinction. When riding men met me riding, I

saw that they "looked at each other with a wild surmise;" and soon,

perhaps as a consequence, I was elected to "Vincent's." When, after a

term or two, my father suggested that I had better have my own horse

sent from home, I was distinctly conscious of a social elevation.

Henceforward I might, if I would, associate with "Bloods"; but those

whom they would have contemned as "Ritualistic Smugs" were more

interesting companions.

The mention of "Vincent's" reminds me of the Union, to which also I

belonged, though I was a sparing and infrequent participator in its

debates. I disliked debating for debating's sake; and, though I have

always loved speaking on Religion or Politics or any other subject in

which the spoken word might influence practice, it has always seemed to

me a waste of effort to argue for abstract propositions. If by speaking

I can lead a man to give a vote on the right side, or a boy to be more

dutiful to his mother, or a sin-burdened youth to "open his grief," I am

ready to speak all night; but the debates of the Oxford Union on the

Falck Laws and the Imperial Titles Bill always left me cold.

The General Election of 1874 occurred during my second year at Oxford.

The City of Oxford was contested by Harcourt, Cardwell, and the local

brewer. Harcourt and Cardwell were returned; but immediately afterwards

Cardwell was raised to the peerage, and a bye-election ensued. I can

vividly recall the gratification which I felt when the Liberal

candidate--J. D. Lewis--warmly pressed my hand, and, looking at my

rosette, hoped that he might count on my vote and interest. Not for the

world would I have revealed the damning fact that I was a voteless

undergraduate.

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