"MITHER!"
The clear sky was obscured by driving clouds, and the night was
darkening fast, as Mona walked up and down the draughty little
station, waiting for the arrival of Jenny's train. The prospect of a
long walk across the bleak open country, with a heartrending tale to
tell on the way, was not an inviting one, and Mona had serious
thoughts of hiring a conveyance; but that would have been the surest
method of attracting attention to herself and Jenny, so she
reluctantly relinquished the idea. The train was very late, and the
wind seemed to rise higher every minute; but at last the whistle was
heard, and in a few moments more Jenny's quaint old figure alighted
from a grimy third-class carriage, and proceeded with difficulty to
"rax doun" the basket and bundle from the high seat.
Mona's heart bled afresh at the sight of the weather-worn old face,
and her whole nature recoiled from the task she had accepted. After
all, why should she interfere? Might she not do more harm than good?
Would it not be wiser to leave the whole development of events to
Mother Nature and the friendly Fates?
"Is that you, Jenny?" she said; "I am going out your way, so we can
walk together. Give me your basket."
"Hoot awa', Miss Maclean! You leddies dinna tak' weel wi' the like
o' that. Feel the weicht o' it."
"That is nothing," said Mona, bracing her muscles to treat it like a
feather. "I will take the bundle, too, if you like. And now, Jenny,
I want to hear about your travels."
Her great fear was lest the old woman's suspicions should be aroused
before they got out of the town, and she talked rather excitedly
about anything that suggested itself. At last they passed the
outskirts, and Mona drew a long breath of mingled relief and
apprehension.
"It's an awfu' nicht," gasped Jenny, taking Mona's proffered arm, as
a fierce gust of wind swept across the bare fields. "I nae ken hoo
I'd win hame my lane. But what taks ye sae far on siccan a nicht?"
"I went out to see you last night," Mona answered irrelevantly, "but
found you away."
"Eh, lassie, but I'm sair fashed! An' ye'd no' ken that the key was
at the cottar-hoose? Ye micht hae gaed in, and rested yersel' a bit.
I'd ask ye in the nicht, but the house is cauld, and nae doubt ye're
gaun tae some ither body."
"Yes," said Mona, and then she rushed into the subject that occupied
all her thoughts. "When did you last hear from Maggie?" she asked.
The old woman's face darkened. "I wadna wonner but there'll be a
letter frae her at the cottar-hoose. I'm that ill pleased wi' her
for no' writin'. It'll be sax weeks, come Monday, sin' I'd ony word.
I'll no' ken a meenit's peace till her twel'month's oot in Feb'ry,
and she's back at hame."
"Perhaps she is ill," said Mona deliberately.
Jenny peered up at her companion's face in the darkness.
"What gars ye say that?" she asked quickly.
"Jenny," said Mona, in a voice that shook with sympathy, "when I went
out last night, I found Maggie at the house. She has come home."
She never could remember afterwards whether she added anything more,
or whether Jenny guessed at once what had befallen. There were a few
quick imperious questions, and then the old woman dropped her bundle
and burst into a torrent of wrath that made Mona's blood run cold.
For some minutes she could scarcely understand a word of the
incoherent outcry, but it was an awful experience to see the dim
figure of the mother, standing there with upraised hands on the
deserted road, calling down curses upon her child.
Presently she picked up her bundle, and walked on so swiftly that
Mona could scarcely keep pace with her.
"Hoo daured she come hame?" she muttered. "Hoo daured she, hoo
daured she? Could she no' bide whaur naebody kent her, and no' shame
her auld mither afore a' the folk? The barefaced hussy! I'd ha'
slammed the door i' her face. An' she'll oot o' the hoose this vera
nicht, she an' the bairn o' her shame. There's no' room yonder for
baith her an' me. I nae care what comes o' them. She suld ha'
thocht o' that i' time. We maun e'en reap what we saw. Frae this
day forrit she's nae bairn o' mine, and I'll no' lie doon ae nicht
wi' a shameless strumpet unner my roof."
"If you turn her out of the house," Mona said quietly, "you will tell
all the world what has happened. At present it is a secret."
Jenny's face brightened, but only for a moment.
"Ye needna pit yersel' aboot tae tell me the like o' that," she said
bitterly. "Or maybe ye're but a lassie yet, and dinna ken hoo lang
thae secrets is like tae be keepit. I niver keepit ane mysel', and
it's no' likely ither folk are gaun to begin noo." Then she burst
into a wailing cry, "Eh, Miss Maclean, I'm sair stricken! I can turn
her oot o' my hoose, but I'll niver haud up my held again. What's
dune canna be undune."
"What is done cannot be undone," Mona answered very slowly; "but it
can be made a great deal worse. The child did not know her trouble
was so near, when she came to ask your advice and help. Where else,
indeed, should she have gone? Would you have had her drift on to the
streets? Because she has lost what you call her good name, do you
care nothing for her soul? I think, in all my life, I never knew
anything so beautiful as the trustful way in which that poor little
thing came home to her mother. I'm sure I should not have had the
courage to do it. She knew you better than you do yourself. She had
not sat on your knee and heard all your loving words for nothing; and
when the world treated her cruelly, and she fell into temptation, she
knew where to turn. Fifty vows and promises of reformation would not
mean so much. If I were a mother, I should turn my back on a storm
of gossip and slander, and thank God on my bended knees for that."
Mona paused, and in the darkness she heard a suppressed sob.
"I am not a child, Jenny," she went on. "I know as well as you do
what the world would say, but we are away from the world just now,
you and I; we are alone in the darkness with God. Let us try for a
little to see things as He sees them. Don't you think He knows as
well as we do that if Maggie is kindly and lovingly dealt with now,
she may live to be a better woman and not a worse, because of this
fall? He puts it into her mother's power to turn this evil into
good. And you must not think that her life is spoilt. She is such a
child. She must not stay here, of course, but if you will let me, I
will find a home for her where she will be carefully trained; and you
will live yet to see her with a husband of her own to take care of
her, and little children, of whom you will be proud."
Jenny sobbed aloud. "Na, na, Miss Maclean," she said; "ye may pit
the pieces thegither, sae that naebody kens the pitcher was broke,
but the crack's aye there!"
"That's true, dear Jenny; but are we not all cracked pitchers in the
sight of God? We may not have committed just that sin, but may not
our pride and selfishness be even more wicked in His eyes? I am sure
Jesus Christ would have said some burning words to the man whose
selfishness has caused all this misery; but to poor little Maggie,
who has suffered so much, He would surely say, 'Neither do I condemn
thee: go, and sin no more.' It seems to me that the only peace we
can get in this world is by trying to see things as God sees them."
So they talked on till they reached the Wood. From time to time
Jenny spoke softly, with infinite pathos, of her child; and then,
again and again, her indignation broke forth uncontrollably--now
against Maggie, now against the man who had betrayed her. Mona's
influence was strong, but it was exerted against a mighty rock of
opposition; and just when all seemed gained, the stone rolled heavily
back into its place. She was almost exhausted with the long struggle
when they reached the door, and she did not feel perfectly sure even
then that Jenny would not end by fulfilling her original threat.
Mrs Arnot had gone home half an hour before, and Maggie was lying
alone, with pale face and large pathetic eyes. She recognised her
mother's step, and turned towards the opening door with quivering
lips.
"Mither!" she sobbed, like a lost lamb.
There was a moment of agonising uncertainty, and then a very bitter
cry.
"Eh, my dawtie, my dawtie! my bonnie bit bairn! I suld ha' keepit ye
by me."
Mona slipped into the kitchen. The blazing fire and the
well-polished tins swam mistily before her eyes, as she took the
tea-canister from the shelf, and her whole heart was singing a pæan
of thanksgiving.
"It was the 'Mither!' that did it," she thought. "Where was all my
wordy talk compared to the pathos of that? But I am very glad I came
all the same."
She left the mother and daughter alone for ten minutes or so, and
then carried in the tea-tray.
"I don't know how you feel, Jenny," she said, "but I am very cold and
very hungry, so I took the liberty of making some tea. I even think
Maggie might be allowed to have some, very weak, if she promises
faithfully not to talk any more to-night."
Jenny drank her hot tea, and her heart was cheered and comforted, in
spite of all her burden of sorrow. Miss Maclean's friendship was at
least something to set over against the talk of the folk;
and--and--she thought she would read a chapter of her Bible that
night; she would try to find the bit about Jesus and the woman. Had
any one told Jenny beforehand that, so soon after hearing such
dreadful news, her heart would have been comparatively at rest, she
would have laughed the idea to scorn. Yet so it was. Poor old
Jenny! The morrow was yet to come, with reflections of its own, with
the return swing of the pendulum, weighted with principle and
prejudice and old tradition; but in her simplicity she never thought
of that, and for a few short hours she had peace.