CHAPTER IX.

INTERESTS, HONOURS, AND A JOURNEY.

“Glory of Virtue, to fight, to struggle to right the wrong.

Nay, but she aimed not at glory, no lover of glory she:

Give her the glory of going on and still to be.”

--TENNYSON.

Those who are called to a great work often pass through times of

darkness, during which they lose for a time their vision of the eternal

realities which have meant everything to them. Dorothea Beale about the

middle of her work at Cheltenham passed through such an experience.

With weak health and clouded faith she strove, however, to live in the

spirit of Matthew Arnold’s lines--

Tasks in hours of insight willed

May be through hours of gloom fulfilled,

and only a few intimate friends knew what she suffered at this time.

A few extracts from her journal at this time show something of the ups

and downs of her illness, and the courage with which she fought what

at first she did not realise to be illness. Her diary of 1878 contains

many such entries as:--

_February 26._--I have idled away precious time, neglected individual

work. Because my own will is weak I could not strengthen [another].

_February 27._--In bed all day. There are duties still undone though I

see death near.

_February 28._--Not in college. Much time wasted and [I was]

disobedient to the voice of duty.

_March 15._--A little more work for my children to-day. I thank Thee

for some help. May I consecrate time and energies to Thee.

_April 5._--Tried, but not successfully, with my Confirmation

children. Feeling too ill to do well. Thy Will be done.

In 1882 she passed through a time of great darkness and depression,

but she finally won through as one of her indomitable spirit was bound

to do.

When this experience had passed Dorothea Beale had changed. Her

religion had become more spiritual; her knowledge of other souls more

intimate; her desire to help those passing through similar experiences,

intense. One of the immediate results of her time of difficulty was

the starting of Quiet Days or Retreats for teachers at Cheltenham at

the end of the summer term, alternatively with the biennial Guild

meetings. To her, a teacher’s work was first and foremost spiritual;

and she realised the need of times of refreshment and re-establishment

in the faith for those who are continually “giving out”. The Quiet Days

she established proved a great help to many teachers from all parts,

and her letters to old pupils and others passing through times of

difficulty reveal a great insight only given by personal experience.

To her friend, Miss Belcher, she wrote:--

“We were all so full of hope at first and are much disappointed that

relief has not come; ... I think, perhaps, you may be specially

suffering for one, that her faith may be once more awakened. Every

sufferer thus ‘lifted up’ does in a measure draw the hearts of others

to Him through whom we are able to reveal the power of faith.”

To another she wrote:--

“I have just heard of this fresh trouble. Surely you must be intended

to do some work for others specially needing heart’s blood. This paper

was put into my hands just as I heard of your fresh disappointment and

anxiety.”

The mediatorial and purifying purpose of suffering is an idea

frequently found in her writing. The South African War was a great

burden on her mind. In 1900 she wrote:--

“It is difficult to keep up one’s active powers with this nightmare;

one is so sure that all suffering is intended to be purifying and we

must glorify God in the fires.”

Dorothea Beale always had a great objection to desultory work, and

though she of necessity touched many interests wider than those of

Cheltenham, she kept the main part of her time and strength for her

own particular work. Her association with various enterprises was

always greatly valued, and her work and influence were felt to be a

great help. Some of the educational work in which she was specially

interested and took a part was represented by the Head-Mistresses’

Association, the Teachers’ Guild, the Froebel Society, the Child Study

Association, the Parents’ National Union, and Sunday Schools. She

would send delegates from the College to consider any new educational

system. A local institution that always claimed her sympathy was a

Working Men’s College started at Cheltenham and greatly helped by her

friends, Mr. and Mrs. Owen. She read a paper there on one occasion, on

self-support and self-government.

“I do not think there are many,” she said, “belonging to this College,

who could not pay a few shillings annually. Self-denial adds value

to energy.... Everybody does not agree with me. Some think you will

misunderstand--think we do not want to help. I do not think you will;

to judge by my own feelings I like to be independent.”

Then she spoke of the early difficulties at the Ladies’ College and the

lack of money during her first years there.

“I am quite sure,” she went on, “that our College would not have been

what it is if we had had money to fall back upon. I might myself have

left the helm and gone to sit quietly in the cabin while the vessel

drifted on to the rocks.”

Dorothea Beale kept throughout life a youthfulness of outlook which

made her able to enthuse over things that strongly attracted her

attention and interest. One day some one brought to her on a lily-leaf

a dragon-fly emerging from the pupa. To her mind, as to Mrs. Gatty’s,

this became a symbol of the resurrection. All that summer the college

heard much of the thought it had suggested, and many were the

“transformations” witnessed. She wrote a paper--“Is Death the End?”

and wanted to read it at a little mission maintained by her friends,

Mr. and Mrs. Owen. They would not allow her to do so, though she was

perfectly sure she would be able to interest the poor people. This

reminds the writer of a similar incident. A lady had given what she

believed to be a thrilling lecture on the dragon-fly to a number of

East End girls. They listened most attentively and seemed greatly

interested. But the lecturer’s self-satisfaction received something of

a shock when at the end she heard one girl say to another in a very

Cockney accent, “Why, it’s nothing but a fly, after all!” Probably Mr.

and Mrs. Owen were right.

Dorothea Beale was not directly interested in missionary work until

the year 1883, when Pundita Ramabai was sent by the Wantage Sisters

to study at Cheltenham College. Under her influence she studied Hindu

religion and philosophy, and became greatly concerned about the

condition of widows in India. When Ramabai established her Home for

Widows at Mukti, Dorothea Beale became a regular and large subscriber.

Among her papers was found an appeal evidently intended to reach the

minds of educated Hindus.

“My heart,” she wrote, “is stirred by sorrow and pity for those

suffering widows of India; but there are some whom I pity more--those

who inflict the sorrow on them, since it is far better to suffer than

to do wrong.... But what grieves me, too, is the thought of the waste

of all that wonderful amount of energy and life that God has given your

country-women in order to bless others.

“If the men of India believe in God’s goodness and wisdom, as I think

they must, even though they may not trust Him, they must think He has

not made all those widows to be a burden and a misery to themselves and

others, but to do good work. What mistakes people make when they think

they are wiser than God.

* * * * *

“I can remember when ‘Old Maid’ was a term of contempt in England, but

it is not so now; you have seen me and sixty old maids working together

happy and content, and if I could send out a hundred women where I

can now send one, I should not have too many, so constant are the

demands for ‘old maids,’ as you would call them--for teachers, nurses,

missionaries, and all sorts of good work.... India will some time feel

all that her wasted women’s life can do.”

With regard to missionary work for girls, she was always afraid lest

the glamour and romance of it should tempt them away from obvious

duties at home.

Dorothea Beale, perhaps because of her early acquaintance with Mrs.

Lancaster’s work, was always ready to support any agencies for the

protection of girls and women. As far back as ’86 she wrote:--

“I would ... urge the formation of a body of women-policemen who could

safely do work which could not be undertaken by men-policemen or

clergymen. These should undertake to watch over registries for women,

shops where women work, to establish labour registers themselves and

take care that women were not paid starvation wages; to enter (under

protection) suspected houses; to watch railway stations, shops,” etc.

She was always anxious for the vote to be granted to women, knowing

that many reforms were impossible without it. She was saddened by Mr.

Balfour’s Education Bill of 1902, feeling that by the abolition of

School Boards on which women had been well represented, the cause of

the vote had received a serious “set-back”.

Many other causes received her sympathy and financial help. Agnes

Weston’s work among sailors always appealed to her, as did also all

efforts to set discharged prisoners on their feet again. She had, too,

a warm spot in her heart for sufferers of her own class, impoverished

women teachers and other workers.

Dorothea Beale never cared much for prizes. She felt that the work

ought to be done for the work’s sake, as it indeed was at Cheltenham.

There were prizes given on the examination results and standards

reached, but these were simply fetched by the prize-winners from the

secretary’s room at the beginning of the next term. No emphasis was

laid upon them and they were rather an acknowledgment of good work than

something to be striven for.

The College itself did little to attract public attention. It had no

speech-day to draw celebrities to it, and went on year after year

unnoticed save by those associated with it, and those who had a real

interest in education.

In the eighties, however, outside people began to honour the College in

various ways. John Ruskin was one of the first to do so, by presenting

it with some beautiful old manuscripts and printed books. He often

criticised the College Magazine. On one occasion he hurt the editor

deeply by criticising the verses of a dear friend. To her protest he

replied:--

“DEAR MISS BEALE,

“I am grieved very deeply to have written what I did of your dead

friend’s verses. If you knew how full my own life has been of sorrow,

how every day of it begins with a death-knell, you would bear with me

in what I will yet venture to say to you as the head of a noble school

of women’s thought, that no personal feelings should ever be allowed

to influence you in what you permit your scholars either to read or to

publish.”

And again, a little later:--

“DEAR MISS BEALE,

“So many thanks, and again and again I ask your pardon for the pain I

gave you. I had no idea of the kind of person you were, I thought you

were merely clever and proud.

“These substituted verses are lovely.

“Ever gratefully yours,

“J. R.”

In 1889 and 1900, the Ladies’ College won gold medals for its

educational exhibits at the Paris Exhibitions. In 1894 Dorothea

Beale was called to give evidence before another Royal Commission

for inquiring into the condition of girls’ schools. In 1897, the

Empress Frederick visited the college, and in 1899 Princess Henry of

Battenberg, the latter to unveil a marble bust of Queen Victoria.

In the year 1898 there was an outbreak of smallpox in England. It was

particularly bad in Gloucestershire, and five times it broke out in

Cheltenham.

“Cheltenham,” says Mrs. Raikes, “largely owed its immunity to the

exertions of the Lady Principal, who insisted on re-vaccination where

it was necessary for every one connected with the college. This meant

not only teachers, pupils, servants, but all who had to do with any

college girl in any capacity--all in the homes of the day-pupils--all

in the shops which served the boarding-houses--the whole railway staff

at the different stations. The College custom was too good to lose and

she carried her point. Such a drastic measure had its comic side, as

was perceived by the saucy butcher boy, who shouted to a boarding-house

cook, “I must know if you are vaccinated before I deliver this meat”.

The father of a girl who had an important examination in a few weeks

refused to allow her to be vaccinated. The Head refused to keep her,

and a cab was actually at the door to take her away when a telegram

came from the girl’s father--“May do as she pleases”--which took away

the necessity for the cab.

For personal honours Dorothea Beale cared not at all, but she valued

them because they reflected glory on the College. Towards the end of

her life many honours were bestowed upon her. She was greatly honoured

at the International Congresses of Education held in Paris in 1889.

Later she was made Officier de l’Académie, and in 1890, the Société

des Professeurs de Langues Vivantes held its meeting at Cheltenham.

Durham University next conferred upon her the distinction of Tutor in

Letters. In 1898 she was elected a Corresponding Member of the National

Educational Association, U.S.A. An honour unusual for a woman was

conferred on Dorothea Beale, in 1901, when she received the freedom of

the Borough of Cheltenham. In the words of the Town Council resolution

it was decreed:--

“That in recognition of the great work she has done for the education

of women in England, and especially of the unique position to which

under her direction the Cheltenham Ladies’ College has attained among

the educational institutions of the country, Miss Dorothea Beale be,

in pursuance and exercise of the Honorary Freedom of the Boroughs’

Act, 1885, admitted to the Honorary Freedom of this Borough.”

Dorothea Beale in her reply said:--

“To invite a woman to be a Freeman of a town is, I venture to believe,

an expression of the thought that not the individual, but the family

with its twofold life, is the true unit and type of the State, that

social and civil and national prosperity depend on the communion of

labour, and that the ideal commonwealth is realised only in proportion

as the dream of one of our poets is fulfilled, and men and women

‘Walk this world

Yoked in all exercise of noble ends.’”

Shortly after this she was co-opted a member of the Advisory Board of

the University of London.

The highest honour Dorothea Beale received came in 1902. It was an

invitation from the University of Edinburgh to receive the LL.D.

degree. Her students and staff were delighted, and the latter

determined to present her with her robes. These were the most beautiful

and costly they could procure. The degree was conferred in the McEwan

Hall of the University. Others who received the degree at the same time

were the Lord Chief Justice of England (Lord Alverstone), Mr. Asquith,

Mr. Austin Dobson, Sir John Batty Tuke, and Dr. Rucker, Principal of

the University of London. Only once before had the University conferred

this honour on a woman.

Sir Ludovic Grant in summing up Dorothea Beale’s claim to a national

recognition gave an excellent epitome of her work:--

“No feature of the national progress during the last fifty years is

more remarkable than the revolution which has transformed our girls’

schools from occidental zenanas into centres of healthy activity. In

the great crusade which has been crowned with this most desirable

consummation the foremost champion was the cultured and intrepid

lady who guides the destinies of the Ladies’ College, Cheltenham. It

was largely due to Miss Beale’s indomitable advocacy on platform and

on paper, that the barriers of parental prejudice were broken down,

that the ancient idols, venerated by a former generation--Mangnall,

Pinnock, and Lindley Murray--were shattered, and that barren catechism

and lifeless epitome were compelled to give place to fructifying

studies, and the futile promenade to invigorating recreations. I need

not remind you that Miss Beale’s apostolic ardour is equalled by her

administrative abilities. When she went to Cheltenham her pupils were

counted by tens: to-day they are to be counted by hundreds, and the

institution in respect of organisation and educational efficiency will

bear comparison with the best of the great English public schools.

Among the collateral benefits resulting from the great movement for

the higher education of women, in which Miss Beale has played so

conspicuous a part, not the least important is the power which the

Scotch Universities have obtained of conferring their honorary degrees

upon women, and therefore it is with no ordinary satisfaction that

the University of Edinburgh now exercises this power by begging Miss

Beale’s acceptance of an honour which has been brought within the reach

of her sex largely through her own endeavours.”

She wrote to the Vice-Principal a delightful account of the ceremony,

which she seems to have thoroughly enjoyed.

“I am persuaded,” said she, “that my robes were far superior to any

other.” From Edinburgh she went to Glasgow where she found herself in

the midst of “Old Girls”.

“We are often in spirit in Cheltenham,” wrote she, “and I must send

you a few last words to wish you all very happy holidays.... On Monday

a large number of distinguished people were invited to meet us, and

yesterday afternoon we had a party of about thirty Cheltonians. In the

evening we dined with Professor and Mrs. George Adam Smith. I sat next

to Professor Jones, who has written a book on Browning, and on the

other side was the Rector, Dr. Story.... I think we shall come back

refreshed and with some new ideas.”

She went from Glasgow to stay with other old pupils in Scotland,

then to Newcastle, where she was asked to launch a ship. She

evidently thought this would be a very damp proceeding and arrived

in india-rubber shoes and a dress thoroughly looped up. “Much as she

disliked adventure,” says Mrs. Raikes, “she was prepared to march into

the Tyne if the glory of the Ladies’ College demanded it.”

This three weeks’ tour she thoroughly enjoyed, and came back refreshed

and strengthened and warmed in heart by the love and kindness of her

“Old Girls” and the appreciation shown her everywhere.

In the autumn of 1902 she was compelled to give up work for a time. Her

sight was causing anxiety and she was not allowed either to read or

to write. Miss Berridge went with her to Bath and wrote of their life

together:--

“We brought with us Adam Smith’s work on the “Minor Prophets” and

also Jane Austen’s “Persuasion”. At first we stuck to the “Prophets,”

but at last Jane got a hearing and since then she has utterly

ousted the “Prophets”. It has been rather amusing to note how many

excellent reasons there were for giving Jane the preference. Miss

Beale was--tired--or sleepy--or not very well and could not attend

to anything that required thought, or it was near lunch--or tea--or

supper-time and therefore it was not worth while, etc., etc., and I

think she has really liked the story very much.... Miss Beale is very

much better, though of course far from being her former energetic self.

But we have still more than a fortnight before us and if she makes as

much progress in that time as she has done in the fortnight just gone,

we may be very well satisfied.”

She recovered wonderfully and was back at her work at the end of term.

But from this time she seems to have realised the need for greater care

of her health and the next summer she took a “Kur” at Oeynhausen.

It was about this time that those who knew and loved Dorothea Beale

began to realise that some day the great Head would be removed and

that there was no worthy memorial of her: no portrait which would

remind her “children” of their school mother, and would speak to future

generations of the Foundress to whom they owed so much.

The Council first approached her through their chairman, Sir Samuel

Johnson. She suggested in reply that Miss Stirling, who had a modelling

class at the College, should model her portrait in clay or terra-cotta.

After this the Council’s request took the form of a resolution. To

this Dorothea Beale replied that she had a very great objection to a

portrait of herself being hung up during her life: that it would use up

funds needed for improvements in the College, and that it would give

people an exaggerated idea of the work that she had been allowed to do

for the College.

Again she suggested that Miss Stirling should make a model in clay,

which could be executed in stone by Mr. Martyn.

The final appeal was made by the Guild meeting of 1902, after which

Dorothea Beale surrendered, and allowed her portrait to be painted by

Mr. J. J. Shannon. In her reply to those who were so desirous of having

a worthy memorial of their revered and loved Principal, she said:--

“The unbiassed artist represents his subject as she is, not as she

seems to be to those who are good enough to overlook her defects and

love her in spite of them.”

Whilst the Principal was sitting for Mr. Shannon, various friends

read aloud to her. “Lorna Doone” was one of the books. It “amused the

painter,” Dorothea Beale said.

The portrait, a very attractive one, was presented by the Duchess of

Bedford on November 8, 1904. In Dorothea’s Beale’s reply, she said that

she looked on the desire for a portrait as one not for a person but for

a Principal, a representative who would live on long after the person

had passed away. The illuminated book containing the names of the

donors she looked upon as a personal gift.

The College Jubilee celebrations were held in May, 1905. Lord

Londonderry opened a large new wing for science teaching, and

well-known people spoke at this gathering, which was the only public

Commemoration the college had had.

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