CHAPTER XV.

"MR. CARNELLY has walked with me from Hazelcourt, where I dropped in,

expecting to find Gracie and bring her home with me," said the rector,

as he entered the room. "He is leaving Hillstead to-morrow, and wished

to say 'good-bye' to you before setting out."

The rector hardly expressed Mr. Carnelly's wishes correctly, though

he was not to blame for this, inasmuch as he had been made only very

partially acquainted with them. It is probable that if the gentle

invalid lady at the rectory had possessed no daughter, Mr. Carnelly

would have been content to send a farewell message by her husband

instead of calling at this unorthodox hour to deliver it in person.

Mrs. Steyne held out a welcoming hand to the young man, and looked

not a little gratified by such a mark of attention, as she told Mr.

Carnelly that it was very good of him to take so long a walk for the

purpose.

"I assure you it has seemed a very short one to me," said he; "Mr.

Steyne's conversation is enough to beguile any walk of its length.

I could hardly believe we were here when we stopped at the gate. I

had a second object in calling, which was to convey a long string of

reproaches to Miss Steyne from our mutual friends at Hazelcourt."

He was shaking hands with Grace as he spoke, and there was a look of

gentle reproach on his face which seemed to say to the girl, "How could

you be so cruel as to disappoint me?"

"Yes, Gracie, and I have a budget of messages to the same effect. How

was it you never made your appearance? The Dixons all sent their love

and no end of regrets on account of your absence. What kept you at

home, my dear, when you had promised to go?"

"Not positively promised, father. I only said I would go if possible;

but it was not possible, and so I had to stay at home. I wished to go

very much indeed."

The look of reproach vanished from the visitor's countenance, driven

thence by this last sentence, which, though addressed to Mr. Steyne,

was a sufficient and satisfactory answer to its mute questioning. Grace

had not stayed away willingly in one sense; that was enough for Mr.

Carnelly.

"Whence arose the impossibility, Gracie?" inquired Mr. Steyne.

"Oh, there were ever so many things in combination, and, first and

foremost, old Miss Barber, who wanted to see you, must not see mamma,

and did see me, to the extent of the two longest hours I ever spent in

my life."

"My dear child, I am so sorry for you," said the rector in tones of

such genuine commiseration that his wife, Grace, and the visitor

laughed heartily in unison.

"I will never forgive Miss Barber, though I know her not," said Mr.

Carnelly, as soon as he could speak for laughing.

"Surely Miss Barber was not the sole offender," said the rector. "What

else hindered you, my child?"

"Ever so many things, quite too small to mention separately," said

Grace. "Let me see, the first was—"

"Watty's jacket," solemnly interposed Mr. Carnelly, with a look of

infinite amusement on his handsome face.

Grace's countenance scarcely reflected it. She was saying to herself,

"The girls must have told him. How unkind to go and proclaim at

Hazelcourt that I was forced to stay at home to mend my little

brother's tatters instead of going to a tennis party! They must have

wanted to make me look ridiculous."

The very idea that the friends she loved and trusted, or any one of

them, could have been thus unkind when her back was turned, stung the

girl to the quick, and she strove hard to keep back some rebellious

tears which threatened to put in an appearance.

Mr. Carnelly noticed the look of distress, and said, "Miss Steyne, I

must confess that I this afternoon quite unintentionally acted the part

of eavesdropper. You know the pretty summerhouse, the back of which

is close to the road? I was sitting there, when two groups of guests

coming to Hazelcourt met just behind the great holly hedge against

which stands the summerhouse. They paused for a moment to exchange

greetings, and, on one side, to inquire after a young lady who ought

to have been with the other group, but who, alas! was missing. I heard

nothing but kindly words and honest regrets when it was found that the

young lady was busy at home. But there was one inquirer who insisted

on knowing what the absentee was doing—I believe in the hope that she

could rush into her presence, take the work out of her hands, and

return with her in triumph—and the answer, was 'Mending Watty's jacket.'

"Miss Steyne, you may believe me or not, but those three words brought

a host of childish memories to my mind. In my early days I was an

incorrigible ragamuffin. My clothes would tear, no matter how new or

of what substantial material, and I had a very dragon of a nurse, who

objected to do more than a fair average of repairs. If my garments

needed more,—and they always did,—I paid for the extras in various

ways, such as being caned, imprisoned, or sent supperless to bed. I

had no mother, and my dear father—the greatest man of his generation

in his own line—had no time to do more than look in upon me now and

then. He saw me strong and healthy; he knew nothing of the discipline

I underwent at nurse's hands, and I was rather proud of being too much

of a man to complain. But I had a sister then, several years my senior,

though a mere girl. She used to stand between me and nurse's wrath, by

repairing my tattered jackets and other garments, and thus saving alike

my skin and my supper. Now you will understand why the allusion to

Watty's jacket roused such sympathetic memories."

It would have been impossible to keep up the least bit of formality

with Mr. Carnelly after this revelation, and Grace looked bravely

up, and confessed that she was not detained at home by one piece of

mending, but by the family accumulation which necessarily followed

the fortnightly wash. She had recovered all her courage after asking

herself why she need be ashamed of womanly work done for the comfort

of those who were nearest and dearest to her. And in this spirit, she

placed the piles of mended garments in the basket and sent them away to

the several rooms, then proceeded to carry out her father's hospitable

intentions with regard to supper.

"We can offer you nothing but what is of the simplest," said the

rector. "I generally take a cup of coffee or a plate of porridge.

Gracie joins me, and my wife has milk; but I daresay we can find you

something more substantial."

"Is it coffee or porridge to-night, Miss Steyne?" asked Mr. Carnelly,

with a grave interest that amused everybody. "If I dare express a hope,

I should say I am longing for porridge, because I like it, but seldom

get it."

"It is porridge," replied the girl, with a merry laugh, and troubling

herself no further about the bareness of the rectory larder. "You can

have bread and cheese in addition, if you like."

"I shall not like, unless I am stinted of porridge. I prefer mine

served in a soup plate, Miss Steyne. Will there be enough, do you

think?"

The pretended anxiety provoked further laughter, and it was a merry

little party which sat round the supper-table that evening.

In the midst of the meal, Mr. Steyne said, "I forgot to tell you,

Gracie, that I had a letter from Dr. Crawford to-day. He again asks if

there is any chance of your visiting Shelverton. He has often suggested

that you should renew your acquaintance with Steynes-Cote and make that

of his wife, who is but a very few year your senior. By the way, there

is a pretty little scented note for you enclosed with it," added the

rector, addressing his wife. "I forgot it until this moment." And he

began to search his pockets for the missive.

"I suppose you met the postman on your way to Hazelcourt?" said Mrs.

Steyne.

"Yes, and he gave me a couple of letters, Crawford's and one from a

clerical brother, to ask for an exchange of duties next Sunday. Here is

your note, my dear, inside the doctor's letter. You may as well read

both."

And the rector handed them to his wife, and then, turning to Mr.

Carnelly, said, "I wonder if you are related to Mrs. Crawford. She is

Lord Carnelly's only sister, and the name is not a common one."

"We are rather far-away cousins, I believe, though not in the least

acquainted. I wish I could make out a nearer relationship, and then

I should be able to trace some sort of family connection with the

Steynes, should I not?" asked the visitor.

"I am afraid we should have to make believe a great deal to arrive

at such a conclusion. Dr. Crawford is not related to us Steynes. He

was adopted by his uncle, the late Dr. Fereday, who married my cousin

Grace. He called his handsome house at Shelverton Steynes-Cote, after

the home where his wife's girlhood had been spent. In fact, it was a

somewhat reduced copy of the place which had passed from one generation

of Steynes to another for centuries past. My brother owns it now,

together with all the entailed property, which would have gone to Mrs.

Fereday if she had been of the right sex to inherit it."

"Those 'ifs' are always coming in the way, are they not? If Lord

Carnelly had no son, I believe I should be next in succession to his

title and the estates that go with it, but I am glad to know that he

has a large family."

"Mostly girls," said Mr. Steyne, "though there is one boy, if no more.

I have heard Crawford speak of them."

"Long life to father and son! I covet neither title nor lands; I

rejoice more in being my own father's son than I should do in being

heir to the oldest dukedom in the country, whichever it may be. Yet I

might have been 'Sir David' if my father had not chosen to live and die

plain 'Dr. Carnelly,' for the dear old man twice refused a baronetcy."

"I have been wondering whether you were a relative of the famous

doctor whose discoveries revolutionized one branch of medical science,

and have done so much to mitigate suffering. You may well be proud

of bearing a name so honoured," replied Mrs. Steyne, her pale face

lighting up as she spoke. "I am one amongst many who owe a debt of

gratitude to your father's devotion to his profession."

"It is very pleasant to know this," said Mr. Carnelly. "It seems I can

scarcely go anywhere without hearing of good that has resulted from

the lifelong labours of my father. A few months ago, I was in a remote

district in the Highlands, and the landlord of the little inn at which

I stayed for a week discovered my relationship to the 'great doctor,'

as he called my father. It seemed he had once been his patient, and

at some considerable cost of fatigue and convenience my father had

subsequently gone out of his way to assure himself of the man's

continued well-being. He so overflowed with gratitude at the memory of

these bygone services, that he manifested it in a somewhat inconvenient

way, for when the time of my departure came, he would not receive a

penny at my hands. He declared, with tears in his eyes, that it had

afforded him the greatest pleasure to shelter the son of the man to

whose skill he owed his life.

"Just fancy, Mrs. Steyne, what my feelings were, for I knew that

my host had been put to considerable expense and trouble to obtain

various dainties, quite foreign in that out of the way district, for my

special refection, and neither by fair means nor foul could I succeed

in leaving behind me any acknowledgment of his hospitality," added Mr.

Carnelly.

"I should think your feelings would be, in a sense, very enviable ones,

though perhaps a little mixed, on account of the thought of obligations

unexpectedly incurred. I can understand the satisfaction experienced by

your Highland entertainer, for it is a great pleasure to me to see you

this evening, not only for your own sake, but because I, too, though

less directly, am indebted to your father," said Mrs. Steyne.

"You will have no undue sense of obligation on account of the

entertainment we have offered you," remarked the rector, with a smile.

"If I had only known who was to be our guest, I might have vied with

the innkeeper, and spread our table sumptuously for your benefit, in

place of which you have been offered a plate of porridge."

"But it was a soup plate, father," said Grace, with an attempt at

looking demure, whilst her eyes were sparkling with fun.

"And please to note that it is now empty," remarked Mr. Carnelly; "a

sufficient proof that the porridge was duly appreciated."

Grace's proposal to replenish the plate was received with a good deal

of laughter, as also was a further offer of bread and cheese, and an

allusion to cold mutton in the background.

Afterwards, the conversation turned again upon the visitor's family,

and he said, "You will wonder that I know almost nothing about the

present Viscount Carnelly. But the fact is, that there was some quarrel

between our several grandfathers, and these having drifted apart,

their descendants never came together again. Perhaps you, Miss Steyne,

might be the means of bridging over the gap," continued Mr. Carnelly,

addressing Grace. "If you were to visit Mrs. Crawford, my cousin thrice

removed, you might let her know that she possesses a kinsman of whose

existence she is probably ignorant."

Grace had never hitherto troubled herself about the oft-repeated

invitations to Steynes-Cote, which had usually been from Dr. Crawford

himself, though in his wife's name, as well as his own. But on this

occasion, she manifested considerable interest in the contents of Mrs.

Crawford's little perfumed note, and, after reading it, said, "I should

like to go, only I know you could not spare me, mother dear."

"I think we must try, Gracie," said the rector, "if only to keep

you from being inordinately puffed up with the idea that you are

indispensable here."

The girl returned her father's look of love with interest. He might

jest a little, but she knew that no effort of hers passed unnoticed, no

act of self-denial was under-valued by the parents for whose comfort

she cheerfully sacrificed so many of the innocent enjoyments for which

a young heart naturally yearns. Still, it would be pleasant to have a

little change just for once, if it could be managed without harm to the

dear mother. She had been a great deal better lately, and the doctor

had spoken encouragingly as to the future.

There were only the four youngest children at home, and the baby of

the family was five years old. There was Sarah Robinson, too, an old

servant of theirs, who had left to be married when Grace was just in

her teens, and whose loss her mother had never ceased to regret. Sarah

had come back to Hillstead Magna a childless widow, with a few pounds

a year as a nest-egg, but not enough to live upon. She would have to

do something to eke out her income. Doubtless her services would be

available at the rectory during Grace's absence, if she should pay the

long talked of visit to Steynes-Cote.

All these thoughts passed rapidly through the girl's mind, and seemed

to bring an affirmative reply to Mrs. Crawford's note within the bounds

of probability. And yet, if the invitation had arrived the day before,

Grace would have dreamed of nothing but a grateful refusal.

What could have brought about this change of mind? What had induced

Grace to plan how she might leave home without any serious qualms

of conscience? Her circumstances and surroundings had undergone no

alteration since yesterday. Could Mr. Carnelly be responsible for

this sudden change of inclination in Grace herself? He had made a

half-joking suggestion that she should act as mediator in bringing

together two kinsfolk hitherto estranged. Did Grace mean to act upon

the hint, and, in all seriousness, set herself to carry it into

practice?

Better not analyze the girl's motives too closely. Perhaps she thought

it would be a good deed to make these distant cousins into friends at

least. And—who knows?—perhaps in the process the acquaintance between

Mr. Carnelly and herself, so brief thus far, and yet so pleasant, might

grow into friendship, or something dearer still.

Things do not take long a thinking, and all these passed with rapid

flight through Grace Steyne's mind before the visitor rose to depart,

after saying "Good-night and good-bye."

"Then you really leave Hazelcourt to-morrow?" asked Mr. Steyne.

"Yes, I must move on, notwithstanding a kind invitation to stay longer.

But though I have nothing to call me anywhere, I will not outstay my

welcome, because I want, for more reasons than one, to visit this

neighbourhood again."

Mr. Carnelly looked at Grace as he said these words, and then he passed

out into the moonlight, and Grace felt as though the lamp had become

dim, and the cosy room less cheerful than usual.

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