CHAPTER XI.--REASSURANCE.

|Throughout the meal that followed, I carefully observed Fairchild's

bearing toward my niece; and great was my satisfaction to see in it

only and exactly what under the circumstances could rightly have

been expected. Frank, gay, interested, attentive, yet undeviatingly

courteous, respectful, and even deferential, it was precisely the

bearing due from a young gentleman of good breeding toward the lady at

whose side he found himself, and whose acquaintance he had but lately

made.

“So that,” I concluded, “of all conceivable theories adequate to account

for his behaviour at first setting eyes upon her, Josephine's is the

farthest-fetched and the least tenable.”

For the matter of that, as I had assured my sister, I was confident that

her own mother, had she been alive, must have failed to identify her,

so essentially was she altered both in expression of countenance and

in apparent age, to say nothing of her totally transformed personality.

That Fair-child did not do so I was certain. His manner exhibited

neither surprise, mystification, curiosity, nor constraint. It would

have required a far cunninger hypocrite than I took him to be, so

effectually to have disguised such emotions, had he really felt them;

and he could not have helped feeling them if, having known the

dead woman, Louise Massarte, he had recognised her in the young and

unsophisticated maiden, Miriam Benary. The right theory by which to

explain his conduct at first meeting her, I purposed discovering, if I

could, when he and I were alone.

He and Miriam had a deal of fun together making the salad, in which

enterprise they collaborated--not, however, without much laughing

difference as to the best method of procedure. He pretended that,

instead of rubbing the bowl with garlic, one should introduce a

_chapon_--or crust of bread discreetly tinctured with that herb--and

“fatigue” it with the lettuce: whereas our niece vigorously maintained

the contrary. And finally they drew lots to determine which policy

should prevail, Miriam winning.

“I am defeated but not disheartened,” Fair-child declared. “If there is

anything upon which I pride myself, Miss Benary, it is my erudition in

the science, and my dexterity in the art, of gastronomy. You have taken

it out of my power to display my skill in salad-making; but now, if you

are a generous victor, you will give me an opportunity to distinguish

myself in the confection of an omelet. It is an omelet of my own

invention, a sort of cross between the ordinary _omelette-au-vin_ of

the French and the Italian _zabaiano_, I shall require the use of that

chafing dish and spirit-lamp which I see yonder on the sideboard, the

sherry decanter, and half a dozen eggs. I can promise your palates

a delectable experience; and you, Miss Denary, by watching me, will

acquire an invaluable talent.”

So, with much merriment, he proceeded with the manufacture of his

omelet, Miriam observing and assisting. When it was complete, we

unanimously voted it the most delicious thing in the way of an omelet

that we had ever tasted. But Miriam sighed, and said, “It is all very

simple except the most important point. The way is toss it up into the

air, and make it turn over, and then catch it again as it descends--I am

sure I shall never be able to do that.”

“Never? That is a long word. You must practise it with beans,” said

Fairchild. “A pint of beans--dry beans--the kind Bostonians use for

baking. Three hours daily practice for six months, and you will do it

almost as easily as I do.”

After the fruit the ladies left us; and having filled our glasses and

lighted our cigars, we sipped and smoked for a few minutes without

speaking. Fairchild was the first to break the silence.

“I can do nothing,” he began, “but congratulate myself upon the happy

chance--if chance it was, and not a kind Providence--that brought about

our encounter this morning. For once in my life I was in luck.”

“It seems to me,” I replied, “that it is I who was in luck, and who have

the best occasion for self-gratulation.”

“That would depend upon the dubious question of the value of life,” said

he. “Has it ever struck you that this earth of ours is, after all, only

a huge grave-yard, a colossal burying-ground; and that we living persons

are simply waiting about--standing in a long _queue_, so to speak--till

our turn comes to be interred? That seems to me a very pleasing fancy,

and one which, considered as an hypothesis, clarifies many obscure

things. Accepting it, we cease to wonder at the phenomenon of death,

and regard it as the chief end, aim, object, and purpose of all human

life--the consummation devoutly to be wished, which we are all attending

with greater or less impatience. Anyhow, I am sceptical whether we

confer a boon or inflict a bane upon the human being whom we bring into

existence, or whose exit therefrom we prevent. It is indeed probable

that, except for our casual meeting this morning, you would at the

present hour have been numbered among the honoured dead. But, very

likely--either enjoying the excitements of the happy hunting-ground or

sleeping the deep sleep of annihilation--very likely, I say, you would

have been better off than you are actually, or can ever hope to be in

the flesh. About my good fortune, contrariwise, debate is inadmissible.

Here I am in veritable clover-smoking a capital cigar after a capital

dinner, in capital company, to the accompaniment of a capital glass of

wine, and the richer by the acquisition of three new friends--for as

friends, I trust, I may be allowed to reckon you and your ladies. Had

we not happened to run across each other in the way we did, on the other

hand, I should now have been seated alone by my bachelor's hearth, with

no companions more congenial to me than my plaster casts, and no voice

more jovial to cheer my solitude than the howling of the gale.”

“It is very flattering of you to put the matter as you do,” said I;

“but being modish in no respect, I am least of all so in my metaphysics.

Therefore I cannot share your pessimistic doubt of the value of life;

and I assure you I should have hated bitterly to leave mine behind me

in that ungodly snowbank. It is true, I am perilously close to the

Scriptural limitation of man's age; and I ought perhaps to feel that

I have had my fit and proper share of this world's vanities, and to be

prepared for my inevitable journey to the next. But, I must confess, I

am so little of a philosopher, I should dearly like to tarry here a

few years longer; and hence, I maintain, my obligation to you is

indisputably established.”

“Well, then, so far as I can see, we may say measure for measure; and

consider ourselves quit.”

“Hardly. The balance is still tremendously in your favour.”

After that we again smoked for a while without speaking. Then again

Fairchild broke the silence.

“I wonder whether you would take it amiss, Dr. Benary, if I should

mention something which has been the object of my delighted admiration

almost from the moment I entered your house?”

“Ah! What is that?” I queried.

“I fear you will condemn me as overbold if I answer you candidly; but I

shall do so, and accept the consequences. The circumstance that I am an

artist may be pleaded in my behalf, if I seem to transcend the bounds of

the conventional.”

“You pique my curiosity. What is it that you allude to? I do not think

you need be apprehensive of my wrath. My extended 'Life of Sir Joshua'?

That is the fruit of ten years' hard labour. Or my Japanese woman by

Theodore Wores? It's a wonderful piece of flesh-painting. It looks as

though it would bleed if you pricked it” *

“Yes, it is in Worcs's best vein. But that is not what I have in mind.

Neither is the 'Life of Sir Joshua.' which, by-the-bye, I have not

seen.”

* The Editor of this work must disclaim all responsibility

Dr. Benary's opinions upon matters literary and aesthetic.

“Not seen it? Oh, well, I must show it to you directly we go upstairs.

It's my particular pet and pride. But what, then? I do not know what

else I have worthy of such admiration as you profess.”

“You have--if you will tolerate my saying so--you have a niece; and I

allude to her extraordinary beauty.”

My pulse quickened. Here had he, of his own accord, broached that very

topic upon which I was anxious to sound him.

“Ah, yes; Miriam,” I assented, a trifle nervously, and wondering what

would come next. “Miriam. Yes, Miriam is a very pretty girl.”

“Pretty!” echoed he. “Pretty? Why, sir, she's---- why, in all my life

I've not seen so beautiful a woman. And it isn't simply that she is so

beautiful; it's her type. Her type--I believe I am conservative when I

call it the least frequent, the rarest, in the whole range of womanhood.

Forgive my fervour: I speak in my professional capacity--as an artist,

as one to whom the beautiful is the subject-matter of his daily studies.

It is a type of which you occasionally see a perfect specimen in antique

marble, but in flesh and blood not oftener than once in a lifetime.

To say nothing of her colouring, which a painter would go mad over,

consider the sheer planes and lines of her countenance! That magnificent

sweep of profile--brow, nose, lips, chin, and throat, described by one

splendid flowing line! It's unutterable. It's Juno-esque. It's worth

ten years of commonplaceness to have lived to see it in a veritable

breathing woman.''

“Yes,” I admitted, “it's a fine profile--a noble face.”

“Her type is so rare,” he went on, “that, as I have said, Nature

succeeds in producing a perfect specimen of it scarcely oftener than

once in a generation. Of faulty specimens--comparable, from a sculptor's

point of view, to flawed castings--she turns out many every year. You

have been in Provence? In the Noonday of France? Arles, Tours, Avignon,

teem with such failures--women who approach, approach, approach, but

always fall short of, the perfection that your niece embodies.”

“Yes, I know the Méridionales, and I see the resemblance that you refer

to. But, as you intimate, they are coarse and crude copies of Miriam.

That expression of high spirituality, which is the dominant note in her

face, is usually quite absent from theirs.”

“They compare to her as the pressed terracotta effigies of the Venus

of Milo, which may be bought for a song in the streets, compare to the

chiselled marble in the Louvre. In all my life I have never known but

one woman who could properly be mentioned in the same breath with her.

And even she was a good distance behind. Of her I happened to see just

enough to perceive the divine potentiality of the type. Ever since,

I have been watching for a faultless specimen. And to-day, when Miss

Benary came into the room where you had left me, I declare for a moment

my breath was taken away. I could scarcely believe my eyes. Such beauty

seemed beyond reality; it was like a dream come true. In my admiration

I forgot my manners: it was some seconds before I remembered to make my

bow. The point of all which is that when our friendship is older, you,

Dr. Benary, must permit _me_ to model her portrait.”

Thus was my mind set at ease.

Presently we rejoined the ladies, and while Fairchild and Miriam chatted

together in the bow window, I drew Josephine aside, and communicated to

her the upshot of our post-prandial conversation. She breathed a mighty

sigh, and professed herself to be enormously relieved.

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