Chapter XLVII. Better Do It Than Wish It Done.

More than once, on one and the same day, the Captain had been guilty

of a weakness which would have taken his oldest friends by surprise, if

they had seen him at the moment. He hesitated.

A man who has commanded ships and has risked his life in the regions of

the frozen deep, is a man formed by nature and taught by habit to meet

emergency face to face, to see his course straight before him, and to

take it, lead him where it may. But nature and habit, formidable forces

as they are, find their master when they encounter the passion of Love.

At once perplexed and distressed by that startling change in Catherine

which he had observed when her child approached her, Bennydeck’s

customary firmness failed him, when the course of conduct toward his

betrothed wife which it might be most becoming to follow presented

itself to him as a problem to be solved. When Kitty asked him to

accompany her nursemaid and herself on their return to the hotel, he

had refused because he felt reluctant to intrude himself on Catherine’s

notice, until she was ready to admit him to her confidence of her own

free will. Left alone, he began to doubt whether delicacy did really

require him to make the sacrifice which he had contemplated not five

minutes since. It was surely possible that Catherine might be waiting

to see him, and might then offer the explanation which would prove to be

equally a relief on both sides. He was on his way to the hotel when he

met with Sydney Westerfield.

To see a woman in the sorest need of all that kindness and consideration

could offer, and to leave her as helpless as he had found her, would

have been an act of brutal indifference revolting to any man possessed

of even ordinary sensibility. The Captain had only followed his natural

impulses, and had only said and done what, in nearly similar cases, he

had said and done on other occasions.

Left by himself, he advanced a few steps mechanically on the way by

which Sydney had escaped him--and then stopped. Was there any sufficient

reason for his following her, and intruding himself on her notice?

She had recovered, she was in possession of his address, she had been

referred to a person who could answer for his good intentions; all that

it was his duty to do, had been done already. He turned back again, in

the direction of the hotel.

Hesitating once more, he paused half-way along the corridor which led

to Catherine’s sitting-room. Voices reached him from persons who had

entered the house by the front door. He recognized Mrs. Presty’s loud

confident tones. She was taking leave of friends, and was standing with

her back toward him. Bennydeck waited, unobserved, until he saw her

enter the sitting-room. No such explanation as he was in search of could

possibly take place in the presence of Catherine’s mother. He returned

to the garden.

Mrs. Presty was in high spirits. She had enjoyed the Festival; she had

taken the lead among the friends who accompanied her to the Palace; she

had ordered everything, and paid for nothing, at that worst of all bad

public dinners in England, the dinner which pretends to be French. In a

buoyant frame of mind, ready for more enjoyment if she could only

find it, what did she see on opening the sitting-room door? To use the

expressive language of the stage, Catherine was “discovered alone”--with

her elbows on the table, and her face hidden in her hands--the picture

of despair.

Mrs. Presty surveyed the spectacle before her with righteous indignation

visible in every line of her face. The arrangement which bound her

daughter to give Bennydeck his final reply on that day had been well

known to her when she left the hotel in the morning. The conclusion

at which she arrived, on returning at night, was expressed with Roman

brevity and Roman eloquence in four words:

“Oh, the poor Captain!”

Catherine suddenly looked up.

“I knew it,” Mrs. Presty continued, with her sternest emphasis; “I see

what you have done, in your face. You have refused Bennydeck.”

“God forgive me, I have been wicked enough to accept him!”

Hearing this, some mothers might have made apologies; and other mothers

might have asked what that penitential reply could possibly mean. Mrs.

Presty was no matron of the ordinary type. She welcomed the good news,

without taking the smallest notice of the expression of self-reproach

which had accompanied it.

“My dear child, accept the congratulations of your fond old mother. I

have never been one of the kissing sort (I mean of course where women

are concerned); but this is an occasion which justifies something quite

out of the common way. Come and kiss me.”

Catherine took no notice of that outburst of maternal love.

“I have forgotten everything that I ought to have remembered,” she said.

“In my vanity, in my weakness, in my selfish enjoyment of the passing

moment, I have been too supremely happy even to think of the trials of

my past life, and of the false position in which they have placed me

toward a man, whom I ought to be ashamed to deceive. I have only been

recalled to a sense of duty, I might almost say to a sense of decency,

by my poor little child. If Kitty had not reminded me of her father--”

Mrs. Presty dropped into a chair: she was really frightened. Her fat

cheeks trembled like a jelly on a dish that is suddenly moved.

“Has that man been here?” she asked.

“What man?”

“The man who may break off your marriage if he meets with the Captain.

Has Herbert Linley been here?”

“Certainly not. The one person associated with my troubles whom I have

seen to-day is Sydney Westerfield.”

Mrs. Presty bounced out of her chair. “You--have seen--Sydney

Westerfield?” she repeated with emphatic pauses which expressed

amazement tempered by unbelief.

“Yes; I have seen her.”

“Where?”

“In the garden.”

“And spoken to her?”

“Yes.”

Mrs. Presty raised her eyes to the ceiling. Whether she expected our old

friend “the recording angel” to take down the questions and answers that

had just passed, or whether she was only waiting to see the hotel that

held her daughter collapse under a sense of moral responsibility, it is

not possible to decide. After an awful pause, the old lady remembered

that she had something more to say--and said it.

“I make no remark, Catherine; I don’t even want to know what you and

Miss Westerfield said to each other. At the same time, as a matter of

convenience to myself, I wish to ascertain whether I must leave this

hotel or not. The same house doesn’t hold that woman and ME. Has she

gone?”

“She has gone.”

Mrs. Presty looked round the room. “And taken Kitty with her?” she

asked.

“Don’t speak of Kitty!” Catherine cried in the greatest distress. “I

have had to keep the poor innocent affectionate child apart from Miss

Westerfield by force. My heart aches when I think of it.”

“I’m not surprised, Catherine. My granddaughter has been brought up on

the modern system. Children are all little angels--no punishments--only

gentle remonstrance--‘Don’t be naughty, dear, because you will make poor

mamma unhappy.’ And then, mamma grieves over it and wonders over it,

when she finds her little angel disobedient. What a fatal system of

education! All my success in life; every quality that endeared me to

your father and Mr. Presty; every social charm that has made me the idol

of society, I attribute entirely to judicious correction in early life,

applied freely with the open hand. We will change the subject. Where is

dear Bennydeck? I want to congratulate him on his approaching marriage.”

She looked hard at her daughter, and mentally added: “He’ll live to

regret it!”

Catherine knew nothing of the Captain’s movements. “Like you,” she told

her mother, “I have something to say to him, and I don’t know where he

is.”

Mrs. Presty still kept her eyes fixed on her daughter. Nobody, observing

Catherine’s face, and judging also by the tone of her voice, would have

supposed that she was alluding to the man whose irresistible attractions

had won her. She looked ill at ease, and she spoke sadly.

“You don’t seem to be in good spirits, my dear,” Mrs. Presty gently

suggested. “No lovers’ quarrel already, I hope?”

“Nothing of the kind.”

“Can I be of any use to you?”

“You might be of the greatest use. But I know only too well, you would

refuse.”

Thus far, Mrs. Presty had been animated by curiosity. She began now

to feel vaguely alarmed. “After all that I have done for you,” she

answered, “I don’t think you ought to say that. Why should I refuse?”

Catherine hesitated.

Her mother persisted in pressing her. “Has it anything to do with

Captain Bennydeck?”

“Yes.”

“What is it?”

Catherine roused her courage.

“You know what it is as well as I do,” she said. “Captain Bennydeck

believes that I am free to marry him because I am a widow. You might

help me to tell him the truth.”

“What!!!”

That exclamation of horror and astonishment was loud enough to have been

heard in the garden. If Mrs. Presty’s hair had been all her own, it must

have been hair that stood on end.

Catherine quietly rose. “We won’t discuss it,” she said, with

resignation. “I knew you would refuse me.” She approached the door. Her

mother got up and resolutely stood in the way. “Before you commit an act

of downright madness,” Mrs. Presty said, “I mean to try if I can stop

you. Go back to your chair.”

Catherine refused.

“I know how it will end,” she answered; “and the sooner it ends the

better. You will find that I am quite as determined as you are. A man

who loves me as _he_ loves me, is a man whom I refuse to deceive.”

“Let’s have it out plainly,” Mrs. Presty insisted. “He believes your

first marriage has been dissolved by death. Do you mean to tell him that

it has been dissolved by Divorce?”

“I do.”

“What right has he to know it?”

“A right that is not to be denied. A wife must have no secrets from her

husband.”

Mrs. Presty hit back smartly.

“You’re not his wife yet. Wait till you are married.”

“Never! Who but a wretch would marry an honest man under false

pretenses?”

“I deny the false pretenses! You talk as if you were an impostor. Are

you, or are you not, the accomplished lady who has charmed him? Are you,

or are you not, the beautiful woman whom he loves? There isn’t a stain

on your reputation. In every respect you are the wife he wants and the

wife who is worthy of him. And you are cruel enough to disturb the poor

man about a matter that doesn’t concern him! you are fool enough to

raise doubts of you in his mind, and give him a reproach to cast in your

teeth the first time you do anything that happens to offend him! Any

woman--I don’t care who she may be--might envy the home that’s waiting

for you and your child, if you’re wise enough to hold your tongue. Upon

my word, Catherine, I am ashamed of you. Have you no principles?”

She really meant it! The purely selfish considerations which she

urged on her daughter were so many undeniable virtues in Mrs. Presty’s

estimation. She took the highest moral ground, and stood up and crowed

on it, with a pride in her own principles which the Primate of all

England might have envied.

But Catherine’s rare resolution held as firm as ever. She got a little

nearer to the door. “Good-night, mamma,” was the only reply she made.

“Is that all you have to say to me?”

“I am tired, and I must rest. Please let me go.”

Mrs. Presty threw open the door with a bang.

“You refuse to take my advice?” she said. “Oh, very well, have your

own way! You are sure to prosper in the end. These are the days of

exhibitions and gold medals. If there is ever an exhibition of idiots at

large, I know who might win the prize.”

Catherine was accustomed to preserve her respect for her mother under

difficulties; but this was far more than her sense of filial duty could

successfully endure.

“I only wish I had never taken your advice,” she answered. “Many a

miserable moment would have been spared me, if I had always done what

I am doing now. You have been the evil genius of my life since Miss

Westerfield first came into our house.”

She passed through the open doorway--stopped--and came back again. “I

didn’t mean to offend you, mamma--but you do say such irritating things.

Good-night.”

Not a word of reply acknowledged that kindly-meant apology. Mrs.

Presty--vivacious Mrs. Presty of the indomitable spirit and the ready

tongue--was petrified. She, the guardian angel of the family, whose

experience, devotion, and sound sense had steered Catherine through

difficulties and dangers which must have otherwise ended in utter

domestic shipwreck--she, the model mother--had been stigmatized as

the evil genius of her daughter’s life by no less a person than that

daughter herself! What was to be said? What was to be done? What

terrible and unexampled course of action should be taken after such an

insult as this? Mrs. Presty stood helpless in the middle of the room,

and asked herself these questions, and waited and wondered and found no

answer.

An interval passed. There was a knock at the door. A waiter appeared. He

said: “A gentleman to see Mrs. Norman.”

The gentleman entered the room and revealed himself.

Herbert Linley!

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