CHAPTER XII

A rain lasting three days delayed Bud Childers. But with the cards he

now held he could afford to wait. Moreover, he found himself interested

in a new occupation. He could use this time to advantage in preparing

the shack for his prospective bride.

It is doubtful if any woman in the world save Roxie could have roused

in him such an ambition. This log house, substantially as it stood

to-day, had been adequate for him, for his father, for his father’s

father, and all the women who incidentally had lived here. He was ready

to maintain that it was good enough for any one--except Roxie. It was

essentially good enough for her. But living with the Howes had made her

fussy. And she was a little different, anyway. She liked purty things

and clean things.

The building was a one-story affair made of hewn trees with the bark

on. In the course of time much of this had fallen off leaving the bare

wood now weatherbeaten, showing a dull grayish brown. A flimsy porch

stood before it, the roof supported by posts of young chestnut-oaks. A

board door opened into the main living-room. This was finished roughly

with planed boards, but made rather attractive by a stone fireplace

blackened by the smoke from countless fires. Here Bud did most of his

cooking, though a room in the rear was intended to be a kitchen. Near

the dog-irons stood a black tin coffee-pot, and on the mantel above

were various earthen crocks which had served as cooking-utensils for

three generations. A few cane-bottomed straight-back chairs, a table

covered with cracked oilcloth, a small stove in the corner, the pipe

braced with rusted wires, a rifle and a long-barreled shotgun fastened

to the walls, a lithograph torn from an old patent-medicine calendar

representing dimly an elderly couple peacefully paring fruit, were the

only furnishings. On the wall to the right of the fireplace two doors

indicated a cupboard. To the rear, back of this room, was the bedroom

containing a four-poster rope bed covered with somewhat frayed and

none too clean crazy-quilts above gray blankets. Outside, to the left,

and sheltered by the eaves stood the spring-house supplied with the

clearest of mountain water.

Bud’s original idea was merely to sweep, but having done that much he

went a little farther and applied hot water and soap to the floors,

the furniture, and finally to the odds and ends of dishes. This

not only filled in the spare time left from his farm duties, but

it satisfied a newly developed craving. He was not doing this for

himself. He was doing it for Roxie. In a way he was being of service

to her. He was relieving her pretty hands from drudgery. But in so

doing he was submitting to a standard which seemed to him like damned

foolishness--as far as he alone was concerned--and swallowing a goodly

amount of stubborn pride. This involved self-sacrifice. He was doing

it, moreover, for another. This involved a conception of unselfishness.

Bud had never been noted for either quality.

And yet he took a tremendous satisfaction in his efforts. The task

proved so congenial that he carried it far beyond his first intention.

On the second day he mounted his mare in the rain and posted to the

village store. His idea was to buy new oilcloth for the table and a

fresh coffee-pot. Before he was done he had included towels, blankets,

a cake of scented soap, and a supply of tinned goods.

“Looks like you meant to git married,” suggested Ed Bingham, the

storekeeper.

“None o’ yo’ damned business if I am, is it?” frowned Bud.

“No-o,” drawled Bingham with an instant desire to conciliate. “No-o, it

ain’t.”

“Then fergit it,” snapped Bud.

If Ed Bingham found this difficult under the circumstances, he managed

to give his face the proper expression for registering forgetfulness

as long as Bud remained in the store and that sufficed. He had his

opportunity to express as freely as he wished his real opinions

after Bud cantered off. He made the most of that. As far as Bud was

concerned, he might, and be hanged. What was spoken to his face was

one thing; what was spoken behind his back another and relatively

unimportant matter.

Bud returned to his shack through the pouring rain, carefully

protecting his purchases beneath a rubber poncho. Never had he minded

less a wet ride, for the little mare’s hoofs sang him a song all the

way--a simple song with not much variety, but, to his ears, good to

hear. It was merely this:

“Roxie, Roxie, Roxie.”

It ran through his head all the remainder of that day and mixed itself

with his restless dreams. It roused him at dawn and was echoed in the

twitter of the morning birds greeting so joyously the clear sky. He

rose at once with the realization that this morning had a significance

of its own; it was the last he would have to face by himself. To-night

he was to find Roxie and fetch her up here. That made it seem almost

as though she were here now. He washed with considerable attention to

details and slicked down his black hair until it lay plastered to his

head.

Bud was confident. That was characteristic of his attitude towards any

personal venture he undertook alone. It was doubly true of this one

in which he was prepared to risk all in order to gain all. He saw no

obstacles in his path; could conceive of none which might stop him.

His plan was well outlined and simple; he would ride to the Howe shack

after dark and leave his horse in the road just below. Then he would

circle the house and post himself near the kitchen door in the rear.

There he would wait his chance to see Roxie alone. He would not need

over five minutes with her because this time he held all the cards.

When he was done, she would follow him. No fear about that. She might

come like a colt for the first time in halter, but she would come. It

mattered little what her temper was at the start. She would tame.

Towards dusk Bud went through the shack once again and put everything

in order. Then he took out his gun and examined it to make sure each

chamber was loaded. Finally he piled up fresh wood and kindling beside

the fireplace in order to have everything ready for a quick blaze. On

the table he placed a kerosene lamp and matches. At half-past seven he

closed and locked his door and went to the barn for his mare.

It was dark when Bud reached the valley, but he took the rest of the

road on a gallop. There were those who later said they remembered

hearing him pass.

“Thought it must be some one after the doctor,” said one.

Another thought it was some one loaded with moonshine whiskey. All were

glad enough that the mysterious night rider in such a hurry went by

without stopping.

Bud picketed the mare in the woods just off the road, not a hundred

yards from the spot where Allston a few weeks before had been brought

to such an abrupt and unexpected halt. Had Bud been interested he might

have seen the tree still showing the scars made by Allston’s machine.

But that would have been to stir him up unnecessarily.

Bud trusted to the dark to keep him concealed halfway up the serpentine

drive leading to the lighted bungalow, but when within reach of the

light cutting a path over the grass, he swerved to the left and made

a wide half-circle. From this point he worked his way more cautiously

towards the kitchen. The door was open and through it he caught

occasional glimpses of a figure flitting back and forth. It was Roxie.

His heart, had he been blind, would have told him that. The sight

spurred him on--made him resent caution. In another dozen paces he was

at the door.

Roxie felt his presence before she saw him. She was hanging near the

stove her wet dishcloths. Her back was towards him when suddenly she

swung. At sight of him she stood transfixed. In that interval he

crossed the room and seized an arm.

“I gut suthin’ to tell yuh,” he said.

As she shrank away he added in a lower, tenser tone:

“I’m _goneter_ tell yuh suthin’.”

She saw then that in his other hand he held his gun. It made her

afraid--but not for herself.

“What’s the matter, Bud?” she asked aimlessly.

“Come out hyar an’ I’ll tell yuh.”

She grew suddenly cold. She shook as with the ague. Yet she followed

where he led--away from the house across the fields until their voices

could not be heard.

“That pink-cheeked fren’ o’ yourn--I seen him t’other day.”

“Mr. Allston?” she trembled.

“Ef thet’s his name. I seen him in the woods a-makin’ up to Miss

Wilmer.”

Whatever Roxie had expected, it was no such line of attack as this. She

stiffened.

“Yer lie,” she choked.

“I seen him in the cove a-holdin’ her hand,” he went on, quite

undisturbed.

“Yer lie, Bud Childers. Yer lie in your throat,” she panted.

“I swear to Gawd I seen him--a-holdin’ her hand.”

“What was you doin’ there?” she demanded, struggling hard against a new

emotion that gripped her throat like a strangler’s hold.

“What was I doin’ thar?” he repeated slowly. “What was I doin’ thar? I

was passin’ by.”

That was all he said, but from his voice she knew. With a spasmodic

shudder she drew back a step. He followed instantly, bending closer to

her ear.

“I was passin’ by like I’m passin’ by here,” he said. “But I ain’t used

to passin’ by.”

She made no reply. What he said was true. She turned towards the house.

He seized her arm again.

“I left him for Miss Wilmer,” he said hoarsely. “She can have the

damned honey-lapper an’ welcome. But you--I want you myself.”

“Bud,” she pleaded, her breath coming in gasps.

“I want you to-night--now. The mare is waitin’. I’m waitin’. But we

cain’t wait long.”

“What you sayin’?”

“I love yer, Roxie. I’ve fixed the house all up purty fer yer.”

“For me?”

His cheeks were burning with eagerness now. Roughly he pressed closer.

“You talk like we was married!” she exclaimed.

“To-morrer’s time ’nuff for that. But I wanter make sure of you

to-night.”

All the fighting instinct in her flared up--the fighting instinct based

upon her pride of womanhood. Like a fury she turned on the man.

“I’d die afore I went with you, Bud Childers!” she exploded.

“But yo’ll come,” he said. “Yo’ll come.”

“Go ’way! Go ’way!”

“I won’t go away--without’n you. ’Cause if I do--s’help me Gawd I’ll

get yo’ pink-cheeked fren’ fust.”

If the girl had been struck between the eyes, she could have been no

more dazed. A blow would have left her less dazed because then she

might not have been able to think. She could think now. Her thoughts

ran like flames through dry grass. And like wild flames first in this

direction and then that. There was so much in her poor little head that

was inflammable!

Miss Wilmer and the Prince--a-holdin’ hands! It was a lie! Wouldn’t

she have known, living right here with them, if Miss Wilmer or Mr.

Allston--but another burning thought cut in and enveloped this one.

They did not know about her--neither of them--then why should she know

about them? Love might be a hidden thing, like gold in the ground.

It was a lie--and yet something must have held Bud back when he had

this man so at his mercy. It was a lie, and yet not the sort of lie Bud

would make up. Bud could lie on occasion--he had lied that night he

said her mother was sick--but he was not lying now.

Silently the tall, lean figure stood beside her in the dark awaiting

her decision. She turned as though in hope of detecting in him some

slight evidence of weakness. She could not see his face, but that

was not essential. She felt the set of his thin mouth. He was grimly

in earnest. He meant every word he said both about Allston and about

herself. He had spoken of love--of love for her. Here was something to

catch at. If he was honest about that, he could not be all bad.

But before she could reason very far along this line, she heard some

one calling from the house. It was Allston who had come into the

kitchen.

Bud turned in a flash with half-raised gun. Allston stood framed in

the doorway--an easy mark. With a desperate cry Roxie threw herself in

front of Childers.

“I’ll go, Bud,” she whimpered. “I’ll go.”

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