CHAPTER XIII: THE MARRIAGE OF SIR GAWAYNE

Introduction

The heroes of chivalry, from Roland the noble paladin to Spenser's

Red-Cross Knight, have many virtues to uphold, and their

characteristics are as varied as are the races which adopted chivalry

and embodied it in their hero-myths. It is a far cry from the loyalty

of Roland, in which love for his emperor is the predominant

characteristic, to the tender and graceful reverence of Sir Calidore;

but mediaeval Wales, which has preserved the Arthurian legend most free

from alien admixture, had a knight of courtesy quite equal to Sir

Calidore. Courage was one quality on the possession of which these

mediaeval knights never prided themselves, because they could not

imagine life without courage, but gentle courtesy was, unhappily,

rare, and many a heroic legend is spoilt by the insolence of the hero

to people of lower rank. Again, the legends often look lightly on the

ill-treatment of maidens; yet the true hero is one who is never

tempted to injure a defenceless woman. Similarly, a broken oath to a

heathen or mere churl is excused as a trifling matter, but the ideal

hero sweareth and breaketh not, though it be to his own hindrance.

Sir Gawayne

The true Knight of Courtesy is Sir Gawayne, King Arthur's nephew, who

in many ways overshadows his more illustrious uncle. It is remarkable

that the King Arthur of the mediaeval romances is either a mere

ordinary conqueror or a secondary figure set in the background to

heighten the achievements of his more warlike followers. The latter is

the conception of Arthur which we find in this legend of the gentle

and courteous Sir Gawayne.

King Arthur Keeps Christmas

One year the noble King Arthur was keeping his Christmas at Carlisle

with great pomp and state. By his side sat his lovely Queen Guenever,

the brightest and most beauteous bride that a king ever wedded, and

about him were gathered the Knights of the Round Table. Never had a

king assembled so goodly a company of valiant warriors as now sat in

due order at the Round Table in the great hall of Carlisle Castle, and

King Arthur's heart was filled with pride as he looked on his heroes.

There sat Sir Lancelot, not yet the betrayer of his lord's honour and

happiness, with Sir Bors and Sir Banier, there Sir Bedivere, loyal to

King Arthur till death, there surly Sir Kay, the churlish steward of

the king's household, and King Arthur's nephews, the young and gallant

Sir Gareth, the gentle and courteous Sir Gawayne, and the false,

gloomy Sir Mordred, who wrought King Arthur's overthrow. The knights

and ladies were ranged in their fitting degrees and ranks, the

servants and pages waited and carved and filled the golden goblets,

and the minstrels sang to their harps lays of heroes of the olden

time.

His Discontent

Yet in the midst of all this splendour the king was ill at ease, for

he was a warlike knight and longed for some new adventure, and of late

none had been known. Arthur sat moodily among his knights and drained

the wine-cup in silence, and Queen Guenever, gazing at her husband,

durst not interrupt his gloomy thoughts. At last the king raised his

head, and, striking the table with his hand, exclaimed fiercely: "Are

all my knights sluggards or cowards, that none of them goes forth to

seek adventures? You are better fitted to feast well in hall than

fight well in field. Is my fame so greatly decayed that no man cares

to ask for my help or my support against evildoers? I vow here, by the

boar's head and by Our Lady, that I will not rise from this table till

some adventure be undertaken." "Sire, your loyal knights have gathered

round you to keep the holy Yuletide in your court," replied Sir

Lancelot; and Sir Gawayne said: "Fair uncle, we are not cowards, but

few evildoers dare to show themselves under your rule; hence it is

that we seem idle. But see yonder! By my faith, now cometh an

adventure."

The Damsel's Request

Even as Sir Gawayne spoke a fair damsel rode into the hall, with

flying hair and disordered dress, and, dismounting from her steed,

knelt down sobbing at Arthur's feet. She cried aloud, so that all

heard her: "A boon, a boon, King Arthur! I beg a boon of you!" "What

is your request?" said the king, for the maiden was in great distress,

and her tears filled his heart with pity. "What would you have of me?"

"I cry for vengeance on a churlish knight, who has separated my love

from me." "Tell your story quickly," said King Arthur; and all the

knights listened while the lady spoke.

"I was betrothed to a gallant knight," she said, "whom I loved dearly,

and we were entirely happy until yesterday. Then as we rode out

together planning our marriage we came, through the moorland ways,

unnoticing, to a fair lake, Tarn Wathelan, where stood a great castle,

with streamers flying, and banners waving in the wind. It seemed a

strong and goodly place, but alas! it stood on magic ground, and

within the enchanted circle of its shadow an evil spell fell on every

knight who set foot therein. As my love and I looked idly at the

mighty keep a horrible and churlish warrior, twice the size of mortal

man, rushed forth in complete armour; grim and fierce-looking he was,

armed with a huge club, and sternly he bade my knight leave me to him

and go his way alone. Then my love drew his sword to defend me, but

the evil spell had robbed him of all strength, and he could do nought

against the giant's club; his sword fell from his feeble hand, and the

churlish knight, seizing him, caused him to be flung into a dungeon.

He then returned and sorely ill-treated me, though I prayed for mercy

in the name of chivalry and of Mary Mother. At last, when he set me

free and bade me go, I said I would come to King Arthur's court and

beg a champion of might to avenge me, perhaps even the king himself.

But the giant only laughed aloud. 'Tell the foolish king,' quoth he,

'that here I stay his coming, and that no fear of him shall stop my

working my will on all who come. Many knights have I in prison, some

of them King Arthur's own true men; wherefore bid him fight with me,

if he will win them back.' Thus, laughing and jeering loudly at you,

King Arthur, the churlish knight returned to his castle, and I rode to

Carlisle as fast as I could."

King Arthur's Vow

When the lady had ended her sorrowful tale all present were greatly

moved with indignation and pity, but King Arthur felt the insult most

deeply. He sprang to his feet in great wrath, and cried aloud: "I vow

by my knighthood, and by the Holy Rood, that I will go forth to find

that proud giant, and will never leave him till I have overcome him."

The knights applauded their lord's vow, but Queen Guenever looked

doubtfully at the king, for she had noticed the damsel's mention of

magic, and she feared some evil adventure for her husband. The damsel

stayed in Carlisle that night, and in the morning, after he had heard

Mass, and bidden farewell to his wife, King Arthur rode away. It was a

lonely journey to Tarn Wathelan, but the country was very beautiful,

though wild and rugged, and the king soon saw the little lake gleaming

clear and cold below him, while the enchanted castle towered up above

the water, with banners flaunting defiantly in the wind.

The Fight

The king drew his sword Excalibur and blew a loud note on his bugle.

Thrice his challenge note resounded, but brought no reply, and then he

cried aloud: "Come forth, proud knight! King Arthur is here to punish

you for your misdeeds! Come forth and fight bravely. If you are

afraid, then come forth and yield yourself my thrall."

[Illustration: "The King blew a loud note on his bugle"]

The churlish giant darted out at the summons, brandishing his massive

club, and rushed straight at King Arthur. The spell of the enchanted

ground seized the king at that moment, and his hand sank down. Down

fell his good sword Excalibur, down fell his shield, and he found

himself ignominiously helpless in the presence of his enemy.

The Ransom

Now the giant cried aloud: "Yield or fight, King Arthur; which will

you do? If you fight I shall conquer you, for you have no power to

resist me; you will be my prisoner, with no hope of ransom, will lose

your land and spend your life in my dungeon with many other brave

knights. If you yield I will hold you to ransom, but you must swear

to accept the terms I shall offer."

"What are they," asked King Arthur. The giant replied: "You must swear

solemnly, by the Holy Rood, that you will return here on New Year's

Day and bring me a true answer to the question, 'What thing is it that

all women most desire?' If you fail to bring the right answer your

ransom is not paid, and you are yet my prisoner. Do you accept my

terms?" The king had no alternative: so long as he stood on the

enchanted ground his courage was overborne by the spell and he could

only hold up his hand and swear by the Sacred Cross and by Our Lady

that he would return, with such answers as he could obtain, on New

Year's Day.

The King's Search

Ashamed and humiliated, the king rode away, but not back to

Carlisle--he would not return home till he had fulfilled his task; so

he rode east and west and north and south, and asked every woman and

maid he met the question the churlish knight had put to him. "What is

it all women most desire?" he asked, and all gave him different

replies: some said riches, some splendour, some pomp and state; others

declared that fine attire was women's chief delight, yet others voted

for mirth or flattery; some declared that a handsome lover was the

cherished wish of every woman's heart; and among them all the king

grew quite bewildered. He wrote down all the answers he received, and

sealed them with his own seal, to give to the churlish knight when he

returned to the Castle of Tarn Wathelan; but in his own heart King

Arthur felt that the true answer had not yet been given to him. He was

sad as he turned and rode towards the giant's home on New Year's Day,

for he feared to lose his liberty and lands, and the lonely journey

seemed much more dreary than it had before, when he rode out from

Carlisle so full of hope and courage and self-confidence.

The Loathly Lady

Arthur was riding mournfully through a lonely forest when he heard a

woman's voice greeting him: "God save you, King Arthur! God save and

keep you!" and he turned at once to see the person who thus addressed

him. He saw no one at all on his right hand, but as he turned to the

other side he perceived a woman's form clothed in brilliant scarlet;

the figure was seated between a holly-tree and an oak, and the berries

of the former were not more vivid than her dress, and the brown leaves

of the latter not more brown and wrinkled than her cheeks. At first

sight King Arthur thought he must be bewitched--no such nightmare of a

human face had ever seemed to him possible. Her nose was crooked and

bent hideously to one side, while her chin seemed to bend to the

opposite side of her face; her one eye was set deep under her beetling

brow, and her mouth was nought but a gaping slit. Round this awful

countenance hung snaky locks of ragged grey hair, and she was deadly

pale, with a bleared and dimmed blue eye. The king nearly swooned when

he saw this hideous sight, and was so amazed that he did not answer

her salutation. The loathly lady seemed angered by the insult: "Now

Christ save you, King Arthur! Who are you to refuse to answer my

greeting and take no heed of me? Little of courtesy have you and your

knights in your fine court in Carlisle if you cannot return a lady's

greeting. Yet, Sir King, proud as you are, it may be that I can help

you, loathly though I be; but I will do nought for one who will not be

courteous to me."

The Lady's Secret

King Arthur was ashamed of his lack of courtesy, and tempted by the

hint that here was a woman who could help him. "Forgive me, lady,"

said he; "I was sorely troubled in mind, and thus, and not for want of

courtesy, did I miss your greeting. You say that you can perhaps help

me; if you would do this, lady, and teach me how to pay my ransom, I

will grant anything you ask as a reward." The deformed lady said:

"Swear to me, by Holy Rood, and by Mary Mother, that you will grant me

whatever boon I ask, and I will help you to the secret. Yes, Sir King,

I know by secret means that you seek the answer to the question, 'What

is it all women most desire?' Many women have given you many replies,

but I alone, by my magic power, can give you the right answer. This

secret I will tell you, and in truth it will pay your ransom, when you

have sworn to keep faith with me." "Indeed, O grim lady, the oath I

will take gladly," said King Arthur; and when he had sworn it, with

uplifted hand, the lady told him the secret, and he vowed with great

bursts of laughter that this was indeed the right answer.

The Ransom

When the king had thoroughly realized the wisdom of the answer he rode

on to the Castle of Tarn Wathelan, and blew his bugle three times. As

it was New Year's Day, the churlish knight was ready for him, and

rushed forth, club in hand, ready to do battle. "Sir Knight," said the

king, "I bring here writings containing answers to your question; they

are replies that many women have given, and should be right; these I

bring in ransom for my life and lands." The churlish knight took the

writings and read them one by one, and each one he flung aside, till

all had been read; then he said to the king: "You must yield yourself

and your lands to me, King Arthur, and rest my prisoner; for though

these answers be many and wise, not one is the true reply to my

question; your ransom is not paid, and your life and all you have is

forfeit to me." "Alas! Sir Knight," quoth the king, "stay your hand,

and let me speak once more before I yield to you; it is not much to

grant to one who risks life and kingdom and all. Give me leave to try

one more reply." To this the giant assented, and King Arthur

continued: "This morning as I rode through the forest I beheld a lady

sitting, clad in scarlet, between an oak and a holly-tree; she says,

'All women will have their own way, and this is their chief desire.'

Now confess that I have brought the true answer to your question, and

that I am free, and have paid the ransom for my life and lands."

The Price of the Ransom

The giant waxed furious with rage, and shouted: "A curse upon that

lady who told you this! It must have been my sister, for none but she

knew the answer. Tell me, was she ugly and deformed?" When King Arthur

replied that she was a loathly lady, the giant broke out: "I vow to

heaven that if I can once catch her I will burn her alive; for she has

cheated me of being King of Britain. Go your ways, Arthur; you have

not ransomed yourself, but the ransom is paid and you are free."

Gladly the king rode back to the forest where the loathly lady awaited

him, and stopped to greet her. "I am free now, lady, thanks to you!

What boon do you ask in reward for your help? I have promised to

grant it you, whatever it may be." "This is my boon King Arthur, that

you will bring some young and courteous knight from your court in

Carlisle to marry me, and he must be brave and handsome too. You have

sworn to fulfil my request, and you cannot break your word." These

last words were spoken as the king shook his head and seemed on the

point of refusing a request so unreasonable; but at this reminder he

only hung his head and rode slowly away, while the unlovely lady

watched him with a look of mingled pain and glee.

King Arthur's Return

On the second day of the new year King Arthur came home to Carlisle.

Wearily he rode along and dismounted at the castle, and wearily he

went into his hall, where sat Queen Guenever. She had been very

anxious during her husband's absence, for she dreaded magic arts, but

she greeted him gladly and said: "Welcome, my dear lord and king,

welcome home again! What anxiety I have endured for you! But now you

are here all is well. What news do you bring, my liege? Is the

churlish knight conquered? Where have you had him hanged, and where is

his head? Placed on a spike above some town-gate? Tell me your

tidings, and we will rejoice together." King Arthur only sighed

heavily as he replied: "Alas! I have boasted too much; the churlish

knight was a giant who has conquered me, and set me free on

conditions." "My lord, tell me how this has chanced." "His castle is

an enchanted one, standing on enchanted ground, and surrounded with a

circle of magic spells which sap the bravery from a warrior's mind and

the strength from his arm. When I came on his land and felt the power

of his mighty charms, I was unable to resist him, but fell into his

power, and had to yield myself to him. He released me on condition

that I would fulfil one thing which he bade me accomplish, and this I

was enabled to do by the help of a loathly lady; but that help was

dearly bought, and I cannot pay the price myself."

Sir Gawayne's Devotion

By this time Sir Gawayne, the king's favourite nephew, had entered the

hall, and greeted his uncle warmly; then, with a few rapid questions,

he learnt the king's news, and saw that he was in some distress. "What

have you paid the loathly lady for her secret, uncle?" he asked.

"Alas! I have paid her nothing; but I promised to grant her any boon

she asked, and she has asked a thing impossible." "What is it?" asked

Sir Gawayne. "Since you have promised it, the promise must needs be

kept. Can I help you to perform your vow?" "Yes, you can, fair nephew

Gawayne, but I will never ask you to do a thing so terrible," said

King Arthur. "I am ready to do it, uncle, were it to wed the loathly

lady herself." "That is what she asks, that a fair young knight should

marry her. But she is too hideous and deformed; no man could make her

his wife." "If that is all your grief," replied Sir Gawayne, "things

shall soon be settled; I will wed this ill-favoured dame, and will be

your ransom." "You know not what you offer," answered the king. "I

never saw so deformed a being. Her speech is well enough, but her face

is terrible, with crooked nose and chin, and she has only one eye."

"She must be an ill-favoured maiden; but I heed it not," said Sir

Gawayne gallantly, "so that I can save you from trouble and care."

"Thanks, dear Gawayne, thanks a thousand times! Now through your

devotion I can keep my word. To-morrow we must fetch your bride from

her lonely lodging in the greenwood; but we will feign some pretext

for the journey. I will summon a hunting party, with horse and hound

and gallant riders, and none shall know that we go to bring home so

ugly a bride." "Gramercy, uncle," said Sir Gawayne. "Till to-morrow I

am a free man."

The Hunting Party

The next day King Arthur summoned all the court to go hunting in the

greenwood close to Tarn Wathelan; but he did not lead the chase near

the castle: the remembrance of his defeat and shame was too strong for

him to wish to see the place again. They roused a noble stag and

chased him far into the forest, where they lost him amid close

thickets of holly and yew interspersed with oak copses and hazel

bushes--bare were the hazels, and brown and withered the clinging oak

leaves, but the holly looked cheery, with its fresh green leaves and

scarlet berries. Though the chase had been fruitless, the train of

knights laughed and talked gaily as they rode back through the forest,

and the gayest of all was Sir Gawayne; he rode wildly down the forest

drives, so recklessly that he drew level with Sir Kay, the churlish

steward, who always preferred to ride alone. Sir Lancelot, Sir

Stephen, Sir Banier, and Sir Bors all looked wonderingly at the

reckless youth; but his younger brother, Gareth, was troubled, for he

knew all was not well with Gawayne, and Sir Tristram, buried in his

love for Isolde, noticed nothing, but rode heedlessly wrapped in sad

musings.

Sir Kay and the Loathly Lady

Suddenly Sir Kay reined up his steed, amazed; his eye had caught the

gleam of scarlet under the trees, and as he looked he became aware of

a woman, clad in a dress of finest scarlet, sitting between a

holly-tree and an oak. "Good greeting to you, Sir Kay," said the lady,

but the steward was too much amazed to answer. Such a face as that of

the lady he had never even imagined, and he took no notice of her

salutation. By this time the rest of the knights had joined him, and

they all halted, looking in astonishment on the misshapen face of the

poor creature before them. It seemed terrible that a woman's figure

should be surmounted by such hideous features, and most of the knights

were silent for pity's sake; but the steward soon recovered from his

amazement, and his rude nature began to show itself. The king had not

yet appeared, and Sir Kay began to jeer aloud. "Now which of you would

fain woo yon fair lady?" he asked. "It takes a brave man, for methinks

he will stand in fear of any kiss he may get, it must needs be such an

awesome thing. But yet I know not; any man who would kiss this

beauteous damsel may well miss the way to her mouth, and his fate is

not quite so dreadful after all. Come, who will win a lovely bride!"

Just then King Arthur rode up, and at sight of him Sir Kay was silent;

but the loathly lady hid her face in her hands, and wept that he

should pour such scorn upon her.

The Betrothal

Sir Gawayne was touched with compassion for this uncomely woman alone

among these gallant and handsome knights, a woman so helpless and

ill-favoured, and he said: "Peace, churl Kay, the lady cannot help

herself; and you are not so noble and courteous that you have the

right to jeer at any maiden; such deeds do not become a knight of

Arthur's Round Table. Besides, one of us knights here must wed this

unfortunate lady." "Wed her?" shouted Kay. "Gawayne, you are mad!" "It

is true, is it not, my liege?" asked Sir Gawayne, turning to the king;

and Arthur reluctantly gave token of assent, saying, "I promised her

not long since, for the help she gave me in a great distress, that I

would grant her any boon she craved, and she asked for a young and

noble knight to be her husband. My royal word is given, and I will

keep it; therefore have I brought you here to meet her." Sir Kay burst

out with, "What? Ask me perchance to wed this foul quean? I'll none of

her. Where'er I get my wife from, were it from the fiend himself, this

hideous hag shall never be mine." "Peace, Sir Kay," sternly said the

king; "you shall not abuse this poor lady as well as refuse her. Mend

your speech, or you shall be knight of mine no longer." Then he turned

to the others and said: "Who will wed this lady and help me to keep my

royal pledge? You must not all refuse, for my promise is given, and

for a little ugliness and deformity you shall not make me break my

plighted word of honour." As he spoke he watched them keenly, to see

who would prove sufficiently devoted, but the knights all began to

excuse themselves and to depart. They called their hounds, spurred

their steeds, and pretended to search for the track of the lost stag

again; but before they went Sir Gawayne cried aloud: "Friends, cease

your strife and debate, for I will wed this lady myself. Lady, will

you have me for your husband?" Thus saying, he dismounted and knelt

before her.

The Lady's Words

The poor lady had at first no words to tell her gratitude to Sir

Gawayne, but when she had recovered a little she spoke: "Alas! Sir

Gawayne, I fear you do but jest. Will you wed with one so ugly and

deformed as I? What sort of wife should I be for a knight so gay and

gallant, so fair and comely as the king's own nephew? What will Queen

Guenever and the ladies of the Court say when you return to Carlisle

bringing with you such a bride? You will be shamed, and all through

me." Then she wept bitterly, and her weeping made her seem even more

hideous; but King Arthur, who was watching the scene, said: "Lady, I

would fain see that knight or dame who dares mock at my nephew's

bride. I will take order that no such unknightly discourtesy is shown

in my court," and he glared angrily at Sir Kay and the others who had

stayed, seeing that Sir Gawayne was prepared to sacrifice himself and

therefore they were safe. The lady raised her head and looked keenly

at Sir Gawayne, who took her hand, saying: "Lady, I will be a true and

loyal husband to you if you will have me; and I shall know how to

guard my wife from insult. Come, lady, and my uncle will announce the

betrothal." Now the lady seemed to believe that Sir Gawayne was in

earnest, and she sprang to her feet, saying: "Thanks to you! A

thousand thanks, Sir Gawayne, and blessings on your head! You shall

never rue this wedding, and the courtesy you have shown. Wend we now

to Carlisle."

The Journey to Carlisle

A horse with a side-saddle had been brought for Sir Gawayne's bride,

but when the lady moved it became evident that she was lame and halted

in her walk, and there was a slight hunch on her shoulders. Both of

these deformities showed little when she was seated, but as she moved

the knights looked at one another, shrugged their shoulders and pitied

Sir Gawayne, whose courtesy had bound him for life to so deformed a

wife. Then the whole train rode away together, the bride between King

Arthur and her betrothed, and all the knights whispering and sneering

behind them. Great was the excitement in Carlisle to see that ugly

dame, and greater still the bewilderment in the court when they were

told that this loathly lady was Sir Gawayne's bride.

The Bridal

Only Queen Guenever understood, and she showed all courtesy to the

deformed bride, and stood by her as her lady-of-honour when the

wedding took place that evening, while King Arthur was groomsman to

his nephew. When the long banquet was over, and bride and bridegroom

no longer need sit side by side, the tables were cleared and the hall

was prepared for a dance, and then men thought that Sir Gawayne would

be free for a time to talk with his friends; but he refused. "Bride

and bridegroom must tread the first dance together, if she wishes it,"

quoth he, and offered his lady his hand for the dance. "I thank you,

sweet husband," said the grim lady as she took it and moved forward to

open the dance with him; and through the long and stately measure that

followed, so perfect was his dignity, and the courtesy and grace with

which he danced, that no man dreamt of smiling as the deformed lady

moved clumsily through the figures of the dance.

Sir Gawayne's Bride

At last the long evening was over, the last measure danced, the last

wine-cup drained, the bride escorted to her chamber, the lights out,

the guests separated in their rooms, and Gawayne was free to think of

what he had done, and to consider how he had ruined his whole hope of

happiness. He thought of his uncle's favour, of the poor lady's

gratitude, of the blessing she had invoked upon him, and he determined

to be gentle with her, though he could never love her as his wife. He

entered the bride-chamber with the feeling of a man who has made up

his mind to endure, and did not even look towards his bride, who sat

awaiting him beside the fire. Choosing a chair, he sat down and looked

sadly into the glowing embers and spoke no word.

"Have you no word for me, husband? Can you not even give me a glance?"

asked the lady, and Sir Gawayne turned his eyes to her where she sat;

and then he sprang up in amazement, for there sat no loathly lady, no

ugly and deformed being, but a maiden young and lovely, with black

eyes and long curls of dark hair, with beautiful face and tall and

graceful figure. "Who are you, maiden?" asked Sir Gawayne; and the

fair one replied: "I am your wife, whom you found between the oak and

the holly-tree, and whom you wedded this night."

Sir Gawayne's Choice

"But how has this marvel come to pass?" asked he, wondering, for the

fair maiden was so lovely that he marvelled that he had not known her

beauty even under that hideous disguise. "It is an enchantment to

which I am in bondage," said she. "I am not yet entirely free from it,

but now for a time I may appear to you as I really am. Is my lord

content with his loving bride?" asked she, with a little smile, as she

rose and stood before him. "Content!" he said, as he clasped her in

his arms. "I would not change my dear lady for the fairest dame in

Arthur's court, not though she were Queen Guenever herself. I am the

happiest knight that lives, for I thought to save my uncle and help a

hapless lady, and I have won my own happiness thereby. Truly I shall

never rue the day when I wedded you, dear heart." Long they sat and

talked together, and then Sir Gawayne grew weary, and would fain have

slept, but his lady said: "Husband, now a heavy choice awaits you. I

am under the spell of an evil witch, who has given me my own face and

form for half the day, and the hideous appearance in which you first

saw me for the other half. Choose now whether you will have me fair by

day and ugly by night, or hideous by day and beauteous by night. The

choice is your own."

The Dilemma

Sir Gawayne was no longer oppressed with sleep; the choice before him

was too difficult. If the lady remained hideous by day he would have

to endure the taunts of his fellows; if by night, he would be unhappy

himself. If the lady were fair by day other men might woo her, and he

himself would have no love for her; if she were fair to him alone, his

love would make her look ridiculous before the court and the king.

Nevertheless, acting on the spur of the moment, he spoke: "Oh, be fair

to me only--be your old self by day, and let me have my beauteous wife

to myself alone." "Alas! is that your choice?" she asked. "I only must

be ugly when all are beautiful, I must be despised when all other

ladies are admired; I am as fair as they, but I must seem foul to all

men. Is this your love, Sir Gawayne?" and she turned from him and

wept. Sir Gawayne was filled with pity and remorse when he heard her

lament, and began to realize that he was studying his own pleasure

rather than his lady's feelings, and his courtesy and gentleness again

won the upper hand. "Dear love, if you would rather that men should

see you fair, I will choose that, though to me you will be always

as you are now. Be fair before others and deformed to me alone, and

men shall never know that the enchantment is not wholly removed."

Sir Gawayne's Decision

Now the lady looked pleased for a moment, and then said gravely: "Have

you thought of the danger to which a young and lovely lady is exposed

in the court? There are many false knights who would woo a fair dame,

though her husband were the king's favourite nephew; and who can

tell?--one of them might please me more than you. Sure I am that many

will be sorry they refused to wed me when they see me to-morrow morn.

You must risk my beauty under the guard of my virtue and wisdom, if

you have me young and fair." She looked merrily at Sir Gawayne as she

spoke; but he considered seriously for a time, and then said: "Nay,

dear love, I will leave the matter to you and your own wisdom, for you

are wiser in this matter than I. I remit this wholly unto you, to

decide according to your will. I will rest content with whatsoever you

resolve."

The Lady's Story

Now the fair lady clapped her hands lightly, and said: "Blessings on

you, dear Gawayne, my own dear lord and husband! Now you have released

me from the spell completely, and I shall always be as I am now, fair

and young, till old age shall change my beauty as he doth that of all

mortals. My father was a great duke of high renown who had but one son

and one daughter, both of us dearly beloved, and both of goodly

appearance. When I had come to an age to be married my father

determined to take a new wife, and he wedded a witch-lady. She

resolved to rid herself of his two children, and cast a spell upon us

both, whereby I was transformed from a fair lady into the hideous

monster whom you wedded, and my gallant young brother into the

churlish giant who dwells at Tarn Wathelan. She condemned me to keep

that awful shape until I married a young and courtly knight who would

grant me all my will. You have done all this for me, and I shall be

always your fond and faithful wife. My brother too is set free from

the spell, and he will become again one of the truest and most gentle

knights alive, though none can excel my own true knight, Sir Gawayne."

[Illustration: "Now you have released me from the spell completely"]

The Surprise of the Knights

The next morning the knight and his bride descended to the great hall,

where many knights and ladies awaited them, the former thinking

scornfully of the hideous hag whom Gawayne had wedded, the latter

pitying so young and gallant a knight, tied to a lady so ugly. But

both scorn and pity vanished when all saw the bride. "Who is this fair

dame?" asked Sir Kay. "Where have you left your ancient bride?" asked

another, and all awaited the answer in great bewilderment. "This is

the lady to whom I was wedded yester evening," replied Sir Gawayne.

"She was under an evil enchantment, which has vanished now that she

has come under the power of a husband, and henceforth my fair wife

will be one of the most beauteous ladies of King Arthur's court.

Further, my lord King Arthur, this fair lady has assured me that the

churlish knight of Tarn Wathelan, her brother, was also under a spell,

which is now broken, and he will be once more a courteous and gallant

knight, and the ground on which his fortress stands will have

henceforth no magic power to quell the courage of any knight alive.

Dear liege and uncle, when I wedded yesterday the loathly lady I

thought only of your happiness, and in that way I have won my own

lifelong bliss."

King Arthur's joy at his nephew's fair hap was great for he had

grieved sorely over Gawayne's miserable fate, and Queen Guenever

welcomed the fair maiden as warmly as she had the loathly lady, and

the wedding feast was renewed with greater magnificence, as a fitting

end to the Christmas festivities.

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