Thunder-cloud, a Winnebago Shaman, Relates and Prays

I came from above and I am holy. This is my second life on earth. Long

ago I lived on earth, long ago when this earth was full of wars. I used

to be a warrior then and I was a brave man.

Long ago in battle I was killed. As I went along I thought I had

stumbled and fallen on the ground. Then I got up again and went on my

way. To my home I went. When I got home my wife and my children were

there, but they would not look at me, they would not notice me. So I

spoke to my wife, but she did not show in any way that she was aware of

my presence. She did not show any signs that she was aware of anyone

speaking to her. There I stood. I could not converse with them and

they never looked at me. “What can be the matter?” I thought. At last

it occurred to me that I was probably dead, so I immediately started

out for the battlefield and there, surely enough, I saw my body lying.

Then, for the first time, I knew that I was dead.

After that I tried for a long time to return to my original home; for

four years I tried, but I failed, so I stayed on earth.

At one time I was a fish and I lived with them. Their life is much more

wretched than ours, for they are often in lack of food. Yet they are

happy beings for they have dances very often.

At another time I lived as a little bird. Now that is a wonderful

existence when the weather is good, but when it is cold, life is a

hardship. Often birds are in lack of food and suffer from cold. It was

my custom to go to the camp of certain people who lived near and to

stay there in the daytime. These people were hunting at the time and

from their meat-racks I used to steal a little food.

A little boy was staying with them and we were always terribly afraid

of him, for he had an object that was fear-inspiring. With this he

would shoot and make so great a noise that we would fly away. At night

we used to go home, to a hollow tree. Whenever I got there first, the

others, coming after me in great numbers, would almost squeeze me to

death and yet, on those occasions when I waited till all the others had

entered, I almost froze to death.

On another occasion I became a buffalo and lived as a buffalo lives.

Lack of food and cold weather did not bother us much, but we had to be

on the alert all the time against hunters.

Then from that place I went home, to my spirit-home up above, the

place I had originally come from. Now in the sky, up above, there is a

doctors’ home; that is the place I have come from.

After a while I wanted to leave my home and go to the earth again. The

person in charge of that home is my grandfather. He at first objected

to my going, but I asked him again and again. The fourth time I asked

him, he consented. He said to me: “Well, grandson, if you really wish

to go to the earth, you may go. Before you go, you had better fast, for

if any of the spirits have compassion upon you, then you will be able

to live in peace on earth.”

I fasted for four years, and the spirits above, even as far as the

fourth heaven, all approved of my going. They blessed me. Ten days I

fasted and after that I fasted twenty days; and again I fasted thirty

days. All the spirits blessed me, even those under the earth.

Then when I was ready to go to the earth, all the spirits gathered

around me and they had a council. In the center of the world, there,

they had a council. There they were to advise me. All the spirits were

present. They told me that I would not fail in anything I attempted.

There they tested my powers. The first thing they did was to place a

spirit grizzly bear at the end of the dancing lodge. This bear, it was

said, could not be hurt in any manner.

The lodge was full of spirits. Then they started to sing the songs

that I was to use when on earth. After that, I walked around the

fireplace, and taking a live coal, I held it in the palm of my hand and

danced around the fireplace again. Then I shouted “wahi!” and struck

the hand containing the live coal with the other hand. The bear, the

invulnerable bear, shot forward and fell to the ground, flat on his

stomach. A black substance oozed from his mouth.

Then the spirits said to me, “You have killed him. Powerful as he

was, you have killed him. Clearly never will anything evil succeed in

crossing your path.” That I would fail in nothing they told me. Then

they took the one that I had killed and taking a red knife they cut

him into pieces and piled him in the center of the lodge. There they

covered him with a dark covering and said. “Now! Again you must try

your strength.” So I asked for the objects that I was to use on earth,

a flute and a gourd. Those were the objects that I used.

Then I made myself holy. Those that had blessed me were present. Then I

walked around the one who had been cut into pieces and I breathed upon

him. Then for the second time I walked around the object and I breathed

upon him, and the rest within the lodge, breathed with me. Four times I

breathed upon him, and then he arose and walked away, a human being.

“Hoho, it is good,” they said, “he has restored him to life. Surely,

most surely, he is holy.” Thus they spoke to me. “Well, grandson, you

will ever be thus. Whatever exists you will be able to destroy and then

to restore to life again. Most surely have you been blessed.” Thus they

spoke to me.

Then they placed a black stone in the doctors’ lodge above, there where

I was blessed and again they put me to a test of strength. Four times

I breathed upon that stone and finally I made a hole right through the

stone by the force of my breathing. So now, whoever has a pain, if he

permits me to blow upon him, then I can blow his pain away for him. It

makes no difference what kind of pain it is, for my breath has been

made holy. They, the spirits, made my breath holy and strong.

Then the spirits presiding over the earth and those living under the

earth, they also gave me a trial. A rotten log was placed before me. I

breathed upon it, I spat water upon it, and the log rose up, a living

man. He walked away. This power of spitting upon people, of squirting

water upon people, I received from an eel; from an eel that was the

chief of all the eels, an eel that lives in the center of the ocean, in

the very deepest part of the ocean. He is perfectly white. He it is,

who blessed me. Therefore it is that I can use water and that the water

I possess is inexhaustible. This is what he told me.

Then I came to the people of the earth. Before I came, they all had a

council meeting about me. When I came, I entered a lodge and there I

was born again. I thought that I had entered a lodge, but it was really

my mother’s womb that I had entered. Not even then, at my birth, did

I lose consciousness. As I grew up I fasted again, and then again all

those who had blessed me before sent their blessings to me once more.

It is for that reason that I am the dictator over all these spirits.

Whatever I say will be so.

Now the tobacco you offered me is really not for myself, but for the

spirits, because I have really been sent here by the spirits to get

tobacco for them. Here, there is a sick person and you have offered me

tobacco. That is what I am on earth for: to accept this offering. I

tell you that this patient will live.

You will live, patient, so help yourself as much as you can and make

yourself strong. Now as I offer tobacco to the spirits, you must

listen, and if you feel that I am telling the truth, then you will gain

strength thereby.

Here is tobacco for you, O Fire! I offer tobacco to you. You promised

me that if I offered tobacco to you, you would grant me my request.

That you promised, if I placed tobacco upon your head. Did you not say

that to me after I had fasted for four days and you had blessed me?

Now here there comes a plea from a human being, from one who wishes to

live. Here, the tobacco is yours and I ask that within four days, he be

restored to his usual health. I ask that he regain his former health

and be even as the rest of us. I offer tobacco to you, grandfather.

Here it is.

May you, O Buffalo, also add your strength, add your power. Six days

I fasted and then you sent your spirit upon me. I entered your lodge,

your lodge that is in the center of this earth. You Buffalo, you who

are pure white in color, you blessed me. So likewise did the buffaloes

with the four different colors. Those blessings that you bestowed upon

me, those I now want. The gift of being able to breathe upon man, you

gave me. You told me I would not fail. Now that is what I desire.

Therefore it is that I ask that you add your strength as you promised,

for they, the people, have given me plenty of tobacco.

Now you, O Grizzly Bear, here is tobacco. At a place called

Pointed-hill there is a spirit in charge of a dancing lodge. Now all

those in that lodge blessed me and said that I would be able to kill

anything that confronted me; that I would also be able to restore to

life whatever I wished. Here I have opportunity of giving life to a

man. I want him to live. They have given me tobacco. Here it is. When

I was a ghost you took me to your home, and after I had fasted for ten

days you blessed me. Those things with which you blessed me, those

are the things that I now want. The people are offering you tobacco,

grandfathers,—here it is.

Now you, chief eel in the center of the ocean, you too blessed me after

I had fasted for eight days. With your power of breath did you bless

me, with your inexhaustible wealth of water. You gave me the gift of

using it whenever I treated a patient. That is what you told me. All

the water in the ocean you told me I could use. You blessed me with all

the objects that exist in the ocean. Now here is a man desiring life,

and I too wish him to live. It is for that reason that I speak to you

in this way. As I now squirt water upon him, may it be as though it

were your power. O grandfather, I offer you tobacco. Here it is. Here

is tobacco for you.

Now you who are above, Turtle, you who are in charge of a doctors’

lodge, you blessed me after I had fasted seven days and you carried me,

in spirit, to your home. There in your home I found all the birds who

have sharp claws and you all blessed me and you told me that however

bad the pain was, you would be able to extract it. Therefore it was

that you named me the extractor of pain. Now here comes a man with an

intense pain inside of him. I am the one to remove it for him, for I am

the one you blessed and whom you taught that in nothing would he fail.

I am going to heal this man. Here is the tobacco.

You of the snake home, you the perfectly white one, Rattlesnake! Did

you not bless me after I had fasted for four days? You said that on an

occasion like this, you would help me. You blessed me with your rattles

that I was to use as gourds. You blessed me and told me that I would

accomplish all that I attempted, by the use of the rattle. I offer you

tobacco therefore, that I may make this sick person live when I shake

my gourd. That life would be opened before him, that is what you told

me, grandfather.

Ho, you Night Spirits! You too blessed me after I had fasted nine days.

You took me to your village, situated in the east. There you told me

that your plants were sacred and you blessed me with them. Now that is

what I want. You made my flute sacred. That I am speaking the truth,

you well know. Now to me the people have come bringing a sick person,

for whom they desire life. I too want him to live. That is why I am

speaking to you. You promised always to accept my tobacco and here it

is, grandfathers.

Ho, here is tobacco for you, Disease-giver! After I had fasted for

two days, you caused me to know that you were the one that bestowed

diseases, that if I desired to heal one who is sick, that it would not

be difficult. To you, therefore, Disease-giver, I offer tobacco. I

offer you tobacco that this person, who is sick, may become well again.

That is what you promised me in your blessing.

Ho, you Thunder-birds! I offer you tobacco. When you blessed me, you

said you would help me if I needed you. Now here I have someone who

desires life. I, too, want him to live, and that is why I remind you of

your promise. I ask your help, grandfather, as you promised it to me.

Here is the tobacco.

Ho, I offer you tobacco, Sun. Here it is. You blessed me after I had

fasted for five days and you said that you would come to my relief

whenever I had a difficult object to accomplish. Now here is a man who

desires life. He comes with offerings of tobacco to you. Since you have

blessed me, the people have brought their offerings of tobacco to me.

Ho, grandmother, Moon! You too blessed me, Moon. You said that you

would also add your power. Here is a man who desires life and I call

on you to add your power, as you promised me, so that he may live.

Grandmother, here is tobacco.

Ho, grandmother, Earth! To you I also offer tobacco. You blessed me and

promised always to help me. You promised that I could use all the herbs

belonging to you, all the best ones, and that then I would not fail in

that which I attempted. Now that is what I ask on this occasion, and

that you keep the promise you made to me and help me. I ask you to do

for this sick man what these people are asking me to do for him. Make

my medicine powerful, grandmother.

Ho, you the chief of all the spirits! You too have blessed me and you

too said that you would help me. Therefore I offer you tobacco so that

this person may live. If his spirit is about to wander, I ask that you

keep away from him, that you do not seize him. This is what I ask of

you and why I offer you tobacco.

Ho-o-o, to all of you spirits I offer tobacco, to all of you who have

blessed me.

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