DON'T YOU BE AFEARD ABOUT ME.
On the following morning Mr. Fenwick walked down to the mill. There
was a path all along the river, and this was the way he took. He
passed different points as he went, and he thought of the trout he
had caught there, or had wished to catch, and he thought also how
often Sam Brattle had been with him as he had stood there delicately
throwing his fly. In those days Sam had been very fond of him, had
thought it to be a great thing to be allowed to fish with the parson,
and had been reasonably obedient. Now Sam would not even come up to
the Vicarage when he was asked to do so. For more than a year after
the close of those amicable relations the parson had behaved with
kindness and almost with affection to the lad. He had interceded with
the Squire when Sam was accused of poaching,--had interceded with
the old miller when Sam had given offence at home,--and had even
interceded with the constable when there was a rumour in the wind
of offences something worse than these. Then had come the occasion
on which Mr. Fenwick had told the father that unless the son would
change his course evil would come of it; and both father and son had
taken this amiss. The father had told the parson to his face that he,
the parson, had led his son astray; and the son in his revenge had
brought housebreakers down upon his old friend's premises.
"One hasn't to do it for thanks," said Mr. Fenwick, as he became a
little bitter while thinking of all this. "I'll stick to him as long
as I can, if it's only for the old woman's sake,--and for the poor
girl whom we used to love." Then he thought of a clear, sweet, young
voice that used to be so well known in his village choir, and of the
heavy curls, which it was a delight to him to see. It had been a
pleasure to him to have such a girl as Carry Brattle in his church,
and now Carry Brattle was gone utterly, and would probably never be
seen in a church again. These Brattles had suffered much, and he
would bear with them, let the task of doing so be ever so hard.
The sound of workmen was to be already heard as he drew near to
the mill. There were men there pulling the thatch off the building,
and there were carts and horses bringing laths, lime, bricks, and
timber, and taking the old rubbish away. As he crossed quickly by
the slippery stones he saw old Jacob Brattle standing before the
mill looking on, with his hands in his breeches pockets. He was
too old to do much at such work as this,--work to which he was not
accustomed--and was looking up in a sad melancholy way, as though it
were a work of destruction, and not one of reparation.
"We shall have you here as smart as possible before long, Mr.
Brattle," said the parson.
"I don't know much about smart, Muster Fenwick. The old place was
a'most tumbling down,--but still it would have lasted out my time,
I'm thinking. If t' Squire would 'a done it fifteen years ago, I'd
'a thanked un; but I don't know what to say about it now, and this
time of year and all, just when the new grist would be coming in.
If t' Squire would 'a thought of it in June, now. But things is
contrary--a'most allays so." After this speech, which was made in a
low, droning voice, bit by bit, the miller took himself off and went
into the house.
At the back of the mill, perched on an old projecting beam, in the
midst of dust and dirt, assisting with all the energy of youth in the
demolition of the roof, Mr. Fenwick saw Sam Brattle. He perceived at
once that Sam had seen him; but the young man immediately averted his
eyes and went on with his work. The parson did not speak at once, but
stepped over the ruins around him till he came immediately under the
beam in question. Then he called to the lad, and Sam was constrained
to answer "Yes, Mr. Fenwick, I am here;--hard at work, as you see."
"I do see it, and wish you luck with your job. Spare me ten minutes,
and come down and speak to me."
"I am in such a muck now, Mr. Fenwick, that I do wish to go on with
it, if you'll let me."
But Mr. Fenwick, having taken so much trouble to get at the young
man, was not going to be put off in this way. "Never mind your muck
for a quarter of an hour," he said. "I have come here on purpose to
find you, and I must speak to you."
"Must!" said Sam, looking down with a very angry lower on his face.
"Yes,--must. Don't be a fool now. You know that I do not wish to
injure you. You are not such a coward as to be afraid to speak to me.
Come down."
"Afeard! Who talks of being afeard? Stop a moment, Mr. Fenwick, and
I'll be with you;--not that I think it will do any good." Then slowly
he crept back along the beam and came down through the interior of
the building. "What is it, Mr. Fenwick? Here I am. I ain't a bit
afeard of you at any rate."
"Where have you been the last fortnight, Sam?"
"What right have you to ask me, Mr. Fenwick?"
"I have the right of old friendship, and perhaps also some right from
my remembrance of the last place in which I saw you. What has become
of that man, Burrows?"
"What Burrows?"
"Jack the Grinder, whom I hit on the back the night I made you
prisoner. Do you think that you were doing well in being in my garden
about midnight in company with such a fellow as that,--one of the
most notorious jailbirds in the county? Do you know that I could have
had you arrested and sent to prison at once?"
"I know you couldn't--do nothing of the kind."
"You know this, Sam,--that I've no wish to do it; that nothing would
give me more pain than doing it. But you must feel that if we should
hear now of any depredation about the county, we couldn't,--I at
least could not,--help thinking of you. And I am told that there will
be depredations, Sam. Are you concerned in these matters?"
"No, I am not," said Sam, doggedly.
"Are you disposed to tell me why you were in my garden, and why those
men were with you?"
"We were down in the churchyard, and the gate was open, and so we
walked up;--that was all. If we'd meant to do anything out of the way
we shouldn't 'a come like that, nor yet at that hour. Why, it worn't
midnight, Mr. Fenwick."
"But why was there such a man as Burrows with you? Do you think he
was fit company for you, Sam?"
"I suppose a chap may choose his own company, Mr. Fenwick?"
"Yes, he may, and go to the gallows because he chooses it, as you are
doing."
"Very well; if that's all you've got to say to me, I'll go back to my
work."
"Stop one moment, Sam. That is not quite all. I caught you the other
night where you had no business to be, and for the sake of your
father and mother, and for old recollections, I let you go. Perhaps I
was wrong, but I don't mean to hark back upon that again."
"You are a-harking back on it, ever so often."
"I shall take no further steps about it."
"There ain't no steps to be taken, Mr. Fenwick."
"But I see that you intend to defy me, and therefore I am bound to
tell you that I shall keep my eye upon you."
"Don't you be afeard about me, Mr. Fenwick."
"And if I hear of those fellows, Burrows and the other, being about
the place any more, I shall give the police notice that they are
associates of yours. I don't think so badly of you yet, Sam, as to
believe you would bring your father's grey hairs with sorrow to the
grave by turning thief and housebreaker; but when I hear of your
being away from home, and nobody knowing where you are, and find
that you are living without decent employment, and prowling about at
nights with robbers and cut-throats, I cannot but be afraid. Do you
know that the Squire recognised you that night as well as I?"
"The Squire ain't nothing to me, and if you've done with me now,
Mr. Fenwick, I'll go back to my work." So saying, Sam Brattle again
mounted up to the roof, and the parson returned discomfited to the
front of the building. He had not intended to see any of the family,
but, as he was crossing the little bridge, meaning to go home round
by the Privets, he was stopped by Fanny Brattle.
"I hope it will be all right now, Mr. Fenwick," the girl said.
[Illustration: "I hope it will be all right now, Mr. Fenwick,"
the girl said.]
"I hope so too, Fanny. But you and your mother should keep an eye
on him, so that he may know that his goings and comings are noticed.
I dare say it will be all right as long as the excitement of these
changes is going on; but there is nothing so bad as that he should be
in and out of the house at nights and not feel that his absence is
noticed. It will be better always to ask him, though he be ever so
cross. Tell your mother I say so."