CHAPTER XI.

TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF.

So when the evening of the Van Lew reception arrived, the young

congressman ventured to go, deeming unwisely that security for himself

lay in Viola’s indifference.

He was a very clever politician, but a mere tyro in matters of the

heart.

Viola and her aunt were receiving, assisted by a bevy of handsome

matrons and fair young girls. When she saw Desha bowing before her, she

gave him a courteous welcome, just tinged with the delicate frostiness

under which he had shivered that day at the Capitol.

It was superb acting, for her heart leaped wildly at the conventional

touch of his hand.

But she said proudly to herself:

“He shall not know I am glad he came.”

And she looked quickly away from him, without observing that he stood

still a minute, half dazed by her marvelous beauty, so richly set off

by the silvery white gown and the fire of rubies on her neck and in her

hair.

Turning away presently, he sighed, with a paling cheek:

“After all, it was not wise to come. I shall be dreaming of her all

night. Heavens! how peerless she is! And, alas! how heartless!”

All at once he began to be afraid of himself, afraid to go near her,

lest he should fall down at her feet and declare his passion, so

intoxicated had he suddenly become with the charm of her presence. He

was almost tempted to run away.

“‘But most of all would I flee from the cruel madness of love,

The honey of poison-flowers and all the measureless ill.’”

Viola had no suspicion of what was passing in his mind. She was careful

to avoid him, in her humility over her father’s lecture.

She remembered with shame how she had once tried to attract him, and

how he had proved his indifference to her arts by remaining away.

Very well; she would show him that she was changed, that she too, was

indifferent now.

The guests found a new dignity in her manner, a subtle change not

easily defined. There was no lingering in alcoves with some spell-bound

adorer, no arch glances, sudden, swift, and strange, bewildering

masculine hearts.

Sweetly cordial to all, she yet kept strictly to her resolve to “turn

over a new leaf.”

He came upon his cousin, Mrs. Wellford, presently, and the handsome

young matron said, curiously:

“What has come over Viola tonight? Every one is saying there is

something almost sad about her manner. Do you think she can really be

grieving about young Merrington, as some are hinting?”

“Young Merrington! I know nothing of him,” he replied, with a start.

“True; you have been out of the swim for more than a month, Phil.

Indeed, I was surprised to see you here tonight. Well, as I was

saying, this young Merrington--a handsome boy of twenty-two, a

government clerk, the _protégé_ of Senator Costigan--was Viola’s latest

flirtation.”

“Ah!”

“I never saw any one so madly, foolishly in love in my life,” said the

matron. “It was tiresome to see him mooning about after the wicked

little flirt. Every one was wishing he would propose and get his

_congé_, so that we might get some new affair on the _tapis_ to amuse

us, when quite suddenly it ended almost tragically. He was fooling with

a pistol the other night--unloaded, of course,” satirically, “and he

put a bullet in his breast.”

“Not dead?”

“No, not yet; but at Garfield Hospital in a precarious condition. And

they say Viola is secretly taking it hard. She can not bear to hear it

alluded to at all, growing pale and nervous, and almost weeping. And

she is certainly changed--no more flirting, no more gayety save of the

most dignified kind. How strange if she had really lost her heart to

him after all!”

His face paled and his heart beat violently with a keen, stinging pain.

Was it jealousy of young Merrington who had wrought in her that subtle

change he had wondered over?

He said, slowly:

“What if it be remorse, not love? What if he had already received his

_congé_? What if the accident--was not an accident?”

Mrs. Wellford shuddered.

“What a terrible suggestion! Fortunately for Viola’s peace of mind, it

is not true. My husband was one of the men who witnessed the accident.

It shocked him so much, he does not like to go over the details even to

me,” replied Mrs. Wellford, innocently.

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