CHAPTER XIX

LOVE IN CAMP

Miss Annie Bain was still with us, and had become my friend, and my

companion, when time permitted. She made a restful change in the

monotony of daily incessant hard work when, except for letter writing

or in some extreme case when a dying soldier called us out, we

remained during the evening in our tents.

Impossible as it seemed for a woman without pass or authority, Miss

Bain succeeded, with little difficulty, in reaching City Point.

A little tearful entreaty from a beautiful young woman has often

moved the heart of the strictest disciplinarian. Upon reporting at

City Point to that ogre of the department to all stragglers and

irregulars, General Patrick, he gave her protection and permission to

remain until her brother should receive his furlough.

Meanwhile Captain Robert Eden, of the 37th Wisconsin Regiment, whose

wound was but slight, had returned to his post, and was at the front.

There Miss Bain was not allowed to follow. But word soon reached the

Captain, and in a day or two after Miss Bain’s arrival he dashed into

camp on his fine bay horse, well dusted after his long ride. He was a

six-foot, broad-shouldered, ruddy young Englishman, and was brimming

over with anticipation and happiness.

[Illustration: MRS. R. C. EDEN]

The first meeting, however, betrayed the secret that “Bob” was the

lover for whom this courageous girl had braved the perils of the

ocean, and the dangers and uncertainties of a country at war. Miss

Bain explained that “Bob” was her adopted brother, and she feared

that he might die of his wounds if left to strangers, and so she had

come hoping to take care of him.

[Illustration: COL. R. C. EDEN]

Captain Eden was promised a furlough and promotion but it was long

deferred. It was decided that when the promised furlough came they

would go at once to Washington for the marriage ceremony and for

a honeymoon trip. Bob managed to get an occasional pass from his

regiment, then in camp before Petersburg always ready for orders to

advance for action.

It was well that Annie had succeeded in gaining from the department

of the Provost Marshal General, the privilege of remaining till

Captain “Bob” should receive his furlough. And well it was that the

words took that form, for three months passed and yet no furlough

came, while “Bob” stormed and laughed, impatient, though happy

in anticipation, while he continued to make flying visits to our

quarters.

At last envy, loving a lofty mark, and not knowing the goodness

and purity that were her guide, sought some explanation of Annie’s

quiet reserve which ungratified curiosity magnified into many vague

surmises, and which were now taking the form of unpleasant rumor.

Annie at last became conscious of the false position in which she

appeared, and which was chiefly due to the presence in camp of a

handsome young lady having no ostensible object for her stay.

Thanksgiving and Christmas passed with good dinners sent to the

soldiers by the liberality of citizens, who also sent agents to

assist in the distribution. Some accessories were supplied by the

Hospital Department, and the ladies in camp, with much taste and

ingenuity in arrangement and decoration of the stockade dining

barracks or “mess hall,” produced a really fine display, and gave to

the ever unsatisfied convalescent soldier “a good square meal.”

Meanwhile, though with womanly tact Annie endeavored to hide her

anxiety, my sympathy soon discovered “the worm in the bud” that

saddened the eye and paled the cheek of the fair girl. Something

must be done, and that quickly. A bold thought came to me; but

extreme cases require heroic treatment, and after all we can but fail.

With assumed indifference, breaking in upon one of her reveries, I

said, “Annie, you are unhappy.”

“Why no, Miss Smith, I am very happy,” she answered trying to believe

herself sincere.

“Well, never mind, I know all about it, Annie, and am very sorry too,

but mean to help you if you will allow me.”

With an expectant yet alarmed glance she exclaimed: “Why, what can

you do?”

“No matter; but will you answer truly one question? In the first

place you know it is necessary for me to start for Albany at once to

see Governor Fenton, and Mrs. Painter is called home on business; and

you cannot be left here alone. You are distressed and unhappy, and

with reason; Bob cannot go to Washington, as you well know, and now

please answer without reserve. If Bob should wish to marry you here,

in camp, will you consent?”

“Why, we could not be married here,” she exclaimed.

“That can be managed if you will give your answer.”

“Well, yes, I would,” she replied reluctantly.

But womanly delicacy instantly repented and she added, “O, I would

not for the world have Bob think I am in the least bit of a hurry.”

“Don’t think of that! He shall never know of this conversation unless

you are willing; and you will have nothing more to do about it.”

In the course of the next hour a letter was written to Bob, in which

her real position was plainly set forth, adding the very unpleasant

suggestion, that should he fall in the expected battle, the poor girl

would be doubly miserable. And further, if, after calm deliberation,

he wished to place her rightly in camp, and marry her here in the

Field Hospital, it was only necessary to telegraph at once and come

to City Point at five P. M. to-morrow, and it should be done with

every arrangement made.

A rare chance had brought to our tent that day an officer of Captain

Eden’s regiment, by whom the letter was at once dispatched. Little

suspecting its importance, he delivered it at midnight to his

comrade, as he dreamed by his camp fire of the long deferred day when

Annie should be all his own. Astonishment and indignation, at the

thought of an injustice to the brave girl who had dared all in her

devotion to him, at once cleared away the mists of romance that had

surrounded his bright visions of the future.

By the first trembling of the morning wires came the telegram, “All

right, on the way to City Point on horseback.” This was shown to

Annie, who trembled with anxiety and mortification lest he should

think her deficient in maidenly reserve; but we laughed away her

fears and said nothing. Still I would not take any decisive action

in this emergency until he came and assured me of his earnest

wish. So the morning wore slowly on until nearly noon, when Hannah

“the great-eyed” stumbled into the tent,--her usual manner of

entering,--saying, “Lor, Miss Smith, Mass Bob dun come ridin’ way

down de road, ready to broke him neck.”

I slipped quietly out of the tent as he dashed up on his fine horse,

well flecked with foam, and pulled rein for the first time in fifteen

miles of Virginia road! Covered with dust, but without a thought of

fatigue, he sprang to the ground and, with a hearty grasp of my hand,

exclaimed, “Colonel, you’re a trump! Never would have thought it

possible!” and with a significant gesture he whispered, “Do you mean

it?”

“Certainly!” was the suppressed reply, for tents are all ears.

Laughingly he continued, “Couldn’t get a pass so came without it. Ha,

ha! must be back to-night!”

“Well, there’s no time to lose; go and persuade Annie, and be ready

at five P. M. sharp. It is now nearly noon, and all is yet to be

done.”

With a bound, Bob was by Annie’s side, while she, half alarmed, was

yet too happy in his presence to speak the thoughts that caused her

heart to leap with a strange emotion.

It must have been like some wild dream when I said “Annie, Bob

has something to say to you alone; so for once he may enter our

sanctum.” And unpinning the flap of the little tent attached to a

larger one, they disappeared within.

Gathering my scattered thoughts, I ejaculated, “Let’s see, what

first? Ah, here comes Mary Blackmar. I want you to put on your other

dress and be here at five P. M.”

Her fine hazel eyes dilating in wonder, she exclaimed, “What ails

you, Colonel?”

“Nothing, only we are going to have a wedding in camp, and you’re to

be second bridesmaid for Annie.”

“Impossible!”

“Can’t be helped. Manage your work somehow. You must come just the

same, and Mr. Peek is to stand with you. Good-bye,--we’re off for

the clergyman. Remember, five P. M., and, one moment,--not a word in

camp.”

Meanwhile Sister Painter had sent for her orderly and ambulance, into

which I quickly sprang while she called out with cheery significance,

“Good luck! Good luck!” and the impatient pair of grey horses

dashed off through camp to the Cavalry Corps Hospital nearly a mile

distant, to secure the services of Chaplain Mines, the only Episcopal

clergyman in that department.

An unusually cold air chilled us as we drove up to the tasteful

little office of the Chaplain. His orderly saluted, and awaited my

order. “Please ask the Chaplain to step here as quickly as possible.”

To my consternation he replied “Chaplain Mines went North this

morning!”

Dumbfounded at this news, and greatly distressed, I hardly knew what

to do next. The driver was shivering, and evidently in doubt too, as

he asked “Where shall I drive now?”

“To--to--O, I don’t know--that is, drive back.”

What could be done? Away we sped and my perplexity increased, for

I well knew that none but the Church of England service could give

sanction to this pair in matrimony. “O, I have it, drive to the

Christian Commission.”

In fifteen minutes we found Mr. Houghton, head of this commission.

“Do you know,” I cried breathlessly, “you are to be best man

at a wedding this afternoon, and I’m to be first bridesmaid,

and--well--there is no Episcopalian clergyman in this camp? You must

help us out of this dilemma. Will you not ask one of your ministers

to perform the service by the Episcopal form?”

With a twinkle in his keen gray eye he remarked “I think I shall

order a straight jacket, and--”

“Never mind! Order what you like, but not a word in camp, or we

shall have more assistance than we desire. Though this must not be

done in a corner, yet one from each post will suffice. If it gets

out we might have hundreds. We ladies will represent the States, Mr.

Peek the Sanitary Commission, and you, Mr. Houghton, the Christian

Commission, and--at five P. M. you’ll know the rest, for there is

yet much to do. I’m off now for General Patrick.”

Again we dashed off over the rough frozen roads, this time in the

direction of General Grant’s Headquarters, near the James side of

the Point. The day was intensely cold, and only a guard was visible,

marking his frozen beat. As we approached he called an orderly, who

immediately appeared and received the message “Ask General Patrick if

he can be seen.”

“General Patrick went North yesterday!”

“How long will he remain?”

“Till to-morrow night.”

Match-making was becoming a doubtful experiment. “Has everybody gone

North?” I dubiously inquired.

The orderly suggested “The General’s adjutant, Captain Beckwith is

here.”

“Oh, indeed, I don’t know _him_ except by sight; a young man and

good-looking. If only he wasn’t. Wonder what General Grant would

say if he were asked!” But a consideration of the cares of that

overworked public servant saved _him_.

At last, in desperation, I said, “Ask the Adjutant if he will please

step here for a moment,” inwardly adding “If we do not perish with

cold in this attempt, we might hereafter make our headquarters at the

North Pole!”

Captain Beckwith came out of the office and politely waited my

request. A poor attempt at indifference was not helped by my

hesitating words--“Captain, I--er--I wish to speak to you privately.

Is your office occupied?”

He replied gravely and politely, “There are officers now in my tent.”

“Well then, will you please step into the ambulance, as it is

necessary to have your advice and assistance.”

Apparently anticipating a torpedo, when only a flag of truce was

offered,--rather dimly to be sure,--he cautiously took his seat

without a word.

How shall I quickly explain? Why doesn’t he say something--not a

word--one or the other must drop preliminary caution, or the words

will freeze on our lips. So I blundered out “Are you engaged at five

P. M.?”

He replied that he thought he was. Whereupon I told him the whole

story, and he soon changed his plans.

“As General Patrick is away,” I said, “will you come and witness the

ceremony?”

“But I’m afraid it----”

“Nonsense, Miss Bain has remained by permission of General Patrick.

We wish you, as his representative, to give your countenance and

endorsement to the affair.”

Now he was interested, and finally agreed to be on hand. Away we

hurried back to the Christian Commission, and found we had only two

hours left.

After returning from the Cavalry Corps Hospital I found Bob within

the tent standing alone with a gloomy and discontented expression

upon his face. I took the alarm and said quickly: “There is

something wrong, Bob. If you are intending to marry Annie because

you think you must, don’t do it, she’s too good a girl to be forced

upon any man in that manner. Now is your time to retreat. What is the

matter?”

With a merry laugh, Bob said soothingly: “There, there, Colonel, you

are wasting ammunition. Why, don’t you know that nothing in the world

could make me so happy as to marry the dear girl, and if we succeed I

can never repay this great kindness, so don’t waste time or thought

on that point!”

But the cloud once more passed over his face. What did it mean? Half

repenting the new role, I was hurrying away, when a neglected message

came to my mind, and I called out, “O, Bob! Major Baker, before going

North, requested me to say he had left forty dollars for you with the

sutler at the Point!”

The cloud vanished, as he sprang up and exclaimed: “Did he? Bless his

old heart! I must run down and get it.”

“Why, how delighted you seem; one would think it was a fortune.”

“O no,--but you see--er well, it is--all right now.”

The cloud was explained! How mortal we are! The poor fellow was “dead

broke” and of course had no fee for the clergyman. This seemed a

small matter, but for several months that ever-welcome individual,

the Pay-master, had not reported to the consequently bankrupt

“front,” so there was nothing to borrow, for as long as a dollar

remained in camp, it was the common property of the “Boys.”

On the road shortly after, we met Bob beaming as a sunflower, radiant

in a brand new pair of yellow buckskin gauntlets, high cavalry boots,

freshly blacked, hair and beard barbered, dust swept off his faded

uniform, and with a clean paper collar. The owner of this elegant

wedding attire called out merrily--“How are you progressing, Colonel?”

“Finely,” was the brief though hardly conscientious reply, which

was scarcely verified on reaching the Christian Commission again,

when Mr. Houghton said: “I can find no one willing to perform that

ceremony!”

Descending from the ambulance and passing into the quarters occupied

by Rev. Mr. and Mrs. A., I asked the former to assist in giving away

the bride, which he at once consented to do. But the most important

character was still wanting.

“Ah, Rev. G., will you not as a home friend kindly perform this

service?”

“With pleasure by the Methodist form, but I have conscientious

scruples about using another service!”

“Well, please send some one else.”

This one had scruples too. This seemed an absurd prejudice to stand

in the way of so much happiness. The fourth or fifth minister was

“perfectly willing” but hadn’t the least idea of an Episcopal

service. Verily this was the pursuit of happiness under difficulties.

But I rejoiced then that all obstacles seemed to be at last overcome.

Grateful to this liberal Methodist minister I thanked him and said:

“If you are willing, please wait a moment.”

Running quickly to Mr. Houghton, he soon found a prayer book and a

key,--not of the book but of the chapel door. How the time flew!

Four hours and thirty minutes gone; only twenty-five minutes left!

The minister and I entered the chapel, where I explained to him the

form of the Episcopal service, and to save time enacted the part

of the groom, the bride and the other necessary characters. Much

delighted with this service, he was proceeding finely when we came

to the giving of the ring. “Oh, how about the ring,” he asked. Here

was another dilemma. Shades of the Goddess of Matrimony! A ring! and

in camp, where jewelry was conspicuous only by its absence! My only

ring, a garnet cluster, would not serve for a wedding ring, yet a

ring must be had. Leaving the reverend absorbed in his part I ran

to the tent again and rushed in upon Bob and Annie, happy and quite

oblivious of time, forgetting almost my presence, and that it was for

_their_ marriage, that I had stirred up every department in the great

hospital and the U. S. Headquarters.

In a tone of dismay I exclaimed: “What shall we do for a ring? It is

impossible to find one in this last moment.”

But to my intense amazement and great relief Miss Bain in a most

matter of fact manner replied, “Why, I have a plain ring in my

valise.” This she placed in my hand, and I gave it to Bob, who

deposited it safely for the auspicious moment. So I sped happily

away, calling back, “Be ready in five minutes!”

And now we must marshal our forces and prepare for the silent wedding

march, for which no Mendelssohn or Lohengrin could give sweet music,

and which must be under cover to avoid attracting attention. At this

moment an orderly hastily entered saying, “Mr. A. is very sorry, but

a telegram has ordered him directly to the Point, and Mr. Peek is

nowhere to be found!”

“Perhaps he has taken a telegraphic shock, too!”

“All the rest here?”

“Yes; but now, Captain Beckwith, you must be promoted to second

groomsman.”

Ignoring his objections in this latest emergency, I turned to Mrs.

Painter, asking: “Will you give away the bride, thus standing for her

mother?”

Equal to any emergency she replied: “We Friends do not understand thy

services, but what will thee have me to do?”

“There is no time now to study up, but when the Pastor asks ‘Who

giveth this woman to be married to this man?’ just step forward and

say, ‘I do’.”

There was no danger of failure there. “Now wait until I run again to

the chapel, to see if our minister is sufficiently coached, and then

let the conquering victims come!”

The good man was ready, and quite delighted with the beautiful

service. When we disagreed about the positions to be taken, he

good-naturedly allowed himself to be backed against the rough little

pulpit, and with an expression of amused curiosity prepared for the

now waiting couple.

Perhaps a dozen camp friends had quietly entered and seated

themselves to witness the ceremony, and all was ready. Hastily

returning once more to our tent, and finding every one ready, and

fearing that our little secret might be discovered, we ordered

“Double quick.” Bob and I went first together, the two groomsmen

and bridesmaid entered from different directions. Sister Painter

came next with the bride, and even in her well worn, patched brown

‘every day’, with travelling hat and pretty collar, she seemed quite

beautiful. Hannah covered the retreat.

As we arranged our little wedding procession, the solemnity of the

occasion became impressive, while the shades of evening struggled

through the bare windows of the large chapel, and the gleam of half a

dozen candles cast a glow over the Pastor’s form as he stood, book in

hand, awaiting the first sight of the twain, now slowly approaching.

All fell, quietly and orderly, into position. And there, far from

home and dear friends, in the roughly boarded, unplaned, unpainted

structure where “the Boys in Blue” so often gathered to hear the

words of love and truth, was solemnly performed the beautiful

ceremony, without a pause or interruption, which joined two loving

hearts as one in holy bonds, never to be severed on earth. “Whom God

hath joined together, let no man put asunder.”

More than one silent tear of thankfulness fell as the last prayer

died away on the lips of the good man, who had so beautifully

solemnized this institution.

Night had now fallen as all joyfully congratulated the noble looking,

happy pair. They walked arm in arm, man and wife, back to our tents,

where we quietly followed, no rumor having reached the alert ears

of the poor weary fellows, anxious for a break in the monotony of

hospital life.

The guests at the reception in our large tent consisted only of our

own little party, and the refreshments were composed of a couple of

bottles of Sister Painter’s home-made wine, and a “wolverine” cake,

hastily made by Mary Blackmar’s willing hands.

Rev. ---- wrote the certificate, and we had a merry time in

witnessing it; while our tent was illuminated with two extra candles

in bottles, and the wind made sweet music above our laughter on the

swaying canvas roof. The great black log blazed brightly, now and

then snapping out a sharp shout of joy, and all went merrily as the

traditional marriage bell.

Bob, of course, was obliged to return at once to his regiment;

leaving his bride for a day or two while he cleaned up his

regimental quarters, and obtained permission to go to housekeeping

where bullets rained and shells stormed, and thither he took his

happy bride.

About two weeks later came the furlough, and the Major’s commission.

On my return from my interview with Governor Fenton in Albany, I met

the wedded pair in Washington, going North, where their festivities

were continued among their friends with suitable formalities.

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