CHAPTER II

AT DULWICH COLLEGE

Ah! happy years! once more who would not be a boy?

BYRON: "CHILDE HAROLD."

Our son entered Dulwich College in September, 1908, when he was twelve

years of age, and remained a member of it until March, 1915. These six

and a half years had a powerful influence on the development of his

character, which flowered beautifully in this congenial atmosphere.

The most famous school in South London, Dulwich College has a notable

history. It was founded through the munificence of Edward Alleyn,

theatre-proprietor and actor, a contemporary, an acquaintance, and

probably a friend of Shakespeare. At the inaugural dinner in

September, 1619, to celebrate the foundation of Alleyn's "College of

God's gift," an illustrious company was present, including the Lord

Chancellor, Francis Bacon, "the greatest and the meanest of mankind,"

then at the summit of his fame but soon to fall in disgrace from his

high eminence; Inigo Jones, the famous architect, who in that year was

superintending the erection of the new Banqueting Hall in Whitehall;

and other distinguished men.

Since its foundation the College has passed through many vicissitudes.

With the development of building on the estate the income rapidly

expanded in the nineteenth century. In 1857 the charity was

reorganised and the trust varied by Act of Parliament. The present

school buildings were opened in 1870. The old college--including the

chapel (containing the pious founder's tomb), almshouses and the

offices of the estate governors--remains in Dulwich Village, a very

picturesque and well-preserved structure embowered in trees. At its

rear is the celebrated Picture Gallery, the nucleus of which was a

collection of pictures originally intended to grace the palace of

Stanislaus, the last King of Poland. The new college buildings have a

delightful situation. All around them are wide stretches of green

fields; here and there pleasant hedgerows; on the slopes of Sydenham

Hill charming woodlands, some of them a veritable sanctuary for

bird-life. In the spring-time the whole neighbourhood is musical with

the song of birds, and one is often thrilled by the rich haunting note

of the cuckoo. On the fringes of the playing-fields and round about

the boarding-houses are magnificent trees--chiefly elm, beech, birch

and chestnut, more rarely oak. In short, the surroundings of the

college have a thoroughly rural aspect. It is an ideal environment for

the training of boys. There is nothing in this sylvan and pastoral

beauty to suggest that we are in a great city.

Dulwich College is both a boarding school and a day school, the

boarders numbering about 120 and the day-boys about 550. When Paul

Jones entered the college as a day-boy in 1908 the Headmaster was Mr.

A. H. Gilkes, who retired after the summer term of 1914. Our son,

therefore, had the good fortune to come under the influence for six

years of one of the greatest public-school masters of our generation.

A former colleague of mine, Mr. Henry W. Nevinson, used to speak to me

in glowing terms of Mr. Gilkes, who was a master at Shrewsbury School

when he was a boy there, and I note that the Rev. Dr. Horton in his

"Autobiography" alludes to him as "the master at Shrewsbury to whom I

owed most." Undoubtedly Mr. Gilkes's best work was done as Headmaster

of Dulwich. The College has never known a greater head. Under him the

whole place was revivified. During his reign not only did a fine moral

tone characterise the school, but there was equal enthusiasm for work

and games. Thanks to a commanding personality, in which strength,

dignity and graciousness were subtly mingled, the influence of Mr.

Gilkes pervaded the whole school from the highest to the lowest forms.

Paul quickly recognised the nobility of the "Old Man," as he was

universally known to the boys. His affection for him amounted to

veneration, and however brief the leave he had from the Army he always

found time to pay his old headmaster a visit. On his part Mr. Gilkes

had a great regard for our son, whom with sure perception he described

as "fearless, strong and capable, with a heart as soft and kind as a

heart can be."

A new boy's early days in a public school are often trying. He is in a

strange world with its own laws and customs; and at the outset he has

to endure the scrutiny of curious and often hostile eyes. Our son's

marked idiosyncrasies, sturdy independence, fastidious refinement and

passion for work, singled him out from his fellows as an original. As

boys resent any deviation from the normal, he had a rough time until

he found his feet, and the experience was repeated as he moved up to

new forms. Not a word about all this escaped his lips at home; I have

ascertained it from others. Stories reached me of personal combats

from which he usually emerged the victor, and of one prolonged fight

with an older boy that had at last to be drawn. In the end Paul won

through; his pluck and strength compelled a respect that would have

been refused to his intellectual gifts. His tormentors realised that

he was not a mere "swot," that he had fists and knew how to use them.

Animosity was also disarmed by his chivalric spirit. He began his

career at Dulwich in the Classical Lower IV. In June, 1909, he won a

Junior Scholarship, which freed him from school fees for three years,

and in 1912 a Senior Scholarship of the same nature. When he was in

the Classical Lower Fifth (1909), his form master, Mr. H. V. Doulton

reported:

"He is a boy of great promise and will make an excellent scholar. He

has marked aptitude for classical work, and success in the great

public examinations may be predicted for him with absolute

confidence." "Painstaking and anxious to do well, but rather slow,"

was the verdict of his mathematical teacher.

In the summer term, 1910, Paul changed over from the Classical to the

Modern side of the school. I was averse to the change, and his

Classical form-master dissuaded him against it. But once Paul's mind

was made up nothing would break his resolution: he had a strong and

tenacious will. His main desire in transferring to the Modern side was

to study English literature and modern languages thoroughly. He never

regretted the change. As he grew older the firmer became his

conviction that Classics were overdone in the public schools. Even in

a school responsive to the spirit of the age like Dulwich, which has

Modern, Science, and Engineering sides, the primacy still belongs to

Classics, and the captaincy of the school is rigidly confined to boys

on the Classical side. My son believed that this bias for Classics was

bad educationally. He thought the prestige given to Greek and Latin as

compared with English Literature, Science, Modern Languages and

History was simply the outcome of a pedantic scholastic tradition,

which made for narrowness not for broad culture. With him it was not a

case of making a virtue of necessity, as he had real aptitude for

Greek and Latin. But he wanted the windows of our public schools to be

cleared of mediaeval cobwebs and flung wide open to the fresh breezes

of the modern world.

In the report for the last term of 1910, when he was in the Modern

Upper V, he was described as "a very capable boy with great

abilities." The next report, when he was in the Remove, complained of

his "frivolous attitude" in the Physics classes, but "otherwise he has

worked well and made good progress." In June, 1911, he passed the

Senior School Examination with honours, winning distinction in

English, French and Latin--a remarkable achievement for a boy who had

only just turned fifteen. Owing to his being under age, the London

Matriculation certificate in respect of this examination was not

forwarded until he had reached sixteen. "Considering that he is only

fifteen," wrote Mr. J. A. Joerg, his form-master, "it should be deemed

a great honour for him to have passed in the First Division; it does

him much credit." Mr. Boon, who prepared him in mathematics, testified

that Paul had "worked with interest and energy" at what was for him an

uncongenial subject. He entered the Sixth Form in September, 1911,

being then fifteen and a half years old; the form average was

seventeen years. In 1912 his reports showed that he was making

all-round progress, and was applying himself with zest to a new

subject, Logic. In the summer term, 1913, he was first in form

order--1st in English, 2nd in Latin, 3rd in French, 4th in German.

Though specialising in History, he retained his position as head of

the Modern side until he left school, with one interval in the summer

term of 1914, when he had to take second place, recovering the

headship next term. In order to have a clear road to Oxford

University, he qualified in Greek at the London Matriculation

Examination, January, 1914. During his Dulwich career he won many

prizes, most of which took the form of historical works. As will

appear later, he played as whole-heartedly in games as he worked at

his books.

History was a subject to which he was instinctively drawn, and in 1913

he began preparing definitely for an Oxford University scholarship. He

read thoroughly and covered a wide field. In addition to the

systematic study of History, he touched the fringes of philosophy and

political economy. He was helped in his studies by a very retentive

memory. One of his schoolfellows said to me, "Paul has only to read a

book once and it is for ever imprinted on his mind." Among the

historical writers whom he read during his eighteen months'

preparation were: Gibbon, Carlyle, Macaulay, Hallam, Guizot, Michelet,

Thiers, Bluntschli, Maine, Froude, Bagehot, Seeley, Maitland, Stubbs,

Gardiner, Acton, John Morley, Bryce, Dicey, Tout, Mahan, Holland Rose,

G. M. Trevelyan, Hilaire Belloc and H. W. C. Davis. Two recent books

that gave him special pleasure were Mr. G. P. Gooch's masterly

"History of Historians" and Mr. F. S. Marvin's entrancing little work

"The Living Past."

His hard reading was crowned in December, 1914, by a considerable

achievement, for he won the coveted Brakenbury Scholarship in History

and Modern Languages at Balliol College, Oxford. This scholarship,

worth L80 per annum, is tenable for four years; to it subsequently

Dulwich College added an exhibition of the annual value of L20. He was

the first Balliol scholar in history from Dulwich. Not at all

confident that he had won the Brakenbury, he went up to Oxford a

second time, while the result of the Balliol examination was still

unknown, to try for a less exacting scholarship. Happily there was no

necessity for him to undergo this second test, as he found on his

arrival at Oxford that his name had just been posted as a Brakenbury

scholar.

When he went up, in the last week in November, 1914, for examination

at Balliol College, it was his first visit to Oxford. Short as was

his stay within its precincts, it was long enough for the glamour and

beauty of the venerable university to steal into his soul; and the

spell of it remained with him as a permanent possession. In spite of

examination anxieties he had a pleasant time at Oxford, as the

following letter shows:

THE OLD PARSONAGE,

OXFORD,

_December 1st_, 1914.

Everything going as well as could be anticipated. But I don't

expect to win the Brakenbury, so there can't be much of a

disappointment. I have done one paper already, the

essay--subject, "A Nation's character as expressed in its Art and

Literature." I think I got on fairly well. The papers end by

Thursday afternoon. I was round with all the Dulwich fellows in

Wetenhall's rooms at Worcester College last night, and had a

great time. Cartwright came across, and a lot of other O.A.'s.

To-night I am dining with Gover, an old friend of mine, in hall

at Balliol, and going on to his rooms afterwards. I am booked for

brekker and dinner to-morrow. Dulwich is a magic name here; if

you add "captain of football" all doors fly open to you.

Altogether I don't feel I am up for a scholarship at all--a good

thing, for it prevents my getting nervous.

Of the many congratulations on his success in winning a Balliol

scholarship, none granted him more than a letter from an "Old

Alleynian," who wrote:

My very best congratters on the fresh laurel with which you have

adorned your crown of victory. A Balliol scholarship for four

years, and this to have been secured by the captain of a public

school 1st XV that has won four out of its five great school

matches! My dear Paul, you have done splendidly. I don't remember

during my time such a happy combination of work and play.

Mr. Llewelyn Williams, K.C., M.P., himself an Oxford history scholar,

wrote: "Paul's brilliant success warmed even my old heart. Tell him

from me I hope when he is a Don he will write the History of Wales."

Paul was appointed a prefect at Dulwich in 1912. He participated in

every phase of school life and was devoted to athletics. In cricket he

was quick and adroit as a fielder, but he had no skill either as a

batsman--doubtless owing to his visual defect--or as a bowler. Very

fond of swimming, he was a regular visitor to the college swimming

bath. He had great endurance in the water, but lacked speed, and much

to his disappointment failed to get his swimming colours. His love of

swimming never waned, and in the sea he would swim long distances.

Swimming brought him an ecstasy of physical and moral exhilaration. He

could say with Byron:

I have loved thee, Ocean! and my joy

Of youthful sports was on thy breast to be

Borne, like thy bubbles, onward.

Lawn tennis is discouraged at Dulwich, but Paul became adept in this

pastime, thanks to games on the lawn attached to our house. In the

whole range of athletics nothing gave him so much pleasure and

satisfaction as Rugby football. Too massive in build to be a swift

runner, and unable owing to his defective vision to give or take

"passes" with quick precision, he was not suited to the three-quarter

line; but as a forward he made a reputation second to none of his

contemporaries in public-school football. He played for the College

1st XV in three successive seasons, during which he was not once

"crocked," nor did he miss a single match. His success in football was

an illustration of how a resolute will can triumph over a hampering

physical defect.

In the autumn of 1913 he was offered a house scholarship, which would

have meant residence in one of the boarding-houses. Without

hesitation he declined what was at once an honour and a privilege,

preferring to remain a day-boy. He dearly loved his home, and his

opinion was that the advantages of public-school training were much

enhanced when combined with home life. His custom was to ride to the

College on his bicycle in the morning, stay there for dinner and

return home in the evening between 6 and 7 o'clock, the hours

following afternoon school being devoted to games, the gymnasium, or

some other form of physical training.

In 1914 he was elected Captain of the 1st XV. No distinction he ever

won--and there were many--gratified him more. In a great public school

the duties that devolve on a captain of football are laborious and

responsible. They entail many hours of work weekly, the careful

compilation of lists of players for the numerous school teams, a

vigilant oversight of training and a watchful eye for budding talent.

But Paul loved the work, and love lightens labour. He threw himself

into the duties with all the enthusiasm of his nature. The amount of

time he was devoting to football in September and October made me

doubtful of his ability to carry off a Balliol scholarship in

December. Accordingly I suggested that he might relinquish the

captaincy temporarily, say for a month, so as to allow him freedom to

concentrate on his history reading before the examination. He would

not listen to the suggestion. He said he meant to fulfil the duties of

captain to the uttermost. If this jeopardised his chances for a

scholarship he would be sorry, but whatever the cost he was not going

to fall short in his work as captain of football. In the result he

brought off the double event, winning the scholarship and leading his

team with shining success.

[Illustration: Winning the Mile, March 27, 1915.]

His athletic career culminated at the school sports on March 27,

1915, when he won the mile flat race, the half-mile, and the

steeplechase, and was awarded the silver cup for the best forward in

the 1st XV. He tied for the "Victor Ludorum" shield with his friend

S. J. Hannaford (a versatile athlete reported missing in France,

September, 1917). These successes at the sports were a dazzling

finish to Paul's school days. He bore them, like his scholastic

triumphs, very modestly, but in his heart he was proud and happy. It

was not his nature to plume himself on any achievement. Only once do

I remember his betraying pride in what he had accomplished. It is

the custom in Dulwich to inscribe on the walls of the great hall the

names of boys who distinguish themselves on entering or leaving the

Universities and the Army. In due time the ten Oxford scholars of

1914 were walled. During his first leave from the Army Paul

revisited the old school, and I recollect his telling me that the

names of those who had won scholarships at Oxford had been duly

painted in hall. "My name is placed first," he said with a smile;

adding with emphasis, "and so it ought to be."

It was his hope that his own success would give a stimulus to the

study of history at Dulwich. In 1916, when he learnt that another

Dulwich boy was thinking of preparing for a Balliol scholarship in

history, he wrote to me from France, requesting that his notes,

memoranda, essays and books should be placed at the student's

disposal. He added in reference to a matter on which I had asked his

opinion:

The education you get from a correspondence course is of a kind

which, while useful for acquiring a knowledge of facts, is of

very little value in the development of that culture which is the

first and essential element in obtaining a 'Varsity--above all, a

Balliol--scholarship. If a boy decides to go in for a history

scholarship, the Dulwich authorities ought to provide him with

adequate tutorship as part of his school training. Were the boy

to go to an outside institution, the school would lose part of

the honour gained by the winning of the scholarship. But

remember that no one would have the ghost of a chance for an

Oxford scholarship on the knowledge gained from a correspondence

course taken by itself. Finally, any honour gained by a Dulwich

boy ought to redound to the credit of Dulwich; the school alone

should have the credit of the achievements of its members.

From masters and boys I learnt that my son's influence was specially

marked in his last two years at the College. It was an influence that

was always thrown on the side of what was lovely, pure and of good

report. Frank, free-spirited, open-hearted, his buoyancy and his rich

capacity for laughter diffused an atmosphere of cheerfulness; his

unflagging enthusiasm stimulated interest in athletics; his love of

learning and passion for work were contagious; his high ideals of

conduct helped to set the tone in morals and manners. The qualities he

most prized in boys were courage, purity, veracity. No one loved books

more, but book-learning by itself he placed low on the list. To use

his own words: "It is character and personality that tell." Purity in

deed and thought was with him a constant aspiration. He reverenced the

body as the temple of the Holy Spirit. From the ordeal of the

difficult years between 14 and 16 he emerged like refined gold. A boy

he was

With rosy cheeks

Angelical, keen eye, courageous look,

And conscious step of purity and pride.

His serene and radiant air was witness to a soul at peace with itself.

Things coarse and impure fled from his presence. It was the union in

him of moral elevation with physical courage that explained the secret

of his remarkable influence in school.

At Dulwich the school year is full and various. In addition to the

acquisition of knowledge there is much else to engage a boy's

interest--cricket, football, fives, swimming, the gymnasium, athletic

competitions, the choir; and then those red-letter days--Founder's

Day, with its Greek, French or German play, the Prize Distribution and

the Concerts. Our son bore his share in every phase of this varied

life. He had a warm corner in his heart for the College Mission, which

maintains a home in Walworth for boys without friends or relatives and

enables them to be trained as skilled artisans. The home has

accommodation for twenty-one boys; a married couple look after the

house work, and two old Alleynians are in residence. He never failed

after he left the College to send an annual subscription anonymously

to the Mission funds. An enthusiastic lover of music, he was for years

in the College Choir, singing latterly with the basses.

At the 1913 Founder's Day celebration Paul took a subsidiary part,

that of Fitzwater, in a scene from Shakespeare's _Richard II_, on

which occasion the King was brilliantly impersonated by E. F. Clarke

(killed in action, April, 1917). On the same occasion Paul was one of

the voyageurs in the scenes from _Le Voyage de Monsieur Perrichon_,

his amusing by-play in that modest role sending the junior school into

roars of laughter. At the 1914 celebration of Founder's Day he took

the part of Fluellen in a scene from _Henry V_, and sustained a very

different role, that of Karl der Sieberite, in a scene from Schiller's

_Jungfrau von Orleans_. Reviewing the performances, _The Alleynian_

said of the former: "In this piece Jones was the comedian. He was

clumsy and not quite at home on the boards, but his Welsh was

delightful."

Of his performances as Charles VII in Schiller's play the critic

wrote:

The scene chosen is one of the most powerful scenes in the play.

It is that in which the King, sceptical of the divine

inspiration of the Maid, determines to test her by substituting a

courtier upon his throne.... When she is not only not deceived,

but proceeds also to interpret many of the King's innermost

thoughts, the surprise of the monarch, passing into hushed

reverence, calls for a studied piece of careful acting. H. P. M.

Jones sustained this part, and sustained it well. He gave it the

dignity which it needed, and if his natural gift of physical

stature helped him somewhat, so also did the smooth diction and

easy repose which he had evidently been at pains to acquire.

Of the performance as a whole: "It says a very great deal for the

German in the upper part of the school, that a scene can be enacted in

which both accent and acting can reach so high a level."

The school year at Dulwich always closes with a concert at which the

music, thanks to the competent leadership of Mr. H. V. Doulton, is of

a high order. The solos of the two school songs on 19th December,

1914, were sung by H. P. M. Jones and H. Edkins, both of them Oxford

scholars who have since been killed in action. Edkins, who had a rich

baritone voice, sang the song in praise of Edward Alleyn, the pious

founder. My son, as captain of football, sang the football song, the

first and last verses of which are appended:

Rain and wind and hidden sun,

Wild November weather,

Muddy field and leafless tree

Bare of fur or feather.

Sweeps there be who scorn the game,

On them tons of soot fall!

All Alleynians here declare

Nought like Rugby football.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Broken heads and bleeding shins!

What's the cause for sorrow?

Shut your mouth and grin the more,

Plaster-time to-morrow.

Young or old this shall remain

Still your favourite story:

Fifteen fellows fighting-full,

Out for death or glory.

After each stanza the choir and the whole school rolled in with the

chorus, proclaiming in stentorian voices that "the Blue and Black"

(these being the Dulwich football colours) shall win the day. My wife

and I were present at this concert, and there is a vivid image before

us of our son, a tall, powerful figure in evening dress, standing on

the platform in front of the choir, his eager face now following the

conductor's baton, now glancing at the music-score, now looking in his

forthright way at the audience. The reception that greeted him when he

stepped on to the platform must have thrilled every fibre of his

being; another rapturous outburst of cheers acclaimed him as he

retired to his place in the choir. Those cheers, loud, shrill and

clear, with that poignant note that there often is in boyish voices,

still resound in our ears. We had heard that Paul was popular at

Dulwich: we had ocular and audible testimony of it on this

unforgettable night. Those had not exaggerated who told us that he was

the hero of the school.

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