MR. CLARKE'S MEMOIRS

Mr. Clarke, the gentleman chosen by Dr. Raymond to witness the strange

experiment of the god Pan, was a person in whose character caution and

curiosity were oddly mingled; in his sober moments he thought of the

unusual and the eccentric with undisguised aversion, and yet, deep in

his heart, there was a wide-eyed inquisitiveness with respect to all the

more recondite and esoteric elements in the nature of men. The latter

tendency had prevailed when he accepted Raymond's invitation, for though

his considered judgment had always repudiated the doctor's theories as

the wildest nonsense, yet he secretly hugged a belief in fantasy, and

would have rejoiced to see that belief confirmed. The horrors that he

witnessed in the dreary laboratory were to a certain extent salutary; he

was conscious of being involved in an affair not altogether reputable,

and for many years afterwards he clung bravely to the commonplace, and

rejected all occasions of occult investigation. Indeed, on some

hom[oe]opathic principle, he for some time attended the seances of

distinguished mediums, hoping that the clumsy tricks of these gentlemen

would make him altogether disgusted with mysticism of every kind, but

the remedy, though caustic, was not efficacious. Clarke knew that he

still pined for the unseen, and little by little, the old passion began

to reassert itself, as the face of Mary, shuddering and convulsed with

an unknowable terror, faded slowly from his memory. Occupied all day in

pursuits both serious and lucrative, the temptation to relax in the

evening was too great, especially in the winter months, when the fire

cast a warm glow over his snug bachelor apartment, and a bottle of some

choice claret stood ready by his elbow. His dinner digested, he would

make a brief pretence of reading the evening paper, but the mere

catalogue of news soon palled upon him, and Clarke would find himself

casting glances of warm desire in the direction of an old Japanese

bureau, which stood at a pleasant distance from the hearth. Like a boy

before a jam-closet, for a few minutes he would hover indecisive, but

lust always prevailed, and Clarke ended by drawing up his chair,

lighting a candle, and sitting down before the bureau. Its pigeonholes

and drawers teemed with documents on the most morbid subjects, and in

the well reposed a large manuscript volume, in which he had painfully

entered the gems of his collection. Clarke had a fine contempt for

published literature; the most ghostly story ceased to interest him if

it happened to be printed; his sole pleasure was in the reading,

compiling, and rearranging what he called his 'Memoirs to prove the

Existence of the Devil,' and engaged in this pursuit the evening seemed

to fly and the night appeared too short.

On one particular evening, an ugly December night, black with fog, and

raw with frost, Clarke hurried over his dinner, and scarcely deigned to

observe his customary ritual of taking up the paper and laying it down

again. He paced two or three times up and down the room, and opened the

bureau, stood still a moment, and sat down. He leant back, absorbed in

one of those dreams to which he was subject, and at length drew out his

book, and opened it at the last entry. There were three or four pages

densely covered with Clarke's round, set penmanship, and at the

beginning he had written in a somewhat larger hand:

Singular Narrative told me by my Friend, Dr. Phillips. He assures me

that all the facts related therein are strictly and wholly True, but

refuses to give either the Surnames of the Persons concerned, or the

Place where these Extraordinary Events occurred.

Mr. Clarke began to read over the account for the tenth time, glancing

now and then at the pencil notes he had made when it was told him by his

friend. It was one of his humours to pride himself on a certain literary

ability; he thought well of his style, and took pains in arranging the

circumstances in dramatic order. He read the following story:--

The persons concerned in this statement are Helen V., who, if she is

still alive, must now be a woman of twenty-three, Rachel M., since

deceased, who was a year younger than the above, and Trevor W., an

imbecile, aged eighteen. These persons were at the period of the story

inhabitants of a village on the borders of Wales, a place of some

importance in the time of the Roman occupation, but now a scattered

hamlet, of not more than five hundred souls. It is situated on rising

ground, about six miles from the sea, and is sheltered by a large and

picturesque forest.

Some eleven years ago, Helen V. came to the village under rather

peculiar circumstances. It is understood that she, being an orphan, was

adopted in her infancy by a distant relative, who brought her up in his

own house till she was twelve years old. Thinking, however, that it

would be better for the child to have playmates of her own age, he

advertised in several local papers for a good home in a comfortable

farmhouse for a girl of twelve, and this advertisement was answered by

Mr. R., a well-to-do farmer in the above-mentioned village. His

references proving satisfactory, the gentleman sent his adopted daughter

to Mr. R., with a letter, in which he stipulated that the girl should

have a room to herself, and stated that her guardians need be at no

trouble in the matter of education, as she was already sufficiently

educated for the position in life which she would occupy. In fact, Mr.

R. was given to understand that the girl was to be allowed to find her

own occupations, and to spend her time almost as she liked. Mr. R. duly

met her at the nearest station, a town some seven miles away from his

house, and seems to have remarked nothing extraordinary about the

child, except that she was reticent as to her former life and her

adopted father. She was, however, of a very different type from the

inhabitants of the village; her skin was a pale, clear olive, and her

features were strongly marked, and of a somewhat foreign character. She

appears to have settled down easily enough into farmhouse life, and

became a favourite with the children, who sometimes went with her on her

rambles in the forest, for this was her amusement. Mr. R. states that he

has known her go out by herself directly after their early breakfast,

and not return till after dusk, and that, feeling uneasy at a young girl

being out alone for so many hours, he communicated with her adopted

father, who replied in a brief note that Helen must do as she chose. In

the winter, when the forest paths are impassable, she spent most of her

time in her bedroom, where she slept alone, according to the

instructions of her relative. It was on one of these expeditions to the

forest that the first of the singular incidents with which this girl is

connected occurred, the date being about a year after her arrival at the

village. The preceding winter had been remarkably severe, the snow

drifting to a great depth, and the frost continuing for an unexampled

period, and the summer following was as noteworthy for its extreme heat.

On one of the very hottest days in this summer, Helen V. left the

farmhouse for one of her long rambles in the forest, taking with her, as

usual, some bread and meat for lunch. She was seen by some men in the

fields making for the old Roman Road, a green causeway which traverses

the highest part of the wood, and they were astonished to observe that

the girl had taken off her hat, though the heat of the sun was already

almost tropical. As it happened, a labourer, Joseph W. by name, was

working in the forest near the Roman Road, and at twelve o'clock his

little son, Trevor, brought the man his dinner of bread and cheese.

After the meal, the boy, who was about seven years old at the time, left

his father at work, and, as he said, went to look for flowers in the

wood, and the man, who could hear him shouting with delight over his

discoveries, felt no uneasiness. Suddenly, however, he was horrified at

hearing the most dreadful screams, evidently the result of great terror,

proceeding from the direction in which his son had gone, and he hastily

threw down his tools and ran to see what had happened. Tracing his path

by the sound, he met the little boy, who was running headlong, and was

evidently terribly frightened, and on questioning him the man at last

elicited that after picking a posy of flowers he felt tired, and lay

down on the grass and fell asleep. He was suddenly awakened, as he

stated, by a peculiar noise, a sort of singing he called it, and on

peeping through the branches he saw Helen V. playing on the grass with a

'strange naked man,' whom he seemed unable to describe more fully. He

said he felt dreadfully frightened, and ran away crying for his father.

Joseph W. proceeded in the direction indicated by his son, and found

Helen V. sitting on the grass in the middle of a glade or open space

left by charcoal burners. He angrily charged her with frightening his

little boy, but she entirely denied the accusation and laughed at the

child's story of a 'strange man,' to which he himself did not attach

much credence. Joseph W. came to the conclusion that the boy had woke up

with a sudden fright, as children sometimes do, but Trevor persisted in

his story, and continued in such evident distress that at last his

father took him home, hoping that his mother would be able to soothe

him. For many weeks, however, the boy gave his parents much anxiety; he

became nervous and strange in his manner, refusing to leave the cottage

by himself, and constantly alarming the household by waking in the night

with cries of 'The man in the wood! father! father!'

In course of time, however, the impression seemed to have worn off, and

about three months later he accompanied his father to the house of a

gentleman in the neighbourhood, for whom Joseph W. occasionally did

work. The man was shown into the study, and the little boy was left

sitting in the hall, and a few minutes later, while the gentleman was

giving W. his instructions, they were both horrified by a piercing

shriek and the sound of a fall, and rushing out they found the child

lying senseless on the floor, his face contorted with terror. The doctor

was immediately summoned, and after some examination he pronounced the

child to be suffering from a kind of fit, apparently produced by a

sudden shock. The boy was taken to one of the bedrooms, and after some

time recovered consciousness, but only to pass into a condition

described by the medical man as one of violent hysteria. The doctor

exhibited a strong sedative, and in the course of two hours pronounced

him fit to walk home, but in passing through the hall the paroxysms of

fright returned and with additional violence. The father perceived that

the child was pointing at some object, and heard the old cry, 'The man

in the wood,' and looking in the direction indicated saw a stone head of

grotesque appearance, which had been built into the wall above one of

the doors. It seems that the owner of the house had recently made

alterations in his premises, and on digging the foundation for some

offices, the men had found a curious head, evidently of the Roman

period, which had been placed in the hall in the manner described. The

head is pronounced by the most experienced archaeologists of the

district to be that of a faun or satyr.[1]

[1] Dr. Phillips tells me that he has seen the head in question, and

assures me that he has never received such a vivid presentment of

intense evil.

From whatever cause arising, this second shock seemed too severe for the

boy Trevor, and at the present date he suffers from a weakness of

intellect, which gives but little promise of amending. The matter caused

a good deal of sensation at the time, and the girl Helen was closely

questioned by Mr. R., but to no purpose, she steadfastly denying that

she had frightened or in any way molested Trevor.

The second event with which this girl's name is connected took place

about six years ago, and is of a still more extraordinary character.

At the beginning of the summer of 1882 Helen contracted a friendship of

a peculiarly intimate character with Rachel M., the daughter of a

prosperous farmer in the neighbourhood. This girl, who was a year

younger than Helen, was considered by most people to be the prettier of

the two, though Helen's features had to a great extent softened as she

became older. The two girls, who were together on every available

opportunity, presented a singular contrast, the one with her clear,

olive skin and almost Italian appearance, and the other of the

proverbial red and white of our rural districts. It must be stated that

the payments made to Mr. R. for the maintenance of Helen were known in

the village for their excessive liberality, and the impression was

general that she would one day inherit a large sum of money from her

relative. The parents of Rachel were therefore not averse from their

daughter's friendship with the girl, and even encouraged the intimacy,

though they now bitterly regret having done so. Helen still retained her

extraordinary fondness for the forest, and on several occasions Rachel

accompanied her, the two friends setting out early in the morning, and

remaining in the wood till dusk. Once or twice after these excursions

Mrs. M. thought her daughter's manner rather peculiar; she seemed

languid and dreamy, and as it has been expressed, 'different from

herself,' but these peculiarities seem to have been thought too trifling

for remark. One evening, however, after Rachel had come home, her mother

heard a noise which sounded like suppressed weeping in the girl's room,

and on going in found her lying, half undressed, upon the bed, evidently

in the greatest distress. As soon as she saw her mother, she exclaimed,

'Ah, mother, mother, why did you let me go to the forest with Helen?'

Mrs. M. was astonished at so strange a question, and proceeded to make

inquiries. Rachel told her a wild story. She said--

Clarke closed the book with a snap, and turned his chair towards the

fire. When his friend sat one evening in that very chair, and told his

story, Clarke had interrupted him at a point a little subsequent to

this, had cut short his words in a paroxysm of horror. 'My God!' he had

exclaimed, 'think, think what you are saying. It is too incredible, too

monstrous; such things can never be in this quiet world, where men and

women live and die, and struggle, and conquer, or maybe fail, and fall

down under sorrow, and grieve and suffer strange fortunes for many a

year; but not this, Phillips, not such things as this. There must be

some explanation, some way out of the terror. Why, man, if such a case

were possible, our earth would be a nightmare.'

But Phillips had told his story to the end, concluding:

'Her flight remains a mystery to this day; she vanished in broad

sunlight; they saw her walking in a meadow, and a few moments later she

was not there.'

Clarke tried to conceive the thing again, as he sat by the fire, and

again his mind shuddered and shrank back, appalled before the sight of

such awful, unspeakable elements enthroned as it were, and triumphant in

human flesh. Before him stretched the long dim vista of the green

causeway in the forest, as his friend had described it; he saw the

swaying leaves and the quivering shadows on the grass, he saw the

sunlight and the flowers, and far away, far in the long distance, the

two figures moved toward him. One was Rachel, but the other?

Clarke had tried his best to disbelieve it all, but at the end of the

account, as he had written it in his book, he had placed the

inscription:

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