_Tuesday, May 4th._--"How strange is this whole situation between you and

me," said Middleton, as they went up the winding pathway that led towards

the house. "Shall I ever understand it? Do you mean ever to explain it to

me? That I should find you here with that old man,[2] so mysterious,

apparently so poor, yet so powerful! What [is] his relation to you?"

[2] The allusion here is apparently to the old man who proclaims

himself Alice's father, in the portion dated April 14th. He figures

hereafter as the old Hospitaller, Hammond. The reader must not take

this present passage as referring to the death of Eldredge, which has

just taken place in the preceding section. The author is now

beginning to elaborate the relation of Middleton and Alice. As will

be seen, farther on, the death of Eldredge is ignored and abandoned;

Eldredge is revived, and the story proceeds in another way.--G. P. L.

"A close one," replied Alice sadly. "He was my father!"

"Your father!" repeated Middleton, starting back. "It does but heighten

the wonder! Your father! And yet, by all the tokens that birth and

breeding, and habits of thought and native character can show, you are my

countrywoman. That wild, free spirit was never born in the breast of an

Englishwoman; that slight frame, that slender beauty, that frail

envelopment of a quick, piercing, yet stubborn and patient spirit,--are

those the properties of an English maiden?"

"Perhaps not," replied Alice quietly. "I am your countrywoman. My father

was an American, and one of whom you have heard--and no good, alas!--for

many a year."

"And who then was he?" asked Middleton.

"I know not whether you will hate me for telling you," replied Alice,

looking him sadly though firmly in the face. "There was a man--long years

since, in your childhood--whose plotting brain proved the ruin of himself

and many another; a man whose great designs made him a sort of potentate,

whose schemes became of national importance, and produced results even

upon the history of the country in which he acted. That man was my

father; a man who sought to do great things, and, like many who have had

similar aims, disregarded many small rights, strode over them, on his way

to effect a gigantic purpose. Among other men, your father was trampled

under foot, ruined, done to death, even, by the effects of his ambition."

"How is it possible!" exclaimed Middleton. "Was it Wentworth?"

"Even so," said Alice, still with the same sad calmness and not

withdrawing her steady eyes from his face. "After his ruin; after the

catastrophe that overwhelmed him and hundreds more, he took to flight;

guilty, perhaps, but guilty as a fallen conqueror is; guilty to such an

extent that he ceased to be a cheat, as a conqueror ceases to be a

murderer. He came to England. My father had an original nobility of

nature; and his life had not been such as to debase it, but rather such

as to cherish and heighten that self-esteem which at least keeps the

possessor of it from many meaner vices. He took nothing with him; nothing

beyond the bare means of flight, with the world before him, although

thousands of gold would not have been missed out of the scattered

fragments of ruin that lay around him. He found his way hither, led, as

you were, by a desire to reconnect himself with the place whence his

family had originated; for he, too, was of a race which had something to

do with the ancient story which has now been brought to a close. Arrived

here, there were circumstances that chanced to make his talents and

habits of business available to this Mr. Eldredge, a man ignorant and

indolent, unknowing how to make the best of the property that was in his

hands. By degrees, he took the estate into his management, acquiring

necessarily a preponderating influence over such a man."

"And you," said Middleton. "Have you been all along in England? For you

must have been little more than an infant at the time."

"A mere infant," said Alice, "and I remained in our own country under the

care of a relative who left me much to my own keeping; much to the

influences of that wild culture which the freedom of our country gives to

its youth. It is only two years that I have been in England."

"This, then," said Middleton thoughtfully, "accounts for much that has

seemed so strange in the events through which we have passed; for the

knowledge of my identity and my half-defined purpose which has always

glided before me, and thrown so many strange shapes of difficulty in my

path. But whence,--whence came that malevolence which your father's

conduct has so unmistakably shown? I had done him no injury, though I had

suffered much."

"I have often thought," replied Alice, "that my father, though retaining

a preternatural strength and acuteness of intellect, was really not

altogether sane. And, besides, he had made it his business to keep this

estate, and all the complicated advantages of the representation of this

old family, secure to the person who was deemed to have inherited them. A

succession of ages and generations might be supposed to have blotted out

your claims from existence; for it is not just that there should be no

term of time which can make security for lack of fact and a few

formalities. At all events, he had satisfied himself that his duty was to

act as he has done."

"Be it so! I do not seek to throw blame on him," said Middleton.

"Besides, Alice, he was your father!"

"Yes," said she, sadly smiling; "let him [have] what protection that

thought may give him, even though I lose what he may gain. And now here

we are at the house. At last, come in! It is your own; there is none that

can longer forbid you!"

They entered the door of the old mansion, now a farmhouse, and there were

its old hall, its old chambers, all before them. They ascended the

staircase, and stood on the landing-place above; while Middleton had

again that feeling that had so often made him dizzy,--that sense of being

in one dream and recognizing the scenery and events of a former dream. So

overpowering was this feeling, that he laid his hand on the slender arm

of Alice, to steady himself; and she comprehended the emotion that

agitated him, and looked into his eyes with a tender sympathy, which she

had never before permitted to be visible,--perhaps never before felt. He

steadied himself and followed her till they had entered an ancient

chamber, but one that was finished with all the comfortable luxury

customary to be seen in English homes.

"Whither have you led me now?" inquired Middleton.

"Look round," said Alice. "Is there nothing here that you ought to

recognize?--nothing that you kept the memory of, long ago?"

He looked round the room again and again, and at last, in a somewhat

shadowy corner, he espied an old cabinet made of ebony and inlaid with

pearl; one of those tall, stately, and elaborate pieces of furniture that

are rather articles of architecture than upholstery; and on which a

higher skill, feeling, and genius than now is ever employed on such

things, was expended. Alice drew near the stately cabinet and threw wide

the doors, which, like the portals of a palace, stood between two

pillars; it all seemed to be unlocked, showing within some beautiful old

pictures in the panel of the doors, and a mirror, that opened a long

succession of mimic halls, reflection upon reflection, extending to an

interminable nowhere.

"And what is this?" said Middleton,--"a cabinet? Why do you draw my

attention so strongly to it?"

"Look at it well," said she. "Do you recognize nothing there? Have you

forgotten your description? The stately palace with its architecture,

each pillar with its architecture, those pilasters, that frieze; you

ought to know them all. Somewhat less than you imagined in size, perhaps;

a fairy reality, inches for yards; that is the only difference. And you

have the key?"

And there then was that palace, to which tradition, so false at once and

true, had given such magnitude and magnificence in the traditions of the

Middleton family, around their shifting fireside in America. Looming afar

through the mists of time, the little fact had become a gigantic vision.

Yes, here it was in miniature, all that he had dreamed of; a palace of

four feet high!

"You have the key of this palace," said Alice; "it has waited--that is,

its secret and precious chamber has, for you to open it, these three

hundred years. Do you know how to find that secret chamber?"

Middleton, still in that dreamy mood, threw open an inner door of the

cabinet, and applying the old-fashioned key at his watch-chain to a hole

in the mimic pavement within, pressed one of the mosaics, and immediately

the whole floor of the apartment sank, and revealed a receptacle within.

Alice had come forward eagerly, and they both looked into the

hiding-place, expecting what should be there. It was empty! They looked

into each other's faces with blank astonishment. Everything had been so

strangely true, and so strangely false, up to this moment, that they

could not comprehend this failure at the last moment. It was the

strangest, saddest jest! It brought Middleton up with such a sudden

revulsion that he grew dizzy, and the room swam round him and the cabinet

dazzled before his eyes. It had been magnified to a palace; it had

dwindled down to Liliputian size; and yet, up till now, it had seemed to

contain in its diminutiveness all the riches which he had attributed to

its magnitude. This last moment had utterly subverted it; the whole great

structure seemed to vanish.

"See; here are the dust and ashes of it," observed Alice, taking

something that was indeed only a pinch of dust out of the secret

compartment. "There is nothing else."

II.

_May 5th, Wednesday_.--The father of these two sons, an aged man at the

time, took much to heart their enmity; and after the catastrophe, he

never held up his head again. He was not told that his son had perished,

though such was the belief of the family; but imbibed the opinion that he

had left his home and native land to become a wanderer on the face of the

earth, and that some time or other he might return. In this idea he spent

the remainder of his days; in this idea he died. It may be that the

influence of this idea might be traced in the way in which he spent some

of the latter years of his life, and a portion of the wealth which had

become of little value in his eyes, since it had caused dissension and

bloodshed between the sons of one household. It was a common mode of

charity in those days--a common thing for rich men to do--to found an

almshouse or a hospital, and endow it, for the support of a certain

number of old and destitute men or women, generally such as had some

claim of blood upon the founder, or at least were natives of the parish,

the district, the county, where he dwelt. The Eldredge Hospital was

founded for the benefit of twelve old men, who should have been wanderers

upon the face of the earth; men, they should be, of some education, but

defeated and hopeless, cast off by the world for misfortune, but not for

crime. And this charity had subsisted, on terms varying little or nothing

from the original ones, from that day to this; and, at this very time,

twelve old men were not wanting, of various countries, of various

fortunes, but all ending finally in ruin, who had centred here, to live

on the poor pittance that had been assigned to them, three hundred years

ago. What a series of chronicles it would have been if each of the

beneficiaries of this charity, since its foundation, had left a record of

the events which finally led him hither. Middleton often, as he talked

with these old men, regretted that he himself had no turn for authorship,

so rich a volume might he have compiled from the experience, sometimes

sunny and triumphant, though always ending in shadow, which he gathered

here. They were glad to talk to him, and would have been glad and

grateful for any auditor, as they sat on one or another of the stone

benches, in the sunshine of the garden; or at evening, around the great

fireside, or within the chimney-corner, with their pipes and ale.

There was one old man who attracted much of his attention, by the

venerableness of his aspect; by something dignified, almost haughty and

commanding, in his air. Whatever might have been the intentions and

expectations of the founder, it certainly had happened in these latter

days that there was a difficulty in finding persons of education, of good

manners, of evident respectability, to put into the places made vacant by

deaths of members; whether that the paths of life are surer now than they

used to be, and that men so arrange their lives as not to be left, in any

event, quite without resources as they draw near its close; at any rate,

there was a little tincture of the vagabond running through these twelve

quasi gentlemen,--through several of them, at least. But this old man

could not well be mistaken; in his manners, in his tones, in all his

natural language and deportment, there was evidence that he had been more

than respectable; and, viewing him, Middleton could not help wondering

what statesman had suddenly vanished out of public life and taken refuge

here, for his head was of the statesman-class, and his demeanor that of

one who had exercised influence over large numbers of men. He sometimes

endeavored to set on foot a familiar relation with this old man, but

there was even a sternness in the manner in which he repelled these

advances, that gave little encouragement for their renewal. Nor did it

seem that his companions of the Hospital were more in his confidence than

Middleton himself. They regarded him with a kind of awe, a shyness, and

in most cases with a certain dislike, which denoted an imperfect

understanding of him. To say the truth, there was not generally much love

lost between any of the members of this family; they had met with too

much disappointment in the world to take kindly, now, to one another or

to anything or anybody. I rather suspect that they really had more

pleasure in burying one another, when the time came, than in any other

office of mutual kindness and brotherly love which it was their part to

do; not out of hardness of heart, but merely from soured temper, and

because, when people have met disappointment and have settled down into

final unhappiness, with no more gush and spring of good spirits, there is

nothing any more to create amiability out of.

So the old people were unamiable and cross to one another, and unamiable

and cross to old Hammond, yet always with a certain respect; and the

result seemed to be such as treated the old man well enough. And thus he

moved about among them, a mystery; the histories of the others, in the

general outline, were well enough known, and perhaps not very uncommon;

this old man's history was known to none, except, of course, to the

trustees of the charity, and to the Master of the Hospital, to whom it

had necessarily been revealed, before the beneficiary could be admitted

as an inmate. It was judged, by the deportment of the Master, that the

old man had once held some eminent position in society; for, though bound

to treat them all as gentlemen, he was thought to show an especial and

solemn courtesy to Hammond.

Yet by the attraction which two strong and cultivated minds inevitably

have for one another, there did spring up an acquaintanceship, an

intercourse, between Middleton and this old man, which was followed up in

many a conversation which they held together on all subjects that were

supplied by the news of the day, or the history of the past. Middleton

used to make the newspaper the opening for much discussion; and it seemed

to him that the talk of his companion had much of the character of that

of a retired statesman, on matters which, perhaps, he would look at all

the more wisely, because it was impossible he could ever more have a

personal agency in them. Their discussions sometimes turned upon the

affairs of his own country, and its relations with the rest of the world,

especially with England; and Middleton could not help being struck with

the accuracy of the old man's knowledge respecting that country, which so

few Englishmen know anything about; his shrewd appreciation of the

American character,--shrewd and caustic, yet not without a good degree of

justice; the sagacity of his remarks on the past, and prophecies of what

was likely to happen,--prophecies which, in one instance, were singularly

verified, in regard to a complexity which was then arresting the

attention of both countries.

"You must have been in the United States," said he, one day.

"Certainly; my remarks imply personal knowledge," was the reply. "But it

was before the days of steam."

"And not, I should imagine, for a brief visit," said Middleton. "I only

wish the administration of this government had the benefit to-day of your

knowledge of my countrymen. It might be better for both of these kindred

nations."

"Not a whit," said the old man. "England will never understand America;

for England never does understand a foreign country; and whatever you may

say about kindred, America is as much a foreign country as France itself.

These two hundred years of a different climate and circumstances--of life

on a broad continent instead of in an island, to say nothing of the

endless intermixture of nationalities in every part of the United States,

except New England--have created a new and decidedly original type of

national character. It is as well for both parties that they should not

aim at any very intimate connection. It will never do."

"I should be sorry to think so," said Middleton; "they are at all events

two noble breeds of men, and ought to appreciate one another. And America

has the breadth of idea to do this for England, whether reciprocated or

not."

_Thursday, May 6th._--Thus Middleton was established in a singular way

among these old men, in one of the surroundings most unlike anything in

his own country. So old it was that it seemed to him the freshest and

newest thing that he had ever met with. The residence was made infinitely

the more interesting to him by the sense that he was near the place--as

all the indications warned him--which he sought, whither his dreams had

tended from his childhood; that he could wander each day round the park

within which were the old gables of what he believed was his hereditary

home. He had never known anything like the dreamy enjoyment of these

days; so quiet, such a contrast to the turbulent life from which he had

escaped across the sea. And here he set himself, still with that sense of

shadowiness in what he saw and in what he did, in making all the

researches possible to him, about the neighborhood; visiting every little

church that raised its square battlemented Norman tower of gray stone,

for several miles round about; making himself acquainted with each little

village and hamlet that surrounded these churches, clustering about the

graves of those who had dwelt in the same cottages aforetime. He visited

all the towns within a dozen miles; and probably there were few of the

inhabitants who had so good an acquaintance with the neighborhood as this

native American attained within a few weeks after his coming thither.

In course of these excursions he had several times met with a young

woman,--a young lady, one might term her, but in fact he was in some

doubt what rank she might hold, in England,--who happened to be wandering

about the country with a singular freedom. She was always alone, always

on foot; he would see her sketching some picturesque old church, some

ivied ruin, some fine drooping elm. She was a slight figure, much more so

than English women generally are; and, though healthy of aspect, had not

the ruddy complexion, which he was irreverently inclined to call the

coarse tint, that is believed the great charm of English beauty. There

was a freedom in her step and whole little womanhood, an elasticity, an

irregularity, so to speak, that made her memorable from first sight; and

when he had encountered her three or four times, he felt in a certain way

acquainted with her. She was very simply dressed, and quite as simple in

her deportment; there had been one or two occasions, when they had both

smiled at the same thing; soon afterwards a little conversation had taken

place between them; and thus, without any introduction, and in a way that

somewhat puzzled Middleton himself, they had become acquainted. It was so

unusual that a young English girl should be wandering about the country

entirely alone--so much less usual that she should speak to a

stranger--that Middleton scarcely knew how to account for it, but

meanwhile accepted the fact readily and willingly, for in truth he found

this mysterious personage a very likely and entertaining companion. There

was a strange quality of boldness in her remarks, almost of brusqueness,

that he might have expected to find in a young countrywoman of his own,

if bred up among the strong-minded, but was astonished to find in a young

Englishwoman. Somehow or other she made him think more of home than any

other person or thing he met with; and he could not but feel that she was

in strange contrast with everything about her. She was no beauty; very

piquant; very pleasing; in some points of view and at some moments

pretty; always good-humored, but somewhat too self-possessed for

Middleton's taste. It struck him that she had talked with him as if she

had some knowledge of him and of the purposes with which he was there;

not that this was expressed, but only implied by the fact that, on

looking back to what had passed, he found many strange coincidences in

what she had said with what he was thinking about.

He perplexed himself much with thinking whence this young woman had come,

where she belonged, and what might be her history; when, the next day, he

again saw her, not this time rambling on foot, but seated in an open

barouche with a young lady. Middleton lifted his hat to her, and she

nodded and smiled to him; and it appeared to Middleton that a

conversation ensued about him with the young lady, her companion. Now,

what still more interested him was the fact that, on the panel of the

barouche were the arms of the family now in possession of the estate of

Smithell's; so that the young lady, his new acquaintance, or the young

lady, her seeming friend, one or the other, was the sister of the present

owner of that estate. He was inclined to think that his acquaintance

could not be the Miss Eldredge, of whose beauty he had heard many tales

among the people of the neighborhood. The other young lady, a tall,

reserved, fair-haired maiden, answered the description considerably

better. He concluded, therefore, that his acquaintance must be a visitor,

perhaps a dependent and companion; though the freedom of her thought,

action, and way of life seemed hardly consistent with this idea. However,

this slight incident served to give him a sort of connection with the

family, and he could but hope that some further chance would introduce

him within what he fondly called his hereditary walls. He had come to

think of this as a dreamland; and it seemed even more a dreamland now

than before it rendered itself into actual substance, an old house of

stone and timber standing within its park, shaded about with its

ancestral trees.

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