CHAPTER X. SHADOWS

The tension on her nerves relaxed; there was the inevitable reaction.

Her knees were shaking under her, and she literally staggered into the

room.

But Armand was already near her, down on both his knees this time, his

arms clasping the delicate form that swayed like the slender stems of

narcissi in the breeze.

“Oh! you must go out of Paris at once--at once,” she said through sobs

which no longer would be kept back.

“He’ll return--I know that he will return--and you will not be safe

until you are back in England.”

But he could not think of himself or of anything in the future. He had

forgotten Heron, Paris, the world; he could only think of her.

“I owe my life to you!” he murmured. “Oh, how beautiful you are--how

brave! How I love you!”

It seemed that he had always loved her, from the moment that first

in his boyish heart he had set up an ideal to worship, and then, last

night, in the box of the theatre--he had his back turned toward the

stage, and was ready to go--her voice had called him back; it had held

him spellbound; her voice, and also her eyes.... He did not know then

that it was Love which then and there had enchained him. Oh, how foolish

he had been! for now he knew that he had loved her with all his might,

with all his soul, from the very instant that his eyes had rested upon

her.

He babbled along--incoherently--in the intervals of covering her hands

and the hem of her gown with kisses. He stooped right down to the ground

and kissed the arch of her instep; he had become a devotee worshipping

at the shrine of his saint, who had performed a great and a wonderful

miracle.

Armand the idealist had found his ideal in a woman. That was the great

miracle which the woman herself had performed for him. He found in her

all that he had admired most, all that he had admired in the leader

who hitherto had been the only personification of his ideal. But Jeanne

possessed all those qualities which had roused his enthusiasm in the

noble hero whom he revered. Her pluck, her ingenuity, her calm devotion

which had averted the threatened danger from him!

What had he done that she should have risked her own sweet life for his

sake?

But Jeanne did not know. She could not tell. Her nerves now were

somewhat unstrung, and the tears that always came so readily to her eyes

flowed quite unchecked. She could not very well move, for he held her

knees imprisoned in his arms, but she was quite content to remain like

this, and to yield her hands to him so that he might cover them with

kisses.

Indeed, she did not know at what precise moment love for him had been

born in her heart. Last night, perhaps... she could not say ... but when

they parted she felt that she must see him again... and then today...

perhaps it was the scent of the violets... they were so exquisitely

sweet... perhaps it was his enthusiasm and his talk about England... but

when Heron came she knew that she must save Armand’s life at all cost...

that she would die if they dragged him away to prison.

Thus these two children philosophised, trying to understand the mystery

of the birth of Love. But they were only children; they did not really

understand. Passion was sweeping them off their feet, because a common

danger had bound them irrevocably to one another. The womanly instinct

to save and to protect had given the young girl strength to bear a

difficult part, and now she loved him for the dangers from which she had

rescued him, and he loved her because she had risked her life for him.

The hours sped on; there was so much to say, so much that was exquisite

to listen to. The shades of evening were gathering fast; the room, with

its pale-toned hangings and faded tapestries, was sinking into the

arms of gloom. Aunt Marie was no doubt too terrified to stir out of her

kitchen; she did not bring the lamps, but the darkness suited Armand’s

mood, and Jeanne was glad that the gloaming effectually hid the

perpetual blush in her cheeks.

In the evening air the dying flowers sent their heady fragrance around.

Armand was intoxicated with the perfume of violets that clung to

Jeanne’s fingers, with the touch of her satin gown that brushed his

cheek, with the murmur of her voice that quivered through her tears.

No noise from the ugly outer world reached this secluded spot. In the

tiny square outside a street lamp had been lighted, and its feeble rays

came peeping in through the lace curtains at the window. They caught the

dainty silhouette of the young girl, playing with the loose tendrils of

her hair around her forehead, and outlining with a thin band of light

the contour of neck and shoulder, making the satin of her gown shimmer

with an opalescent glow.

Armand rose from his knees. Her eyes were calling to him, her lips were

ready to yield.

“Tu m’aimes?” he whispered.

And like a tired child she sank upon his breast.

He kissed her hair, her eyes, her lips; her skin was fragrant as the

flowers of spring, the tears on her cheeks glistened like morning dew.

Aunt Marie came in at last, carrying the lamp. She found them sitting

side by side, like two children, hand in hand, mute with the eloquence

which comes from boundless love. They were under a spell, forgetting

even that they lived, knowing nothing except that they loved.

The lamp broke the spell, and Aunt Marie’s still trembling voice:

“Oh, my dear! how did you manage to rid yourself of those brutes?”

But she asked no other question, even when the lamp showed up quite

clearly the glowing cheeks of Jeanne and the ardent eyes of Armand. In

her heart, long since atrophied, there were a few memories, carefully

put away in a secret cell, and those memories caused the old woman to

understand.

Neither Jeanne nor Armand noticed what she did; the spell had been

broken, but the dream lingered on; they did not see Aunt Marie putting

the room tidy, and then quietly tiptoeing out by the door.

But through the dream, reality was struggling for recognition. After

Armand had asked for the hundredth time: “Tu m’aimes?” and Jeanne for

the hundredth time had replied mutely with her eyes, her fears for him

suddenly returned.

Something had awakened her from her trance--a heavy footstep, mayhap, in

the street below, the distant roll of a drum, or only the clash of steel

saucepans in Aunt Marie’s kitchen. But suddenly Jeanne was alert, and

with her alertness came terror for the beloved.

“Your life,” she said--for he had called her his life just then, “your

life--and I was forgetting that it is still in danger... your dear, your

precious life!”

“Doubly dear now,” he replied, “since I owe it to you.”

“Then I pray you, I entreat you, guard it well for my sake--make all

haste to leave Paris... oh, this I beg of you!” she continued more

earnestly, seeing the look of demur in his eyes; “every hour you spend

in it brings danger nearer to your door.”

“I could not leave Paris while you are here.”

“But I am safe here,” she urged; “quite, quite safe, I assure you. I am

only a poor actress, and the Government takes no heed of us mimes.

Men must be amused, even between the intervals of killing one another.

Indeed, indeed, I should be far safer here now, waiting quietly for

awhile, while you make preparations to go... My hasty departure at this

moment would bring disaster on us both.”

There was logic in what she said. And yet how could he leave her? now

that he had found this perfect woman--this realisation of his highest

ideals, how could he go and leave her in this awful Paris, with brutes

like Heron forcing their hideous personality into her sacred presence,

threatening that very life he would gladly give his own to keep

inviolate?

“Listen, sweetheart,” he said after awhile, when presently reason

struggled back for first place in his mind. “Will you allow me to

consult with my chief, with the Scarlet Pimpernel, who is in Paris at

the present moment? I am under his orders; I could not leave France just

now. My life, my entire person are at his disposal. I and my comrades

are here under his orders, for a great undertaking which he has not yet

unfolded to us, but which I firmly believe is framed for the rescue of

the Dauphin from the Temple.”

She gave an involuntary exclamation of horror.

“No, no!” she said quickly and earnestly; “as far as you are concerned,

Armand, that has now become an impossibility. Some one has betrayed you,

and you are henceforth a marked man. I think that odious de Batz had a

hand in Heron’s visit of this afternoon. We succeeded in putting these

spies off the scent, but only for a moment... within a few hours--less

perhaps--Heron will repent him of his carelessness; he’ll come back--I

know that he will come back. He may leave me, personally, alone; but

he will be on your track; he’ll drag you to the Conciergerie to report

yourself, and there your true name and history are bound to come to

light. If you succeed in evading him, he will still be on your track. If

the Scarlet Pimpernel keeps you in Paris now, your death will be at his

door.”

Her voice had become quite hard and trenchant as she said these last

words; womanlike, she was already prepared to hate the man whose

mysterious personality she had hitherto admired, now that the life and

safety of Armand appeared to depend on the will of that elusive hero.

“You must not be afraid for me, Jeanne,” he urged. “The Scarlet

Pimpernel cares for all his followers; he would never allow me to run

unnecessary risks.”

She was unconvinced, almost jealous now of his enthusiasm for that

unknown man. Already she had taken full possession of Armand; she had

purchased his life, and he had given her his love. She would share

neither treasure with that nameless leader who held Armand’s allegiance.

“It is only for a little while, sweetheart,” he reiterated again and

again. “I could not, anyhow, leave Paris whilst I feel that you are

here, maybe in danger. The thought would be horrible. I should go mad if

I had to leave you.”

Then he talked again of England, of his life there, of the happiness and

peace that were in store for them both.

“We will go to England together,” he whispered, “and there we will be

happy together, you and I. We will have a tiny house among the Kentish

hills, and its walls will be covered with honeysuckle and roses. At

the back of the house there will be an orchard, and in May, when the

fruit-blossom is fading and soft spring breezes blow among the trees,

showers of sweet-scented petals will envelop us as we walk along,

falling on us like fragrant snow. You will come, sweetheart, will you

not?”

“If you still wish it, Armand,” she murmured.

Still wish it! He would gladly go to-morrow if she would come with him.

But, of course, that could not be arranged. She had her contract to

fulfil at the theatre, then there would be her house and furniture to

dispose of, and there was Aunt Marie.... But, of course, Aunt Marie

would come too.... She thought that she could get away some time before

the spring; and he swore that he could not leave Paris until she came

with him.

It seemed a terrible deadlock, for she could not bear to think of him

alone in those awful Paris streets, where she knew that spies would

always be tracking him. She had no illusions as to the impression which

she had made on Heron; she knew that it could only be a momentary one,

and that Armand would henceforth be in daily, hourly danger.

At last she promised him that she would take the advice of his chief;

they would both be guided by what he said. Armand would confide in

him to-night, and if it could be arranged she would hurry on her

preparations and, mayhap, be ready to join him in a week.

“In the meanwhile, that cruel man must not risk your dear life,” she

said. “Remember, Armand, your life belongs to me. Oh, I could hate him

for the love you bear him!”

“Sh--sh--sh!” he said earnestly. “Dear heart, you must not speak like

that of the man whom, next to your perfect self, I love most upon

earth.”

“You think of him more than of me. I shall scarce live until I know that

you are safely out of Paris.”

Though it was horrible to part, yet it was best, perhaps, that he should

go back to his lodgings now, in case Heron sent his spies back to her

door, and since he meant to consult with his chief. She had a vague hope

that if the mysterious hero was indeed the noble-hearted man whom Armand

represented him to be, surely he would take compassion on the anxiety of

a sorrowing woman, and release the man she loved from bondage.

This thought pleased her and gave her hope. She even urged Armand now to

go.

“When may I see you to-morrow?” he asked.

“But it will be so dangerous to meet,” she argued.

“I must see you. I could not live through the day without seeing you.”

“The theatre is the safest place.”

“I could not wait till the evening. May I not come here?”

“No, no. Heron’s spies may be about.”

“Where then?”

She thought it over for a moment.

“At the stage-door of the theatre at one o’clock,” she said at last. “We

shall have finished rehearsal. Slip into the guichet of the concierge.

I will tell him to admit you, and send my dresser to meet you there; she

will bring you along to my room, where we shall be undisturbed for at

least half an hour.”

He had perforce to be content with that, though he would so much rather

have seen her here again, where the faded tapestries and soft-toned

hangings made such a perfect background for her delicate charm. He had

every intention of confiding in Blakeney, and of asking his help for

getting Jeanne out of Paris as quickly as may be.

Thus this perfect hour was past; the most pure, the fullest of joy that

these two young people were ever destined to know. Perhaps they felt

within themselves the consciousness that their great love would rise

anon to yet greater, fuller perfection when Fate had crowned it with

his halo of sorrow. Perhaps, too, it was that consciousness that gave to

their kisses now the solemnity of a last farewell.

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