CHAPTER IV. “OUT FROM THE GOLDEN DAY.”

Yes, Neil Emory was a married man and a man with a scandal, but a

scandal so hushed and screened by law and friends as to be almost

forgotten.

One day the beautiful woman who bore his name went away from him. You

know many such stories. I wish I could make this a new one. Perhaps it

is a little different from the hackneyed tales of the dashing lover,

who finally deserts his sweetheart, etc., etc., for this woman rose

in the brightness of a May morn, dressed herself for traveling, and,

with satchel in hand, walked into her husband’s study and told him that

she no longer loved him; that, in fact, she never had loved him, nor

ever would. It might be she cared for another; and she was going away

forever. At the end of a year, she hoped he would divorce her. No! she

would listen to nothing he might say. Should he compel her to remain

he must bear the consequences. Who was the man? That he should never

know. Let her depart in peace, for she knew he did not love her any

more than she loved him.

One year and she disappeared. The law crept slowly on--as yet no

release. “Would to God it could come another way!” And now that he had

again met Gwendoline, did he know that he loved her? If so, why rushed

the color to his cheek when the footlights flashed or the yellow dust

rose around the flying wheels of Cassandra’s coach?

He well knew he had many rivals. What could he offer either girl or

actress, wife or sweetheart? His friend Reginald Gray was one for whom

the beautiful dark woman of the boards seemed ever to smile; but “Kitty

who laughed” was always on the alert.

One day, as he sped swiftly down the street, a voice hailed him.

Turning, he beheld Clovis leaning from her carriage; and when he came

up, the slippered foot peeping from the lace of her dress and the blue

veil over her face were all he saw of her companion.

“Did you get my message?” asked Clovis.

“Yes,” he murmured, “but I knew it meant nothing.”

“Hush!” she replied. “I want your good opinion, and I’ll have it yet!”

Her lips closed tightly as she looked at him.

“You know that I am a poor man, Clovis--you know that when Monday

morning comes I will be either richer by many thousands or ruined. What

will you have? A diamond horse-shoe or a worthless kiss?”

“Neither!” said the woman. “I desire more--your name!”

The man started back.

“That is impossible,” he said under his breath.

He started again, for a little bell sounded in his ears--a little

silver tinkle that must have come through the carriage as the women

drove off.

Would he never hear from the distant lawyer who had his case in hand?

As secretly as possible he was conducting it. Gwendoline knew so

little, her mother more, perhaps, of his affairs. On what grounds

did he work? That his wife was untrue? No! That they could not live

together in peace? No! What then? Only this: she had left him and asked

for release. One year! Perhaps it would come!

He went into his room and sat down. It was Saturday night and noisier

than usual on the street. The week had dragged slowly enough, yet he

began to dread the coming of that Monday morning, that day which would

mean so much for him. He shaded his eyes from the soft twilight, and

seemed to see it all! The hot and restless crowd, the ever-penetrating

rays of the summer sun, the quivering, panting steed--and, perhaps, the

death of another jockey in the end.

“If this happens again,” he muttered to himself, “I’ll blow out the

infernal beast’s brains!”

There was a knock at the door, and on opening it a telegram was placed

in his hand. Slowly he tore off the covering, thinking: “How tired I

am!”

Yes, he was tired, so tired that the four words of the telegram that

should have brought him joy had no effect except it was to rivet him to

the spot; and there, two, three hours later, he still sat looking down

upon the carpet, where the yellow paper had fallen, with the writing

upturned, and this is what he saw:

“Your wife is dead.”

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