CHAPTER XVIII.

“Something has happened! Something terrible has happened to the child!

And she was left in our charge. We are responsible. Oh, if any harm has

happened to Peggy, however, ever, ever, can I bear to live and send the

news to her parents----”

“My dearest, you have done your best; you could not have been kinder or

more thoughtful. No blame can attach to you. Remember that Peggy is in

higher hands than yours. However far from us she may be, she can never

stray out of God’s keeping. It all seems very dark and mysterious,

but----”

At this moment a loud rat-tat-tat sounded on the knocker, and with one

accord the hearers darted into the hall and stood panting and gasping

while Arthur threw open the door.

“Telegram, sir!” said a sharp, young voice, and the brown envelope

which causes so much agitation in quiet households was thrust forward

in a small cold hand. Arthur looked at the address and handed it to the

Vicar.

“It is for you, sir, but it cannot possibly be anything about----”

Mr. Asplin tore open the envelope, glanced over the words, and

broke into an exclamation of amazement. “It is! It is from Peggy

herself!--‘Euston Station. Returning by 10.30 train. Please meet me at

twelve o’clock.--Peggy.’ What in the world does it mean?” He looked

round the group of anxious faces, only to see his own expression of

bewilderment repeated on each in turn.

“Euston! Returning! She is in London. She is coming back from town!”

“She ran away to London, to-night when she was so happy, when Arthur

had just arrived! Why? Why? Why?” “She must have caught the seven

o’clock train.” “She must have left the house almost immediately after

going upstairs to dress for dinner.” “Oh, father, why should she go to

London?”

“I am quite unable to tell you, my dear,” replied the Vicar drily. He

looked at his wife’s white, exhausted face, and his eyes flashed with

the “A-word-with-you-in-my-study” expression, which argued ill for Miss

Peggy’s reception. Mrs. Asplin, however, was too thankful to know of

the girl’s safety to have any thought for herself. She began to smile,

with the tears still running down her face, and to draw long breaths of

relief and satisfaction.

“It’s no use trying to guess at that, Millie dear. It is enough for

me to know that she is alive and well. We shall just have to try and

compose ourselves in patience until we hear Peggy’s own explanation.

Let me see! There is nearly an hour before you need set out. What can

we do to pass the time as quickly as possible?”

“Have some coffee, I should say! None of us have had too much dinner,

and a little refreshment would be very welcome after all this strain,”

said Arthur, promptly, and Mrs. Asplin eagerly welcomed the suggestion.

“That’s what I call a really practical proposal! Ring the bell, dear,

and I will order it at once. I am sure we shall all have thankful

hearts while we drink it.” She looked appealingly at Mr. Asplin as she

spoke, but there was no answering smile on his face. The lines down his

cheeks looked deeper and grimmer than ever.

“Oh, goody, goody, goodness, aren’t I glad I am not Peggy!” sighed

Mellicent to herself, while Arthur Saville pursed his lips together,

and thought, “Poor little Peg! She’ll catch it. I’ve never seen the

dominie look so savage. This is a nice sort of treat for a fellow who

has been ordered away for rest and refreshment! I wish the next two

hours were safely over.”

Wishing unfortunately, however, can never carry us over the painful

crises of our lives. We have to face them as best we may, and Arthur

needed all his cheery confidence to sustain him during the damp walk

which followed, when the Vicar tramped silently by his side, his shovel

hat pulled over his eyes, his mackintosh coat flapping to and fro in

the wind.

They reached the station in good time, and punctually to the minute the

lights of the London express were seen in the distance. The train drew

up, and among the few passengers who alighted the figure of Peggy, in

her scarlet trimmed hat, was easily distinguished. She was assisted

out of the carriage by an elderly gentleman, in a big travelling coat,

who stood by her side as she looked about for her friends. As Mr.

Asplin and Arthur approached, they only heard his hearty, “Now you are

all right!” and Peggy’s elegant rejoinder, “Exceedingly indebted to you

for all your kindness!” Then he stepped back into the carriage, and she

came forward to meet them, half shy, half smiling, “I--I am afraid that

you----”

“We will defer explanations, Mariquita, if you please, until we reach

home. A fly is waiting. We will return as quickly as possible,” said

the Vicar frigidly, and the brother and sister lagged behind as he led

the way out of the station, gesticulating and whispering together in

furtive fashion.

“Oh, you Peggy! _Now_ you have done it! No end of a row!”

“Couldn’t help it! So sorry. Had to go. Stick to me, Arthur, whatever

you do!”

“Like a leech! We’ll worry through somehow. Never say die!” Then the

fly was reached, and they jolted home in silence.

Mrs. Asplin and the four young folks were sitting waiting in the

drawing-room, and each one turned an eager, excited face towards the

doorway as Peggy entered, her cheeks white, but with shining eyes, and

hair ruffled into little ends beneath the scarlet cap. Mrs. Asplin

would have rushed forward in welcome, but a look in her husband’s face

restrained her, and there was a deathlike silence in the room as he

took up his position by the mantelpiece.

“Mariquita,” he said slowly, “you have caused us to-night some hours

of the most acute and painful anxiety which we have ever experienced.

You disappeared suddenly from among us, and until ten o’clock, when

your telegram arrived, we had not the faintest notion as to where you

could be. The most tragic suspicions came to our minds. We have spent

the evening in rushing to and fro, searching and inquiring in all

directions. Mrs. Asplin has had a shock from which, I fear, she will

be some time in recovering. Your brother’s pleasure in his visit has

been spoiled. We await your explanation. I am at a loss to imagine any

reason sufficiently good to excuse such behaviour; but I will say no

more until I have heard what you have to say.”

Peggy stood like a prisoner at the bar, with hanging head and hands

clasped together. As the Vicar spoke of his wife, she darted a look at

Mrs. Asplin, and a quiver of emotion passed over her face. When he had

finished she drew a deep breath, raised her head and looked him full in

the face with her bright, earnest eyes.

“I am sorry,” she said slowly. “I can’t tell you in words how sorry I

am. I know it will be difficult, but I hope you will forgive me. I was

thinking what I had better do while I was coming back in the train,

and I decided that I ought to tell you everything, even though it is

supposed to be a secret. Robert will forgive me, and it is Robert’s

secret as much as mine. I’ll begin at the beginning. About five weeks

ago Robert saw an advertisement of a prize that was offered by a

magazine. You had to make up a calendar with quotations for every day

in the year, and the person who sent in the best selection would get

thirty pounds. Rob wanted the money very badly to buy a microscope,

and he asked me to help him. I was to have ten pounds for myself if we

won, but I didn’t care about that. I just wanted to help Rob. I said I

would take the money, because I knew if I didn’t he would not let me

work so hard, and I thought I would spend it in buying p--p--presents

for you all at Christmas.”--Peggy’s voice faltered at this point, and

she gulped nervously several times before she could go on with her

story.--“We had to work very hard, because the time was so short.

Robert had not seen the advertisement until it had been out some

time. I printed the headings on the cards; that is why I sat so much

in my own room. The last fortnight I have been writing every morning

before six o’clock. Oh, you can’t think how difficult it was to get it

finished, but Robert was determined to go on; he thought our chance was

very good, because he had found some beautiful extracts, and translated

others, and the pages really looked pretty and dainty. The MS. had to

be in London this morning; if it missed the post last night all our

work would have been wasted, and at the very last Lady Darcy took Rob

away with her, and I was left with everything to finish. I _may_ have

slept a little bit the last two nights; I did lie down for an hour or

two, and I _may_ have had a doze, but I don’t think so! I wrote the

last word this morning after the breakfast-bell had rung, and I made

up the parcel at twelve o’clock. I thought of going out and posting

it then; of course, that is what I should have done, but”--her voice

trembled once more--“I was so tired! I thought I would give it to the

postman myself, and that would do just as well. I didn’t put it with

the letters because I was afraid someone would see the address and ask

questions, and Rob had said that I was to keep it a secret until we

knew whether we had won. I left the parcel on my table. Then Arthur

came! I was so happy--there was so much to talk about--we had tea--it

seemed like five minutes. Everyone was amazed when we found it was

time to dress, but even then I forgot all about the calendar. I only

remembered that Arthur was here, and was going to stay for four days,

and all the way upstairs I was saying to myself, ‘I’m happy, I’m happy;

oh, I _am_ happy!’ because, you know, though you are so kind, you have

so many relations belonging to you whom you love better than me, and

my own people are all far away, and sometimes I’ve been very lonely! I

thought of nothing but Arthur, and then I opened the door of my room,

and there, before my eyes, was the parcel; Rob’s parcel that he had

trusted to me--that I had solemnly promised--to post in time----”

She stopped short, and there was a gasp of interest and commiseration

among the listeners. Peggy caught it; she glanced sharply at the

Vicar’s face, saw its sternness replaced by a momentary softness, and

was quick to make the most of her opportunity. Out flew the dramatic

little hand, her eyes flashed, her voice thrilled with suppressed

excitement.

“It lay there before my eyes, and I stood and looked at it ... I

thought of nothing, but just stood and stared. I heard you all come

upstairs, and the doors shut, and Arthur’s voice laughing and talking;

but there was only one thing I could remember--I had forgotten Rob’s

parcel, and he would come back, and I should have to tell him, and see

his face! I felt as if I were paralysed, and then suddenly I seized

the parcel in my hands, and flew downstairs. I put on my cap and cloak

and went out into the garden. I didn’t know what I was going to do,

but I was going to do something! I ran on and on, through the village,

down towards the station. I knew it was too late for the post office,

but I had a sort of feeling that if I were at the station something

might be done. Just as I got there a train came in, and I heard the

porter call out ‘London express.’ I thought--no! I did not think at

all--I just ran up to a carriage and took a seat, and the door banged

and away we went. The porter came and asked for my ticket, and I had a

great deal of trouble to convince him that I had only really come from

here, and not all the way. There was an old lady in the carriage, and

she told him that it was quite true, for she had seen me come in. When

we went off again, she looked at me very hard, and said, ‘Are you in

trouble, dear?’ and I said, ‘Yes I am, but oh, please don’t talk to

me! Do please leave me alone!’ for I had begun to realise what I had

done, and that I couldn’t be back for hours and hours, and that you

would all be so anxious and unhappy. I think I was as miserable as you

were when I sent off that telegram. I posted the parcel in London, and

went and sat in the waiting-room. I had an hour and a half to wait,

and I was wretched, and nervous, and horribly hungry. I had no money

left but a few coppers, and I was afraid to spend them and have nothing

left. It seemed like a whole day, but at last the train came in, and I

saw a dear old gentleman with white hair standing on the platform. I

took a fancy to his appearance, so I walked up to him, and bowed and

said, ‘Excuse me, sir, I find myself in a dilemma! Will you allow me to

travel in the same carriage as yourself?’ He was most agreeable. He

had travelled all over the world, and talked in the most interesting

fashion, but I could not listen to his conversation. I was too unhappy.

Then we arrived, and Mr. Asplin called me ‘M--M--Mariquita!’ and

w--wouldn’t let you kiss me----”

Her voice broke helplessly this time, and she stood silent, with

quivering lip while sighs and sobs of sympathy echoed from every side.

Mrs. Asplin cast a glance at her husband, half defiant, half appealing,

met a smile of assent, and rushed impetuously to Peggy’s side.

“My darling! I’ll kiss you now. You see we knew nothing of your

trouble, dear, and we were so very, very anxious. Mr. Asplin is not

angry with you any longer, are you, Austin? You know now that she had

no intention of grieving us, and that she is truly sorry----”

“I never thought--I never thought--” sobbed Peggy; and the Vicar gave a

slow, kindly smile.

“Ah, Peggy, that is just what I complain about. You don’t think, dear,

and that causes all the trouble. No, I am not angry any longer. I

realise that the circumstances were peculiar, and that your distress

was naturally very great. At the same time, it was a most mad and

foolish thing for a girl of your age to rush off by rail, alone, and

at nighttime, to a place like London. You say that you had only a few

coppers left in your purse. Now suppose there had been no train back

to-night, what would you have done? It does not bear thinking of, my

dear, or that you should have waited alone in the station for so long,

or thrown yourself on strangers for protection. What would your parents

have said to such an escapade?”

Peggy sighed, and cast down her eyes. “I think they would have been

cross too. I am sure they would have been anxious, but I know they

would forgive me when I was sorry, and promised that I really and

truly would try to be better and more thoughtful! They would say,

‘Peggy, dear, you have been sufficiently punished! Consider yourself

absolved!...’”

The Vicar’s lips twitched, and a twinkle came into his eye. “Well,

then, I will say the same! I am sure you have regretted your hastiness

by this time, and it will be a lesson to you in the future. For

Arthur’s sake, as well as your own, we will say no more on the subject.

It would be a pity if his visit were spoiled. Just one thing, Peggy, to

show you that, after all, grown-up people are wiser than young ones,

and that it is just as well to refer to them now and then, in matters

of difficulty! Has it ever occurred to you that the mail went up to

London by the very train in which you yourself travelled, and that by

giving your parcel to the guard it could still have been put in the

bag? Did not that thought never occur to your wise little brain?”

Peggy made a gesture as of one heaping dust and ashes on her head. “I

never did,” she said, “not for a single moment! And I thought I was so

clever! I am covered with confusion!”

(_To be continued._)

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[Illustration: WILD ROBIN AND OAK-LEAF.]

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LINNÆA;

THE STORY OF A FRIENDSHIP.

The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 997, February 4, 1899 · 第 2 / 4 章