Chapter 13: The Big Bang

The Munams and I were all awoken at the same time late the next morning

by a loud trumpet blast that shook the very air around us with its

intense bass. For the first moment of our consciousness we were all

dazed and could not fully comprehend the situation, and for a brief time

we all sat unsteadily around the beach where we had fallen asleep. As we

grew more awake, we began to understand what had happened, or at least I

did, and I was frightened when I looked around and saw where the trumpet

blast had come from: the entire Zardovian and Canitaurian armies were

assembled around us, having somehow crossed over to the mainland in the

night, while we slept peacefully, unaware of their presence.

My first thought was for myself, and what would become of me in the

wrath brought on by my escape, but that soon vanished when I thought of

the Munams, for they were the enemies of those on Daem, even more so

than those on Daem were to each other. We were completely surrounded,

with the ocean on one side and the Zards and Canitaurs circling us in

the front, the former on the left and the latter on the right. All of

them were equipped for war, with swords, spears, and shields held firmly

in their hands, and thick, leather armor stretched across their chests.

The Canitaurs had especially come prepared, for they had brought all of

their atomic anionizers with them, enough combined fire power to level

the entire world several times over.

Within five minutes, all of the Munams had assembled behind me and

Ramma, who stood between them and the Daemians. They huddled closely

together and quaked slightly in fear, for they evidently thought that

their plans had been discovered and their enemies had come for revenge.

I, myself, thought that they had come for me, and Ramma's opinion could

not be guessed, for he was a statesman first and foremost, and when his

people were in need he rose to the occasion with all the power and grace

allotted to mortal beings.

Wagner and Bernibus broke the Canitaur's ranks and drew near to us in

the center, as did the King from the Zard's. They reached us in silence,

and for a long moment there was no talking, for all present knew that

something grave was about to happen, something that would decide the

fate of the men of this age, whether they would pass or fail the test.

Bernibus looked at me with entreating eyes, showing his sorrow at my

recapture and asking for forgiveness, but I had none to give him, for he

had done no wrong to need it. He had no power among the Canitaurs, but

was only a titled commoner, more like Wagner's groom than counsel.

I noticed that the Canitaurs were not wearing their anti-electron suits,

which was strange, for they had brought a few hundred atomic anionizers,

though I didn't question them about it, for the answer was evident

enough when I had given it some thought: the Zards had no such suits,

and were afraid that the Canitaurs would destroy them and Munams at the

same time, for while they were allies against foreigners, they still did

not trust each other. I still wore my suit given me for the raid on

Nunami, though I had forgotten about it due to its comfort. That made me

the only person on the earth still wearing one, the only one safe from

the anionizers.

It was an overcast morning, and the air was damp with a cold, wet wind

that blew in forlornly. The ocean's steady swoosh added to the scene,

making it as depressing as the night before was joyous, and in the

bluish half light all was colorless and hopeless. At length the King

spoke, saying, "My dear Jehu, I am very disappointed in you. Not only

did you flee from us irresponsibly, but you destroyed the Temple of Time

and the altar to Temis. Without the White Eagle, the prophecy says that

there is no hope for humanity."

Wagner added, "And now the only way left to bring about the completion

of the world once more is to sacrifice you using the old methods." This

he said with evident pleasure, no longer feigning to be my friend.

Here Bernibus entered the dialog, throwing away his timidness with one

quick motion and saying to Wagner, "You scoundrel! You said that we came

to retrieve Jehu, not to sacrifice him. How is it that you lied to me in

such a manner?"

"You fool," Wagner said, "If I had had my way, you would have been dead

long ago. You have no authority here, so begone."

Bernibus grew angrier, a terrifying state for a Canitaur to be in, and

he was a strong and powerful one at that, though his meek nature had

hidden it before. "You would never dare to kill me in the open, you

coward, the council would banish you," he said.

Here the King joined in once more, laughing, "He wouldn't, no, but I

would. Do you really think that we found your outpost on our own, oh

Bernibus the 'deputy kibitzer'? You know that we have no tracking

ability, and least of all in your own territory."

Bernibus grew more enraged, and the King was spurred on by it.

"Oh yes, you know what I speak of. Your brother-in-law told us where you

and your wife were living, and not only that, for he also told us when

you would be there."

Bernibus became even more flushed with anger and vehemently asked

Wagner, "Why, you heartless brute? What could you possibly value more

than your own sister's life?"

"It was a pledge to the Zards of our intention to abide by the

agreement, what more precious thing could I give then my own sister?" He

spoke calmly and spitefully, enjoying the end of his long charade of

nicety, "Besides, the council was falling for her peace talk, as they

always give great heed to every member of the royal family, and I was

not strong enough at that time to control them, as I do now.

Unfortunately for me you were out at the moment of the attack and able

to escape, but still it was a favorable outcome," Wagner said, sneering

at Bernibus' outrage.

But Bernibus was not to be taken lightly, and neither was he to let the

love of his life go undefended. He leapt at Wagner and grabbed the

remote to the atomic anionizers from his belt, where it was always

clipped. Wagner tried to get it back, but Bernibus was too strong and

hurled him to the ground. Then he took a few steps backwards and stood

his ground far enough from everyone to have at least a moment to react

before they could reach him. He held the remote out towards Wagner,

pointing it at him as if it were itself a weapon, with his thumb and

forefinger in position to set it off at a moment's notice.

"Bow before me now, Wagner, or I shall destroy us all," he demanded with

a grim smile that showed his resolution.

Wagner did as he commanded and fell to his knees in front of Bernibus,

saying in the same gentle, appeasing voice that he had first used on me,

"My dear Bernibus, do not be rash, do not act in anger. Let's talk this

over, and see ... and see if we can't find a peaceful solution," his

fear of death evidently caused him to stammer.

"You fool, do you think that I haven't heard that voice a thousand times

before? Do you think that I will fall for your same trick once more?"

Wagner put his face to the ground and groveled like the filthy swine

that he was, for he knew full well that if Bernibus set off the atomic

anionizers he would die. His life was completely out of his hands and

there was nothing that he could do to reclaim it, except to beg for

forgiveness. This he did, saying, "Bernibus, you do not understand, the

situation was more complex than you realize, and I had no choice but to

act as I did. Do you not think that it was as hard on me as yourself?

She was my sister, my only sibling. But there was no other way, I had to

put the advancement of our people over the life of anyone, even my own

sister, as you must do now, putting the advancement of our people over

petty differences."

Here the King interjected, "Bernibus, do not act rashly, I beg of you,

for if you set off the anionizers, than all is lost. Do you not realize

that if you do that, all that we have worked for all of our lives is

lost?"

It was Bernibus' turn to sneer, and he did, raising the skin above his

teeth and scowling fiercely at the King. "What is it that we have worked

for all of our lives? Do you still not understand? You and Wagner plot

to return the world to its former glory, each by his own way, but take a

look around you. The trees on Daem are taller and stronger than any

known before, the grasses are thicker and livelier, the waters are purer

and cleaner, the wind is fresher. You know no suffering. The prophecy

had nothing to do with you, and nothing at all to do with the

restoration of the world! Can you not see that what you have is far more

than you have need of, that there is no desire left unfilled in your

lives, except that of ultimate power? This world does not need to be

restored. Only your hearts have need of that.

"The prophecy was given for the Munams, who were left stranded here in

this desert wasteland, while across the ocean they could see the great

paradise of Daem, the great paradise that you took for granted. There is

to be no restoration of Daem to its original form, but a restoration of

the Munams to Daem. You struggle to restore Daem, but have no compassion

for the suffering of humanity across the sea. You are the fools, not me,

and you are the ones who have brought us all to the very brink of

destruction, to the ice ages which you have tried so hard to prevent. Do

you not see that Daem is already the paradise, that the only thing that

it needs for completion is the residence of the Munams? Jehu is not our

kinsman redeemer at all, he is theirs." Here Bernibus seemed to lose his

anger and passion and become meek once more, saying humbly, "You have

destroyed the life of one whom I held more dear than myself, but that is

past, and I will not destroy us all for vengeance.

"Zards, Canitaurs, and Munams, hear me now and listen to my words," he

continued, speaking to the amassed groups of the armies that had been

listening closely to his words, "We are not separate people at all, we

are not different races. We are not Zards, or Canitaurs, or Munams, we

are Daemians, and it is time that we came together, to help each other

instead of hindering. Look at how much blood has been shed, how many

lives have been lost, must we all be drowned in the blood of our

brothers before we realize that we are one people? Must we suffer more

than we already have in an attempt to undo what has already been done?

More pain will not negate the pain that has already been felt, it will

only result in more suffering than we have known up to this time. My

friends, we need not look for our redemption in the past, for it has

gone and though it influences us, we are not bound to its suffering. And

we need not look for our redemption in the future, for it is not yet

here, and when it comes it will only be what we make it. Instead let us

look for our redemption in the present, where it can be found, let us

put aside our hate and our divisions and become one flesh and blood, one

body. People of Daem, let us live in peace!" As he said this, the Zards

and the Canitaurs and the Munams all let out a joyous shout of

agreement, and there was seen on every face a remnant of the happiness

that had so long alluded them in their wars.

To emphasize his point of harmony and trust, Bernibus dropped the remote

to the atomic anionizers to the ground. But it would never land. Wagner

leapt forward from his groveling position and grabbed for it as it fell,

reaching out with all his strength. There was a sudden silence that

overtook everyone as they saw what was happening. Bernibus looked down

and saw Wagner leap, but he was too late to prevent him from reaching

the remote. There was no noise at all, for everyone looked in horror at

Wagner's plunging form. As if in slow motion, his hand wrapped around

the remote and he squeezed it so as not to let it go. But as he did so,

there was a loud beeping sound that came from his fist: he had triggered

the anionizers.

The eager faces of everyone there, of everyone alive on the earth, was

turned towards Wagner. The remote had a five second delay built into it,

and those five seconds were the longest of my life. Bernibus' eyes met

mine, and we experienced an intra-personal deja vu, the converging of

the presents of two minds. His face showed the depths of his being in

that split second, and he was peaceful. Though he was about to be

destroyed, he had no fear, no regrets, and in those five seconds, while

Wagner and the King were frightened and frantic at their impending doom,

Bernibus was as calm as ever. As I looked Bernibus in the eyes, I could

hear Wagner break the dead silence with a shrill scream that echoed

across the horizon and ripped through the hearts of every hearer. When

faced with death he had no courage, no strength to face the unknown

beyond the veil that separates life from death.

As I turned and cast my eyes across the horizon, I saw the faces of

hundreds of men, whether Zard, Canitaur, or Munam, and written on

everyone of them was a great despair, for they stood unprotected in the

presence of death. It was like the calm before the storm, those five

seconds, and through them time seemed to stop, to be non-existent, and

there was not a sound to be heard, except for Wagner's scream. Oh, what

anguish was written on the faces of all around, standing defenselessly

before the end with neither will nor way to stop its terrible approach,

oh, what fear filled their eyes as their mortality was made manifest

before them like a vulture's approach, oh, the pain, as fate stood

before their distraught faces and silently whispered, "And to dust shalt

thou return."

But then even that was silenced. There was no noise. As I looked upon

them they were destroyed, before my very eyes they breathed their last

and were no more. One moment they were normal and healthy, and the next

they disintegrated, falling into little heaps of limp skin and bones. In

that moment I felt a horror such as I have never felt before, a complete

loneliness, like a night that never ends. There was no one, nothing,

around me. The force of the blast had leveled the already flat terrain

completely. The ocean was suddenly solidified into the same lifeless,

inorganic mass that the land had become. Across the channel, Daem was no

more. There were no more trees, no more grasses, no more cities, no more

mountains, everything was leveled, decimated. The sky began to turn a

dark, bloody red, and the sun was hidden behind it. Like a disease it

spread across the horizon, devouring the light hearted blue and leaving

only red: lifeless, deathless red. There was no wind, no sound. I was

all alone, I alone had survived the blast because of my anti-electron

suit. I gazed in absolute horror across the field where only seconds

before thousands souls had been congregated. I looked at its emptiness

and I saw nothing, for there was nothing. They were all dead. Every

single one of them.

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