CHAPTER XV.

THE CULPRITS IN COUNCIL.

While Kitty and Jessie were having a confab of deep interest to

themselves, a conversation which was, indeed, to mean tremendous results

by-and-by, Hannah Joyce and Molly walked together. Molly had taken a

fancy to Hannah; she belonged, of course, to the Lower School, and could

never be a great friend like Alison Maude or Bridget O’Donnell, but

nevertheless she could be a friend, and there was something which

attracted Molly now in Hannah’s rather plain little freckled face. It

struck Molly as she watched the girl that Hannah would have a very great

chance of winning the prize on the score of _expression_, for Hannah’s

small blue eyes were honest, and when she smiled her lips had a

wonderfully kindly curve about them, and when she looked her friends in

the face her friends were quite certain that Hannah Joyce would never do

a mean or shabby thing. But, nevertheless, Hannah looked troubled

to-night; she had indeed looked troubled ever since that terrible

accident which had occurred during the first day of term. Yes, it was

invariably spoken of as an “accident;” no one dared think of it in any

other way, to do that would be too unspeakably dreadful.

“Now, Hannah,” said Molly, slipping her hand inside Hannah’s thin little

arm, “what do you think about the big prize? Isn’t it altogether too

astounding?”

“It is indeed,” said Hannah, and she sighed.

“It would be the very thing for you, Hannah, if you got it.”

“Yes,” answered Hannah gravely, “it would be the making of me. You don’t

know, Molly, for I have never told you, how difficult it was for father

and mother to send me to The Red Gables at all. You see, mother won’t

send a girl to a school without paying the full terms, and it is also

one of Mrs. Fleming’s rules that there is to be no abatement of terms in

any case whatsoever. She says she can and will help in other ways, but

not in that. Every girl must stand on her own merits in this school, or

not be here. Well, I can’t describe to you how father and mother have

toiled and saved and denied themselves to send me here. You see, I’m the

only girl, and the boys—Jack and Tom and Harry—are all much older; and

mother was at this school herself, and simply said, the moment I was

born, that I must come here to be educated. From the very first she and

father saved up for this object, and here I am. But, oh Molly, it is

quite too torturing to think of that prize! If what Mrs. Fleming says is

true, it would make _all_ the difference—all the difference.”

“Of course what Mrs. Fleming says is true, Hannah; how can you even

imagine anything else, you silly girl? And why shouldn’t you try for the

prize and win it too? I suppose I oughtn’t to tell you; but I know the

literary part of the prize is to be won by a sort of graduated scale—I

heard Miss Greene talking about it—so that each girl, whether of the

Lower or the Upper School, should have an equal chance. You mustn’t

think too badly of yourself, Hannah, I am sure your abilities are quite

up to the average; and then this prize doesn’t only mean ability, it

means other and greater things.”

“I know, I know,” said Hannah, “and it isn’t for a single moment that I

think so very badly of myself; it isn’t on that account at all, Molly,

but I can’t—try for the prize.”

“You can’t! Nonsense, Hannah! what do you mean?”

“Don’t ask me any more, dear Molly. I’d give anything in all the world

to try; but I can’t, so there’s an end of it. Oh no, Molly, I’m not

going to tell you why. Dear Molly, you mustn’t inquire; it makes it

harder for me if you do, only I can’t compete, that’s all. I can never

compete,” she added in a low voice.

Molly looked at Hannah as she was speaking, and now it was very strongly

borne in upon her that during the whole of this term Hannah was changed.

She was a very gay, bright, commonplace sort of little girl before; but

now she was neither gay nor bright, nor was she exactly commonplace any

longer. There was a look of suffering about her face which rather

improved her appearance than otherwise. Molly was wise, and did not

press the matter; after a minute’s pause she turned the conversation,

and began to speak about Peggy. Here she found an enthusiastic admirer

in Hannah.

“I’m very glad she’s in the Upper School. I’m very glad she’s with you!”

was Hannah’s comment.

Molly felt a prick at her heart. Had the poor little Irish girl any

reason to rejoice in the fact that she was close to her so-called

cousins? Alas and alas! no. Molly felt more and more certain that

Jessie’s cruel words had been overheard by Peggy that day. She was glad,

however, to talk about the child with Hannah, and soon it was time for

the girls to go indoors, and the Upper School could have nothing more to

do with the Lower School until the Wednesday half-holiday.

The next day was Sunday, and Sunday was considered a very pleasant day

indeed at The Red Gables. The holy day was kept with no old-fashioned

severity; nevertheless, each girl in the school felt that Mrs. Fleming

herself looked upon Sunday as one of the red-letter days of her life. An

omnibus came round immediately after breakfast to take the girls to

church, and after church the two schools went for a walk with their

respective governesses; then, when early dinner was over, they were

allowed to do exactly as they pleased, even to play together in a quiet

fashion, to read story-books, to exchange confidences, to chat with

their friends. After tea came _the_ time of the day, when Mrs. Fleming

herself gave religious instruction to every girl in the school, even

little Elisabeth was present at this. The great hall was made cosy, the

fire blazed high in the inglenook, and the girls sat round in a wide

circle. The religious instruction was of the pleasantest kind, and was

calculated not to fatigue any brain, although it was possible that

occasionally some consciences might be pricked. But when the few earnest

words had come to an end, then followed the witching hour. Each girl

recited a short poem, chosen by herself, for the benefit of her

mistress. These recitations were so good as to be almost famous, and

many and many a time a teacher crept into the hall unbidden to listen to

the ringing and enthusiastic words.

But after the girls had recited, the crowning moment arrived. Mrs.

Fleming either recited something herself or went on with a story which

was always in hand, and which was intimately connected with the school.

It was a very strange, imaginary romance, in which the girls now at the

school were _supposed_ to have entered on their future lives, and to be

carrying them on according to Mrs. Fleming’s own ideas. This continuous

tale was full of adventures and hairbreadth escapes and deep

excitements. It was a sort of modern _Pilgrim’s Progress_, and the

character-drawing was so good that no one could possibly miss a word.

The story itself was never spoken of afterwards, this was part of the

honour of the thing; it was a mutual tie between Mrs. Fleming and her

girls, and the teacher who had listened to the recitations was always

obliged to leave the hall before it began. A few of the girls, it is

true, tried to take down some of the beautiful thoughts in a peculiar

shorthand which they had invented for themselves; but Mrs. Fleming

preferred that they should not do this. In short, the Sunday evening

hour was a great hour with the girls, and even the wildest and most

difficult to manage never cared to miss it.

On the Sunday after Peggy Desmond had been admitted to the Upper School

and the subject of the great prize had been broached, Kitty Merrydew and

her satellites sat together in the room which was devoted to the special

use of the girls. It so happened that Priscilla Price, Rufa Conway, and

Annie Jones had gone out for a long walk, accompanied by Miss Archdale.

They would be home in time for tea, and of course in time for the Sunday

class. Kitty had the place of honour by the fire, as the day was a

bitterly cold one, with a north-east wind blowing. Kitty lay back in the

deep armchair, the only one that the room possessed, Grace Dodd sat at

her feet, her two pretty little feet reposed in Grace’s lap, and Grace

rubbed the fine black silk stockings up and down. These stockings had

been a present from Grace and Anne Dodd to their darling. Kitty looked

particularly smart in her short frock of crimson cashmere, which set off

her glowing, dark face as only such rich colour could. Anne fondled one

of Kitty’s small hands, and Sophy Marshall looked on, a little jealous,

a little disgusted. She admired Kitty, of course, but she by no means

like the scrape into which The Imp had brought her.

Kitty lay back with her eyes closed, the dark lashes resting on her rosy

cheeks. Suddenly she opened her great eyes wide, and said: “Well, of

course we’ve all agreed to do it.”

“Oh yes, darling, don’t worry,” said Grace Dodd.

“It was you, Gracie, who really smashed her leg, you know,” continued

Kitty, with a wicked glance at her adorer. “I saw you hit out with that

club. You needn’t have been so violent.”

“I don’t see why you should scold me,” said Grace, who had not much

spirit where Kitty was concerned, but nevertheless had a little. “I did

it for you. She’d have escaped otherwise.”

“For goodness’ sake, don’t let’s talk about it,” said Anne; “it makes me

sick. Why, if it were known, Grace would be expelled.”

“Not only Grace,” said Sophia, in a shaking voice, “the whole of us—the

whole of us. Oh dear, oh dear, I never was so miserable in my life!”

“And what on earth are you miserable about now, pussycat? I own _I_ even

didn’t feel too nice the day she was so bad, and they prayed in church

for her; but I got fright enough, I can tell you, when you—you goose of

a Grace!—fell flop down in a faint on the floor of the pew.”

“I couldn’t help it,” said Grace; “it came over me. Oh it was awful! I

thought that if she died——”

“Well, she hasn’t died,” interrupted Kitty; “don’t let’s talk any more

about that! She’s as well and hearty as ever. Why, my dear girls, we did

her a good turn. Tell me, would she be in the Upper School now but for

us? But, for goodness’ sake, let’s drop her. It’s the prize I want to

talk about. We must all try for it, that’s a certainty, and _I_ mean to

get it. Girls, you’ll none of you really fight against me, will you?”

“Of course not, little sweetheart,” said Anne Dodd.

“But there’s that awful fresh lie we’ve got to tell,” said Sophia

Marshall; “it’s that that’s terrifying me. I don’t want to tell any

_more_ lies. How can I listen to Mrs. Fleming Sunday after Sunday and

act as I’ve been doing lately? I can’t—I tell you, I can’t!”

“Come along, Sophy, and sit here by me,” said Kitty. “You’re blue with

the cold out there. You squat on the floor and take my feet on your

lap.—You have had your turn, Gracie.”

Grace withdrew meekly.

“How cold you look, Sophy; why don’t you wear a warmer dress?”

“I haven’t got one. Mother wrote to say that I must do with what I

have.”

Kitty turned and pulled Anne Dodd down to talk to her, and whispered in

her ear. “It’s worth it,” she said finally; “it’s for Grace’s sake,

remember.”

“Of course, of course,” said Anne.

“Listen, Sophy,” continued Kitty. “Would two big golden sovereigns buy

you a frock? For, if they would, they are yours.”

“Oh wouldn’t they just?” said Sophia, her eyes sparkling.

“Well, come close to me and let me hug you.—Now, Anne.”

There was an instant silence, a quick movement on the part of Anne, and

then Kitty pushed Sophia from her.

“Put your hand in your pocket,” Kitty said with a laugh. Sophia did so

and produced two sovereigns. “There, didn’t I say there were fairies

about? Now, Sophy, my dear, you’ve got to do what the rest of us do,

whether you like it or not. If your conscience was so tender you should

have thought about it many weeks ago. It’s quite settled that we all

compete for the miniature, and do what’s necessary to enable us to

compete for it.”

Sophia wiped some tears from her eyes. “I hope I’ll do it right,” she

said. “Even two sovereigns don’t seem to make up to me for it. I don’t

know how I’ll look father and mother in the face at Christmas; and,

anyhow, even if I do what you wish, there’s Hannah. What about her?”

“Hannah Joyce! Good gracious, what a mercy you remembered her, Sophy! Of

course she must join. Dear, dear, what a worry things are!—If only you

hadn’t been so violent that time, Grace! What a job the rest of us have

trying to shield you!”

“I don’t think Hannah will do what you want,” said Sophia. “Hannah is

looking very unhappy lately.”

“She must do what we want,” was Kitty’s remark. “Let some one fetch her

without delay.—You’d best go, Grace, as you are the culprit, the rest of

us have done nothing except try to shield you. Now trot, my dear Grace,

trot.”

Hannah Joyce had been asked by her other room-mates to join them in

their walk, they wanted to consult her about the prize. Hannah knew

quite well that such was their thought, and for that very reason, if for

no other, she refused to go. She was feeling intensely unhappy; she knew

that she was throwing away a splendid chance; she knew well the

capacities of every girl in the Lower School, and she was thoroughly

aware of the fact that, now that Peggy was removed, she herself had the

most marked ability and the greatest firmness and steadiness of

character. Priscilla, Annie, and Rufa were very nice, good, everyday

sort of girls, but they were younger than Hannah to begin with, and were

none of them at all clever. The Dodds were simply parasites, no more and

no less. Did they happen to be poor, how soon would Kitty have spurned

them from her friendship! Sophia was weak—Hannah felt rather sorry for

Sophia—and then there remained Kitty, or The Brat. Kitty was, beyond

doubt, wonderfully beautiful, and she had that sort of cleverness which

belongs to a treacherous, selfish, and designing nature; beyond that she

had nothing. She was not a steady worker, she could not write an essay

in decent English to save her life. Yes, if Hannah chose, she had a

fair, a more than fair, chance of the prize.

When the girls went for their walk Hannah entered the little school

library—it was too cold to go out with no object in view—and began to

think about the prize. She could not help that, she could not turn her

thoughts to any other subject. Try as she might, this was absolutely

impossible. She pictured the scene at home if things were different, and

if she had a right to compete for this delightful miniature, the

difference in her future it would make, the difference in her present

life it would make, the pride of her father and mother and of her

brothers. Oh, if only those wicked girls would confess and let her try!

Once she started to her feet with the idea of persuading them, but then

again she sat down. It was so useless! And, after all, she had already

to a certain extent committed herself. When questioned immediately after

the supposed accident she had said she knew nothing, when she did know

something, when she did know that Grace had come for Peggy and taken the

girl away, and would not allow her, Hannah, to accompany them. If she

mentioned these things now, doubtless the necessary clue would be

forthcoming; but she had already yielded to the entreaties of those whom

she knew were her false friends. She had, therefore, debarred herself

from trying for the Howard prize.

“Well, I have been searching the house for you; where on earth have you

hidden yourself?” said Grace, coming into the library and speaking in a

very cross tone. “Ugh! what a cold room!” she continued, pretending to

shiver as she spoke. “We thought, of course, you had gone for a walk

with the others, Hannah. Why on earth didn’t you join us? We are having

such a jolly time in the sitting-room.”

“I didn’t want to,” replied Hannah. “I am all right here, thanks.”

“Well, you’ve got to come with me now,” said Grace. “You’re wanted.”

“Wanted?” replied Hannah. “Who wants me?”

“Kitty wants you.”

“Kitty! Tell her if she wants me she can come here and see me. I’m not

going to her.”

“Nonsense, Hannah, you must go; it’s really very important.”

“I don’t see it, and I’m not going,” said Hannah. She crouched up close

to the heat which was produced by a little stove, and held out her thin

hands towards it.

Grace longed to snatch one of the hands and drag the girl across the

hall into the sitting-room. “Hannah,” she said, “you really must come,

it’s awfully important. We’re talking about the prize, you know.”

“Oh, I thought you were! Well, then, less than ever do I want to go with

you, for I am not interested in the prize.”

“Not interested in the prize!” exclaimed Grace, backing a pace or so and

looking fixedly at Hannah; “that does seem ridiculous, Hannah—it really

does. Why, of course you’re going to try for it with the rest of us.”

“I don’t know what the rest of you are going to do, but I know what I am

not going to do.”

“And what’s that?”

“I am not going to try for the Howard portrait prize.”

“Hannah!”

“No, Grace, I am not, and there’s an end of it, as far as I am

concerned. If you want to sit down I can’t prevent you; but I am going

up to my room to lie down.”

“You know you’re not allowed in the dormitories in the daytime?”

“I know that quite well, except when I have a headache, as I happen to

have. I shall let Miss Archdale know when she comes back. Good-bye,

Grace.”

“No, no, you can’t go like that, Hannah. Hannah, please, _please_ let me

speak to you! Hannah, it’s most awfully important. You see, we are all,

all, all of us mixed up in this thing.”

“In what thing? I am not mixed up in anything with _you_, so don’t you

think it.”

“I think you’re most horribly, beastly unkind,” said Grace. “I don’t

know what’s the matter with you.”

“I know quite well what is the matter with myself. I should not have

made you that promise; if I hadn’t, I should have tried for the prize.

As I have made it, I am not going to try. It would have been exceedingly

important for me to get the prize, far more important than you have the

least idea of; but I have done for myself now. All the same, if you

think I am going to tell any more lies you’re mistaken. I suppose no one

in the Lower School will try, unless perhaps Prissy and Annie and Rufa.

They’re all right, of course; dear little Elisabeth is too young.”

“Oh dear, what is to be done?” said Grace. Her face clouded over, then

it got very red, and she felt considerably frightened. “But please,

Hannah, do let me speak.”

“You may speak as much as you like, I’m not preventing you.”

“Yes, but won’t you listen?”

“I am listening. Do go on.”

“Well, you see, Hannah, if—if _you_ refuse to compete for the prize you

will have to give a reason.”

“I don’t see that at all. I don’t intend to give any reason. I’ll simply

say that I’d rather not try.”

“Oh, but really, really! Mrs. Fleming, she’s very suspicious now. I know

she’s just—just _looking out_ for things, and your refusing to compete

will certainly give her a clue, and we’ll get into trouble.”

“But how can my refusing possibly make things worse for you? You surely

have got to refuse too.”

“To refuse!” cried Grace. “I assure you we are not going to do anything

of that sort.”

“You mean,” said Hannah—she rose abruptly, she turned and faced the

other girl—“you calmly stand there and tell me that you mean to compete

for a prize which means what that prize means, which means honour,

kindness, charity, love! No, Grace, you can’t do it; you really can’t. I

don’t believe even _you_ would sink as low as that.”

“I must do it,” said Grace. “I have no help for it.”

“Grace, for God’s sake, don’t do this thing, I beseech of you,

don’t—don’t! Grace, it isn’t worth it; Grace, it isn’t, really! Do you

know how badly _I_ want that prize? Do you know that I have a mother who

isn’t at all strong, and if I got the prize she’d have relief all during

the rest of her life, relief and peace and rest? Do you think it is

nothing to me to give it up; but no—even for mother—I won’t tell another

lie, that I won’t!”

“You must come and see Kitty; if you speak to Kitty perhaps it will be

different. Do come and see her—do, do!” said Grace.

“All right, I will come and see her. I may as well give her a piece of

my mind.”

Hannah got up. She had never felt so strong before in the whole course

of her life. She walked behind Grace, pushing the rich, vulgar girl in

front of her. She opened the door of the sitting-room and marched up the

room.

Kitty was joking—she was taking Peggy off. “Arrah thin! The top of the

morning to ye, me pets,” she said, raising her eyes and fixing them on

Hannah. The other girls roared with laughter. Hannah looked gravely at

Kitty.

“You don’t suppose,” Hannah said at last, “that you are really taking

off Peggy Desmond? She doesn’t speak in the least like that.”

“When I want you to tell me how Peggy Desmond speaks I’ll ask you,”

replied Kitty, her face crimson with passion.

“You have sent for me. What do you want me for?” asked Hannah.

“Oh, I don’t want to be bothered long with you. You are going to try, I

suppose, for the prize, like the rest of us?”

“No, I am not; I haven’t an idea of trying.”

“Hannah!”

“I am not going to try. Kitty, I presume that if it is impossible for me

to try—and I regard it as impossible—it is much, much more impossible

for you to try.”

“It isn’t at all impossible for me to try, and I mean to try. How dare

you even to presume that I have done anything wrong?”

“Very well, Kitty, you can please yourself; but I certainly intend to

please myself. I am not going to try, and I think any girl in this room

who dares to try, knowing in her heart of hearts what has happened—oh,

you needn’t tell me, I am not quite a fool—knowing in her heart of

hearts what has happened, is indeed unworthy. Kitty, you may try, but

you won’t succeed; you may try, but I don’t think I’d imperil my

immortal soul for a trifle of that sort! Girls, I have nothing more to

say to any of you; you can go your own way. That’s all. I am very

sorry.”

She turned and left the room, and the girls stared after her. There was

a pause, a long, uncomfortable pause. All of a sudden Grace burst out

crying. It was Grace’s rather loud sobs which awakened the sort of

trance which fell over the girls.

Kitty sprang to her feet. “Now, look here, Gracie, you don’t intend to

go on in that silly way because a girl like that common, poor,

good-for-nothing creature chooses to set herself up against us! She

can’t do _us_ any harm; the only thing she’ll effect will be that, in

all probability, suspicion will be fastened on her. I mean it to be

fastened on her too. I shall see about it; it isn’t at all impossible.

No, I shall say nothing at the present moment, but I’ll say something

presently. You wait and see—you wait and see.”

With these words Kitty stretched herself, yawned, and left the

sitting-room. The other girls looked at one another. Grace had now

stopped crying.

“I didn’t like it a bit,” said Sophia.

“Nor I,” said Grace.

“Nor I,” said Anne.

“I wish,” said Sophia, “I was as brave as Hannah. I respect Hannah more

than I ever thought I could respect any one.”

“I wish one thing,” said Grace, “and it is this—that Kitty hadn’t such a

fearful hold over me.”

“And over me too,” said Anne.

“Look here, Anne,” suddenly said Sophia, “you have given me two

sovereigns to buy a frock. I’d rather you took them back; won’t you,

please; won’t you?”

“Oh I don’t mind; but you can keep them if you like; it won’t make any

difference.”

“No, I’d really rather not have them; but don’t tell _her_ that I’ve

given them back to you.”

“No fear, Sophy. I want to say something to you. Do you know that last

summer Kitty was with us for a week? Father won’t let her come any more.

I can’t make out what father found out; but she’s coaxing us now—she’s

coaxing us both—to get her an invitation for Christmas, and _we can’t do

it_. It’s jolly awkward, because, of course, we are very fond of her.”

“I’m not fond of her,” said Sophia. “I wish she wasn’t so powerful

though, but I suppose we must go on with this.”

“We certainly must; there’s no help at all for it; it wouldn’t do to

have Kitty for our enemy,” said both the Dodd girls.

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