I had finished at length, and he burst out at me:

"You little scamp, you have all the luck! I never saw such a boy! Well

do they call you Félix! Mordieu, here I lie lapped in bed like a baby,

while you go forth knight-erranting. I must lie here with old Galen for

all company, while you bandy words with the Generalissimo himself! And

make faces at Lucas, and kiss the hands of mademoiselle! But I'll stand

it no longer. I'm done with lying abed and letting you have all the fun.

No; to-day I shall take part myself."

"But monsieur's arm--"

"Pshaw, it is well!" he cried. "It is a scratch--it is nothing. Pardieu,

it takes more than that to put a St. Quentin out of the reckoning.

To-day is no time for sloth; I must act."

"Monsieur--" I began, but he broke in on me:

"Nom de dieu, Félix, are we to sit idle while mademoiselle is carried

off by that beast Lucas?"

"Of course not," I said. "I was only trying to ask what monsieur meant

to do."

"To take the moon in my teeth," he cried.

"Yes, monsieur, but how?"

"Ah, if I knew!"

He stared at me as if he would read the answer in my face, but he found

it as blank as the wall. He flung away and made a turn down the room,

and came back to seize me by the arm.

"How are we to do it, Félix?" he demanded.

But I could only shrug my shoulders and answer:

"Sais pas."

He paced the floor once more, and presently faced me again with the

declaration:

"Lucas shall have her only over my dead body."

"He will only have her own dead body," I said.

He turned away abruptly and stood at the window, looking out with

unseeing eyes. "Lorance--Lorance," he murmured to himself. I think he

did not know he spoke aloud.

"If I could get word to her--" he went on presently. "But I can't send

you again. Should I write a letter--But letters are mischievous. They

fall into the wrong hands, and then where are we?"

"Monsieur," I suggested, "if I could get a letter into the hands of

Pierre, that lackey who befriended me--" But he shook his head.

"They know you about the place. It were safer to despatch one of these

inn-men--if any had the sense to go rein in hand. Hang me if I don't

think I'll go myself!"

"Monsieur," I said, "Lucas swore by all things sacred that he would

never molest you more. Therefore you will do well to keep out of his

way."

"My faith, Félix," he laughed, "you take a black view of mankind."

"Not of mankind, M. Étienne. Only of Lucas. Not of Monsieur, or you, or

Vigo."

"And of Mayenne?"

"I don't make out Mayenne," I answered. "I thought he was the worst of

the crew. But he let me go. He said he would, and he did."

"Think you he meant to let you go from the first?"

"Who knows?" I said, shrugging. "Lucas is always lying. But

Mayenne--sometimes he lies and sometimes not. He's base, and then again

he's kind. You can't make out Mayenne."

"He does not mean you shall," M. Étienne returned. "Yet the key is not

buried. He is made up, like all the rest of us, of good and bad."

"Monsieur," I said, "if there is any bad in the St. Quentins I, for one,

do not know it."

"Ah, Félix," he cried, "you may believe that till doomsday--you will--of

Monsieur."

His face clouded a little, and he fell silent. I knew that, besides his

thoughts of his lady, came other thoughts of his father. He sat gravely

silent. But of last night's bitter distress he showed no trace. Last

night he had not been able to take his eyes from the miserable past; but

to-day he saw the future. A future not altogether flowery, perhaps, but

one which, however it turned out, should not repeat the old mistakes and

shames.

"Félix," he said at length, "I see nothing for it but to eat my pride."

I kept still in the happy hope that I should hear just what I longed to;

he went on:

"I swore then that I would never darken his doors again; I was mad with

anger; so was he. He said if I went with Gervais I went forever."

"Monsieur, if you repent your hot words, so does he."

"I must e'en give him the chance. If he do repent them, it were

churlish to deny him the opportunity to tell me so. If he still maintain

them, it were cowardly to shrink from hearing it. No, whatever Monsieur

replies, I must go tell him I repent."

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