CHAPTER XXXIV.

THE CLOUD BURSTS.

The shadow of that awful cloud which had desolated other places now

began to darken the boundaries of the plantation of Canema. No disease

has ever more fully filled out the meaning of those awful words of

Scripture, "The pestilence that walketh in darkness." None has been more

irregular, and apparently more perfectly capricious, in its movements.

During the successive seasons that it has been epidemic in this country,

it has seemed to have set at defiance the skill of the physicians. The

system of medical tactics which has been wrought out by the painful

experience of one season seems to be laughed to scorn by the varying

type of the disease in the next. Certain sanitary laws and conditions

would seem to be indispensable; yet those who are familiar with it have

had fearful experience how like a wolf it will sometimes leap the

boundaries of the best and most carefully-guarded fold, and, spite of

every caution and protection, sweep all before it.

Its course through towns and villages has been equally singular.

Sometimes descending like a cloud on a neighborhood, it will leave a

single village or town untouched amidst the surrounding desolations, and

long after, when health is restored to the whole neighborhood, come down

suddenly on the omitted towns, as a ravaging army sends back a party for

prey to some place which has been overlooked or forgotten. Sometimes,

entering a house, in twenty-four hours it will take all who are in it.

Sometimes it will ravage all the city except some one street or

locality, and then come upon that, while all else is spared. Its course,

upon southern plantations, was marked by similar capriciousness, and was

made still more fatal by that peculiar nature of plantation life which

withdraws the inmates so far from medical aid.

When the first letters were received describing the progress of it in

northern cities, Aunt Nesbit felt much uneasiness and alarm. It is

remarkable with what tenacity people often will cling to life, whose

enjoyments in it are so dull and low that a bystander would scarcely

think them worth the struggle of preservation. When at length the

dreaded news began to be heard from one point and another in their

vicinity, Aunt Nesbit said, one day, to Nina,--

"Your cousins, the Gordons, in E., have written to us to leave the

plantation, and come and spend some time with them, till the danger is

over."

"Why," said Nina, "do they think the cholera can't come there?"

"Well," said Aunt Nesbit, "they have their family under most excellent

regulations; and, living in a town so, they are within call of a doctor,

if anything happens."

"Aunt," said Nina, "perhaps you had better go; but I will stay with my

people."

"Why, don't you feel afraid, Nina?"

"No, aunt, I don't. Besides, I think it would be very selfish for me to

live on the services of my people all my life, and then run away and

leave them alone when a time of danger comes. The least I can do is to

stay and take care of them."

This conversation was overheard by Harry, who was standing with his back

to them, on the veranda, near the parlor door where they were sitting.

"Child," said Aunt Nesbit, "what do you suppose you can do? You haven't

any experience. Harry and Milly can do a great deal better than you can.

I'll leave Milly here. It's our first duty to take care of our health."

"No, aunt, I think there are some duties before that," said Nina. "It's

true I haven't a great deal of strength, but I have courage; and I know

my going away would discourage our people, and fill them with fear; and

that, they say, predisposes to the disease. I shall get the carriage up,

and go directly over to see the doctor, and get directions and

medicines. I shall talk to our people, and teach them what to do, and

see that it is done. And, when they see that I am calm, and not afraid,

they will have courage. But, aunt, if you are afraid, I think you had

better go. You are feeble; you can't make much exertion; and if you feel

any safer or more comfortable, I think it would be best. I should like

to have Milly stay, and she, Harry, and I, will be a board of health to

the plantation."

"Harry," she said, "if you'll get up the carriage, we'll go

immediately."

Again Harry felt the bitterness of his soul sweetened and tranquillized

by the noble nature of her to whose hands the law had given the chain

which bound him. Galling and intolerable as it would have been

otherwise, he felt, when with her, that her service was perfect freedom.

He had not said anything to Nina about the contents of the letter which

he had received from his sister. He saw that it was an evil which she

had no power over, and he shrank from annoying her with it. Nina

supposed that his clouded and troubled aspect was caused wholly by the

solicitude of responsibility.

In the same carriage which conveyed her to the town sat Aunt Nesbit

also, and her cap-boxes, whose importance even the fear of the cholera

could not lessen in her eyes. Nina found the physician quite _au fait_

on the subject. He had been reading about miasma and animalculæ, and he

entertained Nina nearly half an hour with different theories as to the

cause of the disease, and with the experiments which had been made in

foreign hospitals.

Among the various theories, there was one which appeared to be his

particular pet; and Nina couldn't help thinking, as he stepped about so

alertly, that he almost enjoyed the prospect of putting his discoveries

to the test. By dint, however, of very practical and positive questions,

Nina drew from him all the valuable information which he had to give

her; and he wrote her a very full system of directions, and put up a

case of medicines for her, assuring her that he should be happy to

attend in person if he had time.

On the way home, Nina stopped at Uncle John Gordon's plantation, and

there had the first experience of the difference between written

directions for a supposed case, and the actual, awful realities of the

disease. Her Uncle John had been seized only half an hour before, in the

most awful manner. The household was all in terror and confusion, and

the shrieks and groans of agony which proceeded from his room were

appalling. His wife, busy with the sufferer, did not perceive that the

messengers who had been sent in haste for the doctor were wringing their

hands in fruitless terror, running up and down the veranda, and doing

nothing.

"Harry," said Nina, "take out one of the carriage-horses, and ride quick

for your life, and bring the doctor over here in a minute!"

In a few moments the thing was done, and Harry was out of sight. She

then walked up to the distracted servants, and commanded them, in a tone

of authority, to cease their lamentations. Her resolute manner, and the

quiet tone of voice which she preserved, acted as a sedative on their

excited nerves. She banished all but two or three of the most reasonable

from the house, and then went to the assistance of her aunt.

Before long the doctor arrived. When he had been in the sick room a few

moments, he came out to make some inquiries of Nina, and she could not

help contrasting the appalled and confounded expression of his

countenance with the dapper, consequential air, with which, only two

hours before, he had been holding forth to her on animalculæ and miasma.

"The disease," he said, "presented itself in an entirely different

aspect from what he had expected. The remedies," he said, "did not work

as he anticipated; the case was a peculiar one."

Alas! before the three months were over, poor doctor, you found many

peculiar cases!

"Do you think you can save his life?" said Nina.

"Child, only God can save him!" said the physician; "nothing works

right."

But why prolong the torture of that scene, or rehearse the struggles,

groans, and convulsions? Nina, poor flowery child of seventeen summers,

stood with the rest in mute despair. All was tried that could be done or

thought of; but the disease, like some blind, deaf destroyer, marched

on, turning neither to right nor left, till the cries and groans grew

fainter, the convulsed muscles relaxed, and the strong, florid man lay

in the last stages of that fearful collapse which in one hour shrivels

the most healthy countenance and the firmest muscles to the shrunken

and withered image of decrepit old age. When the breath had passed, and

all was over, Nina could scarcely believe that that altered face and

form, so withered and so worn, could have been her healthy and joyous

uncle, and who never had appeared healthier and more joyous than on that

morning. But, as a person passing under the foam and spray of Niagara

clings with blind confidence to a guide whom he feels, but cannot see,

Nina, in this awful hour, felt that she was not alone. The Redeemer,

all-powerful over death and the grave, of whom she had been thinking so

much of late, seemed to her sensibly near. And it seemed to her as if a

voice said to her, continually, "Fear not, for I am with thee. Be not

dismayed, for I am thy God."

"How calm you are, my child!" said Aunt Maria to her. "I wouldn't have

thought it was in you. I don't know what we should do without you."

But now a frightful wail was heard.

"Oh, we are all dying! we are all going! Oh, missis, come quick! Peter

has got it! Oh, daddy has got it! Oh, my child! my child!"

And the doctor, exhausted as he was by the surprise and excitement of

this case, began flying from one to another of the cabins, in the

greatest haste. Two or three of the house-servants also seemed to be

struck in the same moment, and only the calmness and courage which Nina

and her aunt maintained prevented a general abandonment to panic. Nina

possessed that fine, elastic temperament which, with the appearance of

extreme delicacy, possesses great powers of endurance. The perfect

calmness which she felt enabled her to bring all her faculties to bear

on the emergency.

"My good aunty, you mustn't be afraid! Bring out your religion; trust in

God," she said, to the cook, who was wringing her hands in terror.

"Remember your religion; sing some of your hymns, and do your duty to

the sick."

There is a magic power in the cheerful tone of courage, and Nina

succeeded in rallying the well ones to take care of the sick; but now

came a messenger, in hot haste, to say that the cholera had broken out

on the plantation at home.

"Well, Harry," said Nina, with a face pale, yet unmoved, "our duty calls

us away."

And, accompanied by the weary physician, they prepared to go back to

Canema. Before they had proceeded far, a man met them on horseback.

"Is Dr. Butler with you?"

"Yes," said Nina, putting her head out of the carriage.

"Oh, doctor, I've been riding all over the country after you. You must

come back to town this minute! Judge Peters is dying! I'm afraid he is

dead before this time, and there's a dozen more cases right in that

street. Here, get on to my horse, and ride for your life."

The doctor hastily sprang from the carriage, and mounted the horse;

then, stopping a moment, he cast a look of good-natured pity on the

sweet, pale face that was leaning out of the carriage window.

"My poor child," he said, "I can't bear to leave you. Who will help

you?"

"God," said Nina; "I am not afraid!"

"Come, come," said the man, "do hurry!" And, with one hasty glance more,

he was gone.

"Now, Harry," said Nina, "everything depends upon our keeping up our

courage and our strength. We shall have no physician. We must just do

the best we can. After all, it is our Lord Jesus that has the keys of

death, and _he_ loved us and died for us. He will certainly be with us."

"Oh, Miss Nina, you are an angel!" said Harry, who felt at that moment

as if he could have worshipped her.

Arrived at home, Nina found a scene of terror and confusion similar to

that she had already witnessed. Old Hundred lay dead in his cabin, and

the lamenting crowd, gathering round, were yielding to the full tide of

fear and excitement, which predisposed them to the same fate. Nina rode

up immediately to the group. She spoke to them calmly; she silenced

their outcries, and bade them obey her.

"If you wish, all of you, to die," she said, "this is the way towards

it; but, if you'll keep quiet and calm, and do what ought to be done,

your lives may be saved. Harry and I have got medicines--we understand

what to do. You must follow our directions exactly."

Nina immediately went to the house, and instructed Milly, Aunt Rose,

and two or three of the elderly women, in the duties to be done. Milly

rose up, in this hour of terror, with all the fortitude inspired by her

strong nature.

"Bress de Lord," she said, "for his grace to you, chile! De Lord is a

shield. He's been wid us in six troubles, and he'll be wid us in seven.

We can sing in de swellings of Jordan."

Harry, meanwhile, was associating to himself a band of the most reliable

men on the place, and endeavoring in the same manner to organize them

for action. A messenger was dispatched immediately to the neighboring

town for unlimited quantities of the most necessary medicines and

stimulants. The plantation was districted off, and placed under the care

of leaders, who held communication with Harry. In the course of two or

three hours, the appalling scene of distress and confusion was reduced

to the resolute and orderly condition of a well-managed hospital.

Milly walked the rounds in every direction, appealing to the religious

sensibilities of the people, and singing hymns of trust and confidence.

She possessed a peculiar voice, suited to her large development of

physical frame, almost as deep as a man's bass, with the rich softness

of a feminine tone; and Nina could now and then distinguish, as she was

moving about the house or grounds, that triumphant tone, singing,--

"God is my sun,

And he my shade,

To guard my head,

By night or noon.

Hast thou not given thy word

To save my soul from death?

And I can trust my Lord,

To keep my mortal breath.

I'll go and come,

Nor fear to die,

Till from on high

Thou call me home."

The house that night presented the aspect of a beleaguered garrison.

Nina and Milly had thrown open all the chambers; and such as were

peculiarly exposed to the disease, by delicacy of organization or

tremulousness of nervous system, were allowed to take shelter there.

"Now, chile," said Milly, when all the arrangements had been made, "you

jes lie down and go to sleep in yer own room. I see how 'tis with you;

de spirit is willing, but de flesh is weak. Chile, dere isn't much of

you, but dere won't nothing go widout you. So, you take care of yerself

first. Never you be 'fraid! De people's quiet now, and de sick ones is

ben took care of, and de folks is all doing de best dey can. So, now,

you try and get some sleep; 'cause if _you_ goes we shall _all_ go."

Accordingly Nina retired to her room, but before she lay down she wrote

to Clayton:--

"We are all in affliction here, my dear friend. Poor Uncle John

died this morning of the cholera. I had been to E---- to see a

doctor and provide medicines. When I came back I thought I would

call a few moments at the house, and I found a perfect scene of

horror. Poor uncle died, and there are a great many sick on the

place now; and while I was thinking that I would stay and help

aunt, a messenger came in all haste, saying that the disease had

broken out on our place at home.

"We were bringing the doctor with us in our carriage, when we met a

man riding full speed from E----, who told us that Judge Peters was

dying, and a great many others were sick on the same street. When

we came home we found the poor old coachman dead, and the people in

the greatest consternation. It took us some time to tranquillize

them and to produce order, but that is now done. Our house is full

of the sick and the fearful ones. Milly and Harry are firm and

active, and inspire the rest with courage. About twenty are taken

with the disease, but not as yet in a violent way. In this awful

hour I feel a strange peace, which the Bible truly says 'passeth

all understanding.' I see, now, that though the world and all that

is in it should perish, 'Christ can give us a beautiful immortal

life.' I write to you because, perhaps, this may be the only

opportunity. If I die, do not mourn for me, but thank God, who

giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. But, then, I

trust, I shall not die. I hope to live in this world, which is more

than ever beautiful to me. Life has never been so valuable and dear

as since I have known you. Yet I have such trust in the love of my

Redeemer, that, if _he_ were to ask me to lay it down, I could do

it almost without a sigh. I would follow the Lamb whithersoever he

goeth. Perhaps the same dreadful evil is around you,--perhaps at

Magnolia Grove. I will not be selfish in calling you here, if Anne

needs you more. Perhaps she has not such reliable help as Harry and

Milly are to me. So do not fear, and do not leave any duty for me.

Our Father loves us, and will do nothing amiss. Milly walks about

the entries singing. I love to hear her sing, she sings in such a

grand triumphant tone. Hark, I hear her now!

'I'll go and come,

Nor fear to die,

Till from on high

Thou call me home.'

"I shall write you every mail, now, till we are better.

"Living or dying, ever your own

"NINA."

After writing this, Nina lay down and slept--slept all night as quietly

as if death and disease were not hanging over her head. In the morning

she rose and dressed herself, and Milly, with anxious care, brought to

her room some warm coffee and crackers, which she insisted on her taking

before she left her apartment.

"How are they all, Milly?" said Nina.

"Well, chile," said Milly, "de midnight cry has been heard among us.

Aunt Rose is gone; and Big Sam, and Jack, and Sally, dey's all gone; but

de people is all more quiet, love, and dey's determined to stand it

out!"

"How is Harry?" said Nina, in a tremulous voice.

"He isn't sick; he has been up all night working over de sick, but he

keeps up good heart. De older ones is going to have a little

prayer-meeting after breakfast, as a sort of funeral to dem dat's dead;

and, perhaps, Miss Nina, you'd read us a chapter."

"Certainly I will," said Nina.

It was yet an early hour, when a large circle of family and plantation

hands gathered together in the pleasant, open saloon, which we have so

often described. The day was a beautiful one; the leaves and shrubbery

round the veranda moist and tremulous with the glittering freshness of

morning dew. There was a murmur of tenderness and admiration as Nina, in

a white morning-wrapper, and a cheek as white, came into the room.

"Sit down, all my friends," she said, "sit down," looking at some of the

plantation men, who seemed to be diffident about taking the sofa, which

was behind them; "it's no time for ceremony now. We are standing on the

brink of the grave, where all are equal. I'm glad to see you so calm and

so brave. I hope your trust is in the Saviour, who gives us the victory

over death. Sing," she said. Milly began the well-known hymn:

"And must this feeble body fail,

And must it faint and die?

My soul shall quit this gloomy vale,

And soar to realms on high;

"Shall join the disembodied saints,

And find its long-sought rest;

That only rest for which it pants,

On the Redeemer's breast."

Every voice joined, and the words rose triumphant from the very gates of

the grave. When the singing was over, Nina, in a tremulous voice, which

grew clearer as she went on, read the undaunted words of the ancient

psalm:--

"He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under

the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and

my fortress. My God, in him will I trust. Surely he shall deliver thee

from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. He shall

cover thee with his feathers. Under his wings shalt thou trust. Thou

shalt not be afraid for the terror by night, nor for the arrow that

flieth by day, nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness, nor for

the destruction that wasteth at noonday. A thousand shall fall by thy

side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh

thee. He shall give his angels charge over thee to keep thee in all thy

ways."

"It is possible," said Nina, "that we may, some of us, be called away.

But, to those that love Christ, there is no fear in death. It is only

going home to our Father. Keep up courage, then!"

In all cases like this, the first shock brings with it more terror than

any which succeeds. The mind can become familiar with anything, even

with the prospect of danger and death, so that it can appear to be an

ordinary condition of existence. Everything proceeded calmly on the

plantation; and all, stimulated by the example of their young mistress,

seemed determined to meet the exigency firmly and faithfully. In the

afternoon of the second day, as Nina was sitting in the door, she

observed the wagon of Uncle Tiff making its way up the avenue; and, with

her usual impulsiveness, ran down to meet her humble friend.

"Oh, Tiff, how do you do, in these dreadful times!"

"Oh, Miss Nina," said the faithful creature, removing his hat, with

habitual politeness, "ef yer please, I's brought de baby here, 'cause

it's drefful sick, and I's been doing all I could for him, and he don't

get no better. And I's brought Miss Fanny and Teddy, 'cause I's 'fraid

to leave 'em, 'cause I see a man yesterday, and he tell me dey was dying

eberywhar on all de places round."

"Well," said Nina, "you have come to a sorrowful place, for they are

dying here, too! But, if you feel any safer here, you and the children

may stay, and we'll do for you just as we do for each other. Give me the

baby, while you get out. It's asleep, isn't it?"

"Yes, Miss Nina, it's 'sleep pretty much all de time, now."

Nina carried it up the steps, and put it into the arms of Milly.

"It's sleeping nicely," she said.

"Ah, honey!" said Milly, "it'll neber wake up out of dat ar! Dat ar

sleep an't de good kind!"

"Well," said Nina, "we'll help him take care of it, and we'll make room

for him and the children, Milly; because we have medicines and

directions, and they have nothing out there."

So Tiff and his family took shelter in the general fortress. Towards

evening, the baby died. Tiff held it in his arms to the very last; and

it was with difficulty that Nina and Milly could persuade him that the

little flickering breath was gone forever. When forced to admit it, he

seemed for a few moments perfectly inconsolable. Nina quietly opened her

Testament, and read to him:--

"And they brought little children unto him, that he should touch them;

and his disciples rebuked those that brought them. But Jesus said,

Suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them not, for of such

is the kingdom of heaven."

"Bressed Lord!" said Tiff, "I'll gib him up, I will! I won't hold out no

longer! I won't forbid him to go, if it does break my old heart! Laws,

we's drefful selfish! But de por little ting, he was getting so pretty!"

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