VIII--THIS BUD OF LOVE

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|It was mid-August and twenty minutes to eight in the evening. The

double rows of maples threw spreading shadows over the pavement,

sidewalk and lawns of Hazel Avenue. From dim houses, set far back amid

trees and shrubs, giving a homy village quality to the darkness, came

through screened doors and curtained 'bay' windows the yellow glow of

oil lamps and the whiter shine of electric lights. Here and there a

porch light softly illuminated a group of young people; their chatter

and laughter, with perhaps a snatch of song, floating pleasantly out

on the soft evening air. Around on a side street, sounding faintly,

a youthful banjoist with soft fingers and inadequate technique was

struggling with _The March Past_.

Moving in a curious, rather jerky manner along the street, now walking

swiftly, nervously, now hesitating, even stopping, in some shadowy spot,

came a youth of twenty (going on twenty-one). He wore--though all these

details were hardly distinguishable even in the patches of light at the

street corners, where arc lamps sputtered whitely--neatly pressed white

trousers, a 'sack' coat of blue serge, a five-dollar straw hat, silk

socks of a pattern and a silken 'four-in-hand' tie. He carried a cane of

thin bamboo that he whipped and flicked at the grass and rattled lightly

along the occasional picket fence except when he was fussing at the

light growth on his upper lip. Under his left arm was a square package

that any girl of Sunbury would have recognised instantly, even in the

shadows, as a two-pound box of Devoe's chocolates.

If you had chanced to be a resident of Sunbury at this period you would

have known that the youth was Henry Calverly, 3rd. Though you might have

had no means of knowing that he was about to 'call' on Cicely Hamlin.

Or, except perhaps from his somewhat spasmodic locomotion, that he was

in a state of considerable nervous excitement.

Not that Henry hadn't called on many girls in his day. He had. But he

had called only once before on Cicely (the other time had been that

invitation to dinner for which her aunt was really responsible) and had

then, in a burning glow of temperament, read her his stories!

How he had read! And read! And read! Until midnight and after. She had

been enthusiastic, too.

But he wasn't in a glow now. Certain small incidents had lately brought

him to the belief that Cicely Hamlin lacked the pairing-off instinct so

common among the young of Sunbury. She had been extra nice to him; true.

But the fact stood that she was not 'going with' him. Not in the

Sunbury sense of the phrase. A baffling, disturbing aura of impersonally

pleasant feeling held him at a distance.

So he was just a young fellow setting forth, with chocolates, to call on

a girl. A girl who could be extra nice to you and then go out of her

way to maintain pleasant acquaintance with the others, your rivals, your

enemies. Almost as if she felt she had been a little too nice and wished

to strike a balance; at least he had thought of that. A girl who had

been reared strangely in foreign convents; who didn't know _The Spanish

Cavalier_ or _Seeing Nellie Home_ or _Solomon Levi_, yet did know,

strangely, that the principal theme in Dvorak's extremely new 'New

World' symphony was derived from _Swing Low, Sweet Chariot_ (which

illuminating fact had stirred Henry to buy, regardless, the complete

piano score of that symphony and struggle to pick out the themes on

Humphrey's piano at the rooms). A girl who had never seen De Wolf Hopper

in _Wang_, or the Bostonians in _Robin Hood_, or Sothem in The Prisoner

of Zenda, or Maude Adams or Ethel Barrymore or _anything_. A girl who

had none of the direct, free and easy ways of the village young; you

couldn't have started a rough-house with her--mussed her hair, or

galloped her in the two-step. A girl who wasn't stuck up, or anything

like that, who seemed actually shy at times, yet subtly repressed you,

made you wish you could talk like the fellow's that had gone to Harvard.

In view of these rather remarkable facts I think it really was a tribute

to Cicely Hamlin that the many discussions of her as a conspicuous

addition to the youngest set had boiled down to the single descriptive

adjective, 'tactful.' Though the characterisation seems not altogether

happy; for the word, to me, connotes something of conscious skill

and management--as my Crabb put it: 'TACTFUL. See Diplomatic'--and

Cicely was not, certainly not in those days, a manager.

Henry, muttered softly, as he walked.

'I'll hand it to her when she comes in.

'No, she'll shake hands and it might get in the way.

'Put it on the table--that's the thing!--on a corner where she'll see

it.

'Then some time when we can't think of anything to talk about, I'll

say--“Thought you might like a few chocolates.” Sorta offhand. Prevent

there being a lull in the conversation.

'Better begin calling her Cicely.'

'Why not? Shucks! Can't go on with “You” and “Say!” Why can't I just do

it naturally? The way Herb would, or Elbow, or those fellows.

'“How'd' you do, Cicely! Come on, let's take a walk.”

'No. “Good-evening, Cicely. I thought maybe you'd like to take a walk.

There's a moonrise over the lake about half-past eight.” That's better.

'Wonder if Herb'll be there. He'd hardly think to come so early, though.

Be all right if I can get her away from the house by eight.'

He paused, held up his watch to the light from the corner, then rushed

on.

'Maybe she'd ask me to sit him out, anyway.'

But his lips clamped shut on this. It was just the sort of thing Cicely

wouldn't do. He knew it.

'What if she won't go out!'

This sudden thought brought bitterness. A snicker had run its course

about town--in his eager self-absorption he had wholly forgotten--when

Alfred Knight, confident in an engagement to call, had hired a horse and

buggy at McAllister's. The matter of an evening drive _a deux_ had

been referred to Cicely's aunt. As a result the horse had stood hitched

outside more than two hours only to be driven back to the livery, stable

by the gloomy Al.

'Shucks, though! Al's a fish! Don't blame her!'

He walked stiffly in among the trees and shrubs of the old Dexter Smith

place and mounted the rather imposing front steps.

That purchase of the Dexter Smith place was typical of Madame Watt at

the time. She was riding high. She had money. Two acres of lawn, fine

old trees, a great square house of Milwaukee brick, high spacious rooms

with elaborately moulded plaster ceilings and a built-on conservatory

and a barn that you could keep half a dozen carriages in! It was one of

only four or five houses in Sunbury that the _Voice_ and the _Gleaner_

rejoiced to call 'mansions.' And it was the only one that could have

been bought. The William B. Snows, like the Jenkinses and the de

Casselles (I don't know if it has been explained before that the

accepted local pronunciation was Dekasells,) lived in theirs. And even

after the elder Dexter Smith died Mrs Smith would hardly have sold the

place if the children hadn't nagged her into it. Young Dex wanted to

go to New York. And at that it was understood that Madame Watt paid two

prices.

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A uniformed butler showed Henry into the room that he would have called

the front parlour. Though there was another much like it across the wide

hall. There was a 'back parlour,' with portières between. Out there, he

knew, between centre table and fireplace, the Senator and Madame might

even now be sitting.

He listened, on the edge of a huge plush and walnut chair, for the

rustle of the Senator's paper, or Madame's deep, always startling voice.

There was no sound. Save that somewhere upstairs, far off, a door

opened; then footsteps very faint. And silence again.

Henry looked, fighting down misgivings, at the heavily framed

oil paintings on the wall. One, of a life-boat going out through

mountainous waves to a wreck, he had always heard was remarkably fine.

Fastened over the bow of the boat was a bit of real rope that had

provoked critical controversy when the picture was first exhibited in

Chicago.

He glanced down, discovered the box of chocolates on his knees, and

hurriedly placed it on the corner of the inevitable centre table. Then

he fussed nervously with his moustache; adjusted his tie, wondering

if the stick pin should be higher; pulled down his cuffs; and sat up

stiffly again.

'Maybe she ain't home,' he thought weakly. 'That fella said he'd see.'

'Maybe I oughta've asked if she'd be in.'

The silence deepened, spread, settled about him. He wished she would

come down. There was danger, he knew, that his few painfully thought-out

conversational openings would leave him. He would be an embarrassed,

quite speechless young man. For he was as capable, even now, at twenty,

almost at twenty-one, of speechlessness as of volubility. Either might

happen to him, at any moment, from the smallest, least foreseeable of

causes.

And there was something oppressive about the stillness of this cavernous

old house with its sound-proof partitions and its distances. And that

silent machine of a butler. It wasn't like calling at Martha Caldwell's,

in the old days, where you could hear the Swedish cook crashing around

in the kitchen and Martha moving around upstairs before she came down.

Here you wouldn't so much as know there was a kitchen.

Then, suddenly, sharp as a blow out of the stillness came a series of

sounds that froze the marrow in his bones, made him rigid on the edge of

that plush chair, his lips parted, his eyes staring, wrestling with

an impulse to dash out of the house; with another impulse to cough,

or shout, or play the piano, in some mad way to announce himself, yet

continuing to sit like a carved idol, in the grip of a paralysis of the

faculties.

There is nothing more painful to the young than the occasional

discovery, through the mask of social reticence, that the old have their

weak or violent moments.

Gossip, yes! But gossip rests lightly and briefly in young ears. Henry

had heard the Watts slyly ridiculed. There were whispers, of course.

Madame's career as a French countess--well, naturally Sunbury wondered.

And the long obscurity from which she had rescued Senator Watt raised

questions about that very quiet little man. So often men in political

life were tempted off the primly beaten track. And Henry, like the other

young people, had grinned in awed delight over the tale that Madame

swore at her servants. That was before he had so much as spoken to her

niece. And it had little or no effect on his attitude toward Madame

herself when he met her. She had at once taken her place in the

compartment of his thoughts reserved from earliest memory for his

elders, whose word was (at least in honest theory) law and to whom one

looked up with diffidence and a genuine if somewhat automatic respect.

The first of the disturbing sounds was Madame's voice, far-off but

ringing strong. Then a door opened--it must have been the dining-room

door; not the wide one that opened into the great front hall, but the

other, at the farther end of the 'back parlour.'

There was a brief lull. A voice could be heard, though--a man's voice,

low-pitched, deprecatory.

Then Madame's again. And stranger noises. The man's voice cried out in

quick protest; there was a rustle and then a crash like breaking china.

The Senator, hurrying a little, yet with a sort of dignity, walked out

into the hall. Henry could see him, first between the portières as he

left the room, then as he passed the hall door.

There was a rush and a torrent of passionately angry words from

the other room. An object--it appeared to be a paper weight or

ornament--came hurtling out into the hall. The Senator, who had

apparently gone to the closet by the door for his hat and stick--for he

came back into the hall with them--stepped back just in time to avoid

being struck. The object fell on the stair, landing with the sound of

solid metal.

'You come back here!' Madame's voice.

'I will not come back until you have had time to return to your senses,'

replied the Senator. He looked very small. He was always stilted

in speech; Humphrey had said that he talked like the _Congressional

Record_. 'This is a disgraceful scene. If you have the slightest regard

for my good name or your own you will at least make an effort to compose

yourself. Some one might be at the door at this moment. You are a

violent, ungoverned woman, and I am ashamed of you.'

'And you'--she was almost screaming now--'are the man who was glad to

marry me.'

He ignored this. 'If any one asks for me, I shall be at the Sunbury

Club.'

'Going to drink again, are you?'

'I think not.'

'If you do, you needn't come back. Do you hear? You needn't come back!'

He turned, and with a sort of strut went out the front door.

She started to follow. She did come as far as the portières. Henry had a

glimpse of her, her face red and distorted.

She turned back then, and seemed to be picking up the room. He could

hear sniffing and actually snorting as she moved about. There was a

brief silence. Then she crossed the hall, a big imposing person--even

in her tantrums she had presence--and went up the stairs, pausing on the

landing to pick up the object she had thrown. Her solid footfalls died

out on the thick carpets of the upper hall. A door opened, and slammed

faintly shut.

Silence again.

Henry found that he was clutching the arms of the chair.

'I must relax,' he thought vacantly; and drew a slow deep breath, as he

had been taught in a gymnasium class at the Y.M.C.A.

He brushed a hand across his eyes. Now that it was over, his temples

were pounding hotly, his nerves aquiver.

It was incredible. Yet it had happened. Before his eyes. A vulgar brawl;

a woman with a red face throwing things. And he was here in the house

with her. He might have to try to talk with her.

He considered again the possibility of slipping out. But that butler

had taken his name up. Cicely would be coming down any moment. Unless

she knew.

Did she know? Had she heard? Possibly not.

Henry got slowly, indecisively up and wandered to the piano; stood

leaning on it.

His eyes filled. All at once, in his mind's eye, he could see Cicely.

Particularly the sensitive mouth. And the alert brown eyes. And

the pretty way her eyebrows moved when she spoke or smiled or

listened--always with a flattering attention--to what you were saying.

He brought a clenched fist down softly on the piano.

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'Oh,' cried the voice of Cicely--'there you are! How nice of you to

come!'

She was standing--for a moment--in the doorway.

White of face, eyes burning, his fist still poised on the piano, he

stared at her.

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