III--THE STIMULANT

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|Miss Wombast looked up from her desk in the Sunbury Public Library and

beheld Henry Calverly, 3rd. Then with a slight fluttering of her pale,

blue-veined eyelids and a compression of her thin lips she looked down

again and in a neat practised librarian's hand finished printing out a

title on the-catalogue card before her.

For Henry Calverly was faintly disconcerting to her. Though it was only

eleven o'clock, and a Tuesday, he was attired in blue serge coat,

snow white trousers and (could she have seen through the desk) white

stockings and shoes. His white _négligé_ shirt was decorated at the neck

with a 'four-in-hand' of shimmering foulard, blue and green. In his

left hand was a rolled-up creamy-white felt hat and the crook of a thin

bamboo stick. With his right he fussed at the fringe on his upper lip,

which was somewhat nearer the moustache stage than it had been last

week. Behind his nose glasses and their pendant silk cord his face was

sober; the gray-blue eyes that (Miss Wombast knew) could blaze with

primal energy were gloomy, or at least tired; there was a furrow between

his blond eyebrow's. He had the air of a youth who wants earnestly to

concentrate without knowing quite how.

Miss Wombast was a distinctly 'literary' person. She read Meredith,

Balzac, De Maupassant, Flaubert, Zola, and Howells. She was living her

way into the developing later manner of Henry James. She talked, on

occasion, with an icy enthusiasm that many honest folk found irritating,

of Stevenson's style and of Walter Pater.

It was Miss Wombast's habit to look in her books for complete

identification of the living characters she met. She studied all of

them, coolly, critically, at boardinghouse and library. Naturally, when

a living individual refused to take his place among her gallery of book

types, she was puzzled. One such was Henry Calverly.

She had known something of his checkered career in high school, where

he had directed the glee club, founded and edited _The Boys' Journal_,

written a rather bright one-act play for the junior class. Indeed the

village in general had been mildly aware of Henry. He had stood out, and

Miss Wombast herself had sung a modest alto in the _Iolanthe_ chorus,

two years back, under Henry's direction and had found him impersonally,

ingenuously masterful and a subtly pleasing factor in her thought-world.

He had made a success of that mob. The big men of the village gave him a

dinner and a purse of gold. After all of which, his mother had died,

he had run, apparently, through his gifts and his earnings, and settled

down to a curiously petty reporting job, trotting up and down Simpson

Street collecting useless little items for _The Weekly Voice of

Sunbury_. Other young fellows of twenty either went to college or

started laying the foundations of a regular job in Chicago. Those that

amounted to anything. You could see pretty plainly ahead of each his

proper line of development. Yet here was Henry, who _had_ stood out,

working half-heartedly at the sort of job you associated with the

off-time of poor students, dressing altogether too conspicuously,

wasting hours--daytimes, when a young fellow ought to be working--with

this girl and that. For a long time it had been the Caldwell girl.

Lately she had seen him with that strikingly pretty but, she felt,

rather 'physical' young singer who was visiting the gifted but

whispered-about Mrs Arthur V. Henderson, of Lower Chestnut Avenue. Name

of Doge, or Doag, or something like that.

Henry himself had been whispered about. Very recently. He had been

seen at Hoffmann's Garden, up the shore, with a vulgar young woman in

extremely tight bloomers. Of the working girl type. Had her out on a

tandem. Drinking beer.

So it was, unable to forget those secretly stirring _Iolanthe_ days,

that Miss Wombast had looked about among her book types for a key to

Henry, but without success. He didn't appear to be in De Maupassant. Nor

in Balzac. In Meredith and James there was no one who said 'Yeah' and

'Gotta' and spoke with the crude if honest throat 'r' of the Middle West

and went with nice girls and vulgar girls and carried that silly cane

and wore the sillier moustache; who had, or had had, gifts of creation

and command, yet now, month in, month out, hung about Donovan's soda

fountain; who never smoked and, apart from the Hoffmann's Garden

incident, wasn't known to drink; and who, when you faced him, despite

the massed evidence, gave out an impression of earnest endeavour. Even

of moral purpose.

Had she known him better Miss Wombast would have found herself the more

puzzled. For Miss Wombast, despite her rather complicated reading,

still clung in some measure to the moralistic teachings of her youth,

believing that people either had what she thought of as character or

else didn't have it, that people were either industrious or lazy, bright

or stupid, vulgar or nice. Therefore the fact that Henry, while still

wrecking his stomach with fountain drinks and (a recently acquired

habit) with lemon meringue pie between meals, had not touched candy for

two years--not a chocolate cream, not even a gum drop!--and this by

sheer force of character, would have been confusing.

And to read his thoughts, as he stood there before her desk, would have

carried her confusion on into bewilderment.

Mostly these thoughts had to do with money, and bordered on the

desperate. Tentative little schemes for getting money--even a few

dollars--were forming and dissolving rapidly in his mind.

He was concerned because his sudden little flirtation with Corinne Doag,

after a flashing start, had lost its glow. Only the preceding evening.

He hadn't held her interest. The thrill had gone. Which plunged him into

moods and brought to his always unruly tongue the sarcastic words

that made matters worse. He was lunching down there to-day--he and

Humphrey--and dreaded it, with moments of a rather futile, flickering

hope. Deep intuition informed him that the one sure solution was money.

You couldn't get on with a girl without it. Just about so far, then

things dragged. And this, of course, brought him around the circle, back

to the main topic.

He was thinking about his clothes. They, at least, should move Corinne.

Along with the moustache, the cane, the cord on his glasses. He didn't

see how people could help being a little impressed. Miss Wombast, even,

who didn't matter. It seemed to him that she _was_ impressed.

He was thinking about Martha Caldwell., She was pretty frankly going

with James B. Merchant, Jr., now. Henry was jealous of James B.

Merchant, Jr. And about Martha his thoughts hovered with a tinge of

romantic sadness. He would like her to see him to-day, in these clothes,

with his moustache and cane.

He was wondering, with the dread that the prospect of mental effort

always roused in him, how on earth he was ever to write three whole

columns about the Annual Business Men's Picnic of the preceding

afternoon. Describing in humorous yet friendly detail the three-legged

race, the ball game between the fats and the leans, the dinner in the

grove, the concert by Foote's full band of twenty pieces, the purse

given to Charlie Waterhouse as the most popular man on Simpson Street.

He had a thick wad of notes up at the rooms, but his heart was not in

the laborious task of expanding them. He knew precisely what old

man Boice expected of him--plenty of 'personal mention' for all the

advertisers, giving space for space. Each day that he put it off

would make the task harder. If he didn't have the complete story in by

Thursday night, Humphrey would skin him alive; yet here it was Wednesday

morning, and he was planning to spend as much of the day as possible

with the increasingly unresponsive Corinne. Life was difficult!

He was aware of a morbid craving in his digestive tract. He decided to

get an ice-cream soda on the way back to the office. He would have liked

about half a pound of chocolate creams. The Italian kind, with all the

sweet in the white part. But here character intervened.

A corner of his mind dwelt unceasingly on queer difficult feelings that

came. These had flared out in the unpleasant incident of Mamie Wilcox

and the tandem; and again in the present flirtation with Corinne. In a

way that he found perplexing, this stir of emotion was related to

his gifts. He couldn't let one go without the other. There had been

moments--in the old days--when a feeling of power had surged through

him. It was a wonderful, irresistible feeling. Riding that wave, he

was equal to anything. But it had frightened him. The memory of it

frightened him now. He had put _Iolanthe_ through, it was true, but he

had also nearly eloped with Ernestine Lambert. He had completely lost

his head--debts, everything!

Yes, it was as well that Miss Wombast couldn't read his thoughts. She

wouldn't have known how to interpret them. She hadn't the capacity to

understand the wide swift stream of feeling down which an imaginative

boy floats all but rudderless into manhood. She couldn't know of his

pitifully inadequate little attempts to shape a course, to catch this

breeze and that, even to square around and breast the current of life.

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