CHAPTER XV.

“_The spiritual life is not an elaborate system, but a divine life--not

a book of Leviticus, but a Gospel of St. John._” --Bishop Walsuam How.

When Gabriel had watched the last glimpse of the pale puco gown

as Hilary turned the north-west corner of the cathedral, he went

despondently enough into the building itself to see whether any mischief

had been done by Waghorn and his adherents.

At first he could see no slightest trace of damage, but in the

north-east transept he encountered Major Locke, pacifying one of the

vergers who seemed much concerned at the prospect of “such a mort o’

clearin’ up,” as he expressed it.

“It shall be reported to Sir William Waller,” said the major; “but in

truth ’tis very hard to prevent the men from being stirred up and led

into mischief by these fanatic preachers.”

“What on earth induced them to attack Bishop Swinfield’s monument?”

exclaimed Gabriel, genuinely vexed to see that the old Bishop’s effigy

had been literally hacked to pieces.

“Well, it seems that Waghorn, this crazy carpenter fellow, lured them

on with tales of a crucifix, and it proved to be a bas-relief just above

this tomb. The men have scarce left a trace of it, but you can see the

outline on the wall. Then, quite against the Parliamentary order for

respecting the monuments of the dead, they must needs go and hew in

pieces this effigy. Hearing that mischief was afoot, I was fortunately

in time to order them out of the building before they grew more unruly.”

“I see they have hewn off the head without harming it,” said Gabriel,

stooping to pick it up from the corner into which it had been tossed.

“With your permission, sir, I will bear it to the Palace. Bishop Coke

will value it, and here it would but be cast away as rubbish.”

“Ay, sir, do,” said the verger. “The Bishop, God bless’un, he do set

great store by all old statutes, and so do his son, Dr. William Coke;

and Mistress Hilary Unett she takes after ’m; seems to run in the

family like. For my part, I be glad Waghorn set the soldiers on useless

stocks and stones and spared the glass windows, for the cathedral do be

mortal cold on windy days at service time.”

This, then, explained in part Hilary’s angry mood. Perhaps had they met

under less trying circumstances, she might have been less cruel. Very

sore at heart, Gabriel went out again, encountering Joscelyn Heyworth

not far from the Palace.

“What plunder are you carrying away, you sacrilegious man?” exclaimed

the young Captain, with his genial laugh. “When an honest man turns

thief he always betrays himself. What are you hiding under your scarf

ends?”

“A bishop’s head,” said Gabriel, grimly.

“Oh! so this explains some of the lady’s wrath.”

“Yes, no wonder she was angry. I am taking this to her

grandfather--Bishop Coke.”

“You would do much better to throw it down on the green, and give up the

whole connection. What have you to do now with bishops, either in stone

or in the flesh? And as to their granddaughters--may heaven preserve

me from ever again escorting home an episcopal lady. Like Benedick, ‘I

cannot endure my Lady Tongue.’”

“You don’t know her,” said Gabriel. “To-day she was very naturally

incensed.”

“Now be a sensible man, Gabriel, and cast that head into the kennel,

for I assure you its stony curls are not more stony than the heart of

Mistress Hilary.”

“Be silent!” said Gabriel, hotly. “I tell you that you do not know her.

_Tout comprendre c’est tout pardonner_, as the proverb hath it.”

“Then let us hope the lady will apply that sentiment to the cure of

her pride. For truly she knows much more of you than she did before I

crossed her path.”

“What do you mean?” said Gabriel, aware that Joscelyn was often daringly

outspoken and unconventional, and fearing that he might only have

angered Hilary the more.

“I told her of the night at Kineton, when, in your delirium the name of

Hilary was eternally on your lips.”

“So you have known all this time?”

“To be sure; and now she knows one or two eminently wholesome truths.”

“I fear you but annoyed her yet more. What did she say?”

“Well, she turned whiter than this old prelate’s head, and I could have

sworn she was going to soften. But nothing of the sort; she remained

as stony as this effigy, and so we parted with freezing politeness and

ceremony. Give her up, Gabriel; why let her make your life a misery?”

“You don’t understand her,” said, Gabriel, in a choked voice. “You have

not yet really seen her true self. As to giving her up--why, how should

I do that? I have loved her since we were children, and we Harfords do

not change.”

“So it seems,” said Joscelyn, ruefully. “Well, I’m hanged if anybody

should trouble my peace who had treated me with the consummate cruelty

she showed you to-day.”

Gabriel, without reply, turned in at the gateway of the Palace, feeling

that even his best friend somehow failed to help him, and quite prepared

to be refused an interview with the Bishop.

Strangely enough, however, it was the saintly old man who differed from

him on so many points in politics and theology who best understood him

at that time. He received him as if nothing had happened since their

last meeting, bidding him welcome with the same warmth and the same

perfect courtesy he had always shown him.

“They may abolish bishops,” thought Gabriel, “yet somehow the best

description of Bishop Coke will always be the title, ‘Right reverend

father in God?’”

The head of Bishop Swinfield, half-concealed by the ends of the broad

orange scarf which girded Gabriel’s buff coat, quickly attracted the old

prelate’s attention.

“I had heard of the mischief done just now,” he said. “I see you bring

me an unharmed fragment; I am glad you rescued that.”

“I thought, my lord, you would value it, and perhaps have it in safe

hiding till quieter times.”

“I will give it to my son, ’twill be safer in his care; and to tell

the truth, Mr. Harford, I cannot expect to live till quieter times.

These troubles are breaking my heart.”

“My lord, indeed ’twas scarce the fault of the soldiers that harm

was wrought in the cathedral; they were led on by a poor fanatic fellow

whose father was grievously misused by Dr. Laud.”

“And therein lies my worst sorrow,” said the Bishop, with a long sigh.

“Our system seemed to us right and good, yet it hath alienated the

people, and wholly failed. Believe me, Mr. Harford, I am not thinking of

the misguided zeal of your soldiers, but of my own mistaken zeal in the

past. Yet we meant well--God knows we meant well.”

Gabriel was silent. Before a humility and sorrow such as this words

seemed a profanation.

He glanced round the room, the very one in which he had offered his

services to the Parliament during the Earl of Stamford’s occupation

six months before. Again his eyes turned to the picture of Hilary as a

child, and the Bishop, noting this, asked if he had seen her, and by his

kindly sympathy gradually drew from him the whole story.

“’Tis no ill cure to set two sad folks to talk with each other,” he

said, a faint smile playing about his lips. “I am breaking my heart

over the direful strife betwixt Christian men, and you are breaking your

heart over a difference of opinion with the maiden you love. We must

both remember the apostle’s words, ‘Love never faileth.’ It seems to us

to have wholly failed now, and for the night of this life it may seem

so, but the day will dawn. For you, if God will, it may perchance, after

all, dawn here on this earth, though scarce for me.”

He crossed the room to a beautifully carved cabinet, and opening one of

the inner compartments, took out a miniature of Hilary.

“This,” he said, showing it to Gabriel, “was painted for me the autumn

you first went to London, and I always intended that at my death it

should be yours. I think you were right when that day in the cloisters

you said to me that the Harfords do not change, and in these troubled

times I shall like to know that you already have it in your keeping, for

I have a feeling that we shall not again meet in this world.” Gabriel,

with tears in his eyes, could only falteringly speak his thanks.

“Nay,” said the Bishop, cheerfully. “’Tis a pleasure to me to think it

will be some slight comfort to you, my son. And,” he added, with a quiet

laugh, “you were the first to make a presentation to me of good Bishop

Swinfield’s head, knowing my special feeling for the past dignitaries of

our Church. ’Tis but meet that I should acknowledge your courtesy by

the gift of my granddaughter’s head--a wilful maid, yet methinks one

that will some day ripen into a right noble woman. Believe me, my son,

she is worth waiting for.”

“I will wait a lifetime, if need be,” said Gabriel, looking at the sweet

face in the miniature--the Hilary that had been before the war. And

then, remembering past times, he made an enquiry as to the treatise on

the Epistle to the Colossians. The old Bishop shook his head, sadly.

“The war hath been the ruin of all books,” he said, ruefully. “They

tell me people will read naught nowadays but the war pamphlets which are

poured forth in shoals from the press. Or else they read the news books,

which, so far as I can learn, vie with each other in lying, and are

crammed with envy, hatred, malice and all uncharitableness. From the

curse of such weapons of the evil one, good Lord deliver us!”

The words came with all the more force because spoken by one so

habitually gentle, and Gabriel, watching the folded hands and the white

head bent in this heartfelt ejaculation, felt more than ever drawn to

the Bishop.

Never once had Bishop Coke repulsed him by the illogical arguments about

the divine right of the King to govern wrongfully, which were hurled at

the heads of the Parliamentarians by most Royalists. He kept altogether

on a higher plane where meeting was quite possible, and Gabriel was glad

enough to kneel for the old man’s blessing when they parted.

The citizens of Hereford had compounded with Sir William Waller for

£3,000, and when the fines had been collected in money or plate nothing

remained to detain the soldiers in the place.

On the evening of the seventeenth of May, therefore, Waller, hearing

that he was needed elsewhere, and unable to spare men to garrison

Hereford permanently for the Parliament, gave orders that the troops

should be ready to march back to Gloucester early the next morning.

By the time Gabriel was free from his duties it was already late, but

seeing that lights still burned in Mrs. Unett’s house, he ventured to

inquire at the door if she were worse.

“In truth, she is very ill, sir,” said Durdle, anxiously.

At the head of the stairs, in a nook where she could hear what passed,

but could neither see nor be seen, Hilary waited with a beating heart.

She was in grievous trouble, and the sound of her lover’s voice tempted

her sorely to run down and speak to him.

“Give her my kind regards, and I trust she will soon be recovered,”

said Gabriel. “’Tis late to knock you up, but I leave Hereford at dawn

to-morrow.”

Hilary’s heart sank.

“Shall I tell Mistress Hilary?” inquired Durdle. “Belike she would come

down.”

The girl waited in an agony of suspense for his reply.

“No, she hath thrice refused to speak with me,” he said, with a note of

pain in his voice that brought a lump into her throat. “I will trouble

her no further; good-bye, Mrs. Durdle.”

Like one struggling for life Hilary wrestled with her pride. “Go down

and speak to him,” urged one voice within her. “I can’t before Durdle,”

retorted another. “Go, go before it is too late!” “Nay, what could I say

if I did go?”

And then she learnt that he who hesitates is lost, for the door was

closed, and Durdle walked heavily back to the kitchen, and silence

reigned again in the house.

Hilary sat down on the top stair, and burying her face in her hands,

cried much after the fashion of a naughty child, who is half repentant

and altogether weary and miserable. Again and again she had refused

to see Gabriel, and had taken pleasure in the process; but now he had

declined to see her, and she felt that she was indeed hoist with her own

petard.

After this, with the kindest intentions in the world, Joscelyn Heyworth

set about the dangerous process of match-making on his friend’s behalf.

Supremely happy in the love of pretty Mistress Clemency Coriton, he no

sooner found himself talking alone with her at Mr. Bennett’s house in

the Close at Gloucester, than the remembrance of Gabriel Harford’s story

came to trouble his peace.

“Faith, and I have seen much of little Mistress Helena Locke,” said

Clemency. “She hath a dull time at Alderman Pury’s, and is ever glad to

come here and chat about her gallant rescuers.”

“She had no liking, then, for Colonel Norton, and did not resent being

carried off in that summary fashion?”

“Oh, she feared and detested Squire Norton, and to tell the truth--but

be sure you breathe no word of this--I have a fancy that she lost her

heart to your friend.”

“Ho! that is good hearing,” said Joscelyn, with a smile. “There is

nothing that would please me more than to see them mated, for in truth

he stands in need of just such a sweet-tempered gentle little woman,

being over-reserved and apt to grow melancholy over the desperate plight

the country is in.”

“Let us get my sister to invite the Major and his daughter and you and

your friend to supper to-morrow,” said Clemency. “Even should the notion

fail to come to anything, it can do them no harm to meet.”

So it came about that little Mistress Nell donned her prettiest white

gown the next evening, arranged her fair curls with anxious care, and,

with her blue eyes looking unusually bright, went with her father to the

gabled house in the Close.

Her rescuers had already arrived, but Helena had hardly a glance to

spare for Joscelyn Heyworth who, for all his six feet and his lion-like

mane of golden hair, was, for her, quite eclipsed by a shorter, slighter

man, with something in his sunburnt face and liquid hazel eyes which

appealed to her.

Gabriel greeted her with the easy cordiality of one whose deeper

feelings are not in the least touched.

“You suffered no ill-effects, I hope, from all your fatigues on the ride

to Gloucester,” he said.

“Oh! no,” said Helena, eagerly. “When once we were out of pistol range

it was enjoyable enough; but I hope I may never have to run again as we

did that night. Had you not both dragged me on I must have given up.”

Gabriel laughed.

“We were cruel only to be kind, but I grant you that the feeling of

being pursued is unpleasant. I had a longing to stay and fight it out

with that dastardly Colonel. But it would have been over great a

risk for you, and your safety was the main object. However, I have an

instinct that I shall meet the fellow again, and then maybe shall have a

chance of fighting him.”

At supper, in the panelled room below, Gabriel found himself between

Mistress Nell and his hostess, and _vis-à-vis_ with Major Locke, who

kept them all merry with his inexhaustible fund of stories.

“Who would think, to hear our laughter, that we were in the midst of a

deadly civil war?” said Faith Bennett. “We owe you a debt of gratitude,

sir. I have not made so merry for many a day.”

“Tell Mistress Bennett the story of the fisher-boy,” said Helena. “That

mightily tickled my fancy.”

“Oh, that is but a simple tale,” said the Major. “We were crossing some

wild country in Herefordshire, and, the day being foggy, had lost our

bearings, so I sent one of the men to ask the way of a lad that was

fishing in the Wye. He came back to say that he couldn’t understand the

boy’s language, and knowing something of dialect, I went to him myself

and said, ‘Which is the nearest way to Horn Lacy?’

“An unintelligible jabber was the response, so that I thought the lad

an innocent until I chanced to notice that he was munching a mouthful of

something.

“‘What have you got in your mouth?’ I asked, finding that he made no

haste to swallow his meal.

“‘Wumsh for bait,’ he muttered, trying to indicate by signs the nearest

road to Horn Lacy.”

There was a general laugh.

“Wasn’t it horrible?” said Mistress Nell. “Think of a mouthful of live

worms!”

“Is not Horn Lacy one of my Lord Scudamore’s estates?” asked Mr.

Bennett.

“Ay; he was taken prisoner in Hereford, but allowed to go to London on

parole. Horn Lacy was taxed £10 15s. By the bye, Captain Heyworth,

is there any truth in this report I hear, that Sir William Waller is

sending you to London shortly concerning Lord Scudamore’s affairs?”

“Yes, sir,” said Joscelyn; “I am to bear a letter for Sir William

Waller, who is in some fear that, spite of his assurances, Parliament

is not treating Lord Scudamore as well as he deserves. I had private

business that needed looking into, and am granted three weeks’ leave

from Monday se’nnight.”

“I wish you would make an inquiry for me while you are in London,” said

the Major, as the ladies left the room.

“The truth is, though I would not say it before Mistress Bennett, that

Gloucester is not an over-safe place in which to leave my little maid,

for like enough, they say, the King will lay siege to it. Now, I want to

find out whether Helena’s godmother is still living. She is a very aged

lady named Madam Harford, but ’tis years since we heard of her.”

“Why, sir,” said Gabriel, laughing, “they say in the regiment that

you know well-nigh every family in England--perchance this lady is my

grand-dame who lives at Notting hill Manor, some two miles from Tyburn

by the Oxford road.”

“Upon my soul, that’s a strange coincidence,” said the Major. “But I had

no notion she was of a Herefordshire family. She was a very kind friend

to my late wife in London before our marriage, and stood sponsor for

Helena. I thought of writing to ask her to advise some safe lodging in

the city where my daughter may be sent in charge of Mistress Malvina.”

“If you will trust me with your letter, I will bear it to Madam Harford

and bring you back her reply, sir,” said Joscelyn Heyworth; and he

smiled to himself, thinking that fate was about to help his match

making.

However, it was not his doing, but the Major’s own arrangement which,

during the course of the next few days, threw Gabriel and little

Mistress Nell into frequent intercourse. The girl lived through a

midsummer dream of happiness, but Gabriel, though liking very much to

talk to one who was both pretty and winsome, never said a word to her

that might not have been proclaimed from the housetops, and never felt

his pulses beat the faster when the innocent blue eyes were lifted to

his.

Marriage arrangements were most matter-of-fact in those days and the

Major, before leaving Gloucester, thought it as well to broach the

subject with his daughter.

“Child,” he said one evening, when they were alone together in a gloomy

little parlour at Alderman Pury’s house, “it may be long ere I see you

again, for, as you know, we march into the West to-morrow. I have had no

proposal for your hand save that from Squire Norton, which I was bound

to decline. But if at any time it should chance that I might arrange

a marriage for you with Lieutenant Harford, would he meet with your

approval?”

“Yes, sir,” said little Mistress Nell, blushing.

“He is a man I would very gladly entrust you to” said the Major. “Yet

think not over much of it, Nell, for the notion may come to nothing. I

merely wished to know that such a plan would not be uncongenial to you.”

“Oh, no, sir,” faltered Helena, “not uncongenial.”

And then she fell awondering whether it must ever be a choice between

the fierce passion which terrified her in Squire Norton’s eyes, and

the easy friendliness which somehow scarcely satisfied her in Gabriel’s

expression. Was there, perchance, some happy mean betwixt these two, a

love which had not yet come her way? If only her gallant rescuer would

give her the supreme happiness of requiting in some way his service to

her! She half wished herself a man that she might serve under him, and

perhaps do for him on the battlefield what Captain Heyworth had done at

Edgehill. And so she dreamt her innocent dreams, never knowing of the

miniature that hung about Gabriel’s neck, or imagining that at Hereford

a pair of dark grey eyes were shedding tears more bitter than any that

could ever be shed by her.

For in Hilary’s home there was great sorrow; the physician’s skill could

no longer keep at bay the mortal illness which was steadily sapping Mrs.

Unett’s strength.

“If it were possible to induce Dr. Wright to come to Hereford I should

like to consult with him,” said Dr. Harford one morning when he felt

that Hilary must be prepared for the worst. “He and his wife are still

residing at Brampton Bryan for the sake of being some protection to Lady

Brilliana Harley, and I scarce know whether he would leave, for they

stand in great danger of being besieged in the Castle.”

Hilary could not help reflecting that it was strange they should be

forced to turn to Parliamentarians in their need, but Dr. Harford and

Dr. Wright were by far the most eminent physicians in the neighbourhood,

and she found that politics made no sort of difference when one was face

to face with a grief and danger like this.

“Lady Brilliana is kindhearted and generous,” she said. “I am sure

she would spare Dr. Wright, and he need not be away more than

four-and-twenty hours.”

So the plan was proposed, and the two physicians held a consultation,

and for a while Hilary hoped against hope. But at length the day came

when she could no longer refuse to recognise the terrible truth--her

mother was dying.

There was no great suffering; indeed, Mrs. Unett would have passed away

in absolute peace had it not been for the thought of her child left

behind in sorrow and loneliness, fortunately Dr. William Coke, her

favourite brother, was able to ride over to Hereford on the day this was

most troubling her.

“You see, Hilary cannot live on here, as she wishes to do, with no

better protection than Mrs. Durdle,” sighed the mother. “And though

my father would gladly have her at the Palace, she doth not agree with

other members of the household, and such an arrangement would never work

well. I would that I could have lived to see her married.”

“Too late for Mr. Geers of Garnons,” said Dr. Coke, with a gleam of

merriment in his eyes. “They tell me he is just betrothed to Mistress

Eliza Acton. And Hilary, I understand, did refuse his suit with great

decision. But do not be troubled as to her future. Why should she not

come and cheer her old bachelor uncle? I should most gladly welcome her,

and I’ll warrant Mrs. Durdle would keep my untidy vicarage in apple-pie

order.”

“That she would,” said Mrs. Unett, with a smile. “You are very good,

brother, to suggest such a plan. To leave Hilary in your charge would be

the greatest comfort to me.”

She longed sorely to tell of the hope she had once cherished of seeing

her child wedded to Gabriel Harford, but she had promised secrecy, and

felt that matters were now hopeless; moreover, Hilary would probably

prefer that her uncle should never know that chapter of her life-story.

The silence was the last sacrifice the mother was to make, and it was

a very real sacrifice to one who always craved the comfort of a man’s

opinion.

Even as she lay there musing over the possibilities of the future, Dr.

Coke saw a change in her face which alarmed him. He went to the door and

spoke in a low voice to his niece.

“You had better send for Dr. Harford, my dear,” he said. “I fancy I see

a change in your mother.”

Hilary would not risk sending, she ran herself without ceremony by the

garden way as she would have done in old times, and while the servant

went in search of the doctor, waited in the study, looking round with an

aching heart at the familiar place.

Very quickly she noted the only new thing in the room. It was the

miniature by M. Jean Petitot which Gabriel had mentioned in his

Christmas letter, and crossing to the mantelshelf on which it stood, she

looked long and earnestly at the portrait of the man who loved her. The

strong, clean-souled face appealed to all that was best in her, and the

great artist had succeeded in reproducing that quiet spirituality in the

eyes which had somehow dominated her in their last unhappy meeting.

An intolerable longing for his presence came over her. Most bitterly she

needed him now in this time of her sorrow, and terrible was the shame

and misery of realising that her own pride had wrecked his happiness as

well as her own.

It was with difficulty that she could control her voice when Dr. Harford

entered, and his all-observant eyes at once perceived that the sight of

the miniature had been too much for her.

“My mother,” she faltered.

“I will come at once,” he said, taking her hand much as if she had been

a child again.

The action comforted her, and she told him of her uncle’s visit, and of

how at first the invalid had revived and had seemed better.

But when they reached the sick-room Hilary needed no words to tell her

that her mother was at the point of death.

There was a minute’s silence while the doctor felt the failing pulse; a

courteous word of thanks for his care; a tender farewell to her child,

and a grateful glance at her favourite brother as he knelt at the

bedside. Then consciousness failed; and after an interval, broken only

by the voice of Dr. Coke as he read the commendatory prayer, she passed

quietly away.

Hilary, dazed and tearless, let them take her out of the room

unresistingly. The whole world seemed a blank to her, and her desolation

was the more overwhelming because the one being who could have comforted

her was, by her own fault, altogether out of reach. Her mother dead, her

lover banished and rejected, and she herself crushingly conscious of her

own sins and shortcomings, it seemed to her indeed that the burden of

life was more than she could endure.

Dr. Coke went at once to the Palace to break the news to the Bishop, but

Dr. Harford returned to the withdrawing room for a minute, feeling ill

at ease as to Hilary. He found her restlessly pacing to and fro, trying

not to hear Durdle’s heavy footsteps as she moved about in the next

room, busy with the last offices to the dead.

“My dear,” he said, in his fatherly way, “you were up all last night and

must rest now. Come,” and he himself arranged the cushions for her on

the couch and insisted that she should lie down.

“I wonder that you can endure the sight of me,” said Hilary, “after all

the trouble I have caused you.”

He thought that in calmer moments she might regret having spoken so

openly, and did not allow himself to refer to Gabriel.

“You forget that your father was my best friend, and that to be of

service to you must always be a pleasure to me,” he said, kindly. “Try,

if possible, to sleep, my dear; your uncle and I will make all needful

arrangements.”

“What is the use of resting?--all is over; no one needs me,” she said,

wildly.

“Nay,” he said; “be very sure that there will be need of all your

strength in a country as full of sorrow as ours is now. So rest, my

child, and wait.”

And then he bade her good-bye, and went his way to comfort and cure

others that were ill in body and sad of soul.

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