CHAPTER XI.

Love doth unite and knit, both make and keep

Things one together, which were otherwise,

Or would be both diverse and distant.

--Christopher Harvey.

It was not until the latter part of October that Hilary and her mother

returned to Hereford. The news of the occupation of the city by the Earl

of Stamford had kept them longer at Whitbourne than had been expected;

but the cold of the country did not suit Mrs. Unett, and both mother and

daughter were glad to settle down once more in their own home.

Unfortunately, all the girl’s gentle thoughts had been banished by

hearing of the occupation of Hereford by the Parliament’s army. She was

once again a vehement little hater, and was revelling in the thought of

the resolute way in which she would keep Gabriel at a distance, refusing

even to notice him if they passed in the street.

As a matter of fact, the city looked exactly as usual on their return,

not a shot had been fired, no harm had been done to the cathedral, and

except for the discomfort of having soldiers in the place, few people

had complaints to make. Even Durdle shocked her young mistress by the

favourable way in which she spoke of the army.

“They do say there was some mischief done to Mrs. Joyce Jefferies’

house,” she admitted, “for she and Miss Acton they fled to Garnons in

a panic. But had they stayed here all would have been well, for Mr.

Gabriel Harford would have taken care of them as he did of us.”

Hilary’s face flamed, but she was too proud to question the housekeeper.

“He was down in the garden the night the soldiers was clamouring at

Byster’s Gate,” resumed Durdle, after a pause, “and hearing Maria

screaming, he came to the door to ask if aught was amiss, and no one

could have been kinder like, nor did he ever let a soldier come nigh the

house. And he came to bid me farewell on the fourth of October, when he

went away to Worcester to join the army, and spoke that civil and

pleasant just as though he’d been naught but a lad still.”

Hilary’s brain seemed to reel; she made a pretence of stooping to pick

up a tortoiseshell cat which dozed by the kitchen fire.

“Bad puss, have you been eating blackbeetles, to grow so thin?” she

exclaimed, stroking her pet with well-assumed indifference.

“What was that you were saying about Worcester, Durdle?”

The good-natured housekeeper gasped, her simple mind could not in the

least understand the subtle workings of Hilary’s more complex nature.

“Talk about pussy’s bowels being injured by beetles,” she said to

herself, “’tis my belief the lassie has no bowels at all. Was ever

such a heartless speech!”

“Well, Mistress, I was saying how Mr. Gabriel Harford had gone to join

the Earl of Essex’s army, along with his friend Mr. Edward Harley that

was at Oxford with him.”

“Oh, indeed,” said Hilary, carrying her head high. “Dr. Rogers tells

me the troopers stabled their horses in the nave and cloisters at

Worcester. Send up Maria to fetch my cape and hood, Durdle; they got

crushed in the coach, and had best be ironed.”

Then humming a cheerful song, she quitted the kitchen and sauntered out

into the garden, her heart throbbing as if it would choke her.

“He has joined the rebel army, and ’tis my fault,” she thought, in

anguish. “If he is killed, his death will be my doing! Oh, why was I so

cruel? Naught I could say would have changed his views, but at least he

would have gone quietly back to his studies had I not taunted him.”

Every nook in the garden seemed haunted by memories of lost happiness,

she could not pass the sunny wall to which the apricot trees were

fastened, or look towards the stone bench by the briar bush, without

seeing in fancy her lover’s face; and she knew very well why he had

wandered into that special place on the night of the servants’ alarm

about the soldiers.

The sound of the gardener singing, as he gathered the apples, smote

discordantly on her ear, and specially when drawing nearer she caught

the doleful words of an old ballad called “The Wife of Usher’s Well,”

in which the ghosts of the three dead sons return to their home, but can

only remain for the briefest of visits. The gardener sang with stolid

cheerfulness as he filled his basket:

“The cock doth craw, the day doth daw

The channerin’ worm doth chide;

Gin we be mist out o’ our place,

A sair pain we maun bide.

Fare ye weel, my mother dear!

Fareweel to barn and byre!

And fare ye weel, the bonny lass,

That kindles my mother’s fire.”

Turning hastily away to escape this dismal ditty she reentered the

house, and was glad to encounter her favourite uncle, Dr. William Coke,

who, during Gabriel’s absence in London, had been appointed to the

living of Bosbury, vacant on the death of old Mr. Wall. He had not been

among the very few who had been told of Hilary’s betrothal, and this

fact made her now more at ease with him than with her grandfather or her

mother. For a minute she forgot her troubles.

“We have but just returned from Whitbourne, sir,” she said, cheerfully.

“’Tis indeed good of you to come to us.”

“I thought, maybe, your mother would be disturbed at today’s news,

and rode over to have a chat with her,” said Dr. Coke, his genial face

clouding a little.

“We have heard no fresh news,” said Hilary, eagerly. “What has happened,

sir?”

“There has been a great battle in Warwickshire, nigh to Kineton, and

though at first all thought the King’s troops would be victorious, in

the end it proved but a drawn battle, both sides suffering grievously,

and naught gained to either. They tell me that thousands lie dead on the

field.”

His sorrowful face made Hilary realise more than she had yet done what

war meant; her head drooped as she remembered her exultation over the

fifty Parliament men killed at Powick Bridge, and recalled Gabriel’s

look of reproach. Very few details had as yet been learnt, and when she

had heard all her uncle could tell her she left him to talk with

Mrs. Unett, and for the sake of being free and undisturbed sought the

cathedral--the only place, save the garden, to which she was allowed to

go without an attendant.

Entering by the great north porch, she walked through the quiet,

deserted building to the north-east transept, and went to a little

retired nook by an arch in the north wall, where lay the effigy of

Bishop Swinfield. Here she had often come for quiet during the two years

of her betrothal, partly because it was a place where no one was likely

to notice her, and partly on account of her recollections of the snow

effigy which she and Gabriel had once fashioned after this pattern, in

honour of Sir John Eliot. Behind the tomb was a beautifully sculptured

bas-relief of the Crucifixion, and Hilary saw, with satisfaction, that

it had not been injured at all by the Earl of Stamford’s soldiers, who,

according to Durdle, had only visited the cathedral on Sunday morning,

when they had been somewhat disorderly, and had grumbled that prayers

were said for the King, but never a word for the Parliament.

She knelt long in the quiet, and when she once more turned her steps

homeward her remorse was less bitter and more practical, and at last,

after a hard struggle, she conquered her pride, and knocked at Dr.

Harford’s door, asking whether she could see Mrs. Harford.

Now Gabriel’s mother was one of those women whose affections are

strictly limited to their own families. In so far as outsiders were

useful to her husband or her son, she liked them; but if they caused her

beloved ones the least trouble or pain, she most cordially hated them.

So when Hilary conquered herself sufficiently to pay this visit, Mrs.

Harford, unable to see any point of view but her own, received the girl

in a most frigid way.

“We have but just returned from Whitbourne,” said Hilary, blushing, “and

I called to inquire after you, ma’am.”

“I am as well as any of us can hope to be in these troubled times,” said

Mrs. Harford, coldly.

There was an awkward pause, broken at last by an inquiry for Mrs.

Unett. Hilary tried desperately to prolong her answer. At the close came

another pause.

“We have but just heard from my uncle, Dr. Coke, of the great battle in

Warwickshire,” she said, falteringly. “Have you had any news, ma’am?”

The mother looked searchingly into the girl’s blushing face. “Yes,” she

replied, “only an hour or two since a messenger brought me a letter from

Lady Brilliana Harley, who had heard from her husband. He wrote the day

after the battle.”

The silence that followed almost maddened Hilary. “Were Sir Robert and

Mr. Harley safe?” she asked.

“Quite safe!” said Mrs. Harford, resolved not to spare the girl or help

her out in any way. It was some slight satisfaction to her to see this

proud maiden suffer.

“And Gabriel?” she faltered. “He was safe, too?”

“Alas, no!” said the mother, with a sigh.

Hilary turned white, but asked no more questions. As if from a great

distance she heard the silence at length broken by Mrs. Harford’s voice.

“They gave him up for lost that night, but the next morning a young

officer, Mr. Joscelyn Heyworth, found him on the field and there was

still life in him. They carried him to Kineton, and he lies there

grievously wounded.”

The girl rallied her failing powers and became obstinately hopeful. “He

is young and strong,” she said, with forced cheerfulness. “He is sure

to recover. My mother will be very sorry to hear your ill news,

and--and--if you should again have tidings, she would be glad to hear, I

know.”

“We cannot hope to hear again,” said Mrs. Harford. “It was only by great

good fortune that Sir Robert Harley was able to get a letter to Lady

Brilliana, and we are little like to hear from Gabriel himself, even if

he were well enough to write. This is the hard part of war, the terrible

waiting for news.” After formally polite farewells Hilary found herself

going down the broad oak staircase with dim eyes; but Neptune, Gabriel’s

favourite spaniel, stood wagging his tail in most friendly fashion in

the entrance-hall, and her sore heart was a little comforted when he

bounded up to lick her hand as if he recognised the fact that she was

still in some subtle way connected with his master.

Unwilling to pass through the street with eyes brimming over with tears,

she went back through the garden and by the little wicket gate. But the

sight of the sunny south walk did not raise her spirits, and with the

terror that even now Gabriel might be lying dead at Kineton, she could

hardly endure the sound of the gardener’s dismal ditty. He still toiled

away at the apple gathering, and still chanted, in lugubrious tones, the

gruesome words:

“The cock doth craw, the day doth daw,

The channerin’ worm doth chide-”

Hurrying away from this unbearable song and half blinded by tears, she

suddenly found herself brought to a pause by Dr. William Coke, who was

standing at the door that he might more closely inspect in the sunshine

a fossil which they had brought back from Whitbourne.

“Whither away so fast, little niece?” he said in his genial voice. Then

catching sight of the wet eyelashes, “Eh, what is amiss, my dear?”

“’Tis only that the stupid gardener will sing gruesome ballads about

graves and channerin’ worms just on this special day when we have heard

how thousands are dead and dying at Kineton,” said Hilary.

He sighed as he patted her shoulder, caressingly.

“True, child, it is indeed a dark day for England. May God send us

peace! But dwell not on that thought of the grave. Remember rather the

words, ‘The souls of the righteous are in the hands of God.’”

“But they were not all righteous,” said Hilary, in a choked voice.

“True, yet all belong to Him.”

“Many were rebels,” she said, “and Dr. Rogers thinks that all rebels

will burn for ever in hell.”

“My dear, though Dr. Rogers is a learned man, he knows no more than the

rest of us about the future state. I would even venture to say,” and

here Dr. Coke’s eyes twinkled, “that he knows less than many, for his

heart is not dominated by love but by zeal for orthodoxy, a thing which

some folk mistake for the following of Christ. And though, as you know,

I am loyal to His Majesty, I am bound to own that there has been much in

his rule which rightly roused the indignation of free Englishmen, and I

see that even in my own parish many of the best and the most God-fearing

men have felt it to be their duty to resist the King and to join the

Parliamentary forces.”

Hilary was comforted by these words, and through that weary autumn,

while they vainly hoped for news of Gabriel, she often thought of them,

and something of her uncle’s wider and nobler way of looking at things

began to dispel the bitter and contemptuous spirit which’ Dr. Rogers’s

teaching had fostered in her. Happily for her, he was not just then in

residence, and in his absence her heart had some chance of softening and

expanding.

At length Christmas came and with it the question whether, for the first

time in her life, she should ignore her next-door neighbours. She had

not dared to approach Mrs. Harford since the day she had heard that

Gabriel was wounded at Edgehill. But she had once or twice encountered

the doctor, and he had always paused to greet her kindly and to tell her

that, as yet, no further news had reached them. He quietly assumed that

she still took some interest in Gabriel, and by his tact and courtesy

steered her safely through the difficult renewal of friendly relations.

On Christmas Eve she summoned up her courage and carried to the

next-door house a basket full of orange cakes of her own making, which

for years she had been in the habit of taking to Dr. Harford for the

festival.

She found him in his study, looking less careworn than he had done of

late. “So you have not forgotten your old friend?” he said, saluting

her with more than his usual kindliness of manner. “Here are holly and

mistletoe to remind us of Pagan and Druid rites, now happily at an end,

and

‘Here’s rosemary; that’s for remembrance.’

I am right glad that the maiden I have known from cradle days hath a

kind remembrance of her old neighbour, who is yet not too old to enjoy

orange cakes of her making.”

“My mother sends you the season’s greeting, sir,” said Hilary; “and she

would have visited Mrs. Harford, but she keeps the house to-day with a

very great cold.”

“I am sorry to hear that,” said the doctor. “You must have a care of her

this winter, Hilary, and let her run no risks. She will, I know, rejoice

with us that we have at length heard good news of Gabriel.”

He carefully avoided looking at the girl, but was glad to hear the

tremor in her voice as she exclaimed, “Oh! have you indeed heard from

him? Then there is no need to wish you a happy Christmas, for I am sure

you have it.”

He turned away and made a pretence of searching for the letter, all the

time knowing perfectly well where it was. “Take this with you and read

it to Mrs. Unett,” he said, still avoiding the girl’s eyes. “She will be

glad to know that he hath made a good recovery.”

Hilary thanked him and made haste to depart. She did not pause to

analyse her feelings--life was more simple in those days; but in her

glowing face, and even in her quick, eager step as she entered the

withdrawing-room, Mrs. Unett read the truth. She had dismissed Gabriel

in hot anger, but love for him still lingered in her heart. Would its

flickering light kindle once more into lasting warmth and brightness,

or would the icy-cold breath of political strife in the end prevail, and

finally extinguish it?

She knelt in the ingle nook close to her mother’s armchair, and together

they read the letter:

“My Dear Sir,--You will doubtless have heard through Sir Robert Harley

that I was left at Kineton, with other wounded men, after the fight.

Thanks to the rescue of one Mr. Joscelyn Heyworth, and the care of

Tibbie Mills, wife of a worthy saddler of Kineton, my wound--a pike

wound through the right thigh--healed by the end of November, and

learning that my Lord of Essex’ army was in the neighbourhood of London,

I rode there by easy stages and sought out Sir Robert. I found that Ned,

who had been serving under Sir William Waller, hath himself now command

of a regiment of foot, and as fresh men were being sent down to Sir

William the second week in December, I was ordered to go with them.

This left me some days in London, which I spent at Nottinghill; my

grandmother gave me a very hearty welcome, and was glad to hear the

latest tidings of you and of my mother. Who should I find staying in

her house, and painting her portrait, but M. Jean Petitot, the miniature

painter? Whereupon she insisted that he should paint my portrait also on

enamel, and she intends, when a fit chance arrives, to send it by some

trusty bearer to you, for she was right glad, she said, that you had not

grudged your only son to the good cause. When you see the miniature, I

fear you will quote the scurrilous satire put forth by the Royalists:

This is a very Roundhead in good truth!’

For Tibbie acted the part of Delilah, and shaved off my long hair at

Kineton, to the great satisfaction of her husband, Manoah, a very strict

Puritan, and to my great comfort as I lay ill. However, she hath left

enough to curl over the head and round the nape of the neck, so that

I do not take after the fanatic section, who shave their locks in

a fashion that shows the very skin of the head, and reduces hair to

bristles. There was a man in the Farnham garrison--a vile, sanctimonious

hypocrite--who affected this style, and whose ears stuck out most

horridly from his close-cropped skull.

“We quitted London the second week in December, and by night march

reached Farnham Castle early one morning. You can judge how great my

pleasure was to encounter again Mr. Joscelyn Heyworth, now appointed

galloper to Sir William Waller. He is a little my senior, and a man

that would be after your own heart--strong and vigorous and of a merry

humour, though now somewhat downcast on account of family divisions,

all his kinsfolk being of the King’s party. Spite, however, of their

differing views, he remains on very loving terms with some of them,

though I learnt from one of Waller’s officers that his father, Sir

Thomas Heyworth, treated him with great harshness and severity,

disinheriting him and disowning him. His friendship is the greatest boon

I could have, and the sole thing in which I have found pleasure since

the day we heard of the rout of Powick Bridge. We rested for ten hours

at Farnham Castle, and then pushed on with the rest of Sir William

Waller’s force to Winchester, which yielded to us after a very short

siege. We are now marching to attack Chichester, and have had a rough

time, for the rain has come down in torrents for some days, and to lie

in the wet fields o’ nights doth not give much rest to such of us as

have old wounds much prone to making themselves felt. To-morrow I have

an opportunity of sending this to you, as a despatch-bearer is riding to

Colonel Massey at Gloucester. I hope it may reach you by Christmas, and

carry to you and my mother the season’s greetings, and remembrance

to any former friends who will receive such greeting from one of Sir

William Waller’s lieutenants.--I rest, dear sir,

“Your son to serve you,

“Gabriel Harford.

“Written this 17 th day of December, 1642, at Petersfield.”

Christmas, with its unfailing call to realise the unity of the one

great family, cannot be joyless, however sad its surroundings. Both to

Gabriel, marching to besiege Chichester, and to Hilary in the quiet of

the old home at Hereford, there came a sense of rest and peace which was

not to be marred even by the miseries of a civil war.

But, unfortunately, with Easter came Dr. Rogers’s term of residence,

and there is no influence so deadly as that of a bitter and unscrupulous

priest who, forgetting his ordination vow to _maintain and set forwards

quietness, peace, and love, among all Christian people_, fans the flame

of war, or upholds a tyranny that will ultimately ruin his nation.

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