THE NEW LODGER
Evan's pal Charley Straiker occupied the adjoining room on the top
floor of 45A and the two pooled their household arrangements. It was
Evan's week to cook the dinners, consequently when dinner was eaten his
was the privilege of occupying the easy chair with the stuffing coming
out and cock his feet on the cold stove while Evan washed up.
During the afternoon Evan had painted and delivered a label that had
been ordered of him, and had cleaned up generally as if in preparation
for a journey. But he had not yet said a word to Charley of the events
of the morning. As a matter of fact Evan had a prudent tongue, which
Charley most decidedly had not, and it had occurred to Evan that he had
better find out where he was at, before entrusting the tale to his
garrulous partner.
Evan drew at his pipe and gloomed at the wall. Now that the mild
excitement induced by the morning's events was over, a heaviness had
returned to his spirit. Meanwhile Charley ran on like a brook.
Charley was a lean and sprawling youth with lank blonde hair, a long
nose, and an incorrigible smile that spread to the furthest confines of
his face. To quote himself, he was a bum artist and a squarehead. He
took people at their own valuation and was consequently a universal
favourite.
"Carmen rented her back parlour this afternoon," he was saying--Carmen
being their own moniker for their landlady Miss Carmelita Sisson. "To
a female. What do you know about it? Carmen hates 'em round the
house. Too nosey, she says. But the room's been vacant since spring,
and roomers in summertime are as scarce as snowballs. So she succumbed.
"Haven't seen her yet--I mean the new roomer, but my hope and my prayer
is that she's a looker. I think she is because Carmen sniffed. Does
our Carmen love the beautiful of her sex? She does--not! She's a
singing-teacher, Madame Squallerina, Carmen called her, with the rare
wit for which she is famed. Already moved in with her piano and all.
I heard her moving round, but the door was closed. I'm afraid she's
not going to be sociable. Hell! the parlor floor always looks down on
the attic! That's a joke in case you don't know it; parlor floor
looking down on the attic!
"Wish I could think of a good excuse to knock on her door. It 'ud be a
stunt, wouldn't it, to raise an alarm of fire in this old tinder-box.
Say, if there's ever a fire I bags the new roomer to save--that is
until I get a look at her. If it's over a hundred and fifty, I'll give
the job to you, Strong-arm."
This failed to draw a smile from Evan.
"Say, you're as lively as the dressing-room of a defeated team. Wot
th' hell's the matter? Come on out and see a movie. I'll blow."
"I'm off pictures," said Evan. "Go on yourself. Maybe you'll meet
Squallerina on the stairs. Take her."
"You've said it," said Charley. "I'm off."
The gas made the room hot, and Evan turned it out. The instant he did
so, he became aware of the moonlight outside, and he went and rested
his elbows on the sill in his customary attitude.
The moon herself was behind the house, but the Square beneath his
window was mantled in a tender bloom of light. As every painter knows,
moonlight is most beautiful when the moon herself is out of the
picture. By moonlight the dejected old trees of the Square were shapes
of perfect beauty, the grass was overlaid with a delicate scarf of
light; the very figures on the benches were as strangely still as if
the moon had laid a spell on them.
But all this beauty only had the effect of putting an edge on Evan's
dissatisfaction. The gnawing inside him was a hundred times worse by
moonlight. "What's the matter with me?" he thought querulously. "I
wished for something to happen. Well, something did happen, but
there's no fun in it. There's no fun in anything any more. Moonlight
makes me hate myself. Oh, damn moonlight anyhow! It turns a man
inside out!"
He flung away from the window and planted himself in his chair with his
back to it.
Presently he became aware of a sound new in that house. His door stood
open for ventilation and it came floating up the old stairs. He was
aware of a vague pleasure before he localised the sound. It was music;
a piano--but not the usual rooming-house instrument; a piano in tune,
softly played. It drew him to the door and to the banisters outside, a
poignant, haunting melody rippling in a minor treble, a melody that
queerly sharpened the knife that stabbed him, yet drew him on
irresistibly.
He stole down the dark stairs, guiding himself with a hand on the rail,
his eyes as abstracted as a sleep walker's. The sounds were issuing
from the back parlour of course. The door was partly open--so she was
not as unsociable as Charley had feared, or perhaps it was only that it
was hot. The room was dark inside. Evan leaned against the banisters
with bent head, scarcely daring to breathe for fear of breaking the
lovely spell.
The music came to an end and his spirit dropped back to earth. He
lingered, silently praying for it to resume and give him wings again.
Instead, the door was suddenly opened wider and he saw the tenant of
the room on the threshold. All he could see of her was that she was a
little woman with a lot of hair. The moonlight shimmering through the
edges of her hair made a halo around her head. Moonlight made two
square patches on the floor of the room.
It was too late for him to escape. "I--I beg your pardon," he
stammered. "I couldn't help listening."
"Oh!" she said. "Who are you?"
"Evan Weir. I live up-stairs."
"Oh!" she said again, but with a different inflection.
By her voice Evan knew she was young and adorable. It was a
low-pitched voice for so little a woman, low and thrilling; a
mezzo-soprano. His spirit went to meet that voice.
For a moment or two they stood silently facing each other in the dark.
Evan was not conscious of any embarrassment; he was too deeply moved.
His conscious self was in abeyance. Moonlight, music and woman had
bewitched him. He was in the grip of forces that played on him like an
instrument. But someone had to speak in the end. It was Evan.
"What was that you were playing?" he asked simply.
"The moonlight sonata," she answered.
"Of course! That's why it sounded so exactly right. Won't you play
again--please?"
She could not but have been aware how genuinely moved he was, but
however it may have pleased her, womanlike, she sought to pull down the
conversation to a safer plane.
"Oh, I can't!" she said. "I have unpacking to do. I was coming out to
get a match to light the gas. I can't find any."
"I'll light the gas for you," he said eagerly. She stood aside to let
him enter. The simple act thrilled him anew; she was not afraid of
him; her spirit greeted his. When she turned around he could see her
face etherealised in the moonlight, a lovely pale oval with two dark
pools. There was a subtle perfume in the room that made him a little
dizzy. In the act of striking a match he paused.
"Oh, it's a shame!" he said involuntarily.
"What is?" she asked.
"To light the gas on such a night."
She laughed. It was a delicious little sound. It seemed to bid him be
at home there. "One must!" she said. "What would the landlady say?"
But the tone of the denial encouraged him to insist. "A little more
music," he begged. "I never heard anything so lovely."
She went to the piano bench obediently. "Sit down if you can find a
place," she said over her shoulder.
Instead he came and leaned his elbows on the edge of the piano case.
Once more her fingers rippled over the keys, and another delicate minor
air ravished his soul. She did not seem to strike the keys, but to
draw out the sounds with the magical waving of her pale hands. She
kept her head down, and he could not see into her face. Nor could he
be sure of the colour of her hair, but only that it was shining.
In the middle of the piece the flying fingers began to falter. No
doubt the intense gaze he was bending on the top of her head confused
her. At any rate she broke off abruptly and jumped up.
A cry broke from Evan: "Oh, please go on!"
"I cannot! I cannot!" she said. "Light the gas." As he still
hesitated she stamped her foot with delightful imperiousness. "You
_must_ light the gas!"
With a sigh he struck the match. The gas flared up with a plop. Their
curious eyes flew to each other's faces. Evan saw--well, he was not
disappointed. His instinct had rightly told him in the dark that she
was adorable. Not regularly beautiful; the most charming women are
not. There were fascinating contradictions. The bright hair was
gloriously red: the eyes too large for her face and brown,
extraordinary eyes revealing a strong soul. They were capable both of
melting and of flashing, but especially of flashing; the soul was
imperious. As for the rest of her, the dear straight little nose was
non-committal, the mouth fresh and childlike, with a slight, appealing
droop in the corners. In short, Nature the great experimentalist had
in this case endowed a most sweet and kissable little body with the
soul of a warrior.
Evan could not have argued this all out, but his inner self perceived
it. His feelings as he gazed at her were mixed. The dear little
thing! the enchanting playmate; his arms fairly ached to gather her in.
At the same time the deeper sight was whispering to him that this was
no playmate for a man's idleness, but a soul as strong as his own--or
stronger, to whom he must yield all or nothing, and he was afraid.
As for her, she simply looked at him inscrutably. He could not tell if
she were pleased with what she saw.
Finally self-consciousness returned to both with a rush. They blushed
and turned from each other.
"You must go now," the girl said gently.
He understood from her tone that she did not greatly desire him to go,
but that it was up to him to find a reason for staying.
"Let me help you get your things in order," he said eagerly. "You
can't shove trunks and furniture around."
She hesitated, thinking perhaps of the censorious landlady.
Evan made haste to follow up his advantage. "This trunk. Where will
you have it put?"
She gave in to him with the ghost of a shrug. "It has nothing in it
that I shall want," she said. "Shove it as far back in the closet as
it will go."
In the closet her dresses were already hanging. The delicate perfume
he had already remarked made his head swim again. As he bent down to
shove the trunk back, her skirts brushed his cheek like a caress. They
were burning when he came out. Perhaps she guessed; at any rate she
quickly turned her head.
"You don't want the sofa in the middle of the room," Evan said to
create a diversion.
"Put it with its back against the fireplace, please. I shall not be
having a fire for months to come. That will leave the space by the
window for my writing-table."
While they discussed such safe matters as the disposal of the furniture
they never ceased secretly to take stock of each other. What people
say to each other at any time only represents a fraction of the
intercourse that is taking place. Under cover of the most trifling
conversation there may be exciting reconnaisances going on, scout-work
and even pitched battles of the spirit.
Evan could not make her out at all. She seemed to single him out, to
encourage him as far as a self-respecting woman might, yet an instinct
warned him not to bank on it. There was an unflattering impersonal
quality in her encouragement; behind it one glimpsed formidable
reserves. She was wrapped in reticence like a mantle. Evan had a
feeling that if she had been really drawn to him she would not have
been so nice to him. On the other hand "coquette" did not fit her at
all; not with those eyes. Evan thought he knew a coquette when he saw
one; their blandishments were not such as hers.
So for a while all went swimmingly, and the moments flew. Evan managed
to make the business of arranging the furniture last out the greater
part of the evening. To save her face she bade him go at intervals,
but he always contrived to find an excuse to delay his departure.
There was no reticence in Evan. He loved her at sight and his instinct
was to open his heart. Of course he was not quite guileless; the
portrait of himself that he drew for her was not exactly an
unflattering one, but it was a pretty honest one under the
circumstances. He was careful not to bore her, and to grace his tale
with humour.
Oddly enough the more of himself that he offered her, the less pleased
she seemed to be. As the evening wore on she developed a tartness that
was inexplicable to Evan. He cast back in his mind in vain to discover
the cause of his offense. Yet she would not let him stop talking about
himself either, but drew him on with many questions, interested in his
tale it would seem, merely for the sake of making sarcastic comments.
As for talking about herself, nothing would induce her to do so.
It was a more unamiable side of her character that she revealed, but
the enamoured Evan, even while she flouted him, forgave her.
"Something is the matter," he said to himself. "This is not her true
self." He told her of the black dog that had been on his back all day.
"But now I'm cured," he said, looking at her full.
She chose to ignore the implication.
Evan began leading up to a desire that he had not yet dared to express.
"My partner said you were a singer," he said.
"Have you been discussing me?" she said with an affronted air.
"Why, yes. Nothing so exciting as your coming ever happened in this
old house."
"I teach singing," she said carelessly.
"Won't you sing me a song?"
She decisively shook her head. "Not to-night."
"But why?"
"Dozens of reasons. One is enough; I don't feel like it."
"To-morrow night, then?"
"Aren't you taking a good deal for granted?"
"But you said not to-night. That suggests another night."
"Oh, one doesn't weigh every word."
"Well, I'll be listening out to-morrow night on the chance."
For some reason this annoyed her excessively. A bright little spot
appeared on each cheek-bone. "Then you'll force me to keep silent
however I feel."
"Why--what's the matter?" said Evan blankly.
"You imply that if I happen to sing you will regard it as an invitation
to come down here."
"Why, I never thought of such a thing," he said in dismay.
His honesty was so unquestionable that she got angry all over again,
because she had made the mistake of imputing such a thought to him.
Indeed a disinterested observer could not but have seen that some
perverse little imp was playing the devil with this charming girl.
Angry at him or angry at herself--or both, she had ceased to be
mistress of the situation and her forces were thrown into confusion.
Whatever she said, it instantly occurred to her that it was the wrong
thing to say.
"You're spoiled like all the rest," she said. "A woman cannot be
decently civil to you, but you immediately begin to presume upon it."
This was said with a smile that was supposed to be tolerant, but she
was angry clear through, and of course it showed.
It was all a mystery to Evan. With a hand on the table he had just
moved, he was staring down at it as if he had discovered something of
absorbing interest in the grain of the wood. He knew she was
unreasonable, but he did not blame her; he was merely trying to think
how to accommodate himself to her unreasonableness; he was pretty sure
that whatever he might say would only make matters worse, so he kept
silent.
But no red-haired woman can endure silences either. "If you've nothing
further to say you'd better go," she said at last.
"I was wondering what I had done to offend you," said Evan.
She laughed, but it had not a mirthful sound. "How funny you are!
Strangers don't quarrel. They've nothing to quarrel about!"
"But you are angry."
"Nonsense!" she said languidly. "I'm very much obliged to you for your
help. But there's nothing else you can do."
"Meaning I'd better beat it."
She was magnificently silent.
"I'm going. But it's hard to go, not knowing what's the matter."
She had the air of one dealing with a trying child. "How often must I
tell you that there's nothing in the world the matter?"
"You are not the same as you were when I came."
For some reason this flicked her on the raw. She flushed. She stamped
her foot. "You're--you're impossible!" she cried. "_Will_ you go!"
As Evan backed out she all but shut the door in his face. How
astonished would he have been could he have seen through the door how
she flung herself face down on the sofa and wept. That was the softer
girlish part of her. But not for long. She sat up and digging her
chin into her palm thought long and hard. That was the warrior.
"I will not give in to him--and spoil everything," she whispered. "I
will not!"
Meanwhile, out in the dark hall Evan was leaning against the banisters
trying to puzzle out what had happened. At first only a blank dismay
faced him. Women were inexplicable. But presently a slow smile began
to spread across his face. He said to himself:
"Well, whatever it is, she's not exactly indifferent to me. I've made
an impression. That's something for the first meeting. And she's in
the house. And to-morrow's another night!"
He went up-stairs with a better heart.
He went straight to his window-sill and cooled his hot cheeks in the
night air. The old trees still stood sentry duty in the moonlight, the
people sat still as dolls left out all night, the noises of the town
were reduced to a pleasant murmur.
"God! what a good old world it is!" thought Evan, unconscious of his
perfect inconsistency. "How good it is to be young and alive; to see;
to feel; to laugh; to love; to know things! I guess I'm a little drunk
on it now, but I want more, more! I shall never have my fill!"
As he lay in bed it suddenly occurred to him that he was head over
heels in love with a woman whose name he did not know.